Moving my journal for Dragon Reborn St.1 ZP and Paragon ZP over here in the proper section.
Goal of stack = Fix ED + Remove trauma/low confidence and low self worth caused from previous trauma
Day 1 Was yesterday. I felt amazing after playing Paragon in the am and was very relaxed and even had strong erections. As soon as played Dragon in the pm later that day, as soon as the loop was over i became very frustrated and angry. So it is definitely already working on things
Day 2(Today) is my day off following the proper ZP Listening pattern. Today i feel very low energy/low self worth again. To give you guys an idea of what i mean by low energy and self worth since i will probably being saying these 2 things alot in this journal ; Some days i feel like a total chad when looking in the mirror. And other days i seriously feel like the 40 year old virgin. Its been a constant mental battle like this for the last few years of my life which im ready to override with Dragon. I also notice i have tons of neck tension for no apparent reason(no lifting/straining it in anyway.
@Billions @Seeker @FireDragon Hey guys this is my journal from the previous thread you all helped me on. Sorry for the @ if you were not interested in following here