16:53 - July 21st
Big improvement on the social side, made many witty jokes in general, my sense of humor is improving too. I noticed some changes in my attitude. More in control and focused and been expressing myself more, without any fear to do so.
No changes in my facial hair, neither in my face. It’s been days since I last messaged with my friends, I’m just not in mood to talk to them, really. Plus, I’m more comfortable on my own.
Besides, there is one interesting thing to mention. These days I’m feeling more in tune with my body, it’s weird to say, but I feel like I’m not suppressing my sexual side. Even tho it’s been almost 23-24 days of complete abstinence, I feel arousal and desire, but in a nice way, feels natural.
Basically, I’m feeling more attractive and don’t feel any shame whatsoever. No more repressing that side of myself. I’m comfortable in expressing my aura.
It would be interesting to see how it would look on a social gathering, be either how others see me and maybe even flirting, but since I’m not in the mood for doing that, I’ll stick with working out, drawing and stuff.