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#1939

Time off helped to smooth over some physical symptoms I can get from recon

Upon returning to running Emperor custom, it did not effect this, or if it did it was negligible, although it did effect my sleep that night as I had more energy and umph to keep doing things rather than just wanting to pass out.

I have taken almost a month of any Emperor Fitness variant- and I have had back pain creeping back in -from sitting and even walking. Which while running EF in customs variants- my back was a complete non issue unless I was pushing REALLY hard in the weight room.

I don’t think this is simply from time off the sub, I think it’s primarily from between injuries and vacation I’ve been almost completely sedentary for weeks. However it is a testament to the power of fitness subs that I never had this particular issues when running them consistently, even weeks I took off from working out or being active

In light of this I went to run HERO custom- EF Stage 4/Spartan/ Paragon Ultima Core with 4 A/SPS modules - but I started getting strong processing sounds/ tinnitus variant in my head and discontinued- this was about 30 hours after running the previous Emperor custom loop. (It’s clear to me one element of this issue could be recon from fitness related subs). I’m not discounting this sub but I wanted a healing sub that was more focused and less of a potential recon issue-especially in QV2-so I remade my short 10 module Paragon custom adding A/SPS Hearing, negative energy transmutation, and removing Diamond Ultima Core.

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#1940

Good to see you back, @Azriel.

Good to see your old username too :smiley:

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#1941

thanks man!
I’m really excited at this next chapter.

You recent posting have inspired me to incorporate WANTED consistently either in custom or stack.

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#1942

Awesome! All the best, bro :slightly_smiling_face::+1:

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#1943

thought this was really funny

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#1944

I may not be able to answer this. I’ve switched from Emperor to Ecstasy (of Gold, stage 4). :face_with_hand_over_mouth:

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#1945

@Simon why do you keep switching stacks ?

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#1946

Reconciliation makes me do it. :joy:

This time I’ll stay. G4 was the long-term choice all along.
I used Stark and Emperor as stages to get to the level of relationship I wanted with my major client.

:sunglasses:

Note: The full stack is Gold + Rich + Wanted.

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#1947

Why did you stop Khan? :face_with_symbols_over_mouth::stuck_out_tongue_winking_eye:

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#1948

Don’t remember. That was a long time ago. Back in 2019. :face_with_monocle:
Probably because Emperor v4 was released. :joy:

I know your question was rhetorical. Yet, thanks for bringing up the memories. :wink:

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#1949

well I definitely want to hear how that goes

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#1950

I meant to post this earlier- after washout I ran 1 loop of Emperor custom since my washout then took another week off.

The self effects continue to integrate and I continue to see external results in social confidence, respect, and attraction. I feel more comfort in my own being and a lot of the turbulence mental and physical I’ve been experiencing are leveling out.

If I could say one thing Emperor and Emperor core does more than anything else-is it orients to pushes me to take care of what really needs taking care of. This naturally brings up whatever would come up that is in one’s way of taking care of things that have been not dealt with. Initially it was obvious things, work to be done, procrastination, then it got deeper into health and emotional issues, and now it is about taking care of fundamental existential concerns and purpose-where to put my energy and efforts to create profound transformation in my life

The latest things I’ve been pushed to deal with is a medication I’ve taken daily for quite a while

I came off wellbutrin-selective dopamine and nor-epinephrine re-uptake inhibitor -after 9 years.
The first few days the fatigue was really hard to push through but overall I feel SOO much better not being on it. I don’t know why the fuck I was on it for so long. It was meant as an non-addictive Adderall replacement and I really just never bothered questioning it until this year.

The intensity of many of the underlying physical symptoms I was getting has subsiding greatly since coming off this medication

Whether after 9 years my body/brain got sick off it, or changes from fitness and intelligence subs healed me to the point where the medication was too strong/ no longer needed.

Perhaps an inner circle result:

There are soo many really cool new people coming into my life-really cool role model guys and their inviting me to parties, sex parties, and to single’s mixers.

I have not been able to participate because I’ve held off on getting vaccinated (this is non-political forum so please refrain from commenting on views on vaccine or another political/philosophical implications here). I have not been medically cleared to be vaccinated yet, but will be in early August and then will likely pull the trigger on it. I’ve been super against it for personal health concerns, but honestly with the situation in NYC I can’t really date, go to the gym, or do anything without it,and it occurs like I’m spending a life hiding out and avoiding. And if taking a risk to protect myself more and live fully is what there is to do then I don’t want to shy away from that.

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#1951

I’ve now resumed Emperor custom and new paragon custom and will be resuming DR stage 3 next week.

I felt amazing after the new Paragon custom, super light, a sense of well being and good tiredness. I slept like a rock and woke up feeling refreshed for the first time in quite a while.

The three major physical issues I am dealing with are, finger muscle pull and/or tendon strain- the specialist couldn’t tell

chronic congestion that leads to ear pressure and occasional tinnitus symptoms, which have gone down greatly since stopping wellbutrin, but can flare up again lightly when running certain subs (my unique form of recon perhaps-not an auditory issue).

Back pain.

The first run of paragon QV2 custom - completely eliminated the back pain, and helped the other two issues moderately.

Emperor is making me impatient and edgy again, which is a double edge sword. I’m moving through shit and getting it done. But annoyed at many things in my life and get ridiculously upset when things stall or my energy collapses-so looks like I’m noticing this recon–it’s not consuming or derailing but definitely notable.

I will test run Ascended Mogul soon to see if it is a suitable replacement. My main goal now is getting clear on a business and getting it off the ground, and optimizing physical and emotional health.

I’m still working on passion projects but I’m not sure if I will put my efforts into monetizing them or pick something less creative to just get a new income stream rolling.

I love what subclub represents, mixing technology and the highest understanding of human potential in different areas to create products to transform people’s experience of themselves, their lives, and their results in whatever matters to them. I want to create my own version of a business like that. Not a sub business but something that incorporates those elements.

I’ve been pretty stalled/ introspective for the last few months, and things are now resolving in a positive way.

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#1952

How’s your ear?

#1953

Thanks for asking
recon and stress can aggravate it, and in general it’s much overall much better, especially since dropping this medication
and I have confidence the new Paragon custom, with has only one APS module/ Ear will support in getting 100% back to normal -I am already on my way

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#1954

I want to be more consistent in monitoring my own state and progress
so making a tentative commitment to post on my own journal more often

As a result of the effectiveness of my actions in the last year
I have more free time, while making the same or more money than ever before.
This paired with a self imposed lock down around gym, dating, etc has created even more free time.
and now more recently I’m saying yes to less and less social interaction and commitments in general.

I have this burning drive to either really enjoy myself freely or use my time in a way that will move towards a meaningful goal. As without options, self imposed, for romance, or physical activity (that I enjoy most) like the gym, the hue of my life seems significantly duller. This will be the case until around mid September. In light of this I am going to create some strict routines and scheduling, to see what magic I can make happen inside of this confines.

This is the first time I’ve really experienced the ‘pandemic’ in the traditional sense since I’ve been safely socializing, throwing little events, hanging with friends, climbing, going to the gym, meeting and/or seeing woman when I wanted, until the last couple months.

My biggest block will be emotional turmoil and drive not being able to sublimated.

My goals are to:

finalize a course I’m working on and start beta testing it with friends
create initial business plans for a supplement company
publish a book of poetry/short stories on Amazon- (could give zero give shits about sales on this one-just a fun project with my brother)
Read 1-2 books a week
Reach out to old contacts with high commission sales opportunities and land 2 $10,000+ commission sales
meditate and have a prayer practice daily
workout, qigong, and mobility daily (inside room-not the glory of the gym but I’ve got to do something)
become someone who allocates blocks of times for activities and simply does whatever I said I was going to do in that block without regard for outcome, completion, or perfectionism.

Alright let’s make it happen.

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#1955

An update you’d like to know about…

Gold was too big picture; I was losing touch with what was most important day-to-day.
So I had to bring back Emperor. Then …

Too early to be the final word, but I may have found the replacement for G4 & RiU in Medici.

Current hopefully stable stack: EQ, HM, WQ

:blush:

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Honest Feedback on Qv2
#1956

yes indeed, thank you :slight_smile:

on my stack I’m a beast when there is a clear deliverable(s) that yield future fruit
I go into recon- when the current yield is not connected to a future
I think and believe in myself strongly for compelling long term vision
I lack strategy, decisiveness, direction, and initiative on the specifics of that vision, and connecting the steps to get there, how to allocate my energy and time day to day towards that.

I’m wondering if HOM or AM might be better fits than Emperor. Emperor without the seduction stuff in custom might be more effective as well.

Then when the clarity and path is straight-bring Emperor back.

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#1957

Standard Emperor effect. :+1:t2:

You don’t need to steer away from Emperor.
Just don’t try to do it alone. Use other people’s Strengths.

Do you know someone who is natural at writing lists down – to dos, minutes of meetings, SOPs, etc.? S/He is probably a CPA, working in Operations, or HR.

Call them and ask for help in penning down your strategic career & financial plan.

It doesn’t matter if they know nothing about careers, businesses, investing, etc. If they have above average IQ, and a Strength at Detailed Planning, … working together with them, you will make more progress in 1 hour than you would do alone in 3 weeks.

Make it a weekly buddy coach meeting, if necessary.

:wink:

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#1958

yes, I need to leverage other people’s strengths and capacities more.
As well as just be more interactive/proactive with working with other people to get things going.
I have this blindspot that has me thinking I ‘should’ be doing it all alone and can’t rely on other people because every one is just self interested.

Thanks for this.

I also just have some a bunch of options, not opportunities but ideas I could look to make happen. I could pursue them but nothing I am really fired up to or called to pursue, this is more of an indecisiveness trap or looking for something perfect. I could honestly just pursue them all and see which one starts yielding something.

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