Just purchased and tried my first ZP products - Regeneration and Ascension, and decided to introduce myself and create a journal.
The old story is one of an autistic guy riddled with PTSD and insecurity, with a history of heartbreak and rejection, fighting desperately against a negative spiral.
The new story is of a good man rediscovering his worth and living life well.
I’m expecting quite a ride, breaking up and dissolving some of that old shit may come with its challenges, I figured it’s best to be prepared, be present here, and journal.
Will be listening to Regeneration followed by Ascension every other day, as per instructions. Going with the masked version for now because chilling in bed with headphones feels good to me.
First impression from listening just an hour ago - Regeneration felt nurturing, fortifying, a little challenging but all good. Noticed some random thoughts coming into my mind, “You don’t have to live with this any longer, you’re a good man, you deserve to feel good.” Ascension felt a bit more… confronting, powerful. In a good way. Got a ton of built-up tension in my nervous system and could feel myself breathing deep, sighing out stress, laughing a bit, growling a bit. Super cool.
Anyway, good to be here and see you guys around.