Becoming Alpha, AM, sex master and Limitless

Journals - Major Programs
#42

Overall, i am getting better.

No more mood drop. I am feeling better everyday. Life is becoming good.

I have energy all day to the work that must do.
Sleep is better.
And the dreams are really lucid. I believe this a good indication that my brain is processing the sbus. Dreams were extremely lucid on my break week.

My current stack:

Monday - SM ZP, Diamond ZP
Wednesday - AM QV2
Thursday - SM ZP, Diamond ZP

My PMO addiction is not there anymore. Just some lingering thougts remains.
But anytime after listening to Diamond i still moved to see Porn. But i can keep it under control. Since i am active with my partner.

Prejac is there, but it does not bother me as much anymore. It is more about the sex act it self now. Like @Billions said the foreplay is better.
Now i just stop thinking about sex all together.
What you chase will elude you, so i wont chase it anymore.
I will just do it woth the mindset that I am good, but can learn to be better. Not moping around it everyday.

I learnd a new method which i want to try call Thrust in time.

Slowly but surely life is getting better.
I also workout everyday now.
You cant listen to AM, not the work necessary and expect results.

Subs are great, but there is no substitute for actual work.

#43

What’s that?

#44

Google it. I found it from Mark bell power project at Yotube
It is a method to control your ejaculation

#45

It has been long since my last update.

Things have taken a turn in my life.

There is more stress right now.
Maybe because of that, i have falled back into my PMO addiction. It was only for a week, i am now getting back to my normal awesome life (I believe it is awesome, soon to be actually awesome).

Good thing is, i discovered that social media is a big trigger for me. As well as just women walking around the work place. I realized that i take a peek at their bodiea and judging them. I was disgusted at this realization.

Damn this addiction. What Porn has done is turn women into sexual objects. Where people see women as actual people, i only saw them as flesh for my pleasure. It is sickening. I can’t believe myself.

I believe this realization from using AM and SXM. I knew i was doing all of this beforez but never relized it as a trigger. Now, it was uncovered for me.

Maybe there is some other factors. I read religious books, maybe it helps also. But i definitely know that Subs play a role in this.

#46

Dope to have you back! Whats your new stack?

#47

Still the same stack that I have been using.
AM, SM and Diamond.

I want to do Diamond and AM to see how it affects me.

AM - to become a better man and to create my own business.
Diamond - to start focusing on the pleasure of sex itself, not the orgasm.

PE is still there, still working through it. But it doesn’t bother me anymore. I am changing my mindset to enjoy the pleasure of sex instead of just wanting to orgasm. My PE can from bad habit of wanting to Cum quickly to prevent getting caught. This is a long process.
Not something that can be done in 1 day. I believe Diamond will help with this. Just need to listed it for a long time

I am thinking of getting wanted. I have more bodyfat than i would like it to be. I want to reduce it. Plus i think it will help with sexual performance.

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#48

I am on the road of escaping from PMO.
I am cutting out all other form of quick gratification.
Things like social media, music to uncage myself from porn trap.
I noticed any kind of small events that increase dopamine has negative effect on me. I slowly am brought to Porn. The amount of softporn available in all these social media is a huge trigger. I need to stay off for a few weeks.

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#49

A good update, Since i am on my journey to recovery from porn. I started to stack AM and Diamond. Funnily this works like a charm. I am less interested in Porn. But when my wife came back after being away for 2 week, i just jumped on her. The whole time i was not thinking of orgasm. But the enjoyment of the action.

I reported the same feeling at the top of this thread. But i stopped using them sometime and fell back into Porn. Now that I am back, it is better than before. I LASTED LONGER. It is not about the orgasm, but about having fun. Man I loved it while doing it.

As for work, i am killing it. I KNOW I am doing a better job. I know I am improving daily.
Qutting Social media was great for my mind. I had so much free time i can work properly now.

I used to see Life as game. Now i believe life is a game. all the other people are just NPC. I am getting better at dealing with people. I just look at them as an NPC. I cannot change them. They are who they are. I can make suggestions, but if they don’t want it, their subconscious will not pick it up. Everything is easy once you get into that mindset.

Video Game mindset:
Life is a First Person Role Playing Game - similar to Skyrim, you are the main character.
The people in the world are NPC - As in Skyrim, you don’t have complete control over them, but you can influence them.
Hardships in a game are meant to level you up or uncover for hidden talents/capacity / or just bring out the mindset that you can dominate anything if you put your mind into it.

Hardships are meant to uncover your hidden capacity, not to bring you down. This is the mindset with which I live my life right now.

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#50

Definitely opened my mind to think about life as a video game. I could apply that to my own situation in a lot of ways! Especially how certain people in my life always experience the exact same emotions no matter what the situation is.

Some people in my life are just always judging, or always angry, or always feeling attacked… they really are like NPCs!

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#51

I am thinking of Stacking AM, Diamond and Wanted. The listening sequence will be

Day 1: AM & Wanted

Day 2: Rest

Day 3: Diamond

Day 4: Rest

I plan on repeating this cycle over and over again.
Why wanted, because i want to lose my bodyfat and get lean look. Plus it will help with the PE a little bit i believe. I mostly listen to Diamond for PE.

#52

Have you thought about emperor?

It has fat burning, AM, SMX, Limitless, aka the name of your journal! and added sexuality and confidence with women.

You could even try Emp/Diamond as a two-title stack… listen to them both every listening day. Then if you wanted to, you could add in Wanted later on, for more fat burn and confidence.

#53

Actually I Did at the beginning. I asked around in the forum, and most people suggested to get them separately.

I do not have EMP yet, but i will habe it soon.

Just purchased Wanted

I did not realize it has fat burning.
Thinking about it now, i should have just purchase EMP from the beginning.

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#54

I was pretty anti-emperor in the Qv2 days for my needs specifically. Emp Qv2 is a wonderful program, but just wasn’t for my specific needs.

HOWEVER.

Emp ZP is quite different. Much softer. A lot of power as well. But it lacks that harshness now which I think was an unintended side effect of the qv2 scripting.

In Qv2 I would’ve steered you away from emp but with ZP, I’d push you towards it. The SMX in it would pair nicely with Diamond.

Emp/Wanted would be a pretty amazing combo and would encompass everything you’re looking for.

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#55

@GentleJackson @Billions thought I was the only one that has the occasional habit of seeing life like a video game.

I’d personally say that Emperor QV2 just may have been the hardest version to run in my opinion.

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#56

Life is slowly getting better.
My overall mood is better.

So far i have listened to two loops of Wanted and AM ZP.

Notices a big personality shift. I am more in control of my mood right now. Not sure which subs contribute to it. But i feel more energetic during the day. Yesterday i only had 2hr of sleep but did not feel tired until evening. Maybe my body is getting better at using Fat storage for energy. Idk but i am definitely more energetic.

Since my goal is personal power (Being assertive), making money on the side and developing my body. Wanted and AM is a good Mix.

This is just two loops, it is not a lot. But I am planning on sticking to this for a bit longer. I like the effects so far.

This stack helps me to be more present and to look at life as a game.

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#57

Onward and upward :+1:

#58

Noticed new things atnmy listening pattern.

This is my first time having recon with ZP or what i consider to be recon.
Since starting AM + Wanted stack, i had high energy initially. But now after 4 loops, i feel tired after listening. I need a nap to recover. I believe it is because the sub is working with my subconscious to bring upon realization.

I had many moment of epiphany in my life. But the last week alone, i got 3 moments like this. What is happening to me.

  1. I am getting into more realization that i am a player in the game called life. Yes life is a game.
  2. There was a moment where I was abput to fall into the porn trap, but successfully got myself out.
  3. I found out i need to stay away from All dopamine inducing activities to reset my dopamine.

The result i got from listening AM + Wanted is insane. I am in more control of my action, which directly effects my moods. But i definitely get tired. I am also busy with 9-5, sometimes sleeping late, but I alwasy get more tired and unfocused after listening to subs. I need to take a nap to recover.

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#59

Noticed a great change in my physique.

Wanted is working great.

I am getting better and better at my job everyday.

AM is doing its job.

But, damn i get tired immediately after listening. Still the same even after washout. Maybe the fact that i fasting is a cause. Will change to listening only at night.

Now i listened to 10x once every 2 days and rest for 5 days.

#60

Bro how can you be on wanted and also be fasting? Are you trying to starve yourself?

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#61

@Invictus Would it be good to fast while running Wanted? :face_with_monocle:

My personally take, it might be difficult as Wanted has physical shifting which takes a lot of energy to achieve which also might make you hungry so that you can be replenished as well. Also depends on what kind of fasting your talking about? IF in this case is actually okay and doable from my experience to do while on Wanted, now the other type of fast no clue as I haven’t done those.