Detective L's Logbook

I’m glad that many of my ideas have gone to be under consideration on the roadmap.
Especially this one:
Scripting that deals with Alexithymia in healing subs | Subliminal ClubScripting that deals with Alexithymia in healing subs

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I know it has been a while since I posted :laughing: . But I caught seasonal cold. While I do feel a lot better than what I was feeling past week. I am still recovering, so will be a a few days more before I get into subs again.

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I have decided to stall my stack (QL 4 + RoM) for a while and wait for new titles/upgrades in nftw season. You know just in case…

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are you also waiting for New Learning Experience?

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Yes, hopefully it launches soon.

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I have had 3 listening days so far. My stack is QL 1 + RoM (Yes I started with the 1st stage again). So far in my experience my mind has become a lot more clear, I know this could be from RoM but it still feels different from when I had run only RoM.

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Day 12 (Rest) (QL1 + RoM)
I have been taking a lot of mock test for preparations and my performance is so so much better than before this cycle. I even managed to get 100% in some of the topics.

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Washout Day 1
I completed a cycle for QL 1 + RoM. It has improved my study a lot. It is much easier to start my study session. And I have improved in a lot of topics in far less time.

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Washout Day 2
I was feeling drowsy all day yesterday, somehow managed to get some sleep in the afternoon. I thought since I did that I wouldn’t be able to sleep at night but I did. Look like a lot of stuff is processing in my mind. That is the only explanation

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Possibly a lot of brain healing too which requires sleep. Good stuff :+1:

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Washout Day 4
Today I went through a recon. A lot of negativity kicked in. But now realizing that it is recon helped diminish the negativity to a certain extent.

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Day 1 (Listening)
Today I start the cycle. I’m considering adding DRLD to my stack as well. The stack for this cycle will be QL2 + RoM + DRLD.

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Day 1 (Listening) (QL2+DRLD)
During my washout period I had given up studying for a few days because of drowsiness and the fact that I felt really negative about everything because I wasn’t able to perform well in a topic.
Right now I am studying that same topic and I cracked it to solve it faster. By the end of the day I will have gotten way better at it.

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Damn bro! Am happy to hear that!

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I writing this because this feels like a personal triumph to me. I Conquered It!!! :v:

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My headphones have been malfunctioning. I have given them away to be replaced on warranty. So For a few days I wouldn’t be able to listen to subs.

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Hope you get your headphones soon.

No backup ones though? Something around 300 rupees will do.

Here’s boAt BassHeads 100 in-Ear Wired Headphones with Mic which has great reviews.

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I am on my first cycle of TS. I have been practicing writing a few words on any topic everyday(because reasons). It is becoming really easy to do so after each loop. While progress is slow (like what happens with every skill), what it has helped me with is the fact that I don’t get stuck or block while writing. I can write better than before without getting stuck.

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I am near completion of my 2nd cycle of True Sell. The results have been nothing short of astounding. Earlier I used to have such an intense interview anxiety any time I was supposed to go for one that I really hated those. But this time the interview anxiety didn’t kick in at all. I was talking like i would normally do. I didn’t speak as eloquently as I would have liked to but that’s on me really not on the sub. I qualified my interview with flying colours time around :v:.

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We just had to play games as a teamwork exercise at our course. I can really feel the effects of True Sell now. The old me would have not participated in such things because of anxiety which was so bad it made me sweat buckets and a heart beat so loud that while normal people feel that like drums in their ears, I felt it on my pupils, as in my heartbeat made my pupils beat at its rhythm.

  • Now while I am not a social butterfly (yet!) but I feel really comfortable in my skin.
  • I feel perfectly fine even if I am the only guy around who is not chit-chatting with people around him and sitting/standing alone.
  • I feel completely fine if I make mistakes in front of a crowd (I do give a few curses to myself but it is way milder in comparison to the old anxietic me).
  • I feel completely fine if someone is staring at me for any reason, in fact now I just casually go to them and ask what the matter is.
  • I also don’t feel any anxiety around girls (my conversational skills do need work though).

And all of these in 2 cycles of True Sell (not even as a standalone!!). Also maybe a little of Sanguine here and there. I also know deep down now that I won’t relapse to my old self with crippling social anxiety.

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