This happens to me. It’s part of what I’m working on.
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I see why you said that …
No harm in testing “Emperor + Medici” in Qv2 during the weekend.
yes! I don’t know what I already know lol
I have a qv2 custom with medici that I’ve been wanting to get back to 
HOM, EOG stage 1, RICH in QV2 --was thinking that… 
but I’m going to keep the stack stable for two weeks as I have not run subs consistently since my washout, and then start experimenting
how’s your money making/career endevours going @Simon ?
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Ran 1 loop Paragon custom last night, felt relaxed, passed out and slept 9 and 1/2 hours
woke up with all the mucus in my nasal passages having completely drained, my throat was raw/sore but chronic congestion was better. Insane dreams about highly relevant issues in my life.
Feeling light and positive today.
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We’re just over 6 months now since starting the unofficial race.
Let’s just say that I’ve come from having only hypothetical ideas, to knowing exactly how I’m gonna complete it, and …
… the ball has already started rolling.
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that 's fantastic :clinking_glasses
is this with the b2b marketing you mentioned at one point? (If I am remembering correctly)
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currently reading Limitless by Jim Kwik as my book for the week
Also reading Intimate Conversations with the Divine by Carolyn Myss-to develop prayer practice
I’ve been consistent with meditation 1x daily and QiGong as well as other energy medicine practices.
I’ve been pretty intentional the last week. In total I only ran 1 loop Emperor custom and 2 loops Paragon custom. I’m running another loop of Paragon custom tonight, and 1 loop Emperor custom tomorrow afternoon.
I’m a bit stalled on my course design, working on refining it down -as its pretty abstract now. I’m doing it more as a having fun thinking, creating, integrating, and synthesizing elements development I learned to see if I can improve upon them. To monetize it, it will have to have a very specific group of people it serves and/or specific outcomes.
I’m very present to grappling with own value and place lately and that there is something to figure out-I have to keep discerning if this is just old conditioning and insecurities being worked through or just grappling with what I’ve never really dealt with.
I’m resisting start at the beginning of things, I’m waiting and/or looking for a gut certainty and clarity
It seems, to paraphrase the adage, the problem can’t be solved at the level it was created.
It helps when I think of things more specifically, like areas of my life.
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ran Paragon custom last night
this was my 3rd loop of it this week with a day off in between. That might be may limit
as I notice my anxiety about my health shoots through the roof, and I start to go neurotic/ocd about environmental factors that could be dangerous or non-optimal. Likely recon from that as I noticed something similar from my last custom.
I also have All-Seeing in this custom and it is comical how much I notice this, especially with my smell and hearing, I can hear patterns of sounds through sounds and patterns of sounds, same with smell… also taste and touch are more sensitive, and I appreciate colors more. It’s almost surreal.
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I saw your enjoying some Sage Immortal! Are you stacking with anything? Very curious how it stacks with titles you’ve been interested in and running the past.
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I ran it alone last week. It was a nice experience. Not sure if I will continue with it when I start my customs (new journal coming soon).
Am currently on a one week washout. The only way I think I could stack it with my upcoming playlist is using Sage Immortal Ultima as a booster. The calm spiritual confidence could come in handy. Maybe it has manifestation too.
Not entirely made up my mind about it. But if you have one or two subliminals in your stack, adding Sage Immortal is a good idea. Am more reluctant to add Sage Immortal to my playlist because I will already be having 3 Qv2 titles in it.
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yes, I have not even experimented with it yet but looking forward to.
Keeping a very tight regime for now.
Definitely looking forward to the journal with the new customs and or stack in it
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Thanks, bro! You seem to be doing well now. Am getting a “Imma gonna handle this no matter how difficult it is” vibe from you.
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your Sage Immortal insight/wisdom is spot on!
I’m in the ‘wasteland’ of life right now between picking my next path, lack of fulfillment with what is, and my self-isolation in NYC …I get most of my excitement from putting out fires and crisis unfortunately…I see it’s my go to avoidance from creating.
I’m doing well overall but definitely ‘buckling’ through it.
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That’s deep. I think I have some of this too. Getting lost in the day to day instead of chasing goals that excite me. Need to course correct myself too.
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I realized yesterday that my renewed forum activity may be related to my nofap.
Those dozens of Likes-Notifications are probably building new dopamine pathways.
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It’s all about the positive neurogenesis 
redtubes loss is our gain
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I’m unsure if it’s a good trade (HM) of my time (EQ).
My use of porn was less than an hour a week. SubClub forum takes 3 hours a day. 
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lmao !!
I heard this recently- to paraphrase-it’s only a distraction or time wasted if it’s taking away from something else you value or that builds towards something you value. Sounds like your on track in either case.
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And I’ve done it-Double Arch Alchemist!! 5000 posts
If only that was a title with a new discount 
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