The breakthrough that I had with supposedly EoG2 is fading away since I didn’t ran it afterwards.
It is funny, I thought I have the break through so why would I need that slot filled with EoG2 but now the breakthrough seems less real, more like a distant dream that I remember.
Should I make EoG2 come back into my stack?
I think so. I want to make this my new reality, do whatever it takes.
Browsing houses within my country. Fancy houses.
Damn, there are quite a lot and beautiful and I feel drawn to them…
Is it good or bad? I feel it is good, it makes me see what is possible (for others) and increases my ambition to do better, much better than I was planning to.
Back to my trading and investing focus. What is going on?
Not much, but that does not mean I am a lazy person. I promised myself that I will take it more serious (even said treat it like a business) and I am doing better there. Analyzing the charts of the assets that I am interested in, doing technical analysis for entry and exit levels.
Fundamental analysis tells you WHAT to buy, technical analysis tells you WHEN (at which levels) to buy.
Yesterday listened to 30sec Executive, feels like I am normalizing, being as productive as before, but not better (yet). It’s ok for me.
Making a lot of progress in retrospection, insights and planning. I like it.
having so many moments of deep insight right now, everything could have been sooo obvious, some stuff I could have solved like lots of years ago if I had the (access to the) information.
But yeah, this is the present day, I don’t have access to time travel yet so I make the best out of what I have now.
I am journaling way more offline now.
Also so far my day was filled with a lot of action taking, not always directly (had that with some subs in the past), now I was feeling that I don’t like to do it but also the pleasure of everything else was reduced if I don’t take action, so I was coming back to the action taking. But remember like a few days or weeks ago I was in recon so even if I knew something had to be done I was more or less miserable for not doing it but still not doing it. Man, writing that down sounds so stupid.
Since I paused Executive I am way less irritated than when I was running it. It was ONLY with Executive and boy, my nerves were really triggering quickly. Not a nice experience but now that I stopped it more than a week I can go back to society 
Yesterday I listened to 30s executive again after a pause from it for more than a week.
Today nearly no patience again, super irritated.
Can’t run this right now.
A beautiful gem from Alex, a great mentor for masculinity.
Thank you for the kind words, but I am just a guy 
I know, but you are a guy that I can learn from (not everything but some stuff), a guy who walks his talk, who lives authentically and with values. And you seem into spirituality with I am currently lacking a bit.
Not sure if Alchemist or some other sub helps with that.
I appreciate you sharing your knowledge and experiences in the forum and your channel. And in PMs.
Trying 15s as exposure to see how it affects me.
I was always thinking 1 or 3 min work best for me but it was an assumption without base.
Accidentally listened to that one as my third sub in the stack for 30s but I already get results again on it which are currently helpful. So not sure how accidental it really was.
Getting ready to pull the trigger for going on the Alchemist journey.
@AlexanderGraves and @Parsifal
Anything that I should keep in mind while going through alchemist? Any learnings on your side?
Sorry to disappoint, but I’ve never ran alchemist. I feel a strong pull to it though. Perhaps next year when I have my ADHD more under control and living circumstances are a bit more stable.
Though if you’re Christian or even Catholic, I could help answering questions. Besides studying theology I was deeply into spirituality and mysticism for over a decade.
Not really since each journey is different, depends on what you rsubconscious wants to work on. ChatGPT has been a huge help along the path tho
Thanks my German brothers!
I know you didnt asked me, but if its useful, Ive used Alchemist in all of its iterations. If I have to summarize the effects of Zp st1 I would quote this.
Thank you, very much appreciated!
Taking an early washout to clear my mind/processing queue due to important days coming up.