Building My Character

Journals - Major Programs
#61

Love Bomb (Second cycle Day 21)
New Emperor (Day 10)

Today is the last day of listening for this cycle, and I am happy with the choice of having listened to New Emperor for 10 days, I tested it and I must say that I expected more reconciliation, I have always had this belief of not being able to use Emperor because It wasn’t my thing.

“It’s not a matter of becoming; it’s about awakening to the reality that has always been within you.”

This sentence is enough to convince me to use Emperor, I discovered that I actually feel very comfortable with this title and it’s what I was looking for, tapping into that part of me that I’ve always wanted to know and now I know I can do it.

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#62

Updates: This morning I discovered that I don’t have to pay the last two university installments and I have to get a refund of the first installment I paid in October, furthermore I got a discount on the course I have to take in March.

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#63

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 1)
New Emperor (Day 1)

“It’s not a matter of becoming; it’s about awakening to the reality that has always been within you.”

  • New update for the diary: I decided to use a sentence as a reminder for the day, I will probably have different ones during this diary but it will serve to remind me of the fundamental concepts that I want to integrate

  • Relationships: it’s going very well, since using New Emperor I’m more playful, I make more jokes, I feel nicer and I’m more comfortable in a conversation

  • This month will be difficult: I finally graduate this month, I will have to take the course (unfortunately also on the day of my graduation because there are no other dates), I will have a lot of work to do and my girlfriend will meet my family.

  • It was useful to use New Emperor for 10 days as a test, now I don’t feel heavy when I listen to it

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#64

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 2)
New Emperor (Day 2)

“Everything can change in a blink.”

How many times do we plan, imagine and in an instant everything changes in a way we never imagined. I think it’s important to start giving importance to every moment because every moment can change everything in our life.
I want every day of my life to be important, I am very young and I think it is essential to understand this right away.

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#65

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 1)
Sanguine (Day 1)

I decided to do a washout and start a new stack:

Love Bomb + Sanguine

I’m sure many here will use this combination

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#66

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 2)
Sanguine (Day 2)

  • I was curious to see the effects it would have on sleep and I must say that it has never been so easy to fall asleep, I noticed that even with mindfulness meditation it was quite easy to relax and above all stay in the present. Waking up was the best part, I hadn’t woken up so well in a while (it only happened once with Emperor).

  • Going back to the previous point, I noticed an instant change in my thoughts, they decreased quantitatively and improved qualitatively. This greatly affected my ability to manage stress and the quality of rest, I felt like I could still continue working or studying, in fact I decided to train, I haven’t done it for a while and I decided to start again with a few exercises until return to a real routine.

  • With LB I feel safe wherever I go, I know that I can count on the aura of love and on myself, with Sanguine this is greatly amplified because I am the most relaxed and lightest version of myself but not weak or lazy, in fact I believe that this increases productivity and above all the energy I need during the day.

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#67

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 3) ~ Sanguine (Day 3)

When I start a new sub it’s usual for me to experience an opposite effect the first few days lol.

It happened to me today at work, I had a lot to do and the deadlines weren’t helping so I felt very distraught and I got nervous about every little thing, it wasn’t a pleasant enough day.
The same thing happened to me with LBFH (updated with NSE) in another context, I manifested a negative situation related to love and from that experience my journey improved a lot.

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#68

It’s darker before dawn.

Instead for me it’s quite the opposite with some really positive effects right off the bat and then several days of subliminal work under the radar.

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#69

It’s nice to see how each of us begins to recognize a pattern after listening to sub for a while, but with Genesi we had very similar results and in the same way.
I think this happens more with NSE, also more coincidences happen. For example, when I listened to LBFH I had a negative experience, I realized and understood this:

With New Emperor (even if only for 10 days) I had more dreams that addressed my fears and manifested a course that led me to reflect on my purpose and career future again.

Now with Sanguine after only 2 days I experienced the most stressful situation I could have had at work and I thought several times “it’s impossible” “I’ll never be able to finish all this”.

After these experiences (and writing in the diary) the results come much faster than before. As you said

:muscle:t2:

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#70

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 8) ~ Sanguine (Day 8)

On this stack I feel that when I want something I can get it with incredible speed, as if everything is going in my favor.
I’m definitely experiencing more calm in all situations, for example last week I debate my thesis and it went really well, I was very calm even in the previous days. My girlfriend has told me a couple of times that she wishes she were as calm as I am.

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#71

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 15) ~ Sanguine (Day 15)

I’ve been gone for a while, summary of this week:

  • I got sick but I’m better now, I just have a very low voice
  • Today I finally graduated and I am free from university
  • I spent the weekend celebrating in peace, Saturday with my friends and Sunday with my family
  • My girlfriend came to my city for the first time and we were together, she met my friends, my family and supported me today too.

I received a lot of love and kindness from everyone, honestly I also had a bit of anxiety but when that moment came that worried me I was completely relaxed and everything went well.
I’m happy that I managed to convey some of my tranquility to my girlfriend, she was also very anxious (being an introvert like me, she found herself in many social situations and making new acquaintances)

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#72

Congratulations, bro!

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#73

Thank you bro!:pray:t2::heart:

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#74

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 17) ~ Sanguine (Day 17)

Unfortunately yesterday wasn’t a good day, my sister cut ties with the whole family and did a lot of really bad things towards us. Regardless of the person, I am always relieved when someone who secretly hates me and tries to hurt me (and my family) walks away from my life.

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#75

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 21) ~ Sanguine (Day 21)

”Forgiveness is liberation from the chains of hatred and anger”

After completely eliminating one relationship from my life I’m noticing how all the others are getting stronger. With my girlfriend I am experiencing increasingly profound and joyful moments, with my other brothers we are collaborating more and we are more united, the same thing with my friendships.
Luckily I have a couple of days to rest and think about absolutely nothing

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#76

Love Bomb (Fourth Cycle Day 1)
Sanguine (Second Cycle Day 1)

“Keep your promises”

This last period has been full of changes and revelations, many things have happened at the same time but I’m not worried at all.

  • First of all I had a moment where I completely reevaluated myself, and currently I am not and am not doing what I would like from the “ideal me”. This destroyed me a lot actually because there are so many things that destroyed the love for myself, but they are good because there were some things that had to come to the surface sooner or later. I committed myself to the promise of returning from today to be who I really want to be

  • Secondly there are excellent news with my job and now I will earn much more than before, some things scare me but I know that I am able to face them.

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#77

Love Bomb (Fourth Cycle Day 4)
Sanguine (Second Cycle Day 4)

I’ve been listening to the subs in a very detached way for a month, I listen and continue with my life without focusing on taking action and what I really want. Just being so detached and occupied with all other things has shown me the change I am receiving from using these audios. I decided to reread the sales copies:

  • With Love Bomb I recognized how much love is actually influencing me, precisely how I feel about my girlfriend (and what she feels about me) is supporting me to love myself more and take that step I needed, I forgave myself and learned a lesson from it to be better. I’m rediscovering the beauty of being with family and creating solid relationships after my sister disowned us, I’m rediscovering the beauty in small moments and small gestures, even my work is becoming more satisfying. My willpower, my thoughts, everything in my life is changing for love

  • With Sanguine I let negativity slip away, people who don’t love and respect me can even leave my life, even some negative habits I had picked up are slowly disappearing. I still don’t feel as relaxed and optimistic as I would like, but I’m on the right track. I’m still walking this path, after all it’s only been one cycle, I’m learning to dominate my emotions and to do so I’m first learning to dominate myself and my impulses, I’m controlling my actions and I want them to be infused with love.

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#78

Love Bomb (Fourth Cycle Day 9)
Sanguine (Second Cycle Day 9)

I feel like I’m doing great lately and I’m doing my best. Some ideas I’m continuing to re-evaluate are:

  • Gratitude and luck: I recognize more and more every day how lucky I am but at the same time I feel that I have not been as grateful as I would have liked, recognizing this is already a big step because awareness leads me to action. It is my duty to learn to use everything I have, improve it and pass it on.

  • Faith: These 5 years of personal growth have brought me closer to God in some way, I felt like He had called me, given me the push to start, tested me, given a new chance and repaid me for everything I have done . I also had faith in myself by imagining a better version of myself, imagining scenarios that I couldn’t live through yet and that I didn’t know would come true, I worked for them and I was rewarded more than I expected.

  • Fear of making mistakes: I was talking about it with my girlfriend because she is afraid of making mistakes, but mistakes are an inevitable part of the journey, without them there would be no understanding and improvement. I’m happy that I’m helping her get into the habit of writing a diary, because she tends not to remember how much she actually faced and overcame despite her fears.

I don’t have many experiences to mention, I’m just very focused on continuing on the path I think is right, I have a lot to cultivate and work on

#79

Love Bomb (Fourth Cycle Day 12)

I decided to run only LB to give it more focus until I find some other titles to accompany it

Yesterday I listened to Andrew Huberman’s podcast with David Goggins and it was really good, soon I will publish what I think and what I learned

#80

I’m reading a new book that I’ve always been curious about, Atomic Habits and it seems really interesting, but here I’ll also summarize what I learned from the last podcast:

  • First of all understand your mind, understand who you really are: What do you like to do, what are your desires? What are your defects, why do you perform certain actions? Understand how your mind works to create a successful mind.
  • Actions: The most difficult part of everything but also the one that generates change, according to Goggins people do not act because there is only one voice in their head, they do not create a “second voice” that creates chaos and conflict with the first voice .
  • Make it easy and do it every day: You don’t have to make super complicated plans, simplify the process, the most important thing is to do it.

I’m approaching a period of profound change and I need to work a lot on myself, be very consistent and sincere with myself. The goal of the podcasts and books is to ask me new questions to think about and create my method, my stack to follow in the coming months. I’ll probably try the New Limitless because I’m very curious about it