Realized how my current perception of the reality keeps me a prisoner
Getting wrecked recently. I donât take that personally (I think), but it makes me wonder what should I do to be on the next level in the next 12-24 months?
Meaning having a job I like with the money I like and the free time I like?
Might EoG1 help? Did it move me in this situation to get the necessary change energy/motivation? Before I added EoG1 I was in a slightly better position.
Wrecked as in a car crash, or drunk?
Neither, more like stock account and work wiseâŚ
Probably used the wrong wordâŚ
Reflecting on EoG1, it is funny that it happened around the time when I started EoG1, my account seemed to get south with every decision but also, I would not change any decision based on the outlook for the next 5-10 years.
I am unhappy work wise, due to my split role, my colleagues and my boss.
Had a small washout last week.
Will continue with EoG1.
I became a bit dissociated with my job in the last few days and more open to something new. Nice feeling, not feeling too dependent upon that job. Gives me the freedom for a next step
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Running name embedded major with 3 or 7 min seems like too short, will go back to 15 min to see for the effect.
It is not always easy to spot when I make progress.
Only at the end today, reflecting on what I achieved today I see that I got kind of what I want without asking for it.
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Something that I never thought was possible is happening right now:
I am much faster full and become disgusted with the food when I have enough and I am easier stopping with eating sweets or additional snacks.
Currently on washout with GLM and Wanted.
I am a lot more aware of food choices and the impact on my health but also (might seem redundant but is an actual add on) making health the priority in my decisions.
Not sure if it comes from GLM, Wanted or my life direction.
A lot happened.
Wanted seems to have a bad influence on me, I will probably drop it.
GLM works wonders. Colleagues are quicker emotional and reacting than me, I take in the situation, maybe even feel the emotion right away but now it seems I take the time to process the whole situation and choose afterwards on how to act instead of react.
My confidence seems quite good for now, nearly all critical comments I get are not touching my personality or my core. I am aware that it is only their limited perspective and I am not just writing it because it sounds cool or deep, it is basically literally that.
But I want to grow my confidence even higher. No stopping for now with GLM
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Thinking of quitting my job for real, not because of a sub motivates me to but because it is my life and I want to go after my own goals, realize them. Not leaving them as a dream to tell my grand children that I could have done it and might have been successful but I never tried.
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Thats the spirit!
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Just saving this for myself
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When the path becomes unclear, the real adventure begins
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Did 15 min loops and I think I am in recon land for todayâŚ
Tomorrow 30s as a second chance.
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Ok, just ran 30s each for EoG stage 2 and Executive.
Letâs see what it can bring.
Was today listening to a guy on YouTube who had very ambitious goals for this year money wise. I was thinking, why am I holding myself back? If I want to achieve more, I have to change my strategy. Letâs get more ambitious!
Had a realization that might bring me financially to the next level but it kind of gave a mind fck. Scary to realize what is possible and in front of your nose.
Can be imagination but I feel a shift happening, my brain is busy, low capacity for thinking but trying to accept a new reality.
Will add an extra day rest between listening days until this feeling gets lighter.
The shift is happening, I can see the effects already in financial numbers (paper wins until I sell). Profit of that move that I did yesterday is more than double than if I didnât make the move.
Normally I would have not done that, I would have disregarded that idea and just stayed in my current reality. Now - and I am certain it is the combination of EoG stage 2 and the information that got presented in front of my nose - I saw more than what I saw previously, I was not only seeing a new reality but wanting to act on it. I still felt resistance, but I went for it.
Also I get the feeling inside me to treat it much more seriously, to dedicate time, physical space, a budget and also an organized way to it. Doesnât mean I already did that (the organized way yes, because I created an overview of probabilities and the potential wins and which route I feel ok going), but I will treat it like a real businessâŚ
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