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Yeah right 
I notice more and more that I care less about labels.
Like the nice guy the alpha whatever.
Idgaf
I donāt care about labels. Iām me. Iām who I am and that is good!
I guess this is the ZP core script
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Day 41, Rebirth Chosen
Over 40 days already on this Chosen journey!
I can definitely say it changed my perception of the world, through myself.
I see everything more positive. Not in an unrealistic way, I still see the issues, but I am HAPPY to fix them. To work on them.
Had a huge fight with the wife (although this issue was brought up by Regeneration) but I am now HAPPY to work through that, regardless of what the outcome will be.
But FINALLY it IS being worked through.
Thatās the greatness.
I do get recon on Rebirth Chosen days for sure. Mostly very tired and hunting for dopamine rushes. Which I have enough insight to understand now: The manifest for me in horniness and the urge to rub one out. Which I donāt do. I counter it with food and music. Works somewhat well haha
Still, awareness is important. I first thought Chosen has a super sexual edge, but itās really just the dopamine that is manifesting that way.
I donāt have any alphaness recon yet I feel like Saint mentioned. Probably still working on that!
I REALLY want to work on the money issues after this round of subs, but I feel like I should tackle the sexual healing first so this is FINALLY out of the way. Regen also brought a ton up there. So I actually have a free mind to take care of the money.
Or that is recon from Mogul getting me off it, lol
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I watched the Matrix 4 today.
And I realized a bunch of things about myself and Chosen.
Which is funny because Neo is The CHOSEN one, right? 
And I know @SaintSovereign hated the movie but I liked it, especially after the first hour. It has a slow start, granted. But the whole movie is LITERALLY a shittalk on current society. Yes, it is virtually a remake of the first one with a slightly different approach, but thatās imo THE POINT.
20 years after the Matrix where everyone woke up to the slavery and itās STILL the same shit in society. If not worse.
The whole movie itself is a meta-diss towards society and people still not doing shit to change it other than mentally masturbating about the philosophy of the first
Now granted there were some issues, a bunch of plotholes, sure. But overall, I liked that meta-meta-verse.
what does this have to do with chosen?
I, as a huge fanboy of the Matrix had preconceived notions like we all did!
BUT, I realized that the positivity of chosen made it possible for me to go to this movie with an open mind and trying to see whatās the actual message without my own projections.
I loved that feeling.
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On another note, Iam absolutely unsure what stack to run after the current healing.
However I had one realization.
The need for intimacy and sex comes before money. While pavlov NEVER actually made the needs into an actual pyramid of needs (he truly didnt), I still think that this is a BIGGER driving factor to get right before riches.
For the simple reason that it will ALWAYS interfere if shit with the wife doesnt work out. I notice how itās on my mind and I cant have clear thoughts towards the business as long as this is the case. Emotions are just TOO powerful.
And since women are made for sex, it is time to get this going.
Iāll likely run Diamond, LB, Chosen, postponing Stark AGAIN (I know! For a year now lol) before finally going into building that business.
I just donāt know how to find Mindās Eye into this all 
Day 46, processing
Love Bomb in Chosen (despite not being the full thing) is CRAZY powerful.
It virtually made me forgive my wife for a bunch of things, thus I was radiating (and still am) great love towards her, which gets recipocrated a lot!
Love Bomb seems to be the answer to all questions right now.
Itās TOO powerful if you just forgive people and let that energy go back to source. Itās SO LIBERATING, you cannot believe it.
Every now and then I notice the vibe dropping, when Regen is working on something, but it doesnāt last long.
Still, I notice how Regen and Rebirth are working through a TON of issues in the background.
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Day 48, Regeneration, Chosen from Within
So I am slacking a bit on posting here, but thatās mostly because I donāt notice things being worked through too much. Like literally having dreams about it etc.
But I notice my confidence, self-belief and self-esteem growing on a daily basis.
Iād say that is defintely Regen at work there, removing old traumas that blocked me.
So, saldy I cannot report detailed analysis of my dreams, which ARE vivid but I forget them tooo fast. I cannot report as much as @subliminalguy for example from the stack, but somehow I get the FEELING that things are changing on a MASSIVE scale.
I am also way more comfortable with my sexuality and what I want. Not ashamed or anything. I clearly voice my thoughts and tell when things are off.
Either way, I am looking forward to my next stack which 99% will contain StarkZP, Diamond and Sex MAstery for a sprint, and then I throw in Love Bomb and a wealth sub every now and then or back to Chosen with Stark. But a short springt to get Sex Mastery in my mind and weāre good!
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Day 49, processing
So Regeneration is really part of the great Shadow Work I would say!
I came across this video:
See, if anyone ever stumbles upon the path of spirituality and enlightenment, we get a lot of false notions what it is.
We suppress desires, needs, etc into our shadow side, only to have them build resentment that way and lash back at us at some point.
A simple example is sex, where we think we shouldnt be so focused on these āEarthly thingsā and live in a higher realm.
Which is laughable since we still operate most of the times on the physical plane.
Which is also why I decides to run a sex stack next, but Regen helped me to not āfeel badā about it. Itās also part of confidence to do and go after what you want, but itās definitely the shadow integration that is necessary to give those ādarkā desires a controlled outlet.
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Day 51, the Shadow Work month (Regen, Rebirth, CFW) ends now.
Diving into a 3-day washout, maybe 5, depending on how I feel.
Shadow Work of Power
Regen truly did the most for me on all fronts. I would attribute it to Chosen or even Mogul, that my money mindset, sex mindset, love mindset, and mindset about myself changed so deeply, but I truly think this is due to working through all the emotional blockages and traumas.It doesnāt readily occur to me like it does for others, but I do notice the change in my mind suddenly on a given day. All of a sudden, I have this realization in a moment, like, āBruh, I am a great person, I do good stuff. I deserve all of this.ā
Chosen definitely helped along the path with the intense positivity to keep you going despite the shit that is brought up.
It wasnāt always easy to say the least, but definitely worth it.
It helped me accept my shadow which is a high sex-drive and certain needs, as well as a need for fancy things. Not really a need, but I feel comfortable if I have money and shiny things. I thought itās a bad thing, but thatās just part of my shadow which I am integrating and accepting.
However, healing is still a grind regardless of the great feeling, so I definitely will not do this all the time, and even Chosen from Within will only be thrown in every now and then. But I will come back to regen or even DR if it comes out at some point.
Because I feel like there is more. However, no I want to focus on building.
Thereās a lot of bad shit happening right now in my life, but Chosen keeps me on a calm and relaxed path. Everything that happens I jusrt see as a challenge to work through. Already thinking of the feeling how it will be once itās over, looking back. The power of this cannot be overestimated.
Definitely looking forward to Stark, Diamond, Sex Mastery now. Which will then be exchanged with Stark Chosen Money sub on a regular basis. Stark will likely stay the main.
I say this NOW without ever having run it, but it feels right for me. Still, this might change.
By the way, why can I not change the title of a journal anymore? Because I need to make a new one everytime I switch stacks then
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It seems that after a certain amount of time has passed thread titles canāt be changed by the user. You can try tagging a moderator for help.
Day 56, last day of washout
I decided to NOT decide on the stack yet. I first wanna see how Stark feels to me. Maybe itās not what I want/need. Also, since RM came out in ZP this is tough to stay anyway haha
On another note, I NEED to stick with the 3 loops a WEEK. Not per title, per week. That seems to be the perfect level for me. Also unlike Invictus I canāt do 3 day washouts, I need more.
Still, sometimes I notice Regeneration lingering around and working on things. Which is great but also at unfavorable times sometimes
Anyway, enough healing for now, we go to BUILD! I will do a short week of Mindās Eye, then washout again, and then go into Stark to see how it feels.
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Day 57, Mindās Eye and Stark.
So, I decided to go with a SHORT round of Minds Eye paired with stark, then another washout week, and then Iāll see where we head with Stark.
So far, I can say that Stark defniitely has a great effect on selfconfidence business-wise. I have another coaching set up call soon (I.e. a free first call to see if weāre a good fit and where I pitch the full program).
Iāve always been a bitā¦ not anxious, butā¦ hesitant on these calls (although currently the closing rate is by like 80% lol)
Right now, nothing. I feel NOTHING towards that coaching call coming up. No anxiety, no hesitation. Just looking to get it done and see if he fits ME and MY coaching lol
If I learned one thing by coaching people and being coaching myself: BE COACHABLE lol
Not everyone is.
Still, thatās the first effect I noticed.
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Stark update.
Apart from horniness that probably is part of some sort of sex scripting, the biggest revelation is business wise.
While I have a vision board for my life on what I want. For example, a Camaro ZL1 Exorcist (or the 1LE ha), I donāt have an actual PLAN or quantifiable goals on how to get there.
Stark just gave me this realization after a few hours.
I need to map out my goals and how to achieve them. Of course this doesnt need to be fully correct or detailed, but my subconscious at least should KNOW where I want to go!
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Ok @SaintSovereign what is in this bad boy called Stark?
I am SUPERPOSITIVE anf FOCUSED.
Like regardless if I work on my purpose which I truly enjoy, or doing tedious stuff, I am happy to do it. I can definitely feel this kind of āeasinessā Tony always radiates. Like, you have an issue? Just fix it. Donāt think about it. Get it fixed.
There is no judgment of it being fun or not. Everything that can be fixed is fun.
The positivity I was not expecting tbh but I am loving it. Could, however, also be CFW blooming rn.
I did also quickly notice external results. My wife kept talking at me all day. She was just very interested in sharing stuff.
I had slight recon, but definitely very little. Similar to OG Chosen. Almost nothing, just a great feeling.
another question @SaintSovereign
I want to focus on Youtube and building a business around that by making cinematic documentaries, and eventually going fully into cinematography. The fame component in Stark should definitely help with that, but Renaissance Man always is soothing to me because of the creativity.
Maximizing my creative side is the goal. Would you recommend Stacking Stark with UA instead of with RM?
I feel like Stark and RM is a bit too dense or am I wrong?
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Day 59, Processing
Here are a bunch of reports of just one day listening to Stark and ME.
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Intuition Editing: When you try to cut a song to fit to your video, itās sometimes dificult because you need to hit the tones right and all you have is the waveform of the music. I was editing yesterday and hit the right spot for a PERFECT transition on the first try. I also found exactly the stock footage I needed immediately. That is unusual.
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How I walk: I definitely have a more āgrandioseā movement, along with a much stronger self-belief, probably amplified by CFW.
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Not taking shit: Wife was trying to play up yesterday and I cut it down right away. Not in a bad manner, I went with the fight for a few minutes but then told her I am just going to do what she says if I think it doesnāt work. I was still positive towards her and still am, because this didnāt bother me. A quick fight, nothing crazy, I proceed as always.
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Camaro: I came back to focusing on one of my goals. Which is to have a Camaro ZL1 1LE. I always wanted one of the top camaros to buy, but I thought - much like the sex-thing - itās not a āspiritual thing.ā Whatever that means. Which is BS. I am growing this business into something truly big and then Iāll buy ma dream car (along a '67 Mustang of course).
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Money: Yesterday a thought just popped in my mind and I mapped out my goals a bit with the money I currently make. And I realized itās actually SUPEREASY to make enough money to quit my 9-5 job. I always had this belief that itāll be tough becauseā¦ well, idk why. Now I realized it isnāt. I just need to focus on the coaching and building traffic, and I am good. Of course, coaching is still trading time for money, but thatās just the first step to get out of the corporate matrix and I love to do it.
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I just realized (by ME) how powerful my manifestations always were.
Like 15 years ago I wanted that RC Hovercraft my uncle brought from Italy. I was too young, and not allowed to have it.
Now I got it from my mother because it was ālying around in the old house.ā
Of course this is a minimal thing, and it took 15 years for a RC boat, but the meta point is relevant. The manifestations work if I just desire it enough! Might take a while though haha
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Also @DarkPhilosopher or @RVconsultant can you change the title from Chosen +Money ZP Stack to:
āStark Chosenā
Because I will for sure, be running Stark. Feels AMAZING.
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Bro donāt discount this manifestation at all, in fact, itās Mindās eyeās way of making you remember something.
Iāll tell you something that I barely touched on when I mentioned that other company offering me a job last week;
Basically, 7 months ago (before I graduated) I was with my girlfriend, her sister and the sisterās boyfriend, going for a double date, with me driving. I ended up driving to a place called The Pearl, which was established by a certain company, and told them all that one day, I want to work at any of the companies in The Pearl, because of how much I love this island.
Fast forward to last week, after I was done doing my experiment with Emperor, mixed with the impatience to get the call from the Olympics for the start date, I gave in and did a single loop of ME, as well as some religious manifestation stuff, just to somehow get the call to go and start (Emperorās influence to not want to only focus on gym), so I went to bed and woke up to a call, in which I was told that my papers were sent to them and I was nominated for a job at a certain company named UDC, and they wanted me to come and interview for a job they have specifically for me. Next thing you know, the interviewer told me heād print the contract right there and then if he had the full authority, but told me to wait for a call this week to meet them again and go over everything (salaries, contract length, etc.) and sign with them to start.
Now whatās the point of this story?
I blurted it out once to my girlfriend and friends, with really deep level of emotions tied to what I said, and thatās what was manifested.
For reference: https://udcqatar.com/
Thatās their website, and theyāre located at The Pearl.
Mindās eye will go deep, and it might manifest things you wanted and forgot about, just to remind you of how much emotions you felt at the time.
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It occurs to me @AlexanderGraves that an important part of your spiritual work is a meditation on Power. And I see it in part through your practice of working with and embodying polarities. I donāt have many observations to share on it right now, but it just kind of struck me.
I think that this may be one part of your work with gender and the poles of gender.
And it seems that youāre feeling your way through these poles of power in order to develop experiential competence in navigating, wielding, and understanding them. It feels physically embodied, analytical, as well as interpersonal.
Happy Working.
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