Building My Character

Journals - Major Programs
#54

I found myself reflecting on my future work, it will be different because I will find myself in a different situation than now. The difference is that now my job mainly consists of being in front of a PC, now instead I will have to become a consultant, talk to people, I will have to know how to communicate and analyze, have good problem solving skills and become a good observer. The “social” part is perhaps what scares me the most as I have not always been an excellent communicator, I often stutter and I am not always able to put my thoughts in order before expressing them. I have always been shy and introverted and I am afraid that this could cause me problems at work.

Luckily I will have to start the course in a month and then it will still take some time before I start this new job, so I still have time to understand what to work on and how.

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#55

Now that’s an excellent result :clap::clap:. Express delivery of results too haha!

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#56

I wouldn’t have imagined the results so quickly ahahaha, I didn’t know if it was a nice coincidence or New Emperor but I prefer to think it’s thanks to the New Emperors.
Now we just have to work my friend!:muscle:t2:

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#57

You will do great, bro :pray:

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#58

Love Bomb (Second cycle Day 14)
New Emperor (Day 3)

This morning I woke up an hour earlier than usual and without an alarm, and this has been difficult for me in the last few months as I have started to sleep a little more. It seems to have positively affected my sleep, I’ll see in the next few days how it continues.

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#59

Love Bomb (Second cycle Day 17)
New Emperor (Day 6)

  • I’ve noticed how my dreams are recurring depending on the stack I’m listening to. With HS, WB and Wanted my dreams were mostly about dating girls and relationships, with Love Bomb and Emperor my dreams were about fears. It’s like if I “address” the theme of the stack I’m listening to in my dreams, I have to start writing my dreams again.

  • Regarding the new job I’m becoming slightly more optimistic about it, my girlfriend pointed out to me that it can be a good opportunity to get to know a new part of myself and maybe a hidden talent, I’m happy that this advice has helped me get back on track street

  • What Saint wrote yesterday also struck me, I understood it at the beginning of my journey here but apparently I forgot. Regardless of the subtitles we use (and if we use them) we are able to do whatever we want, we manifest ourselves every moment and this is what I want to work on now.
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#60

Love Bomb (Second cycle Day 20)
New Emperor (Day 9)

  • I was at my girlfriend’s this weekend and I noticed a big increase in stamina in bed, I was perpetually horny lol

  • Today at work I was incredibly productive, I was so focused that I didn’t notice the time passing

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#61

Love Bomb (Second cycle Day 21)
New Emperor (Day 10)

Today is the last day of listening for this cycle, and I am happy with the choice of having listened to New Emperor for 10 days, I tested it and I must say that I expected more reconciliation, I have always had this belief of not being able to use Emperor because It wasn’t my thing.

“It’s not a matter of becoming; it’s about awakening to the reality that has always been within you.”

This sentence is enough to convince me to use Emperor, I discovered that I actually feel very comfortable with this title and it’s what I was looking for, tapping into that part of me that I’ve always wanted to know and now I know I can do it.

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#62

Updates: This morning I discovered that I don’t have to pay the last two university installments and I have to get a refund of the first installment I paid in October, furthermore I got a discount on the course I have to take in March.

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#63

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 1)
New Emperor (Day 1)

“It’s not a matter of becoming; it’s about awakening to the reality that has always been within you.”

  • New update for the diary: I decided to use a sentence as a reminder for the day, I will probably have different ones during this diary but it will serve to remind me of the fundamental concepts that I want to integrate

  • Relationships: it’s going very well, since using New Emperor I’m more playful, I make more jokes, I feel nicer and I’m more comfortable in a conversation

  • This month will be difficult: I finally graduate this month, I will have to take the course (unfortunately also on the day of my graduation because there are no other dates), I will have a lot of work to do and my girlfriend will meet my family.

  • It was useful to use New Emperor for 10 days as a test, now I don’t feel heavy when I listen to it

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#64

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 2)
New Emperor (Day 2)

“Everything can change in a blink.”

How many times do we plan, imagine and in an instant everything changes in a way we never imagined. I think it’s important to start giving importance to every moment because every moment can change everything in our life.
I want every day of my life to be important, I am very young and I think it is essential to understand this right away.

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#65

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 1)
Sanguine (Day 1)

I decided to do a washout and start a new stack:

Love Bomb + Sanguine

I’m sure many here will use this combination

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#66

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 2)
Sanguine (Day 2)

  • I was curious to see the effects it would have on sleep and I must say that it has never been so easy to fall asleep, I noticed that even with mindfulness meditation it was quite easy to relax and above all stay in the present. Waking up was the best part, I hadn’t woken up so well in a while (it only happened once with Emperor).

  • Going back to the previous point, I noticed an instant change in my thoughts, they decreased quantitatively and improved qualitatively. This greatly affected my ability to manage stress and the quality of rest, I felt like I could still continue working or studying, in fact I decided to train, I haven’t done it for a while and I decided to start again with a few exercises until return to a real routine.

  • With LB I feel safe wherever I go, I know that I can count on the aura of love and on myself, with Sanguine this is greatly amplified because I am the most relaxed and lightest version of myself but not weak or lazy, in fact I believe that this increases productivity and above all the energy I need during the day.

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#67

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 3) ~ Sanguine (Day 3)

When I start a new sub it’s usual for me to experience an opposite effect the first few days lol.

It happened to me today at work, I had a lot to do and the deadlines weren’t helping so I felt very distraught and I got nervous about every little thing, it wasn’t a pleasant enough day.
The same thing happened to me with LBFH (updated with NSE) in another context, I manifested a negative situation related to love and from that experience my journey improved a lot.

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#68

It’s darker before dawn.

Instead for me it’s quite the opposite with some really positive effects right off the bat and then several days of subliminal work under the radar.

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#69

It’s nice to see how each of us begins to recognize a pattern after listening to sub for a while, but with Genesi we had very similar results and in the same way.
I think this happens more with NSE, also more coincidences happen. For example, when I listened to LBFH I had a negative experience, I realized and understood this:

With New Emperor (even if only for 10 days) I had more dreams that addressed my fears and manifested a course that led me to reflect on my purpose and career future again.

Now with Sanguine after only 2 days I experienced the most stressful situation I could have had at work and I thought several times “it’s impossible” “I’ll never be able to finish all this”.

After these experiences (and writing in the diary) the results come much faster than before. As you said

:muscle:t2:

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#70

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 8) ~ Sanguine (Day 8)

On this stack I feel that when I want something I can get it with incredible speed, as if everything is going in my favor.
I’m definitely experiencing more calm in all situations, for example last week I debate my thesis and it went really well, I was very calm even in the previous days. My girlfriend has told me a couple of times that she wishes she were as calm as I am.

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#71

Love Bomb (Third cycle Day 15) ~ Sanguine (Day 15)

I’ve been gone for a while, summary of this week:

  • I got sick but I’m better now, I just have a very low voice
  • Today I finally graduated and I am free from university
  • I spent the weekend celebrating in peace, Saturday with my friends and Sunday with my family
  • My girlfriend came to my city for the first time and we were together, she met my friends, my family and supported me today too.

I received a lot of love and kindness from everyone, honestly I also had a bit of anxiety but when that moment came that worried me I was completely relaxed and everything went well.
I’m happy that I managed to convey some of my tranquility to my girlfriend, she was also very anxious (being an introvert like me, she found herself in many social situations and making new acquaintances)

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#72

Congratulations, bro!

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#73

Thank you bro!:pray:t2::heart:

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