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#42

Today Is Day 17 - Friday 28 November 2025

2 More Listening Days to Go

Currently Listening to: Emperor
Will Listen for One Loop

Work Status: Working every day, 12-hour shifts
Schedule: 20 days with no days off

Reflection:
I discovered that I’m fickle AF, and that has held me back in life.

Life Goals:

  • When I was 20, my goal was to move out of the country,
  • But I got stuck, distracted, and became passive AF.
  • In the last 2 years, I often thought it was better to move,
  • Then I changed my mind just a few weeks later.
  • Now I am certain I want to move. No more changing.
  • For better or worse, I am moving.

Priority:
Earning money and trading is now my top priority.

#43

.December 1st, 2025 (Day 24)

Busy as hell with work, but I still managed to listen to Emperor on day 19.

Tomorrow, December 2nd, 2025, is the last day of this cycle.

I’ve been working without any days off for 24 days straight.

I plan to continue this until January 2nd, 2026, to take advantage of the extra holiday pay during Christmas and New Year’s.

I wanted to stop earlier, but the extra pay is too tempting.

I do feel tired sometimes, but the money motivates me. When I start trading and studying trading seriously, I’ll be working fewer days, so I need to save for trading costs like prop firms, Discord, platform fees, and savings.

Working 12-hour shifts is no joke. Lesson learned: don’t come back to this kind of schedule, and treat trading like a business & stop fucking around.

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#44

Day#1 of washout -3 December 2025

Completed my cycle yesterday by listening to 1 Loop of Emperor & then 1 loop of ascension chamber

Lately, I’ve been losing my temper pretty easily. Not sure if it’s because of Recon or just having no days off.

Saw something on a TV show that stuck with me: the calmest person rules the world; the short-tempered one does not. Something worth remembering.