Day 1 Listening (RM + QL st1)
Firstly I would like to report that since the last cycle which I had to discontinue because of circumstances I do see progress in me. I am the type that bottles up all my thoughts, feelings and such because there is no one who would care. Because of this I am not able to verbalise my thoughts clearly. But since the last time I have been able to do so.
Now for the loop I did today and right now, the impression of RM is still the same. It feeling like it is taking down the walls I built around myself and taking me out of survival mode. Nothing to report regarding QL stage 1
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For clarification, I had to go on travelling again last week and unfortunately I forgot to get my headphones with me. Which is why I started the cycle again on friday last week. Today is the 3rd day of the cycle.
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Day 3 - Rest
I had a very intense amd weird dream today. I was hanging out with a girl who was part crocodile 
like her head was that of a crocodile and I don’t remember much of the specifics but in the end she split my head into two with a sharp weapon and I woke up after that. I wonder what the hell it was all about and what might this mean.
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Being attacked by a crocodile in your dreams has been connected with good luck. If you’ve been through a stormy period in your life, this dream is said to indicate this is over and that you will now experience calm and peace.
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That’s the best news I have gotten this year so far. Some good luck right now would really be great. Thank you @Phoenix 
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Day 4 - Listening (RM + QL 1)
I had a talk with my father today which is surprising. My father is the type of guy who would never listen or empathize with me and only tell me about what he thinks is the right thing in any given situation. Tha fact that he listened and not yell back in response is in a way a miracle. I’m not sure but I think this was RM in play.
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Day 5 - Rest
Nothing to report so far.
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Day 6 - Listening (RM +QL1)
Did my loops. I have found that it has become quite easy to express my thoughts. There are probably more things going on but I don’t have much self awareness to list this things. Hopefully I would able to do so after 3-4 cycles.
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Day 8 - Listening - (RM +QL1)
I have been feeling a really light feeling in my chest. Like I have been liberated out of some shackles. I am feeling what probably a caged bird would feel after it is given freedom. It feels wonderful.
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I had been pondering on how this is different from LBfH, and I have come to a conclusion. LBfH fills you with positive feelings like self love which results in the positive feeling you feel in your chest.
RM is different in that regard. It brings down the shackles you built around yourself that stop you from expressing yourself. Hence the feeling of being liberated.
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Day 10 - Listening (RM + QL1)
Nothing noticeable to report.
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Day 12 - Listening (RM + QL1)
A lot of thoughts that I had just supressed and bottled up have resurfaced. A lot of opinions that I thought were too controversial to be expressed are getting out. And after journaling all this I am feeling a sense of clarity for the first time in a while.
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I just bought Genesis because why not. Depending on how the next month goes I will either be in college for MBA or at a entry level job. It would help me there as well.
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Random First Listening of Genesis
I know I shouldn’t be doing it when I’m already on a cycle but I don’t think it would make much difference as I am only doing 2 subs.
So firstly I felt a sense of confidence that I got on listening day 6 or 7 of Ascension cycle in one loop. I had read a lot of experiences here on the forum about how it has a grounding effect on you. I felt that too. I think if I were to include Genesis in my stack it would do wonders for me.
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Day 14 - Listening
I had a very heavy recon today. I can feel it processing in my mind.
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How long did you listen to the loop for? I’m on the tail end of my recon too.
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1 full loop
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Day 21 - End of the Listening Cycle (RM + QL1)
I wrote a lot in my offline journal and it seems I have become better at putting thoughts and feelings to words. Considering how much my head usually feels like it is filled with thoughts, this will really help me get more clarity of thought in future.
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Since I bought Genesis I have been contemplating as to whether run it solo for a few cycles or run it with RM. I wonder which should I do.
I’ve never listened RM but I can assure you you won’t regret run Genesis solo
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