I’ve gone in and out of something similar, and have had breakthroughs in it, will write about it at more length some time.
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I’ve been reading your journal. What is your currently listening schedule?
This week only 1 loop of Emperor custom
last week 2 total loops of Emperor custom and 1 loop
of Hero Custom, partial loop of DR stage 3
I’ll keep it low or even washout in full next week
and then I want to get back to a consistent listening schedule of 4+ loops a week.
what have you found is working well for you lately?
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I’m on about day 17 of a rest day. As for you, how about only 1 loop of each program once a week, or a rest day that lasts about 216 hours.
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thank you for the suggestions
I have found reduced daily listening and or resting every other or third day to be most effective between balancing sub use and integrating. In terms of results and quality of life. I’d like to get back to that point.
More rest is actually significantly more challenging emotionally for me. Reduced listening supports reduction in the mechanical exhaustion of physical effects/recon from to much listening (literally from the act of listening perhaps even separately then than the content of the subs. )
Whatever the case I’m running very little now, and all intuitively but resting way more than running.
@RVconsultant Do you know if there will be new instructions for running QV2 in the near future?
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I don’t know. Perhaps the best way to answer that is that as difficult as it is to do integration/rest days, I would encourage people to at least consider taking more of them.
Some of my biggest reconciliation started happening 10+ days after I paused listening to subliminals.
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The best way to see this is to run subs for two days then let yourself process for 5 days. When u get reconciliation be happy since the sub is working. Aim for reconciliation. 
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Intriguing. Thank you for posting this.
Hey are you still using emperor qv2?
Hey Azriel here, locked out of my normal account for reasons I"m looking to resolve.
I’ve been running Emperor custom with Primal Seduction, Power Can Corrupt, and Inner Circle cores
I’ve been consistent with it for the last 2 months or so, and I’m recently running way less loops of it.
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R E C O N C…woops! Too hasty 
How you feeling with this custom, bro?
lol could be recon-it’s really annoying, on one hand it’s not a big deal and on the other this has been a sanctuary.
I’ll post about it on the original account, I have some updates but don’t what to set a precedent of journaling from this one-unless it’s clear I won’t be able to get access to the other one again. Interacting is fine 
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Looking forward to it!
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Seems like you changed so much with your custom that even your forum name and account changed 
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I am logged into Azriel2.0 but this post is currently replying with the old account. Edit-only while replying -looks like it’s still posting under the new account.
This whole issue is still looking to get resolved but its taken the heart out posting on the forum for me a bit.
While I have this fluke -Going to give some updates anyway.
As strong and naturally as the results and new identity slip in on QV2 is as strong as the recon did for me, I didn’t even fully realize it until time off.
I really can’t speak to what happened the last two months or so on QV2 because it was a shit show. Not sure what was subs, what was recon, what was just some upheaval in life and health situations. I guess my journal above outlines some of it, but the pattern since running QV2 for me, as far as I can tell, is essentially I have had a less enjoyable and more difficult time in life overall.
In retrospect that may not be a bad thing because I’ve really dealt with a lot in a profound way, but I wouldn’t continue to run subs the same way, or at least those subs in QV2 if that is the general consistency of it.
I seemed to have either recon scewing my perception, necessary unearthing of extremely challenging things, or even reverse results in certain areas at the time of running -again I’m trying to be discerning but none of it’s clear.
I’m on my 10th day off now.
What I do know is that since taking time off here is what happened.
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I’ve seem to have unearthed and largely released some deep core anxiety and concern in life and feel in a completely different space, still vigilant, but in a healthier way and more at peace and confidence with unknowing, then I was before.
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The overt drive to go to gym, to push things at work has fallen away, however I can make conscious choice and still execute on things impeccably. I also feel a stronger drive from my own direction.
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I feel a stronger sense of internal guidance and desire that I am comfortable following
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Since starting my washout - I’m coming off a medication I have been on for 6 years that I don’t need to be on and don’t know why I’ve been on (I mean technically I do but I should have dealt with getting off of this years ago.)
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I’m no longer in-are woman interested/attracted in/to me or not mode-and caring about it in the least-I’m fully in -do I like them mode-and notice woman working hard to engage me and make themselves available-this is distinct to a felt like had a lot of attraction while running QV2 but everything was uphill in some way-(except when testing WANTED)
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I feel totally clear in what I want from relationships and dating life, in a way I have never been and am comfortable communicating that.
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Moving out of feeling any guilt or shame that stopped me from putting myself or what truly matters to me and my life first. I thought I had done this but had no idea how deeply it was entrenched not to be doing this.
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I find myself having strong visions for the future and looking to execute them or the first steps for them in the present rather than spin in circles or attend to commitments that go nowhere.
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I’m getting, bit by bit, an ability to just ‘be’ in life and feel grounded and like as long as I am me, everything will be ok.
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Gaining a better balance between my self as an individual and my path-and being/communicating in relationships-family, friends, social in a way that preserves that while still have great connections.
These are some things I notice coming together after my first 4 days off and getting stronger. I feel a sanity that I have not felt in a while and honestly have conflicting desires- 1 to get back into subs and continue this amazing journey and make new things happen and the other is to continue to enjoy the stability and slow unfolding of integration. For now I believe I’ll take the next week off as well and then re-assess. I may end up taking a month off, I want to see what changes when I am no longer processing any subs-which I believe is 30 days.
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I’m past day 27 of rest. It’s still working. Insights. Changes. It’s surreal how powerful Qv2 is.
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Yes on 12th day off still coming through-much smoother now though- I believe Saint says it will last 30 days past the last sub run
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I took 21 days off- running 1 loop of Emperor custom now and then will take off until Monday most likely
Some points to note
What did stay with me and grew in effects
- Sense of status, comfort, and confidence in relation to other
- Sense of self direction, discipline, attending to what’s important
- Attraction from woman.
- Felt more myself with Emperor qualities-than totally acting out something else-this is likely integration
What diminished.
- Easier to work in current work environment- sense of equality with work superiors stayed but anger and disinterest in working there diminished
- Overt drive or push on everything and anything-way more ease and chill came forth
- Conflict and explosiveness in engagement with others-
- confusion, spinning my wheels in place diminished, feeling stuck
- Anxiety diminished
This may be simply needed integration or it may be pointing to Emperor base being the wrong choice. Running a loop again today for the first time and will re-assess.
Whatever the case I will be much more scalpel like and aligned with whatever I run moving forward. I have to be acting on it or using it or I will not use it.
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Alright !! I’m gearing up to get some full sub running going again.
Loved running Emperor custom again after 21 days off and it’s crazy how discerning I am of exactly how it effects me, what’s recon, and what’s adjustment to a way of seeing myself that is distinct than the usual but not quite recon.
It’s been a really hard last couple of months-which QV2 recon likely contributed to but as per the usual- better and stronger for it.
Currently I am fantastic standing in the private equity work I do- running with more independence and approved recognition, and value of my role than ever before. After a year plus of dissonance and back and forth I have fully secured my independence and autonomy emotionally and literally, in that I need almost zero oversight and discussion to produce the results I am responsible for.
I am also comfortable getting the paradoxical world of how much value I bring and how little that ultimately matters both to myself and my goals and the company.
Which is why I am declaring this job as a maintenance stepping stone and educational experience -rather than any long term goal to ascend the hierarchy or break in further.
I will still negotiate in September for a higher retainer - given we’ve raised an addition 100+ million dollars but I haven’t been willing to walk away and that’s killed my leverage. Hence my new push
I am actively working on creating a third alternate income stream through letting my freak flag fly and doing course design in collaboration with a life coach. I love doing it, the kind of thing I would do for free, but won’t, as it has quick income potential given his current client and connections list.
The other freelance work I do I don’t have much heart for and have dropped my hours significantly.
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