several hours later- experiencing recon similar to several hours after RM, but not as bad.
Extreme fatigue, anxiety, anger, hard to do anything, almost not well. Not sure if coincidental, QV2 recon, or QV2 with stack.
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Now just extremely tired, I don’t know if my brain can keep up with tech advancements lol
Or I may need to cut the stack to 2
Quantum Limitless mate?
I won’t be doing that at this point but I wonder if that would help with sub assimilation overall
I’m just anxiously speculating out loud, part of my journal process.
I got plenty more QV2 to test before any final decisions.
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One effect I have noticed from today after running Emperor QV2 -now that I feel better- is I have a very strong sense of—how would I describe this-- like if you’ve been in a near death experience and suddenly it feels so obvious and light to take actions that occurred as impossible or insanely terrifying before. My thinking feels way freer-er
Like I called someone I work for after being sick of how they ran things ready to tell them their expectations were unreasonable and we need to reformat the structure of work or it be best if I moved on-they didn’t pick up though lol -I don’t know if I’ll have the nerve tomorrow.
And now strongly considering reaching out to this girl I used to be in love with almost had something with but she had a boyfriend of many years she was going to marry, and just seeing if she wants to be friends, not as a path to hooking up with her or just being around her, but because I really liked having her in my life, we did plays together and worked great together. I didn’t want to be the guy crushing on her who could never be with her but it’s like who the fuck cares-I have other woman in my life, and we had a blast so why not.
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That’s what I’m thinking about too but I want to keep testing my current stack (4 programs) for some time before I make the final decision.
It’s a tough call- I can’t risk getting derailed like I did today-function of two QV2 and regular q in 24 hour time period, so playing it safe.
What’s your stack- Stark/ QV2/ Alchemist/ RM and Rebirth?
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Yes, one loop each.
I wonder if Qv2 isn’t going to change the way we stack our programs. Maybe it’s not really a good idea to stack a lot of them and it’s better to keep the number of programs low. For now, I’ll stick to my stack but if never happened I shall remove RM from my stack and see how it goes.
In all fairness -I should add- I’ve moved towards dulling the Emperor edge for a reason with PCC and Primal-- pure Emperor in my life these days makes me some WAY to intense both circumstantially and for my own taste.
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I hope not- stacking is one of my favorite aspects of sub-club.
As the tech built in other (dark) places - it became one sub only and I hope that’s not the route were going-although I doubt it. I like the capacity to synthesize, build some elements on the front burner and other’s on the back etc.
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I’m wanted to note this but forgot to.
I’m having not just an experience of attraction with woman when out and about.
But more often than ever before- get a sense of being long lost lovers with certain woman-it’s like intense mutual attraction and totally free love, excitement, unknowing, complete certainty , and a sense that we activate parts of our being/character for each other.
I’m dubbing this getting a Soul-Boner
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Are you having the sense that your world is getting tilted a bit, but not necessarily upside down?
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sure, that’s one way to put it, it’s like seeing the responsibility of my own rote actions/emotions/ and behavior and how they can be limiting, and then seeing a world where those are there but have less sway over me
Are there 2 competing world experiences trying to co-exist?
not with what I am referring to above but during and after QV2 loop of Emperor before recon- yes I had a strong sense of that
I’ve been on fire with business ideas full of purposeful impact.
And acting on them, one involves starting a company in something I’ve always loved and found fascinating, and I’m currently building a team. I’ve got a fellow mad-genius in the product design, he’s also top of the top in programming and computer science, and another guy who’s bread and butter is manufacturing and distribution. I have this ability to lead and persuade people to join a cause as an opportunity to be part of a bigger vision and for their own benefit, that has developed strongly on my latest stack.
When I was younger that was one of my talents but I killed it to be an underachiever for 12 years lol
I’ve been thinking about how ridiculously silly hourly income is lately and am looking for higher leverage ways to generate wealth. The above company idea is more motivated by impact, service, and artistry than wealth but it could be very lucrative. I also want the experience of succeeding or failing at building a company from the ground up.
I also found another pipeline I can broker between a friend whose business involves CEO’s, with a specific company hopping personality profile, who just exited after a sell-out and who are looking to invest and the deal flow I come across in other work. I could take a cut on both ends.
I’ve started conversations around making this a reality.
I never know if I should share preemptively or wait until I’ve accomplished something but this all feels very new and distinct and I’m in motion with everything, HOM/EOG/RICH definitely kicking in.
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Dealing with a manifestation challenge that I’d never thought I’d have to deal with again, feels like a blast from the past, similar emotional reactions are surfacing -however now it doesn’t feel like the end of the world, just something that really annoys me. Will update in more detail when I’ve sorted it out.
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