Creation of a new reality

I am walking a path with higher risk, uncomfortable with unknown challenges but leading to the next level (at least I hope that, a dead end would bring me down one level, that is why I have to play cautiously).

With 2 rest days in between (one was extra) I did 60s loops of EE and EoG2.
Let’s see how my brain feels tomorrow.

I notice reduced patience and higher irritability than normal with that stack.

Recon or a normal consequence of the stack?

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Not sure yet, currently I would guess it is recon, more time will tell

The impact of Executive is still not there yet but probably because it is further away from my perceived self than the EoG self.

I was feeling a lot of recon in procrastination last week, now I am close to normal level of productivity so I hope soon I will get much more productive than before…

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My own (limited) understanding of recon:
Written for my personal understanding only.

If a title is very much in alignment and successes of my life and my current life story, it does not have to reconcile a lot, it is playing in my strength and therefore I should see results and actions pretty quick.

If a title is trying to turn a “weakness” or “underdeveloped life area” into strength or abundance, my current life story is not aligned and my subconscious is like “really, you must be kidding” or “not with me” and then it acts like a teenager and does the opposite - until the internal life story slowly changes, the perception of the outside world changes and the subconscious starts with first attempts to support “yeah, I might be able to try but don’t expect too much” and with longer running the title it is like “actually it is not that bad, I never said anything against that” and the life story is changed to a different narrative.

Trailer effect sometimes happens with me but not always.
Challenging titles might give me recon first, then radio silence and then small start of complying.
But I think even great titles take time with me and after half cycle or a cycle I start accepting the new narrative.

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Will pause EoG2 for now to make a slot free, Executive will continue with 60s every 3rd day for this cycle