Eighteen Months of the True Khan

  • Saint made a comment on another thread I started that mentioned visual subliminals. When I woke up this morning I had an idea for how to really make that work well germinating in my head. It’s still developing in there.
    Making it work will take some technical skills and knowledge that I don’t currently have.
    I don’t know where I’d go with this. As far as I can see right now it would take more individual attention to each individual program for each individual user to be commercially viable and I don’t know if there would be a way to automate it. But inspiration strikes for a reason even if I don’t know what that is yet.
    By the way, if I start messing with this, I will not be promoting selling or providing it through this forum without express permission and I see no reason that they’d give it. Don’t even ask. I will not step on Subclub’s toes.
    If this goes anywhere I am hoping that it comes out as something to use alongside an audio subliminal rather than in place of it.
  • I went on my date and it went pretty well. She was more attractive in person than she was in her photo. Much more.
    She actually looked fairly ugly in the picture so I had some trepidation about going on the date. But when she got there, she was fairly cute. We had good conversation. She was high energy and touched me any chance she got, so that was a good sign. I didn’t manage to get the conversation to go sexual, but there was tension there.
    I played kinda cool and calm.
    She wanted me to kiss her as we left the bar, but I caught onto the body language a split second too late. Oh well, I haven’t really done this in quite a while.
    She made sure that we had each other’s cell numbers so this is going to go somewhere.
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  • it wasn’t a bad first try, but I have some stuff to work on.
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In any case, you were there doing it. So score +1 in the action column for you!

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  • I felt very tired and irritable this morning. One of those days when you just don’t want to do anything. I think that my lack of sleep from the previous week’s access card shitshow was catching up with me now that my mind knew I have a day off.
    Things needed to be done around the house and I’m the only one who can do them though, so I got it in gear anyway and got productive. It took a big mental push at first, but I felt more energized as I worked. I got the major task that needed to be done finished and now I’m working on something else. Productive day.
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           **10/10/22 STAGE 1 CYCLE 3 WEEK 3**
  • Last active listening week of Cycle three. After the washout comes the last cycle of stage one. It’s weird, it seems like it’s gone really quickly, but I look back and a lot has happened especially internally. I won’t say I feel like a different person, but it’s close. I think that I have a lot more emotional resilience and have faced and dealt with issues that managed to hide even from a year on DR. Very impressive.
    Some of it has really sucked, but it was things that needed to suck. Deeply ingrained Issues that I was too afraid to face directly so I hid them from myself. So deeply that I couldn’t identify them anymore. We all have them, but there is no hiding from the khan. It makes you look them in the eye. That can be traumatic while it’s going on, but there is vast improvement when you’re done.
    I would actually recommend using Khan St. 1 as a kind of finisher for a long DR run for those who are committed to healing and moving past the issues that have been holding them back.
    The thing that really surprised me is that I’m taking action while I’m still on stage one, and possibly seeing some manifestations.
    I don’t know for sure I’d the lady I went out with is a manifestation of would have happened anyway, but I’m going to give Khan the credit in my mind because that’ll make the manifestation aspect of the program work better.
    I think that this run is off to a truly tremendous start.

  • I may have been a little more hesitant on my date than would be ideal. Not as fast to make things sexual as I’d like, but I’m giving myself a break. I’m new at this. That is to say I’m new at doing this deliberately and with a clear goal and clue as to what is happening or what I’m doing.
    She was very touchy right off the bat, which is a good sign, but touching back has never been that natural to me and still didn’t feel so. One thing to work on. I did touch her when she was showing me some of her tattoos (Those she could show in a bar, she assured me that there are more) and that seemed to go well.
    The conversation never turned sexual, so that’s another thing to work on. Steering interactions in that direction.
    It went well enough though. She sent me a follow up text and made sure I knew that she would be out of town next weekend, but available after that.
    I think it is more likely than not that she is going to end up being M-1.

  • M-1 stands for Mistress 1. I’ve been thinking about how I’m going to be referring to these girls in my journal. Mistress sounds classier and less degrading than “side chick”, “side piece”, or anything like that. I don’t disrespect the women I sleep with, and I have to differentiate them somehow. I’ve always used numbers when talking about past girlfriends so I’ll continue that.

  • I’ve got a little more clarity on what my goals are when it comes to being able to get women.
    I am working toward being the guy who can say, walk into a convenience store in the middle of the night, talk to the female employee for a few minutes, and get her to close down long enough to have a quickie in the back room.
    In other words, a guy who stands a good chance of finding a receptive woman and convincing her to have sex quickly in just about any environment I’m in. When I want and where I want.
    That doesn’t necessarily mean that I want to be the guy who DOES things like that on a regular basis, but I want to be the guy who CAN.
    It will probably take a success or two at something like that in order for me to be convinced that I’ve made it, but I don’t know after that.
    I can actually see myself rising to that level at the moment.

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  • Even now, I’m thinking about what comes next. I had an idea. Once I’ve done four cycles on stage four, I think that I can take on another specific area of my life that needs work and get it all the way squared away. So I might just run either Emperor Fitness or EOG as a custom the same way I’m doing it with Khan and keep Khan Stage four as the second core. That gets specific things moving forward and also allows me to run Khan for multiple years.
    It’s kind of a rolling approach rather than working on one thing then switching to another.
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  • Our financial condition improved markedly at the beginning of the year, but I find that sometimes we still have more month than money, or close to it. Especially if I’m not working an obscene amount of overtime.
    I’d like to either raise my income in the very near future, or get another windfall so I don’t have to worry about it so much while I’m working on myself in other ways. At least not for a while.
    One of the things I credit for making it possible for us to get through the time when the wife had no income was RICH. We got some damned Miraculous manifestations when we needed them while I was running it. And it got it done QUICK.
    That was just the store version too. I’ve been playing with the idea of making a supercharged RICH custom. The goal here is purely fast money manifestation to either raise my income to what I need it to be to be comfortable and not need so many damn hours, or to have enough in the bank that I can relax for a while and fully focus on my long term development plan.
    This is as much as possible a pure mine manifestation sub.

RICH ELITE

  1. RICH Core
  2. Void of Creation
  3. Jupiter
  4. Yggdrasil
  5. Debt Annihilator
  6. Financial Success Reality Shifter
  7. Positive Being Attractor Wealth
  8. Secret Source
  9. Secrets of Akasha Wealth
  10. Way of ROI
  11. Wealth Limit Destroyer
  12. Mosaic

What do y’all think?

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Furious Ascent might help it work even faster. The rest look good to me.

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Good thought. I’ll add it in.

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  • The other way of manifesting some money would be to quickly increase my ability to manifest anything. The pros are that it isn’t directed and can be used for any goal, and that it will improve the skill generally.
    The cons are that it could take longer. It could take more active effort generally where RICH elite would be set and forget.

Here is Manifestation Monster

  1. Minds Eye Core
  2. Ascension Chamber Core
  3. Void of Creation
  4. Jupiter
  5. Yggdrasil
  6. Current Invoker
  7. Ever present
  8. Faith Unyielding
  9. Fusion Optimized
  10. The Single Point
  11. Metamorphosis
  12. Mosaic
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I’ve designed a custom with the same name for the same purpose but mine is kinda on the heavier side :grin:

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What about adding EOG?

Manifestation Monster seems to have overlap with your RICH ELITE.

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I’m not doing two four stagers at the same time.
At this point I think my post True Khan plan is to run through either EOG or Emp Fitness with Khan as the second core so I can move a specific aspect of my life forward in a huge way, but also get more Khan exposure as well.
Right now the focus is Khan and the money goal is to stay at least at a comfortable maintenance level while I do that.

I don’t intend to run both of those. At least not at the same time. They’re the two options I’m considering for next cycle.
I think that I’m going to go with RICH Elite because it seems to be the most straightforward answer to my current needs.

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  • I had what a while ago I would have considered a very odd conversation with the wife. We were discussing scheduling meetups with our other partners (potential partner in my case).
    The conversation was very comfortable and made me realize something.
    I’m amazed at how quickly I worked through the negative emotions that this caused in the beginning.
    As much as my ego liked the idea of having her so devoted to me that she didn’t mind me playing around but had no urge to do it herself, that isn’t reality though, not at the moment at least. I am OK with that. That isn’t something that can be forced. I can’t see any woman captivating me so much that my eye didn’t wander at the very least and I can’t demand a level of devotion that I can’t give. That has to be earned by working to turn myself into someone who she can’t help but feel that way about, and I’m doing ok with the whole thing wether I ever get to that point or not.
    Am I worthy of it? Yes I am, and I’m on my way to being the type of man who gets that kind of thing from women. However she may not have a monogamous nature any more than I do.
    Not only did get through that in two months (seems like it’s been longer, but I looked back and that’s about it) do that but I used the negative emotions as motivation to start taking action to make my life start to resemble the one I want. I have taken steps and had some success rather than sitting there stewing like I would have done not long ago.
    Matter of fact, my world already looks significantly different than it did when I started this.

  • I have decided to go with RICH Elite to help with the financial situation. It is the most straight path to what I need right now, and I was able to get the full effect of RICH even while running Dragon Emperor so I know that nothing is going to be getting in anything’s way.

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  • I just saw the new announcement. This is great, but might not do me any good at the moment. I’m committed to this course of action for the rest of this eighteen months, so I won’t be able to fully partake in the new stuff.
    Hopefully you can still use the Lifechargers along with your stack.
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  • I’m having a very pensive night. I’m questioning my goals and myself. Im thinking an wether my wanting to expand my sex life can be compatible with my responsibilities to my son.
    He doesn’t have the capacity to understand now, but he is very smart and very perceptive. He’ll figure it out sooner than I think.
    That could get very weird for him, and I’m not sure if I want him thinking that this is a normal thing.
    I’m not making any decisions on this right now. This may well be recon of a sort, so I will wait until the end of my washout next week.
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  • This is weird. Really weird. What I was referring to in my last post is that last night, in the time it took me to drive to work I lost all interest in having sexual partners other than my wife.
    I just thought “what the fuck am I doing? I’m a forty four year old man with a family.”.
    I thought about how that would take away time with my family, and I thought about how attracted I’ve become to my wife this year, and at the moment, I just have no interest in doing it. This feels permanent, and I feel calm about it. Like its a good well thought out decision. Bizarre.
    I have two theories on what this might be. The first and most obvious is recon. This seems to be exactly the opposite of what I would think that Khan should be doing to me. So it might be the part of me that Stage One is altering mounting a last ditch defense. That makes even more sense considering I was starting to see some success quickly and easily, so that negative self image was in real danger of annihilation. As in being displaced on the mental level and then proven to be dead wrong in the real world. That can cause a fear reaction and those subconscious constructs are very tricksey in how they defend themselves.
    That makes a lot of sense considering how positive I was starting to feel about my chances of becoming the kind of guy I’ve always wanted to in that regard.
    The other is that I have taken care of the mental issues that I described before which caused me to want to screw anything in a skirt. You know, the “You can’t have it” problem. And I genuinely no longer have the need or really even want to.
    I’m going to have a little patience and see how things shake out on my washout week. Two loops to go until then.
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  • Really good parenting day today. I was doing some long neglected cleaning tasks and feeling overburdened because I am not only the only one of the three adults in the house to be able to work, but the only one who can really do any house work.
    Then my five year old son came up and said he wanted to help.
    Instead of getting annoyed that he was in the way, I directed him to pick up the garbage that the roommate had scattered on the floor.
    He excitedly got right on it.
    I kept him on task and praised him the whole time, and he kept at it for a couple of hours.
    I then told him that I was proud of him for doing a man’s share of the work and made a big deal about it.
    That is so opposite of how I was parented that I don’t know where it came from, but I got a really great response from him and with the positive reinforcement I’m sure that he’ll be eager to help again. I complained about it all being on me and having no backup, but its looking like more and more I do have some.
    I also promised to make “Daddy Tacos” for dinner tonight. It’s his favorite because I make superior tacos.
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  • Ok, remember the fucking guy who my wife is kinda involved with? (Open relationship for those just joining us.). Yeah, He got into a physical fight with his roommate and apparently got his stupid ass arrested for assault.
    I’m not sure what degree. They made a custodial arrest so it probably wasn’t one of the lower ones.
    Great.
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