Here is some updates on what I am running
Emperor
Challenges are coming, and there transforming me-there is a fundamental shift in my attachment to work, challenging people. I feel like whole person, and can simply stand up for myself, whatever the consequences, not even stand up for myself, just choose to engage where its opportune. I noticed when I stopped running PCC, my manipulative/narcissistic client came back more prevelently-I wonder if PCC literally pushes these people out of my life.
I have deals in the works again in the five figures per week zone. I feel like the challenges I have to engage consciously and then grow from them, before I was looking to muscle or dominate my way out of them, cause I thought that’s what Alpha was, but I see now , there’s a new path in each challenge that I can walk down and then I grow,
Minds Eye
I’m telling you, I think it with intention, and it happens that day-people calling me, opportunities. The criteria seem to be- 1. it happens if its related to my others subs goals, 2. I have zero attachment or desire for the outcome, like it’s already done. 3. Total Faith
AzrielQ
I’ve cut the loops down on this one
What I notice is its integrating really well with Emperor-it adds a seductive edge where it wasn’t before, it crease self love along with drive and determination.
I feel like I’m learning things and growing faster.
I’m starting to look more into proactively dating again. I’m freer in how I relate to woman. On Emperor I was free socially, and I could be sexual-but I was never verbally or overtly sexual-it was an unspoken under the surface phenomenon. I’m starting to feel free sexually verbally and touch wise now, although there is a surprising amount of reconciliation around this as well. I feel Khan Stage 1 is integrating very nicely with Emperor as well, I find myself questioning many things, discarding useless behavior, there is a backdrop of simple being and little hints of 'The colors of Khan-power and sexuality"