Billions -& His GF's WholeHearted Healing Stack (Regen + Elixir + Heartsong + Sex MasteryQ)

Journals - Major Programs
#6

Day 3, evening.

making small progress towards my goals even this early on! Noticed that I worked 9 hours solid without any procrastination or distractions or anxiety today. It was a biiiit of an easier day today, but I was totally on it.

Also, at the end of 9 hours, at 5pm, I totally disconnected from work, cooked myself a meal and did some meal prep, and went for a walk with the GF.

I often times want to “disconnect” after work but then just end up watching youtube videos, so this is a small victory that I’m really happy about.

I’m already feeling the “foundations of a powerful man” advertised from Regen!

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#8

Kindly elaborate what you have experienced and you will be rewarded with Billions

#9

Day 4, Morning

I managed to wake up right when my alarm went off.

First thing I did in the morning was go meditate.

Usually I don’t meditate in the morning because I fall asleep meditating, but today, I had the idea that if I breathe heavily while meditating and watch my heavy breathing, I’ll be able to stay awake and focus. And it worked!

I see this as my mind being more committed to waking up and having a morning routine. It’s already finding the solutions it needs to find in order to achieve it’s goals.

@pacman these are the types of things I mean when I say foundations. Habits. So far I’ve made small but significant progress in things like waking up naturally, having a morning routine that I do right after waking, eating healthier, and detaching from work by having healthy activities to detach with (rather than ending my work day by going on YouTube/Netflix for 2 hours).

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#10

Day 4 workday

Today’s a fucking waste. I’m distracted. That’s all I came to say.

#11

Day 5, morning.

Yesterday, I got distracted from drinking the coffee they give us at WeWork. It’s too strong and aggravates my ADHD. I was pretty unhappy yesterday at my own work ethic. I thought about just leaving work and going for a long walk or ending early since I was distracted anyways, but, it didn’t happen.

I’m getting FAST results from RegenQ + ElixirU. And they’re so natural… it doesn’t feel like anything is being superimposed onto my being, like sometimes happens with Ascended Mogul. AM feels surprising sometimes, foreign. Everything that happens on this healing stack seems like it’s happening from within. Like nothing “new” is happening, it’s just that my blocks are being removed.

Progress: I got in a fight with my mum a bit before starting regen. For over a week, I would clench my face and clench my teeth and suppress a burst of anger any time I thought of my mum. Last night I realized that I haven’t done that since I started this stack. Emotional release/softening.

Progress: Got a quick workout in today before work. Just jumping on a mini-trampoline and then some squats as well. But it was another example of how the results from this stack feel so natural.

Learned: Sex Mastery is unisex, so I’m going to be adding it to our sleep stack. Girlfriend and I will listen to Regen + SMX on Mon/Wed/Fri together. That should be spicy. We’ll listen to Heartsong together once a week or maybe even once every two weeks. in my experience, it’s a VERY powerful sub. Once a week gets us MORE than enough results.

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#12

Day 5, workday.

Feeling the benefits of Regen + ElixirU on my PRODUCTIVITY ever since I started this stack. Reading the quotes below before starting my journey, I had hoped that they were true. And they most certainly are.

I’m feeling more and more productive and in action mode "because that’s what emotionally healthy people do."

I’m less bogged down by anxiety and avoidant tendencies (YouTube when supposed to be doing something not enjoyable, for example).

My work days have been WAY more productive, but also, I don’t work for as long. I used to work for 12 hours straight, with lots of distraction. Now I work 7-9 hours straight, but totally distraction free. I’m more effective overall.

And I’m more likely to stop and go for a walk mid day, or end work once I’m truly tired, rather than start internet binging in the middle/end of my day.

I’ll shut down for the day, read, rest, recover, and get ready for the next day, and be fresh for the next day too. Hopefully this continues and I gain more consistency in my life.

@JayFlex consistency is difficult for ADHD folk so it’s one example of what it might look like if Regen were able to heal ADHD.

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#13

Day 5, Diet

Also, I haven’t been eating keto since starting Regeneration. I usually get very depressed if off Keto, unproductive, and unable to find flow at work. But I’ve been off it for 7 days now without issue.

I’m not sure if this is connected to Regen. If it is… then… Regen is basically curing depression.

Day 5, sex

I’m excited to have found out that SMX is unisex. I’ll be playing it tonight while my gf and I sleep. Both of us listening to SMX for a while is going to be a real treat.

I’ll get Diamond Ultima a few months from now.

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#14

day 5, evening

This is getting to the root cause of any productivity issues I’ve ever experienced. Now, procrastinating seems odd and Youtube feels boring.

I went for a walk today and noticed how beautiful the weather was.

My self talk and self image is so much better already. I’m easier on myself and don’t doubt myself as much. I’m finding myself talking to random people that end up beside me on the street.

The healing in this stack would be great for anyone on a long term seduction journey.

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#15

Mel Robins’ “5-Second Rule” is perfect for this

#16

@palpatine - Will buy that book. i’ve heard it many times. Now it’s what I need. Thanks!

Day 6, Morning/Workday

Today my mood is fluctuating a tad bit on the low side. I’m not complaining, just diagnosing and assessing. My morning was nothing but calls so today was an amazing day to be low, since I don’t need to be top performing on calls. Just present.

When I was training our team and how to take calls, I felt VERY highly elated. I loooove training them. I’m basically a mentor/coach now for people who’s success is intricately linked to my own. Feels cool.

I’m writing this down because my baseline is moving upwards. Even though today is a “low” day, it’s a much better low day than I’ve had in other times.

All my past progress has continued to slowly and incrementally improve. I no longer need to be on keto to avoid depression. My sleep has been good. Procrastination is less of an issue. I’m happier walking around and socializing now. My anger is subsiding. I feel higher status.

I’m VERY self-aware. That’s what living in a meditation centre will do to you. So all these changes are still in their early stages, except for keto/depression and procrastination which improved right away. But even though they’re early stage, I can feel the shift instantly, small as it may be.

Not gonna apply for the Wanted test, but if there’s ever an Ascended Mogul test, I’lll definitely apply.

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#17

Day 7, morning.

We listened to Heartsong on Wednesday and then had a brutal fight Thursday evening. This is a pattern with Heartsong sometimes.

I’m not sure if it’s recon or if it’s a part of the process. I’m not going to judge it as good or bad either way. It just is.

But damn, even if we learn something at the end, they’re rough fights sometimes.

I’m definitely going to stay slow on Heartsong loops. Like I said earlier, it’s a powerful program. I’ll stick to 1x a week MAXIMUM, more like once every 10-14 days.

Not only does Heartsong cause fights, but it detracts from the effects of Regeneration + Elixir.

As I listen to other subs, I feel the effects of Rg+Ex less powerfully.

I haven’t tested out SMX much yet, but I fear it’ll have the same effect, although I hope it’s much lighter than HS, because I’d be happy if I had a Rg+Ex+SMX stack and left HS on the back burner until those results come through. But If I had to, I’d drop everything else just to focus on rg+ex in a heartbeat.

As far as work and healing/anxiety are concerned, I’m noticing a consistent pattern. If I don’t want to work, I do something healthy to regenerate my energy rather than something unhealthy to dig myself into a deeper ditch. This morning, I was super tired, so instead of starting my day out awfully, I cleaned the house and cooked a big meal. Now I’m working just fine.

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#18

Day 8.

Heartsong too strong

I feel like it has some scripting involving not accepting anything less than your “dream” partner. That’s great for manifestating a partner, but it’s frustrating when you’re already in a relationship with a woman that you care about.

We’re fighting, maybe it’s recon, but we’re fighting because we’re being way more particular about when each of us does something the other doesn’t like.

Also, I’m getting more in touch with my emotions and I’m opening up to my partner about them more.

I usually don’t tell her about my vulnerabilities and things I don’t like about our relationship, so now that I’m opening up a bit more… Maybe she feels like I’m attacking her when I tell her the things I don’t like/wish to improve about our relationship, and then she takes it personally.

That’s why our fights have been fucking BRUTAL, but, also weirdly productive.

In other news, had great sex and felt like I had more stamina with SMX. I always had good stamina when having sex with my partner, but now even when we’re in positions that normally make me blow my load right away, I’m able to hold out for way longer. (her on her stomach, in case you need the vivid details).

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#19

Sunday, September 19th (because counting days is tedious.)

I did something I never thought I would do and made the firm internal commitment to become a realtor, getting my license alongside having my normal business. I have more work cut out for me than before but I’m feeling confident in my ability to handle it.

This is definitely a sign of some emotional healing, as before, visualising my future as a realtor was something that made me feel panic and fear of failure, but now it makes me feel excited (alongside some panic and fear of failure). SubClub and this stack have helped me do something I’ve been afraid of doing for a long time… so afraid of it, that this is my first time even admitting it’s something I ever wanted to do.

New Goals

  • Wake up at 530am every weekday to study real estate for 1-2 hours before starting my workday.
  • Work 7 days a week, at least 4 hours on weekends.

Relationship

No longer fighting. Took an extra day off just to let recon cool down. Going to DRASTICALLY reduce my stack just back down to RgQ/ExU. I want to feel the full effects of this.

A thought for stacking after healing

I realize now that Ascended Mogul got me results relatively quickly. I’m a 1000000% different person than I was before starting AM. It took a while for the changes to kick into my real life, but my situation is SO different than it was a few months ago. While money is still tight, the business is booming, and my money problems are entirely because of debt that I took on before starting this business (digital marketing agency coaching programs and a business coaching program, total debt: 23K CAD.)

Once I’m done healing, I think that running House Of Medici makes more sense than running Ascended Mogul.

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#20

Considering running a custom ultima designed to heal adhd and take advantage of the new module pack.

Organization perfected, single point, true sell, way of roi… getting all of those FOR SURE.

And then maybe eye of the storm, stronger, and rebirth. I’ll think over the last ones I want, or if I just want a 4 module ultima.

#21

I’m not doing well on my goal of waking up in the morning and working.

Like most subs I’ve tried, I got the full effect of Regen right away and then the honeymoon effect faded and reconciliation started setting in.

I helped with counting ballots for the election yesterday so I went to sleep at almost midnight. I also ate a bunch of chinese food there… so my sleep was terrible and I woke up feeling tored and my stomach hurt.

So i just went back to bed.

But that bothers me because my goal is to wake up right when my alarm goes off.

I set my alarms for reasonable times, it’s just I need to “kill the little inside of me.” To quote Sabri Subi.

#22

ADHD Healing/Focus At Work Custom Ultima

For SURE

  • Organization Perfected
  • The Single Point
  • Way Of Roi
  • True Sell (NOT ADHD Related but definitely getting it)

ADHD Related Modules I could also add (can only add 2 more)

  • Rebirth (To make the changes faster and integrate them easier)
  • Eye Of The Storm (Negative habits into positive habits)
  • Carpe Diem Ascended (Wake up every day with drive… helps my goal of starting the day immediately)
  • Ego Adsum (live in the present moment)

Any thoughts? I’m stuck on which modules to put in there last. Feeling most drawn to carpe diem and eye of the storm, but could go other ways too.

There were a few other modules that would’ve been a good fit, like Khronos Key, but I decided not to include them.

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#23

For reference, with ADHD healing, you wanna just focus on the focus part? Or are there more ADHD related symptoms youre struggling with?

ADHD - Discussion
#24

ADHD Healing/Focus At Work Custom Ultima

For SURE

  • Organization Perfected
  • The Single Point
  • Way Of Roi
  • True Sell (NOT ADHD Related but definitely getting it)

ADHD Related Modules I could also add (2 maximum, because ultima custom)

  • Rebirth (To make the changes faster and feel like I have no issues with this)
  • Eye Of The Storm (Negative habits into positive habits)
  • Carpe Diem Ascended (Wake up every day with drive… helps my goal of starting the day immediately)
  • Ego Adsum (Present, being in the moment).

Not sure which ones to pick. I’m feeling like Carpe Diem and Eye Of The Storm would be best, but, rebirth seems appealing AF as a unifying factor in the stack to me rn.

ADHD - Discussion
#25

I just want to focus on the focus for now.

There’s other symptoms that I think are related to ADHD like a bit of social incongruence, but, I will focus on that another time. I’m all-in on my business right now so I don’t care about that.

#26

I think I’ve been stonewalling a bit.

I stopped feeling the euphoria that I was usually feeling.

it’s either stonewalling, or, the honeymoon effect has passed. Maybe I experienced what Regen + Elixir COULD BE LIKE if I stick with it for 3 months… and then that effect went away. @SaintSovereign has described this effect in the past. Something about your first few weeks being so powerful because you feel the full effects right away, then lose them, and have to earn them back again slowly over time.

If so, Regen + ElixirU’s effect is worth earning.

I am dropping Heartsong and Sex Mastery Q for a few reasons.

  • Heartsong makes me fight with the GF like crazy. The scripting makes you put up with nothing less than the perfect partner.
  • Regen + ElixirU are the long-term goals I’m going for, not Heartsong & SMX.
    • I look forward to running SMX in the future one day, but for now, I’ll do nothing, and when I run a sex sub, it’ll be Diamond.
  • The @Lion Regen+Elixir stack is clear… ONE q program and ONE ultima program.
    • When I added in other programs, it became less effective and I stonewalled.
  • The Exception: I bought an ADHD healing Ultima Custom
    • I will probably listen to it more than ElixirU. Right now I’m stonewalling so I’m doubting the powers of ElixirU, but I don’t doubt the powers of Regen.

@RVconsultant how do you deal with stonewalling? So far, I’m reducing my stack and returning to a consistent listening schedule.

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