Experiment Day 3
HOM
6 hours later
Emperor Terminus X
1 hour later
Emperor Q
Self Effects
- Emperor Terminus-relaxed, boss, indifferent to what I perceived as problems before,
- After Emperor Q agitated, torn between focus on work and what I perceive as more important. and Terminus do not mix that well. Possibly redundant or the name embedding mixed with non-name embedding–is just feels a little off
Results
VERY INTERESTING effect I believe from the combo of PCC/HOM/Emperor Terminus
On my weekly call with a client-who pays me to manage him and his business development. I actually really like this guy but he is very narcissistic, not a narcissist, he has some heart deep down.
But my weekly calls with him actually make for good sub testing. On HOM Emperor I would knock out everything we needed as soon as possible and get off the phone, when I added Medici, new opportunities starting arising between us, and he started including me on work outside my retainer relationship.
I felt happy to speak to him. We have always occasionally just shot the shit, but on Medici our relationship started to develop to the point of long fun discussions, all positive. I started to actually enjoy it.
Now this was the first time speaking to him after running HOM/PCC/Emperor Terminus
I have not tested enough but PCC and HOM so far seem an odd mix, on HOM I’m 1000 miles ahead making things happen without a concern in the world, on PCC I start to really slow down, I feel removed from everything.
But today, I spoke to him and after we cleared the docket, when I was about to hang up, he asked me a question about my life. He has NEVER asked me anything about my life, even when were casually talking-then he proceeds to want to talk to me for almost an hour of a slow just getting related conversation. I felt like I was bolstering the convo but that he seemed like he was trying really hard.
I wanted to get onto other things, but I stayed on almost like an observer. It’ was almost like he was looking to create relatedness with me which is far from this guy’s usual MO. My PCC sense was that he was lonely.
This guy is EXTREMELY well connected-like to 1% of the 1%. I usually think of him as somewhat superhuman for himself and as more an obstacle, difficulty, at times for me but on PCC I seemed to see deeper than that.