Better and Better: Alexander's Journal

Journals - Major Programs
#82

Ran the Elixir 2x tonight.

The effect definitely strengthened this time around.

These products grow stronger with cumulative use and this time during The Elixir I actually felt old traumas specifically and there was much pain.

Right now I still can’t concentrate well and am shelving what I was supposed to be doing in favor of relaxing and trying to sleep.

I’m going to do my best to actually reduce the amount of loops of subliminal I’m getting, at least temporarily. I was averaging maybe 6-8 hours before, now that’s increased to 10-14.

There’s been a significant amount of progress, but also reconciliation. I find myself spacing out a lot more than usual, less able to engage in conversations and making more mistakes.

I believe stepping back and then increasing my loops later will be what is most effective for me.

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#83

I’m actually doing the same thing right now. I’ve been at it for over a year, so I’m doing a 2-3 week “subliminal washout.” So far, I feel “clearer,” especially in regards to thought. However, that Emperor driven motivation is vanishing too.

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#84

You’ve been at this for longer than anyone probably. How did a year of running subs impact you?
So I have an idea what to expect after I ran Asc. Mogul for a year. :wink:

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#85

I’m really surprised the effects of Emperor would drop so quickly. I’ve always felt the point of subliminals was to change the way you think and believe. That shouldn’t require constant nudging. Those should be relatively permanently installed. No?

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#86

@Kaprice: That’s an interesting question about subconscious dynamics. If the faulty beliefs that we acquire through our lives can self sustain why couldn’t the more efficient beliefs implanted by subs self sustain as well?

My opinion is that we are constantly immersed in negative thinking from others people, the media and so on. Negativity can always creep in if we’re not watching. If we were immersed in an environment that constantly showers us with 24/7 positivity and resourceful thought process, maybe we wouldn’t need subliminals at all.
Now that doesn’t explain why the effects of the subs wear off quickly.

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#87

@SaintSovereign’s recent comment on the permanency of subs…

Listening Duration Once Goals Are Achieved

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#88

He’s “resisting” the script. :smile:

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#89

Perhaps one should always listen to a sub daily, maybe at least just for a couple of hours, to reinforce your newly installed mindset or to defend against negative influences. Some successful people I follow online still do their daily morning or night affirmations. So why should Subliminals be any different?

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#90

There are permanent effects and there are acute effects. Emperor’s mindset changes are still just as pronounced as when I was running it (if not more, because I’m in pure processing mode). The acute effect, that constant, nagging, shoving drive to proceed is what has faded. And, of course that would happen. If you have a person screaming in your ear 16 hours a day to perform and succeed, of course you’d relax a bit if that just stopped.

What happens if you suddenly stop going to the gym?

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#91

Actually, if only y’all knew some of the crazy tests @Fire subjected himself to while creating out first products, Hahahah.

Anyway, I feel like a completely changed person. It was hard to see the changes during the process, but here’s the facts. This year was the first year I could put every bill on autopay and never worry about how it’ll affect my finances.

Everything about my life has improved.

#lifegoals

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#92

noticed this too and its really helpful, not always there but is there sometimes and really helps me out

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#93

Regeneration is something else and I can’t recommend it enough.

I actually stopped using it since my last post, and picked it up again two nights ago.

I found two significant things happened.

First thing that happened is that I went through an emotional storm, and rather than focusing on something else and ignoring it, I sat down and felt my way through it and came out on the other side feeling amazing.

This has been a skill I’ve been doing my best to develop as when I do so, my life goes a lot better. Otherwise I can remain in a feeling of depression for days and weeks, sometimes seeking relief alcohol and other substances. It could be argued that many people’s addictions are a symptom of this. While mine has never been serious, I can anticipate that my life would be so much better without it.

Immediately after I felt my way through this I got a number of texts from people and the daughter of my older sister’s friend flirted with me.

She said something like “I see you around all the time but I’ve never spoken to you. Hi I’m ___.”

The second thing that happened is a changed internal feeling and an interesting dream.

In the dream I’m having a blast by myself, everything just feels fun and interesting.

I feel someone looking at me and into my vision comes multiple, curious women. I invite them to hang out and I speak to them. Sometimes I question them on what they do and provide feedback and challenges. I’m in the mindset of “why should I be interested in you, besides your tits and ass?”

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#94

I’m beyond excited for the upcoming Ultimate Artist subliminal.

I’ll likely be mixing it with Ascended Mogul and Limitless.

I’ve decided to give Regeneration a lot of priority so I can clear as much as possible before Ultimate Artist comes out.

I’ve gained some satisfaction from AM and Limitless as far as my photography goes, but I want even more. Theres a certain level of skill I’ve defined that I haven’t gotten to yet and I know Ultimate Artist will help me get to that level. The level I’ve defined is what will allow me to begin charging for my photography and bring in more income.

I still find that Regeneration is making more and more of the programming of other major programs more noticeable and prevalent to me.

As far as Ascended Mogul goes I’m definitely rising in status. Another photographer I linked up with invited me to attend an afterparty for a rappers new album rollout. While there I linked up with a director who invited me to another afterparty. I took a lot of cool photos of some models, and got contact information to link up with other models. Then I did behind the scenes photos for a rappers music video the next day.

Nothing major, but as I’ve stated before, with the manifestation of Ascended Mogul and the other subs its always a bunch of relatively small coincidences that add up.

I almost left the first event where I got the woman photographers contact number who invited me to this initial afterparty.

I almost didn’t speak to the director who invited me to behind the scenes.

I almost didn’t go to the music video because I was hungover.

In each of these situations it was just a small internal feeling that told me to push through and go forward, and when I did, something much cooler manifested.

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My subliminal journey
#95

Indeed. It’s amazing how the subliminals can bring everything together with optimal efficiency. :wink:

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#96

There’s a lot to be said about the intuition enhancement offered in these subs.

I met my Niece-in-law’s husband several months ago. When I went to shake his hand my face automatically scowled. I wasn’t sure why my face did that at the time — I thought maybe I was just anxious or something else. Come to find out recently that he’s exactly the kind of person you wouldn’t trust.

There’s many examples of this happening, ranging from big to small, but this was the one that stood out to me the most.

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#97

Another Ascended Mogul manifestation.

I met a videographer Friday night and he invited me to come to an event with him, take photos and help with his video.

This was significant because he said he made $400 from shooting the event. We were there for approximately 3 hrs and we had come early. He said editing takes about 2 hrs. Even adding travel time to that everything comes out to 8 hrs. That’s $50 an hour and seems like an excellent side hustle as I’m still in college. Picking up a gig like this just once or twice a month on average would do a lot for my finances.

You show up to these events looking professional, you attract more clients as well. Plus every event gives me the opportunity to get even better and charge even more down the line.

On the Limitless side of all this he taught me a lot. I posted above that I was waiting for Ultimate Artist to begin charging people for my photography. This one experience with this guy slashed my timeline down by weeks. Hell, I’m confident enough in my ability now to begin charging, albeit at a lower price.

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#98

I am officially a professional photographer.

Why?

Because I choose to be.

I’ve known for a while that my skill set had increased enough to begin charging, but I held back because I felt personally committed to deliver amazing work.

What changed is that I met an award winning photographer. Whenever I meet a professional photographer I always ask the question “if you had to start all over again, what would be your biggest tip?”

This photographer told me straight up it would be to begin charging.

Immediately.

Even if it’s not a lot, people value what they purchase.

It was something I knew internally, but having her validate that idea sealed the deal for me.

Now that I’ve made the decision to be a pro I can feel the shift in my mind already.

It’s a completely different feeling working on what you’re passionate about and knowing it will also pay the bills vs. working for fun and for free.

I’ve gained a lot of skill with these subliminals manifesting opportunities and my own self-learning but now that’s its also my work, I know that factor will accelerate things.

I can also see that what was holding me back was fear. I’m hoping in the future I can conquer fear solely on my own because that’s an essential life skill, but I’m not particularly down about this. I’ve known many people who don’t have realizations like this at all, or are completely stuck with the fear, or don’t begin making progress until they hit an age they consider “old.”

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#99

Right now I switched from Ascended Mogul to just regular Mogul to accelerate the business side of things.

The current stack is 4x Mogul, 2x Regeneration New Dawn, 2x Limitless and I try to get Aura in the daytime as its led to many wonderful manifestations.

I’m doing something that coincides with my last post on this Saturday, I’ll be making money :slight_smile:

Since simply deciding I’m a professional and making that decision I’ve found many doors opened up.

I’ve also found that many things I thought simply wouldn’t happen began happening, quite quickly.

My photography and schoolwork seem really fun on Mogul in a way that it wasn’t on Ascended Mogul. I like doing what I do and I like the end result of it, but simply thinking of my work now seems like its the most fun thing in the world.

Case in point, I went out last night and got near blackout drunk. I’m writing this post and then I’m going to go get a coffee and study for my business and for school. Before Mogul I know I would have found some excuse and delayed this for a few hours doing something unproductive. If it was a particularly bad day I may not have done anything.

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#100

On my way to my first paid photography gig I had this extremely pleasant feeling spread all over my body.

I felt really warm and comfortable and for the duration of time I was there I felt like it was exactly where I was supposed to be. I couldn’t imagine being anywhere else or doing anything else, it was incredible.

It made me want a lot more.

I’ve just been getting by in school with the mentality of passing, getting my bachelors and building up a portfolio of skills for future employers.

Recently I’ve been thinking of doing grad school as well.

Why the fuck not?

Even if I decide to not do it in the future, it’s an option I’d like open.

As well as doing photography I’m also getting into the video side of things.

As I look to get better at photography I’m seeing that elements of storytelling are essential to a great photo. Why not segway that into directing? Short films and music videos, I could do both.

Using Mogul I’m also seeing more opportunities to make money and expand my reach.

I haven’t been actively applying social media marketing as my work isn’t where I want it to be yet. When it gets there I realize now that having a large amount of followers and engagement is an excellent way to present that I have social media marketing skills. Skills that businesses would pay me for.

I’m excited for Ultimate Artist because I know in the same way that previous subs have been life changing, so will UA. In the meantime I’m doing everything I can to get to where I want to be.

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#101

The only change in my stack is that I’m running Regeneration instead of Regeneration New Dawn.

I’m still steadily tracking in small amounts of money from photography and getting ready for what I would consider a “launch” of my services once I get them to a level of quality I’m happy with.

In addition theres another business opportunity that’s opened itself up to me in the way of a family member.

He does sales for a company and is able to get wholesale prices on their entire inventory.

The very simple plan is to undercut various businesses around me with better prices. In addition there are places I can go and set up a booth and sell my products, although that will come down the line.

I’m in the very early stages of creating the business but I’m very excited.

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