Building My Character

Journals - Major Programs
#41

Love Bomb ~ Love Bomb For Humanity (Day 19)

Another thing I’m noticing about these subs is that I feel more like a child and want to go back to acting like I was a child (in a good way). Maybe this means wanting to return to the purest and freest version of me, as if I had imposed on myself many limitations that have held back this side of me.
In particular:

  • Being a little more extroverted, I feel more comfortable around people (maybe because LB’s aura gives me more confidence)

  • Be more enterprising and take the initiative (for example, I decided that I wanted to meet my girlfriend’s parents even though this caused me anxiety, but now not as before)

  • I noticed it mainly in my relationship, I act without thinking too much and everything goes well

  • I simplify everything to make it easier and faster

  • I want to start playing video games again, specifically Nintendo games that I haven’t played in 15 years more or less (they have always been a source of growth for me)

  • I’ve been listening to songs from the early 2000s since I started this stack

At the same time, however, I also feel like an adult who has already projected himself into the future and who has many responsibilities.
My actions and desires are taking me to both sides, I’m rediscovering what I need from the child me and the adult me, but I don’t feel like I’m dividing myself between the two, I feel like they’re coming together perfectly.

#42

  • Today I met my girlfriend’s mother and I must say that it went even better than I expected, she hugged me as soon as she saw me and even after we left, she talked to me a lot and I can see that she liked me. I am very happy with this experience.

  • I’ve been broadening my vision a lot in the last few days, I’m starting to notice how much more I could actually imagine, I could imagine bigger, I need to have more courage to let my faith in myself reach higher than I ever could imagine. The more faith I have in myself, the more I imagine myself capable of doing impossible things that feel possible.

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#43

Love Bomb ~ Love Bomb For Humanity

Review of the first cycle:

  • Initially I experienced situations that were not pleasant but which actually opened my eyes and were fundamental for me because they gave me a starting point when I didn’t know where to go

  • There is definitely more attachment from my girlfriend and it has strengthened our relationship a lot

  • Even with other people I feel I receive more love, they have also been very useful for me in getting to know my girlfriend’s family. It’s nice to know that wherever you go you will feel loved for who you are

  • I noticed how negativity easily transformed into positivity, I experienced the same thing on Genesis. I feel like something is changing inside me.

  • I got a raise at work

  • The last few days I felt a huge push to do my best to improve all areas of my life, I felt full of life and self-confidence. I initially thought about switching to Emperor because I felt it was closer to the goals I want to achieve, but I decided that I will continue with this stack because I don’t want to fall into a trap, if I felt so good and achieved so many results in just one cycle then I will continue in this way

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#44

Love Bomb ~ Love Bomb For Humanity
Second cycle (Day 1)

Today I start the second cycle, I can’t wait for the next Love Bomb update

#45

  • Today I studied Python for an hour, I decided to try to learn something new and I felt I wanted to try to enter this world, I always trust my instincts and my sensations so I will continue like this. Maybe one day I’ll use Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer. The last time I felt this sensation was with trading and I studied it for 3 years, I liked it a lot and unfortunately for various reasons I wasn’t able to continue, but I will definitely return to it in the future.

  • I absolutely need to go back to the gym, go back to eating well and doing something that makes me feel good.

#46

Love Bomb ~ Love Bomb For Humanity
Second cycle (Day 4)

  • I keep feeling something inside me that pushes me towards the gym, creating wealth, imagining big, is this what self-love does? Maybe this explains why I feel so drawn to titles like Khan and Emperor

  • I feel like I want to take new paths, try something that due to some limitations I have never tried

  • The attraction keeps getting stronger and stronger, it seems to be giving me the RotNW effects lol

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#47

Happy late birthday!

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#48

Thank you mate! I haven’t heard from you in a while, I hope everything is fine🙏🏻

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#49

Love Bomb ~ Love Bomb For Humanity
Second cycle (Day 8)

  • I think I’ve finally found my main sub. Love Bomb seems to be the perfect sub for me and I think it would pair very well with the next stack I have in mind. Two cycles of LB + LBFH gave me the right basis to start again, to do some work on myself and to give me direction.

  • My internal dialogues have changed profoundly, I love what I think, what I imagine and the effect they have on me. I feel like it continually gives me fuel, an inexhaustible source of motivation and energy to do what I need to do. My approach is different, love and curiosity replace fear, motivation makes me live the present intensely while working or studying something new, I am more relaxed in everything I do and this has increased my productivity.

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#50

Love Bomb ~ Love Bomb For Humanity
Second cycle (Day 9)

I’m not having many dreams during this stack, but there are two I had while sleeping with my girlfriend that are worth sharing.

  • In the first one I faced my fear of insects, I dreamed that there were insects in my room and I faced them

  • In the second there were a group of people who had bad intentions and I managed to react and deal with them too.

I’m probably facing something inside myself but I don’t know what exactly, but it’s nice to know that I’m ready to react when needed.

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#51

Love Bomb (Second cycle Day 12)
New Emperor (Day 1)

I was too excited to try this stack and couldn’t wait for the cycle to end. I hope New Emperor becomes my second sub for life like Love Bomb will be

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#52

Love Bomb (Second cycle Day 13)
New Emperor (Day 2)

I felt heavy and tired after listening to New Emperor and it continued throughout the day, in fact I went to sleep very early last night.
I think combined with Love Bomb it’s the perfect sub for me right now, I want to work on all the goals of New Emperor while maintaining the aura of Love Bomb. I am aware that New Emperor is a long journey, it won’t be easy but I feel like it’s what I need.

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#53

Today at work I received the news that I will have to take a course for a new job that will be given to me within this year, and obviously I will earn more.
It’s only been one day of New Emperor lol

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#54

I found myself reflecting on my future work, it will be different because I will find myself in a different situation than now. The difference is that now my job mainly consists of being in front of a PC, now instead I will have to become a consultant, talk to people, I will have to know how to communicate and analyze, have good problem solving skills and become a good observer. The “social” part is perhaps what scares me the most as I have not always been an excellent communicator, I often stutter and I am not always able to put my thoughts in order before expressing them. I have always been shy and introverted and I am afraid that this could cause me problems at work.

Luckily I will have to start the course in a month and then it will still take some time before I start this new job, so I still have time to understand what to work on and how.

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#55

Now that’s an excellent result :clap::clap:. Express delivery of results too haha!

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#56

I wouldn’t have imagined the results so quickly ahahaha, I didn’t know if it was a nice coincidence or New Emperor but I prefer to think it’s thanks to the New Emperors.
Now we just have to work my friend!:muscle:t2:

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#57

You will do great, bro :pray:

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#58

Love Bomb (Second cycle Day 14)
New Emperor (Day 3)

This morning I woke up an hour earlier than usual and without an alarm, and this has been difficult for me in the last few months as I have started to sleep a little more. It seems to have positively affected my sleep, I’ll see in the next few days how it continues.

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#59

Love Bomb (Second cycle Day 17)
New Emperor (Day 6)

  • I’ve noticed how my dreams are recurring depending on the stack I’m listening to. With HS, WB and Wanted my dreams were mostly about dating girls and relationships, with Love Bomb and Emperor my dreams were about fears. It’s like if I “address” the theme of the stack I’m listening to in my dreams, I have to start writing my dreams again.

  • Regarding the new job I’m becoming slightly more optimistic about it, my girlfriend pointed out to me that it can be a good opportunity to get to know a new part of myself and maybe a hidden talent, I’m happy that this advice has helped me get back on track street

  • What Saint wrote yesterday also struck me, I understood it at the beginning of my journey here but apparently I forgot. Regardless of the subtitles we use (and if we use them) we are able to do whatever we want, we manifest ourselves every moment and this is what I want to work on now.
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#60

Love Bomb (Second cycle Day 20)
New Emperor (Day 9)

  • I was at my girlfriend’s this weekend and I noticed a big increase in stamina in bed, I was perpetually horny lol

  • Today at work I was incredibly productive, I was so focused that I didn’t notice the time passing

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