Beginning of a new era - PurpleRT Custom Sub Q

Not seen anything with the masculine enhancement addition give it a few weeks i guess.

Thank you for explaining how it works, I misunderstood how the module is like!
And with masculine enhancement, well it’s indeed gonna take some time.
It’s morphing parts of the body and stuff, but it’s fair considering it’s context.
I mean, easily, the best $15 dollars I ever spent to have Biggus Dickus. That’s a pretty good value long term, plus it’s better than freaking surgery.

The catch is on the time one has to wait, but it’s no problem! One can work on other of his goals in the meantime.

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You said it morphs parts of the body ? so not only your penis ?

I meant generally, Male Enhancement is working only on the penis, that’s for sure.
However, modules like Facial Morphing and Physicality Shifter should take time, but in the long run it’s a good choice.
Should take time, but it can work right off the bat, I mean, BEARD finally!

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08: 25 a. m. - 6th of July

So I think my sweet spot is just only two loops a day, 'cause last night I added one more, in total three loops, and today I feel insecure, my mojo’s gone. I don’t feel as bold as yesterday.
I don’t feel like exercising today, but I have to. I have to take action.

Male Enhancement is working, the tip growed a bit in girth. I must take measurements, problem is I can’t find a ruler in this house!
Beard is slowly growing, plus, my non-existant mustache is growing more on one side than the other.
Not much else to report today.

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:open_mouth::open_mouth::open_mouth::open_mouth::open_mouth::+1::+1::+1::+1::+1:

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17: 40 - Update 6th of July.

I just finished exercising today, I’m tired, and way sweaty. As the day progressed my motivation for exercising came back. However, the mojo is still missing. My boldness isn’t with me today.
I feel average, a bit stoic. Tomorrow will be a week since I started the custom sub, so I’m gonna take a rest day.

11: 55 a. m. - 7th of July

Looks like a whole week has passed since I started listening to my custom sub. So yesterday it was a mistake to add another loop, since I don’t really know what happened, but lost a bit of my confidence, assertiveness and boldness. So last night I didn’t played the sub so I could take a break.

Well, this morning isn’t going too well. Now my confidence isn’t with me as these last days. I feel again vulnerable and weak. In the fitness part I’m pleased that I made myself a routine so I can exercise in a more efficient way, however apart from that I feel annoyed that those feelings of inferiority are back. ( I’ve noticed the beard and mustache haven’t growed at all today, they are same as yesterday)
I’m anxious of continuing my sub to experience again that awesome feeling of confidence and all it’s benefits, but I know that rest days are necessary.

Should I take another rest day, making it two days? Or with one day is enough?

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Yeah i know the feeling of playing to much, feeling like the sub isnt doing anything atm and after a break the sub start working stronger.
1 day may be enough, how do you feel? burnedout or refreshed?
And the confidence will come back if you got it before from the sub, in my experience it comes back stronger, the sub probably working on something, maybe you will see some new changes in yourself soon, just wait and see what happens. :stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

I feel a burned out, a bit desperate, like anxious to play the sub again.
Maybe I have to wait and be patient.
I’ll take another day then, thanks man.

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07:57 a.m - 8th of July

Yesterday’s feelings are gone. Good enough for me.
Indeed, it was rough but I managed to pass through.
Now I feel secure again, and in a more talkative mood, way better than yesterday. Not as bold, but more confident than I was before the sub.
Today is my last rest day for the week, at night I’ll play the 2 loops.

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Update: 15:08 p.m

It’s weird, now I feel hopeless again, uncertain and confused. Didn’t expected this type of feelings when I began my first ever loop.

I’m glad my rest days are over. This last two days have been frustrating, dull and way too long. Having such confidence in my self, and then gone. But I know, it’s normal when going through change.
Plus, I keep doubting myself all over and over. Keep questioning myself.

Don’t have much to add, aside from those feelings.

Update #2: 22:51 p.m

Is it possible that one changes constantly into feeling down, and then in a small matter of time good again? It’s been surprising, all those emotions in the short span of 2-3 days.
Needless to say, I feel normal, this night I return to the sub, ready for the upcoming days.

08:44 a.m - 9th of July

I’m listening again my custom sub. Feels like I AM module is working hard, since I still feel some faint feeling of uncertainty, It’s still probably removing old stuff.
I’m impatient, where’s all the results I had??
Look’s like I got no choice, again, but to wait.

This journal is closed. I’ll stick only with my private one.

It’s not over yet.
Looks like I just acknowledged one of my fears, and with “closing” this journal is just accepting defeat with that recurring belief. I’m gonna do the opposite of what I usually do then.
Keep this one open.

There is still a lot of work pending, and this is still early into the journey. Just one week has passed.
I’m not going to surrender and give in to those inferior feelings, those beliefs, those who claim that I am not interesting, that I should stop posting here online, afraid of criticism.

There is no point in keep hiding it.
All of my life I have been aware of it, one of my biggest fears is to be shunned. To be left alone.
Afraid to speak up, afraid to truly express what I think in the moment.
I always told myself that I was never going to have the social life that I desire.
Be judged, be humiliated in front of everyone no matter the situation.
Overthinking, anxiety, never made peace with myself. Accept myself.

My previous experiences made me the way I am now, and while it was good to be a lone wolf so I could enjoy other things (like research) it made quite an negative impact in how I perceive social situations.

“A waste of time” I always told myself, as a coping mechanism, just to ignore the truth.
True, loyal friends? Never had one. I have now hope, to be with people who are truly loyal, and supportive of each other, as to finally master social interactions, to have fun dammit.

How could I reach the way I want to be if I close this journal? One big contradiction.
So I will keep it open.
My life is ahead of me, and I can mold it the way I desire it. Just. take. action.

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09:02 a.m - 10th of July

I didn’t knew that if one elevates his vibration it enhances the results from the sub. Just proved it last night.
Well, it was necessary to explain my motive here, I want to change that, plus, it feels different that I acknowledged it and no longer hide it.
I haven’t seen my face in detail, and I’m gonna skip it, maybe it works better that way!
It’s been days again without erections, and it’s been almost two weeks since I stopped porn usage.
My confidence is slowly growing again.

I said this many times throughout the forum, I’m glad someone actually became aware of it. Also works the other way around, if your vibration is decreased do not run subliminal’s as there will be an instant reconcile in beliefs, mainly due to the external not being in alignment with what’s being ingested internally through audio input.

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So I, without really knowing, those two days I took a break that I constantly felt unhappy was a proper choice not only for processing the sub, but to avoid more reconciliation since my vibration wasn’t aligned?

I’m surprised, because I just realized the days when I got more results, those where the days when I tried to raise my vibrational state. I thought it was a nice way to improve aside from the sub. Didn’t realize the true usefulness about this until yesterday.

@Hermit Thank you for also confirming this too, but also because I didn’t knew it can also backfire if the vibration is low enough.

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Of course it will, when you use subliminal’s while in a state of emotional disturbances your unconscious mind will instantly reconcile as it isn’t in alignment with your conscious mind.

I personally base my loops on my state of emotion/vibration, and this has been the most effective method so far. Try it out and let me know, your results will improve greatly. By the way this doesn’t mean you cannot use subliminal’s if you feel bad day after day, just take a conscious action that will improve your vibration/state of emotion, and use your subliminal’s right after – you’ll be good to go.

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07: 21 a.m. - 11th of July

Woke up early, way early for a Saturday. Feel good again, secure in myself and ready to work on some health habits today.
It’s official, results improve as you elevate your vibration. Confirmed. Thank you a lot @Hermit
Content, determined this morning.
A few minutes ago I woke up feeling way aroused, but I shrug it off. (Never did that in the past.)
Plus, I got very surprised yesterday as my reflexes improved a lot. Felt like a machine countering punches. Only missed two. This is definitely Spartan Core.

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16:55 - 12th of July

Again, woke up very early. I’ve noticed my posture is shifting, plus my voice gets sometimes deeper.
Male Enhancement? I noticed two things, one, my erections are non-existent at the moment, and two, there was some sensation in the shaft? Like it suddenly felt hard, all of the sudden. It’s weird to describe
There is still slow, slow progress on the facial hair, but I’m content!
Informaticon is working nicely, I’ve been researching some subjects and I quickly find the information I need, really fast!
Rogue is working too, although I sometimes I have to control myself.
Spartan is interesting, quick reflexes (I’m those of the slow ones, so this is very noticeable for me) and my arms look buff, even tho it’s more fat than real muscle, but looks good!
There has been a bit of self-loathing, but after sometime it stops itself.

I’ve been trying Ultima, the Sanguine variant. No results at the moment. It’s my second day today.
It’s probably a matter of time, but I don’t know if I’m doing something wrong?

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