07:41 - July 30th
Looks like I manifested a way to finally do something outside. Today I gotta help my pops in moving heavy stuff. It’s been a while since I stepped a foot outside, wonder how much changed.
However, that gives me an opportunity in observing changes in social situations and small interactions. If I have seen big changes in my inner circles, imagine outside.
Update:
Y’know, many, many times today I saw mirror hours.
08:08, 12:12, 12:21, 14:14, 15:15, 16:16, 18:18, etc… (21:12 & 21:21 minutes ago)
It’s like that game " You feel more connected to the cosmos" 
Aside from that, a terrible headache. Had to take me two aspirins, that’s a first.
Have you tried smoking a joint?
I am not advising to do drugs but when you use weed for spiritual emotional healing purposes it is fantastic. Smoke a joint alone (not on party with your friends) and meditate, and many new insights will come to you. It helped me a lot with my reconciliation
Hmm, funny enough I’m interested in it (FAT JAMAICAN BLUNTS). But due to current circumstances, it is impossible for me to get one, illegal as shit where I live, 5 months away from becoming a adult and since I’m still under care of my parents, they will be pissed if I get one of 'em
Indeed, I’m quite interested, but looks like I’m better off them.
08:51 - July 31st
Damn, it’s been almost a whole month since I started this sub. And my oh my, there has been change.
Like Khan said, it’s been in waves.
Bad moments and recon, frustration and anger,
Excellent moments, in control, witty, speaking up.
If someone is considering investing $400 in a custom sub, just read the following.
Boy, it will be the best $400 spent in your life
Why? Change is quick. Long term.
Fast results, pushes you to work on yourself or your goals.
This journal is proof enough, good & bad.
Now, to fresh business, let me recap in a whole month after the work of the modules.
Spartan Core: Improved reflexes and overall strength mainly in exercising
Extreme Exercise Motivation: What it says on the tin, been pushing through and been more consistent in exercising, I’m slowly sticking to it
Facial Morphing: Beard growth (It’s slow now, but that wasn’t before) and slight change in eyebrows
Male Enhancement: Small change in tip, but not other noticeable result at the moment.
Physicality Shifter: Voice, in some moments got deep and commanding
Daredevil Core: For a lone wolf myself, this stuff got me more easygoing and chilled when interacting with either friends and family. That’s a noticeable change too!
Sultan: This one is interesting, while I desire for wealth, however I can’t actually do anything at the moment to work for my father’s company, but it’s been landing more and more opportunities, don’t know if maybe Sultan is attracting more abundance not only for me, but for my pops.
Lion IV: Calm and focused indeed, and confident, wit and power. Class A man, as always
Aura of Craving: Hmm, haven’t seen it’s power.
Iron Frame: I think this one is what makes me push through horrible recon, plus it’s making me more resistant to outer negative shit.
Rogue: One of my favorites, makes me speak up and tell what I truly feel. Obviously some people hate honest opinions, it’s like having Coronel Slade, but as a module.
Instant Spark: Didn’t notice anything until yesteday, both Libertine and this made me have intense, instant (oh right) eye contact with a delivery gal. She was attractive.
Gorgeous Manifestor: Nothing different at the moment, many in the streets are not my type
Stop Porn and Masturbation: Yes, it’s been working, a whole month cleaned of that shit, plus empowering thoughts saying you no longer need this. It’s CLASS A, as the others.
I AM: Boy oh boy, this fella right here gave me rough and intense moments, but it’s for the best, to be one with myself and no longer define myself for either the past or future.
Informaticon: Little action has seen, but when researching results came quickly. Real quick.
Carpe Diem Ascended: More and more motivated (it’s not instant, don’t depend on this alone, do the effort) to try new things and to push to reach goals
Inner Voice: This one helps to shut off negative thoughts, they are still present, but in short time they go away, until you’re in recon.
Potentiator: Indeed, made me no longer put off writing, but gave me motivation to even study it in college. I do have good abilities in writing, but always repressed the skill to get a “real job”.
Nah, I’m gonna go for writing.
Overdrive: Helped with results and in some situations, gave me a better result after a bad moment.
This is only a month, imagine the next. However, one has still to work, and often need to remind myself this too.
Appreciate the update.
08:27 - August 4th
Took a break the whole weekend.
Back to business, today I woke up different.
I’m in a wholesome state, like in peace? At least for the moment
Warm and peaceful. It is unusual, but I’m not complaining.
However, the question is, which module helped me reach this state? My guess is I AM or Daredevil Core.
Seen results with Informaticon, I was interested in maybe reduce cola intake by switching to traditional soda. Turns out I found a site with manages handcrafted soda, which is like 10 times less sugar than all the products. Nice!
Nothin’ at the moment with Male Enhancement. Beard is growing slowly but surely.
I can assure that the calmness has been present most of the day.
Spent some time thinking about that. It’s good to feel warm and calmed.
But also don’t really want to go full hippy.
Personally, I still prefer focused, calm, collected being. A daredevil
Instead of going fully to one side, I though of mixing the two of 'em.
Pretty much spent peaceful and warm all the morning, but missed the other side of being
in focused, nonchalant and wit.
After a few hours later, I… managed to combine them? (Spent daydreaming and reflecting minutes)
I’m peaceful and warm, but at the same time I have here my skills with me. (Rogue if needed)
03:30 - August 5th
Hey, when I planned to take a bath, something different was with my legs, they’re getting more and more muscle! That wasn’t present before! (Thighs are buff)
Spartan and Physicality Shifter working hard!
Instead of suppresing or running away from negative emotions, I’m dealing with 'em finally. Feels right to do so.
10:40 - August 6th
Been exploring with sexual energy, some different outlets and stuff.
Somehow, my classmates or “friends” aren’t to keen in chatting, it’s a bit ironic.
If I’m not in a mood to talk, they chat.
If I’m interested in talking, they cut off quickly.
Maybe I’m resonating on a different frequency or something?
Well, just a passing thought.
Also I’m more in tune with myself. No more self-loathing, I still have my doubts as anyone when
trying new stuff, but now I feel more capable on taking on some issues.
This has got me hyped up! There really are things that SubClub’s subs provide that I simply don’t know a good alternative for in real life. The physical change modules are just one thing. I also like the name-embedding because that really makes these subs personal.
I’ve got this as part of my spec and if I can get my facial hair to grow properly, then that is another thing that a sub did that nothing else could.
Just the voice changed? Well I know that I’m not missing out by dropping Empreror’s Voice from my custom 
What made you pick I AM over Blue Skies (if you considered the latter module)?
Yes, it is worth every single penny! Although it was a bit painful at the very start, for me personally!
Since at that moment I was still screwed up, spending $400 was like out of my league.
But at the first weeks, the sub proved me wrong.
Facial Morphing is a interesting fella! Imagine what would you look like. That’s a detail I like, automatically tailored to everyone’s desired facial features.
Well, I think Emperor’s Voice is inside Physicality Shifter, read that somewhere on the forum. I also planned to add that originally, but switched to Physicality since it also changes the body.
It was because I read good results with the ones who succeeded with Stage 1 of Khan. Also it was @Michel who pretty much convinced me of one way or another get something similar to Total Breakdown.
Since that was months ago, seemed like Regeneration as my only choice for the moment.
The moment I saw the I AM module, nothing would convince me otherwise.
Mainly to uncover my true self, being in the present and to stop validating myself with past mistakes.
Blue Skies… to be honest Saint’s experience pretty much told me “Whoa, that’s intense”
Personally, it looks like I’m not so in touch with my spiritual side, so at the moment didn’t seem wise to add it to the custom sub. Probably I’ll add it to the future, if you ask me.
And today, once again I saw the benefits of the module (I AM). Finally stood my ground, without fear for once.
08:24 - August 7th
One thing for sure I can confirm. The way I manage hard situations is completely different than before.
Iron Frame does change your attitude, along with I AM module.
11:37 - August 8th
Rest day, it’s been a while since I finally appreciate weekends again, everyday is the same, until now.
Also, it was a good move to only include two core modules, since I can cut my break short.
Instead of waiting until the end of the year, pretty much I decide when to get back on track, so I can either later stack the custom with Limitless or Beyond Limitless. For now I gotta rest, because it’s gonna be four months of preparations for the exam.
Also, I’m considering if saying goodbye for my friends. We’re barely talking at all, and since I’m no longer stuck in a classroom, I’m thinking about it. We only had fun during classes, but never made anything important outside. No burning bridges neither hard feelings. Maybe it’s again time for Inner Circle to shine?
Whatever lies ahead, I’m ready for it.
08:40 - August 10th
Back to business, and what a different way to start. Cardio right out of the bed, it’s the second time, gonna work to be more consistent.
Social department is doing fine. I’m still thinking if adding Inner Circle to this mix.
One thing I still appreciate is that finally I’m standing up for myself.
Rouge and I AM, glad you could make it.
Y’know, don’t know why but I feel maybe it’s a good idea if I join a car club around here. Maybe it can help in meeting others who share the same passion for once.
How are you taking social action during this time? Has COVID affected anything?
To be honest, not much action as I planned to. I’m interacting a lot with my family, so that’s where I can see changes.
However, my classmates haven’t replied to my messages in days. Don’t know what to make of it.
Yes, it changed some original plans. But most of it is still intact. I was going to sign up for a course to be a auto mechanic in September, but they’re closed until further notice. That was where I gonna meet up with others who share my interest.
Also, it gave a new opportunity to get back on my studies as soon as I can. The great disadvantage is that it’s almost improbable to get to know new people there, since it’s online, in contrast to a classroom.
The real reason I haven’t taken so much social action is because don’t really know any way to meet people at a distance. That’s why I’m currently focused on working on myself at the time being, thanks for asking, by the way.
09:49 - August 11th
Did some research on the internet, found me some online platform that offers a free course for learning in a specific career. Signed me up yesterday and today I’m gonna start on the career of Auto Mechanic.
Looks like I’m finally being in touch with my true self and with I really want.
Potentiator comes to mind.
I’m finally studying something that relates to my goals or interest in the least.
My mood’s a bit different, maybe a bit jumpy. Still, looks like I’m going for the right path.