I’ve tested AM QV2 over the last month only 1 loop a week-as that is all I can confidently do currently without going into severe mental distress- 1 loop already gives me quite a lot recon/distress
I tested Stark on QV2 once but didn’t get a good initial impression.
My plan is test Stark QV2 next month.
AM gave me an initial drive, sense of self belief in work, and incredibly focus and compulsion to work.
In the current work I am involved in and also to get clarity on my own personal business trajectory. There was a work conversation I had that opened up the potential for doubling my retainer and a new role with much much higher salary and commission but none of that is finalized.
I have less tolerance for ‘enduring’ stuff for the long haul, especially without a clear picture and promises and more recently I"m finding myself drawing a spiritual line in the sand so to speak of what I am willing to endure and commit to for work and for what price. And honoring my autonomy. The system of working hard for another’s benefit without adequate compensation, culture, communication, and growth opportunity is a joke and I got really clear I can’t and won’t stomach it any more.
In the past I’ve been afraid that means I"ll go broke, and I am breaking through this life long pattern of feeling I ‘have to’ do any one thing and can’t make it on my own or in environments I value
I have had a lot of recon around money, self worth, focus, authority since trying AM.