Chronicles of the Spellbinder ☄

Sub.Zero · February 3, 2024, 7:49am

I’ve been listening to TPTW for two months only but it’s already made me really good at the social game. Reading “The 48 Laws of Power” sped up and refined the learning. It’s much easier to strategize in social context and carry out social tactics on the fly.

Primal has made me way cooler when it comes to women and brought down the matrix related to women I used to live. My understanding of them and the way of dealing with them have improved massively with a few superficial experiences which were almost entirely social. I’m really curious how much I would grow given more “intense” experiences. We’re going to see.

Sub.Zero · February 4, 2024, 4:53pm

My current framework:

When I work with my stack I don’t focus on my lofty goals, ambitions or dreams but I deeply think about what I have and where I am in my life right now. I don’t ground myself in my dreams but in reality, thinking of my qualities and traits, my natural abilities and actual skills, and how I can employ them in my self-development. Then, out of that thinking process, I let my objectives and goals blossom.
I employ the realization of my daily, most authentic, immediate and actionable intentions to back me up in achieving my objectives and goals.
I take into account my OBJECTIVE limitations and discern which of them don’t require much effort to overcome and which would require a lot of energy and effort to overcome and could exhaust me or are not realistic to overcome. I chose the path of the least resistance, overcoming the easiest limitations, and that builds up my energy level and momentum that help me overcome more resistant limitations.
I try to make the most of what I have and “who” I am at the moment.

Sub.Zero · February 5, 2024, 12:07pm

Phoenix is gradually depowering my deeply-rooted insecurities and transforming the residue of my core weaknesses (social anxiety, low self-esteem, the victim mentality and defeatism) into my strengths. There’s also an emotion (inner motion) towards the psychological completeness, where those transformed insecurities and weaknesses get integrated into my core and that leaves me a lot of room and liberty for crafting my new “persona” (the surface of personality). It truly feels like becoming one with the shadow.

Not anymore… for I am Venom incarnated.

Sub.Zero · February 6, 2024, 3:20pm

Phoenix has revealed to me the root of my two most detrimental insecurities: the fear of rejection and the feeling of not being respected. It occurred to me that they’re only in my mind, and I used to misread people’s behaviour through the lenses of those two insecurities, whilst it was almost always pure miscommunication.

On top of that, my emotional self-control and immunity to people’s negativity have improved massively.

Phoenix helps me shape my inner world to my liking through the sheer power of the “awakening” (perceptual shifts), stemming from my daily experiences and reflections upon them.

TWTP has changed me from an idealist and a man of moral principles into an opportunist whose moral attitude is the core of his social game and politicking. I’ve changed from a naive guy into a political being. I’ve become really shrewd. It took two months only… that’s really impressive.

Primal has made my social presence really pronounced and my social standing solid. I feel like fish in water in every social setting. That’s really huge for me since I used to suffer from social anxiety for pretty much whole my life.

GoldenBird · February 7, 2024, 12:52pm

How are you planning to do this? I’ve been thinking about it for a while, but I want to be careful. From what I understand, the TB part of Khan is so intense that it can easily overshadow the effects of another sub that’s stacked with it. So, currently, I’m on my second month of New Khan Stage 1(solo). I’m following Simon’s method to get the best results, and therefore it is unclear how many months I’ll need to deal with my limitations. Originally, my plan was to spend 2-3 months on Stage 1 and then another 2-3 months on Stage 2. After that, I would switch to Khan Black and go through all 4 stages. Only after that, I would go through the remaining New Khan stages. I timed it so that by the time I reach New Khan Stage 3, I’ll be in a place where I can actually go to social venues and get the most out of the subs and receive more feedback that way.
Does that sound like a meaningful plan to you?

Sub.Zero · February 7, 2024, 3:25pm

I’ve just gone through another “positive” recon episode thanks to Phoenix, but this time it was the most vital one, I think, as it unveiled my deepest trauma, which is the heart of my shadow.

20 minutes ago I was getting really… desperate, thinking how different my life would have been if I hadn’t been broken psychologically as a child, how different I would be now… and suddenly I felt like a “beast”, making guttural howls (sic!) for a couple of seconds and then I uttered the words “there’s that beast in me that hates himself”.

Now I feel I need to go deeper into that revelation and try to work with it, although I have no idea how as of yet.

Sub.Zero · February 7, 2024, 3:34pm

I’m thinking about running Khan St1 along with Primal and TWTP, then switch to Khan Black St1 (running the two titles along), then Khan St2, KB St2 and so on. I’m not sure when yet, as there’s been a lot of vital changes in me and in my life on my current stack. On top of that, I keep improving my subliminal framework and I can give up on that plan altogether.

That looks reasonable. The only thing I would think about would be not setting time frames but gauging my progress on the way.

I chose the way I described above since it looks “logical” to me to proceed this way. Grow as a man (Khan) and then work with my masculine energies. You need to adapt your approach to your unique psychological makeup, objective limitations, daily intents, and the amount and intensity of action taken on a daily basis. Just like I described here:

That’s my current framework I recommend to everyone.

GoldenBird · February 7, 2024, 3:57pm

Ya, I phrased it poorly, but I meant that since taking up Simon’s method, I see no point in sticking to some rigid and arbitrary schedule. It will depend on how long it’ll take to work through my self-imposed limitations, and that’s individual to me, of course. And I find your framework logical, which is why I asked for your opinion. If my circumstances were different and I were in a big city, the progression with the subs would be straightforward, and it would be more down to what kind of feedback I’d get from socializing. Looking through the old Khan journals, I got the impression that the most successful users aggressively went out from day 1, and got positive feedback loops this way.
Whereas for me, my current needs align with both Khan as well as Khan Black, but running them at the same time would likely just impede progress and knock me out.

Sub.Zero · February 7, 2024, 4:11pm

Khan St1 is an excellent healing sub so is KB St1. You may want to go through those stages and then embark on KB 2-4, pairing it up with Primal or TWTP (or both) as it would build up really solid foundations for Khan St2-4. That’s all I would personally consider but again, I take into account my unique parameters (the ones mentioned in my framework). However, from what you wrote it seems you have a few opportunities to socialize, therefore, I would go for some other alpha title (when working with KB) like Emperor (if you are oriented towards running your own business, building your empire, plus romance and sex RIGHT NOW) or Ascension (to instill the “pure” alpha mindset in your psyche) or Spartan (if you go to the gym) or even Emperor Black (if you need more introspection and masculine spiritual work). Alchemist could be your bet as well, as it’s an alpha title too (sic!).

GoldenBird · February 7, 2024, 4:53pm

Excellent suggestions. Thanks a lot. I hadn’t actually thought about the idea that Stages 2-4 should be easier to stack with something else. That’ll make it easier. Alchemist and the Revelation of… series is actually the endgame title I feel most drawn to, but I understand that I need to get the social and sex trauma out of the way to have meaningful progress there, so that’s for the future.

Sub.Zero · February 12, 2024, 1:03am

I’ve got to the point where I REALLY feel unbounded by my past, and the oldest and most hindering patterns. It’s as if I had got off a terrible shoal finally and now I was able to sail up to the horizon.
-GceWc

It was less about healing and much more about reframing my past (its perception and understanding) and reshaping my mental patterns.

Phoenix has done a marvellous job for me in that regard. Although I’m sure I could benefit from Phoenix even more, since there are always more patterns to work on, I don’t deem it necessary, given that I know what patterns I should establish within my mental framework and how.

I ran one loop in the morning, and I’ll be running one more on Thursday, just in order to close the “cycle”.

Now I need to focus on reforging my patterns related to sex and seduction (SSX) as my current ones are not to my liking, and hinder my overal self-development.

Sub.Zero · February 15, 2024, 2:23am

I’ve just run the last loop of Phoenix and that concluded the two month cycle I had done on it.

Phoenix has helped me reframe my past due to the sheer power of insights I got. I haven’t had any “healing dreams” for a few weeks now, and some inner tension and turmoil I used to experience for pretty much my whole life on a daily basis has got lifted.

The two most terrible issues I had had for my whole life got resolved and I cannot discern any other deep issue I could have. Those two resolved issues were perceived rejection and perceived lack of respect for me. They made my life really difficult and painful, depriving me of countless beautiful experiences and connections I could have.

Those issues stemmed from my father rejecting me and showing me no respect on a daily basis for pretty much my whole life, and were like a self-fulfilling prophecy since upon those two perceived things I would act upon them in my social interactions and make them true due to doing so.

Another thing is, I think that most of my father rejecting me and showing me no respect was also constituted mainly by those distorted perceptions.

Those two issues did a lot of damage to my relationships with women as well, especially by lowering my self-esteem (regarding the romantic aspect of my life) and standards. They also hindered healthy development in that domain, therefore, my next focus will be fostering that development in order to facilitate my overall growth.

I chose Primal and SSX for the job as they cover the absolute essentials.

Sub.Zero · February 16, 2024, 3:51am

This is the second chapter of my Chronicles where the main theme is social seduction. It’s about fostering my natural charm, and improving my social prowess and influence. These are my goals:

I want to keep developing all the qualities that are crucial for being a social mastermind and a charmer/influencer.
I want to eradicate all my romance and sexual inhibitions, and express my sexuality unbounded.
I want to be more strategic and effective when it comes to setting my goals and executing my plans.
I want to improve my seduction and sex skills.
I want to strengthen my masculinity and live a more “masculine” life.

For developing in the directions mentioned above, I’ll be running Primal+TWTP+Khan (TB) until I’m really satisfied with my progress or I find some other subs more suitable for my self-development.

I’ll be running my stack one program a day, every day, with a day off on Sundays and when really needed.

Sub.Zero · February 19, 2024, 7:16am

When listening to the first loop of Total Breakdown in the morning, I felt my whole body and mind got totally relaxed.

In the morning, I went to a clothes market and I walked with honour and moved with elegance and grace. There was pleasant yet strong fluidity to my body language.

Another thing is, it’s obvious to me how TB is taking what I’ve gained on Phoenix to the next level.

What’s interesting, Total Breakdown has already shown me what kind of social barriers I need to overcome in order to excel in the social domain. Those realizations gave me great material to introspect and work on overcoming those barriers in a conscious manner.

I wonder whether it would do the same when it comes to women. For now it’s about reestablishing my standards as far as I can see.

Upon reflecting on today’s experiences and what TB revealed to me it became obvious that the core social limitation is a subconscious assumption that I’m inferior to people in social settings.

Another revelation is related to seduction where I’m limited by the belief that I’m going to get rejected. It gets triggered when the seduction is smooth and fast, and mutual attraction is strong.

Those two revelations stemmed from my today’s relevant experiences.

TB is AMAZING

Now, when I’m analysing the whole day I can clearly see how that one loop of TB amplified TWTP and Primal results when it comes to the social game, social charm and unbounded expression.

This is something I expected but not immediately and to such a high degree.

Sub.Zero · February 20, 2024, 8:22am

TB has amplified TWTP and Primal exponentially, and it did it with one loop only!

My social prowess is insane (though TWTP had made it really solid before) and I’m getting much more attraction than I did on Primal before running the loop. Even now, writing this, there are three hot young ladies sitting five meters from me at a coffee shop, constantly flipping their hair and taking glimpses at me from the corners of their eyes. They could be my daughters lol I’m 40 and they’re around 20.

Anyhow, TB and my subconscious mind are working out a way to help me deal with my lifetime fears and limitations described in the post above. That’s fucking awesome!

Sub.Zero · February 21, 2024, 4:33am

Total Breakdown is digging really deep, as it revealed the essence of my shadow self to me… WRATH… that’s what’s been smoldering deep within me since I remember. It has been kept at bay and dormant by my traumas and defense mechanisms that anesthetized it.

Through self-introspection and reflection I’m working on rechanelling it into drive to positive changes within and without. It’s really intense yet I can keep it at bay.

No, it’s not recon, although it feels a bit like.

Yeah, it was a kind of recon. Upon reflecting, it helped me realize that in order to excel in life (and that’s why I’m running Khan in the first place) I need ascend beyond its pettiness.

Sub.Zero · February 24, 2024, 1:46am

I’ve switched from TWTP to SSX.

My current stack is Khan (TB)+Primal+SSX

The very first results on SSX are improved self-expression (verbal and non-verbal), improved emotional intelligence, better understanding of my marriage’s dynamics, being more fond of my wife, feeling sexy, women are a bit more responsive.

I’m back on SSX (I did one cycle when it got released). My wife’s reply to my message telling her I loved her and wishing her a great day:
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Yes, my voice has changed so did my body language, energy and the way I interact with people, and especially women.

My voice is a bit rasping and, if I choose, purring.

My body language is way more expressive and just livelier and sexier.

I also feel more “positive” and spontaneous energy within me, projecting it outwardly.

Women have started actively seducing me, especially when I’ve implanted “seduction Trojan horse” in their psyche by showing them slight interest, or they get excited when I’ve given them a hint on possible romance.

I’ve also got better understanding of my marriage dynamics, and women’s psychology in general. I can tell since the way I interact with them, especially verbally, has changed, and they are way more responsive. My wife as well.

When it comes to interacting with males, I’m also more socially attractive to them, meaning, they are more eager to interact with me, and let their guard down.

I’m also getting insights into my own psychology in the romance domain. My old romance obstacles are coming to light and are getting work on, so I already see a significant improvement in me.

I’ve run one loop so far. I absolutely loved SSX upon its release, so do I now.

Sub.Zero · February 26, 2024, 8:27am

Running Phoenix and Primal for two months before embarking on SSX yet again was an excellent choice since I’m getting far more pronounced external results, and more profound internal ones. I suppose running it along with Total Breakdown and Primal is helping, too.

Recently, I’ve run SSX only once but it already steered me towards profound realizations on my seduction blueprint, women’s psychology, and my hangups in seduction.

Lots of modern women have got damaged emotionally due to how modern dating and romance look like, and they tend to surpress their feelings and dampen their emotions related to sex and romance.

Here comes my seduction blueprint that I’ve always intuited but never fully realized nor tapped into for real - the Serpent Guardian, an intoxicating remedy to their malady. Someone who seduces with words in order to enlighten and heal.

What’s interesting, those realizations dawn on me due to as simple experiences as online interactions.

All I need to do now is to hone on that newfound blueprint.

When it comes to my hangups related to seduction, the only one is not feeling comfortable when a woman is trying to initiate, not knowing how and feeling awkward. I sense that tension and that turns me off.

Yes, women are definitely more into me than on Primal+TWTP+Phoenix when the attraction was really low.

Sub.Zero · February 28, 2024, 5:25am

Total Break down is digging deep into the heart of my traumas that stemmed from my pathological relationship with my father who would abuse me psychologically on a daily basis since I remember well into my mid thirties (I’m 40 now). Only last night I dreamed about standing up to him, accusing him of abusing me and breaking me, and I grappled with him. My anger was cool, and there was no fear of him in me whatsoever.

SSX is an amazing sub when it comes to conversing with women and interacting with them. Whatever you say or do they respond to you in a positive way. I see a huge shift in how I talk to them or behave towards them, however. It’s only when I consciously try to reshape what’s flowing out from within me when the results get diminished, yet not significantly. I suppose those are only some old mental habits trying to get in my way. Anyhow, that happens really rarely.

SSX helps me express my real self with no constraints, the sense of freedom and the power of self-expression are otherworldly, and I just charm people on the spot. It also helps me unleash my shadow in a social way, and that’s immensely therapeutic for me and really appealing to others. Without a shadow of doubt it’s the best sub I’ve ever run when it comes to tapping into my true self and my real potential.

Just after posting this I opened OKCupid app and found this message:
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She’s the most gorgeous woman I’ve ever texted online. It looks like a manifestation to me.

Another manifestation.

Only 15 minutes ago, I though of one gorgeous woman I texted a couple of days ago, but I played it cool by defying her romantic expectations or I would say postponing their imaginary realization, and she seemed to get upset and then she played cold for a couple of days. I’ve just opened the app and there was a message from her waiting for me. Cool. Let’s resume my training in seduction with her.

Sub.Zero · March 2, 2024, 7:40am

Total Breakdown has occurred to be a powerful catalyst for my transformation as it helps me crystallize my identity, points to my hangups and detrimental beliefs, aiding me in sorting them out. I didn’t expect such profound results as I was sure there was not “much left” to dismantle when it comes to those mental patterns that do not serve me. It only makes my conviction that I need to spend on it at least two months even firmer. On top of that, the whole process initiated by TB seems to be naturally strengthening the results I’m getting on Primal and SSX which, naturally, didn’t come as a surprise.