Wow, itās a while since I posed, Iāll have to get back to this thread.
I have a date tonight with someone I had a date with before she moved out of town. We have crazy chemistry for years but the timing has not been right. Sheās always been into me, I ran ROTNW, Khan Stage 2, and Wanted Black last time we meet and chemistry was off the charts, but she wants to be exclusive, at least for a time, last time we saw eachother. Itās been almost a year since I saw here and we only have a bit of time.
Iām having trouble deciding to try Wanted Dream Boy or Wanted Black before I see her later. They both have their advantages. We wont be able to get too physical today given the ātwin villany of logistics and timingā but it would be great for things to get as intimate, fun, memorable as possible.
I would likely run a little primal romance with Wanted Black if I went htat route
@Niles after running WDB whats your sense here? For a one off date.
I think based on the girl and what she was looking for, WDB is definitely the way to go but she will probably start to push for things to be more serious. PR and WDB would be a good combo.
Havenāt ran it however around any other girls, manly in my LTR so not 100% how it would go on a date yet, but based on the objectives and expierience thus far, probably very well. I think itāll be interesting to see how they respond differently compared to while using Khan/WB etc.
It still feels very sexual, stacking with GLM instead of Khan mainly because Iāve been running GLM for 4 cycles and want to keep progress going.
I notice the results mainly in my social and day-day interactions most, havenāt spent a ton of time with my girlfriend recently so donāt have much to report
Could not decide so did
30 seconds Wanted Black
65 seconds Wanted Dream Boy
20 Seconds Primal Romance
40 Seconds Khan Stage 2
and 1 minute ROTNW
This is WAY over stacked but still worked awesome
Date went incredibly well, I could see where there was some dissonance/conflict at moments from overstacking but it was not really an issue.
Things flowed, she seemed gobsmacked smitted with me, did most of the talking. We touched a ton, laughed, it had that raunchy Wanted Black vibe, where we talkd dirty stuff while laughing about it, with lots of magical moments as well.
Primal Romance was kind of the odd man out, Wanted Dream Boy creates depth. Still, it stays in the reverie of the moment, Primal Romance is like truth serum, where women start putting it all out there, taking about life stuff at large, this created a bit of dissonace in the date, and then at the end Primal Romance pursuit came out strongly. I told her that I want to date her when sheās back in town. I found myself semi-courageous and saying things I normally wouldnāt, and semi-concerned it was too looking for a response. She wrote me shortly after on how good a time she had, and wants to try to see me again while she is in town.
Also technically she is dating someone else exept, they had a fight and sheās going to break up with him. So she says. I realized after I walked away, that in my freedom and limitless sense of possibility, the stakes are probably way higher for her with everything. I also learned- I should probably be a little more straightforward about what I want. She kept commenting on how being around me made her more sane, and how touching me grounded her with my masculine energy, we were joking about it, but she definitely meant it as well.
Iād say WB and WDB definitely mix in a certain way, but have their strengths in being separate. Primal Romance has a little bit too much of a ātherapeuticā output, which kind of works really well, but kind of not with the combo.
Iāve experienced this on dates with women I know, like we were in a relationship, and they were just laying it out there/venting. It could be different with a new woman. I never get this with Khan or anything in Wanted series solo. It is a sign of trust and intimacy but a different dyanmic.
Initially, I thought no WB next time, but remembering the end of our last date, things got more physical, this time partially cause we were rushed and less intoxicated, perhaps, but it was less like- we could āfxxā now and more like classic courtship. Iād say its more a function of the situation and potentiall slightly off calibration at the end of the date- then WDB vs. Wanted Black.
I will add the days after I do these big experiements, my sales drop like crazy
and I do deal with moderate to strong recon. Itās not a big deal, and I get through it quickly.
But the diversification outside my wealth drivers and/or the recon can affect work performance. So Iām smart with how I time it , and only do it when my months are on track.
I did about 1 total loop of each a week, broken up intuitively. Often no rest days with lower listening amounts, and rest days when I ran 5 or more minutes of a title.
I added some Khan stage 2 or custom variants, Wanted (Wanted custom) Variants, and Spartan: Beast Unleashed customs for 10-60 seconds at certain times. Was fairly consistent with 10-30 seconds pre workout Spartan: The Beast Unleashed as a fourth sub. Not recommended, but worked well for me.
This is a rainmaker journal, so going over financial metrics first.
In 2025 I did $100K more in my sales job than in 2024 - I was by far the top salesperson overall
My financial health outside of income took a big jump. I saved another $100K, and separately from that invested $100K across various IRAs, crypto, 401K, and Private Equity investments.
Despite performing better, I worked less, 40-50 hours rather than 60-80. I took more time off, two-week-long Island vacation/retreats, as well as a week away with family. And during the months I took time off, I still did better at work
I feel like Iāve evolved to a place of peace, not satisfaction around $. I feel the survival concerns or 'not making it like a distant dream. I donāt have much pride in saying they couldnāt come back, but as of now, I feel the universe is inherently abundant, and I am destined to flow with money and resources; itās just a matter of being able to open the nozzle wider and wider. This is distinct from income, as even when I was making hundreds of thousands, I felt strong concern for everything failing or sliding back last year. I feel the ceiling is a new floor, and Iām ready to build a 1 million dollar business while doing my current work full time by 2027.
Non Financial
I did 112 gym visits out of 365 days and one home workout session a week, so the most Iāve done in years. Consistent with that. My strength went up enormously.
I donāt PR, but I estimate my bench is at 330lb. I was finishing the year repping 225 for 20. When I started, I could eke out maybe 225 1-3 times. At one point on Spartan-Beast, I was getting my vertical back and was feeling amazing. I had a minor quad tear (my fault, with bad warm-up, overdoing things but fully recovered quickly), Iāve been feeling a bit inhibited with explosive movements since then. My box squat was repping out 5x5 275, which is not very good generally for my weight - (I used to do over 550 lbs full deep squat at 180 lb). I could likely do 315 for 5x5 but I am very careful with squats while I bulletproof my spine. I also trapped bar deadlifted 315 for 10 and 225 regular for 10 with ease. My nagging hand injuries are significantly better.
I had about 1 social/family event at least once a week, so much more time in connection, socializing, and having fun.
While my friendship, work, and community ties evolved. I still spent the year mostly solo, with minimal dating and romance. A couple of awesome moments and experiences, but not the norm. This year Iām intending/creating have way more partners and meaningful romantic relationships
Donāt want to detrail the other trhead. Are you keeping Khan out in favor of GLM?
Do you know what field in entrepreneurship you want to be in?
Also with C&C and EOG have you considered just sales to for personal income but building startup capital through raising/partnerships?
If your just supporting solopreneurship thatās one thing but start up capital can be in the tunes of hundreds of thousands to millions
There is a general capp even for the highest performance until the company grows or changes structures, some sales roles can be 1 million plus in Saas I suppose though, and you could fund something in a couple years of strong sales success.
Temporarily, plan is to go to back to Khan, but I am taking a 2-6 month ālock inā season where I plan to not go out, less socializing, no drinking/dating, and GLM has specific scripting for impulsive control as well as enjoying isolation, without the intensity of Emperor Black.
Iām not certain on entrepreneurship path, but short term 3 years I want to start some type of boring service based business (labor, etc), and just go clean up in a less competitive market with everything Iāve learned from sales, marketing, A.I. much less barrier to entry and capitol requirements then going to compete in markets with tech giants.
Long term passion endeavor is to end up in the entertainment industry, putting on live events, maybe adventure trips, music festivals, maybe own a bar/restraunt. Probably out not hyper profitable compared to other industries, but thatās where the passion is.
As far as the start up amount, I think most labor/service based businesses you can probably launch successful with tools/marketing costs for $100K. Could save that pretty easily with high level tech sales and I have a relatively low cost of living.
I like the idea of running something labor based, because at a high level the business mostly revolves around lining up jobs (sales/marketing) and maintaing the right crew and consistent workers, but outside of that your collecting the cash up front for the jobs so if your doing it all right itās not super Capitol intensive.
So ran one minute yesterday of Crown and Capital, and will give my initial thoughts below. (I took a mini washout from my typical stack, then ran C&C with True Sell/RICH custom.)
Later yesterday evening, I ran another 3 minutes and today I ran another minute with my True Sell custom
I will caveat- Iāve removed GLM and ASBR from my stack, which are EXCELLENT. For sales, my results could also be influenced by their removal. Next week I will add both back in to test with C&C, unless my performance drops, in which case Iāll add HOM/ASBR to get some traction before testing C&C
1st day
On a general Front
Definitely felt some altitude in my thinking, from stack planning to longer-term plans, itās like my immediate vision and thought process was expanded.
To speak a little abstractly, itās not a lone wolf, but an individualized vibe than HOM. HOM had a warmth and ease to it, this has edge, itās still soft, this feels related but strategic in every interaction, the patience is WAY less on this than HOM. HOM leads with relational and strategy second.This feel like everything/one has a place or it doesnāt
Found a resource in my Audible library that is incredible for financial development and exactly what I needed
Starting to question in a good way where I put my time, effort, and energy as it relates to both capital and general return on investment.
Starting to see what is between me and the next level of financial success from a very clean, clear way.
On a sales Front
This feels 100x more like Emperor than HOM ever did
2 high-quality leads out of the blue reached back out after months of being out of touch, one lead to a small sale , and the other will 99% lead to a bigger sale later today. (edit still in the pipeline for later this week) Closing is common, but a pending reach-out is rare. 1 in a week is a high manifestation sign, let alone 2 in a day
My sales style needs heavy recalibrating on this. I did 30 seconds then ran my true sell custom, and then switched back to 30 seconds of C&C. Post True Sell/RICH custom, my sales felt completely off, forgetting words, judging myself. Feeling zero influence capacity, like all leads were dead ends, super frustrated. I thought it was recon and it may have been. But after running another 30 seconds of C&C, things shifted quite a bit. (The adaptability scripting may have cause recon in my other custom @SaintSovereign is this possible?)
My rapport started to play out a lot better, and I started to dance more meaningfully in convo. I could feel a recalibration to questioning rather than telling, but it didnāt feel quite connected or natural yet. This does lack warmth compared to HOM, it feels more removed and strategic- which is a double-edged sword. My sales on HOM have this ability to have people want to fill the gap and step forward -to meet the rapport like a friend explaining themselves, this ability and super power was not present today. Maybe it will kick in later-I really hope so- itās so key to inside sales, or maybe I was less engaged because people felt less qualified. From reading the copy, I somewhat expected this, less focus on general relationships and social mastery and more focused on specalized relationships-it seems more filtering and aligning than influential and expansive like HOM.
This could still raise my overall performance in a month, but I still need a bit of that āalchemistā quality in turning āworseā but workable leads into gold.
The presenting information without persuasion is key in many fields; mine is definitely not one of them (or at least not entirely). My sale is service-based, relational, and highly niche. The more matter of fact, I am without people emotionally related to people, the worst it can be in many cases. To move leads where alignment is not already basically there requires high levels of ease, charisma, rapport, persuasion, humanizing and people feeling like not needy but really there for them. I found my patience very low for this etc. Presenting information on outcomes, such as results, counterintuitively wasnāt working (edit this continued to evolve); itās not a responsible proposition. In fact, I found myself shifting gears to this, then having to go back to the power of process and its benefits to move the needle with people. Maybe I was imagining it, but I started to see in real time how I could shift to aligning people with process and support as the outcome they were ultimately looking for, rather than specific guaranteed results.
Iām pretty intuitive and donāt feel l the same level of present relationship connection as after running HOM. Is there anything akin to a transcendental connection in here? Iām curious. Anything for family? My brother who Iāve been developing a much better relationships felt like the last priority on my list. Prior to adding HOM this last year, while I cared about people, I felt super distant and removed. I felt in a similar space again.
Also noting after a few -day washout from HOM/ASBR custom, the indomitable rapid fire presence and āon-nessā were definitely missing. And so was the sense of relatedness I have in the background. I still salavaged a great day, but the resilience and performance aspect of ASBR in sales is astoundingly strong I noticed.
(@SaintSovereign -note that for EOG: True Sell- whatever is in ASBR takes sales to the next level. True sell is also amazing itās just lacking a lot, but the core essence of it, influence, charisma, presentation, verbal mastery need to translate over to the new version- not just filtering sales or aligning - that is a great sales ability-and one of the most important parts -but as the base of sales in a bigger context on top of influencing people, and āconvincing anyone of anythingā (ethically) is is even better)
Definite shift- or awareness from Iām going to close everyone and donāt care if I donāt (even though I still qualify and filter, that feels like the driving impetus) to - most people are not fits, and itās a waste of time, so let me find the right people. This could still improve overall performance, but given itās an inside sales job, the people scheduled to me definitely make things less fun.
I find a definite conflict in the verbal fluidity of ASBR and True Sell with the quite magnitude of this sub. This is likely reconciliation rather than non-compatibility, but Iām curious to see how theyād resolve. Partially,it could be the energy expenditure calibration. I find my own wind being pulled out when I start riffing with my āmusicā. Itās the kind of thing that can turn people around and give them real thought, shifting things down the line. Everything in me was screaming -this is a waste when I was impulsive about that today.
Not the easy transition from HOM, at least in my sales role, that I expected (well before I read the copy), definitely has that artisan feel of a black title. Super intense and focused, re-orienting everything in an off-balance way for the betterment of a bigger goal. Also definitely excited for the adaptation and to see how powerful this sub can be in my current role. Looking to double my income again this year, while I build passive/ entrepreneurial income structures
Iām a definite state big goals and live into it guy, so also curious to see how this will support that with scripting that has actions speak before words.
Closed at 2 sales despite a rough day, not necessarily because of C&C but things still flowed overall, and Iād say 1 of the sales was possibly strongly influence by the new addition.
Day 2
General front
Feel an incredible pull towards action, action, action action, - energy and wanting to use time well
This is not fully comptability with my sales just yet, and will discuss below.
Strong sense of clarity and indominability but lower emotional regulation than Iāve had on my stack. I find my bandwidth for dealing with people very low, agian very Emperor-y not sure if my response or the scripting really diverged in the re-imagining. For certain fields, executives, finance professionals, this would be so on point but itās just a very large departure from the fine calibration Iāve had for my role.
Sales wise -
Part 1 of the day
Could see C&C posing more intelligently in sales. Felt a patient and flow with things.
Feeling a bit locked out of access to my best sales self, but calm and very solid still. Much more patience and less urgency to get people across the finish line. This is also a double-edged sword. Lovingly push and discernment is best here.
The dissonance between verbal fluidity and high levels of speaking and quite a magnitude of saying concisely what was needed was resolved.
I ran my custom for 10 seconds after- and thatās when things went wonky- This souds bad, but I still can see how resolving moving through this could lead to better results. (This reminds me of Khan for business in recon, haha, which is exactly what I wanted! And I can see the potential of it, but I need to get through the transition/ readjustment period.
After just 10 seconds of my custom today everything shifted
Mindset shot, calls feel like a waste of time, no sense or belief in my ability or even the ability to close people. The worst of all the experiences Iāve had coming to the surface.
No closes today, thatā rare for me. The landscape is not great this month but still plenty of success this week
1 great lead who, at the last minute, pulled out of moving into intensive due diligence.
If felt everything that can go wrong did. People talking themselves out of the calls or on the calls, being too blunt when sensitivity was required. Normally I push people away to a degree as part of a powerful strategy, this felt like people were immovable or running lol.
Everything I say in key moments felt like it had no power or influence, its dead in the water. That Iām at a speed that people canāt match etc. or that people just were so indifferent, disengaged. I couldnāt shake people out of it.
Iām taking things personally in a way I rarely feel, not like upset personally, but feels like Iām stuck and failure in a weird way I almost never feel.
I donāt think this is lack of ASBR and GLM, since itās only been not evena week.I think Iām in recon on Crown & Capital or the adaptation script triggers recon from other subs. Or just recon. Not sure Iām going to take a few days off after this evening and then will likely need to switch back to my tried and true stack.
just to recalibrate and get performance back on track and reintroduce C&C
Will share more tonight so far my intution about C&C throug reading the copy and then in my experience is this is this is no longer a good fit for my sales role. Super dissapointing after waiting a year for this. Its actually almost anti-sales both in the mindset thats best for my role, and in my ability to communciate with everyone.
Its even like there is a āblockā on people who would normally move forward moving forward. Iām doing my best to discern between intution and recon and when hearing clarity on certain things it seem I am in minor recon adn my intuition is right.
It has huge value for larger life purposes but may not to useable in my current role. Further testing to determine and will post more reports tonight
Did you consider taking a page from @William 's playbook and just use like 3-5 seconds?
Maybe additionally to your current stack?
Nothing fancy, just to ease your subconscious into CC.
Iirc he had tremendous recon from regular short loops of WB, but with using only quantum loops, he slowly integrated WB without strong recon and now heās able to use regular loops of WB without recon.
Iām going to give my overall highlights, pros, and cons, then break down my days this week.
(My Stack this week was True/Sell RICH custom 15 minutes total, Emperor: Crown & Capital 15 minutes total, Wanted Dreamboy/ Beast Unleased custom 2 minutes total )
Iām copying from my personal journal as well, so itās unfiltered, so just posting it all.
There is definitely some inner conflict here and recon, but will do my best to discern.
Like EOG this sub is triggering a trust concern response even in the copy- this is likely reflective of the recon I experience in running it and/or an intuitive sense of what is right for me.
Overall, my sense is that the capital doesnāt execute without sovereignty. So immediate results are mitagated while I work through recon on that.
Pros
Really strong executive function and drive. Planning things becomes easier and more effortless, initiating things becomes easier and more effortless, and following up on things becomes easier and more effortless
Really strong personal sense of power and assertiveness.
Stronger confidence in my own decisions - even bad ones lol.
Definitely higher levels of respect, being treated like royalty.
Free food (restaurants giving extra ), incredible apologies for anything that was messed up.
Highlight awareness of the need for new pathways to meet my goals and a drive to do so
Prior to combining with other subs, really strong focus on capital and overall life strategy- I feel the adaptive scripting may take taking action into overdrive on subs not related to the goals- (other subs goals) the balancing here could be interesting.
Recon (moments of this not all the time)
The planning and initiating, the drive supercedes commitments and responsibilities
A profound sense of wasting time with leads, in a way that leads to personal annoyance and intolerance. I donāt think this is recon. I ran Emperor for three years. I always have this at times, regardless of my stack, but the level here has me questioning the job.
Just off on calls overall, the same pop, influence, verbal fluidity, rapport its not there. I get the āgreen lightā on certain leads and things go well sales-wise, but my ability on the call is just down compared to HOM. My best moments of the week were after adding 10-30 seconds of previous ASBR/HOM custom
I keep being REALLY sad HOM is gone and not updated. This is not HOM, itās a new sub. It may be a great sub, it may be better in the long run. But not having an updated HOM, given its versatility and compatibility with new tech, is currently really disappointing after waiting a year for it. The promise was to retain the essence of HOM, and the re-imaging does not do that imo. Different subs. Others may not care or be happier, and I am definitely glad a sub like this existsā¦I can see it being a masterpiece overall, but I am definitely reconciling this. The main issue with the sovereign-Emperor focus/flavors is that it requires such a degree of recalibration across everything that it feels more like a Black title to me.
Just a strong sense of hopelessness on most calls. I feel I have no influence on this sub; itās the weirdest thing. True sell gave me intuition - that I would then follow but dicsover the trueā¦this feels like a deep intuitive sense of every call being a bad fit and hopeless. Overall, this has more to do with the moment this role is not in a larger context, C&C highlights my truth about it potentially.
The sales style here just really doesnāt work for me so far - reshaping pitch to be less persuasive and more like clarity- looking for alignment only works for people who are ALREADY good fits. People who need the right vendor and know theyāre going that direction. It does not create connection, influence, rapport, pain points, care, authority, or empathy. It doensāt convince people, it doesnāt give confidence to people, it doesnāt move people. My experience overall, looking at the week, is that Iāve lost some superpowers here in sales. Could be recon, or a different style for this sub thatās not compatible with True Sell the same way. It feels like a powerful, bland style, designed for weeding people out to get down to business - not the business and dance of sales.
I find myself reactive to peopleās responses or lack of responses- I got a ton of this on Emperor previously.
Wednesday, I posted my results above, but in summation
I ran and had a strong recon, challenging and emotionally difficult, but ultimately powerful.
Asking questions, getting answers, and expressing here really helped clarify the recon.
At the end of the day still feeling a bit off I ran 5 seconds of HOM/ASBR custom and the familiar process grounded me a bit.
Thursday
Saw many more results after my head cleared.
Iāve been attending investment meetings for my own educational purposes with my previous team to stay involved. I made a very clear, conscious choice at this time: no financial return, no need to show face. Usually, I keep attending to stay involved and in the teamās good graces, or I feel kind of bad skipping out. I realize that from now on, Iāll show up to deliver value or because I want to be there. I have no responsibilities or agreements, and my presence, while maybe valued, is not required at this time, nor will I lose out by not supplicating. This felt like a powerful āCrownā realization (Edit: In retrospect, this is a useless result; it was just that I didnāt feel like going. It would have been better to attend and learn how to position myself to give more value to create this as an income path for the new term.
This was my best day in experience and results on sales. I felt like I was coming awake on a sales call. I am usually automatic. Iām sharp, skilled, on point, flowing, responsive, but automatic. This felt like a new kind of in-the-moment presence that addressed things skillfully in a way I have not done before. Yesterday I was at a loss for this-- overtalking, overselling, and underselling, frustration, today it clicked in, and those were down to near zero again. I could see in real time where people were immovable and would make the right choices with patience for a longer-term result. Usually, I see an access, an obvious pending with a bit of āsay and prayā, or a push away. This was like a new territory of planting an inevitable seed. Whereas normally I surprise myself with some verbal flow or have a go-to programmed thing that sounds authentic but is automatic, today it was like bullet-time/ Emperor time? (whatever the term is) and addressing things precisely from a known- but not rehearsed space. Not sure if C&C or adaptive scripting on True Sell. Maybe both. (Edit: in retrospect, this seems much more adaptive scripting on True Sell- C&C sales style is flat and matter-of-fact when Iāve run it solo. )
I did have a BIG sales Thursday. Not a monster for very solid. 3 sales and one high-tier sale at $30K. So close to $4k in commissions stand alone, but crossing into a new monthly bonus tier of $10K today. A few of these were previous leads I was so sure werenāt going to close, but they came in inevitably, easily, and simply, doing business. (Edit: 2 of the sales were teed up from my previous stack, and I still felt almost on one of them closing. One of them MAY have come through as an influence of C&C. I had a bit of the sense that it did, because they shifted their perspective strongly AFTER speaking to me. )
Shift in overall orientation- The last year or so, I felt like a kid at a game, playing for wins and making bank as a by-product of the process. I care about the money, but I care more about succeeding, winning, and being the best. Its been a great evolution in my work life. Itās been exciting, bratty, abundant, and part of me has still questioned if I really earned it or have any skills, because at times it feels like things just line up and itās so easy. Even when I was working 60-80 hours, I was chasing; it felt so rewarding, and what I wanted didnāt feel like work. The last few months, Iāve been very disengaged. Even though Iām doing well, itās just been the steady grind of discipline and waiting for the good moments. Possibly a function of GLM lowering external validation, possibly a lack of a bigger vision, or a real growth edge.
I had a bit of the movie trailer effect- the feeling is totally different on C&C; today I felt like a professional, like a grown-up. Thereās this weird but awesome security, masculinity, and confidence in it. The kid and the game are still in there, but integrated. The consistent discipline is still there, but now I feel like I am doing a job and doing it really well, and thatās why Iām getting paid really well. Iām getting paid to be the best or to rainmaker. The title of my journal. This is an integral part of harvesting capital to fuel something larger. Nothing wrong with showing up day in and day out for something that provides value. Also, I found out that some of my previous clients had achieved the dream results theyād wanted their whole lives, and while I always believe in what I sell, it felt like a powerful moment to realize what I do makes a difference, too. People get results, but at this level was insane. (This was definitely a great result, that has since faded due to recon)
I started planning my next week, for both activities and work. I know that sounds mundane, but I NEVER do that. I set my sales work schedule a month in advance and then just live day to day, fitting in everything else as it comes up, when Iām invited, or spontaneously, when I have time. This was me proactively planning my next week, food, gym, movies, social activities, work outside of sales, etc.
Today felt full of much better conversations, bad leads got off the phone quickly, good conversations stuck, things were real.
Iāve uncollapsed sales man - I am once again seeing sales and selling as an infinite source of capital. In one role I am in itās limited, but sales is an unlimited venture. I am really seeing the skill I have hear, I doubt I can bring anywhere else, but the reality is thatās just doubt, and I could quite possibly be really good at selling and selling in systems and at scale. I also realized that selling other peopleās things is not my growth edge, or at least not at this level; creating my own value and/or selling things at a much larger scale is. So I see those as capital activities to get back to.
I do think my 5 seconds of HOM/ASBR was a nice weaning off something so mind-reorienting, but I also think if I run more than 10-30 seconds of this sub, it may need a few hours to settle. I may do better by running only at night on my new stack.
@SaintSovereign can I mix C&C with HOM customs until I acclimate more fully to C&C ?
Friday
I ran another round of 3 minutes C&C
Results
I think I am aware of the space and between me and leads more strongly on this sub, thatās why it feels harder
Some futher recon
I am feel incredibly heartbroken, and sad and almost emotionally hurt or releasing hurt. Like that feeling of rejection. But the rejection is simply absense of something I wish was there
Inside of this, I am noticing and wondering- will this sub intentionally remove certain people, romantic interests, friends, if they are not in alignment with the subās greater goals? On Dreamboi I was in communication with certain woman, but after running this sub itās like they drop off the face of the earth and feel no longer compatible.
Overall thoughts
This sub is SOOOO EMPORORISH- too much IMO. If it were a black HOM title, great, but it completely loses the essence of HOM, which is very disappointing. To lose HOM as the financial juggernaut without needing to add the intense solo-push/isolation of Emperor sucks. (even socially there is a sense of strategic removal and individuation-thatās the sovereignty. )
I am really regretting not making more customs with HOM. The intense drive and Emperor-style intolerance are mitigated by extreme social grace there, but it creates friction in my life, and as things are vs. what I am making happen living into. I ran Emperor for 3 years; this element is not recon. The issue with the strong Emperor drive previously is that it can lead to good, too big, for oneās current situation. Similar to Khan without stage 1. Adaptive scripting can solve this in theory (Any chance of just updating HOM with new tech as is lol? ). For me here is also that Emperor conviction that shows up as wasting energy on precision, OCD-pressing, the need to be right about things in exacting ways. This is killer at high level business, and I imagine law, but day to day or for B2C sales, its too much.
Despite elements of this starting to open some new doors in sales in retrospect my success with this sub was in spite of it not because of it, and my performance was always best after 10 seconds runs of ASBR/HOM custom
This week had more ābadā days then I had in a while, or maybe since Septmeber I want to say conservatively, but honestly most of this year has been god tier- with the occasional 1 off bad day, not most of the week. I rarely have bad days anymore in sales. I close almost every day, and days I donāt arenāt that big a deal; something gets set up for the future, or I just donāt care.
This sub is incredible in a lot of ways- its potential for its goals is strong. But to me, at least in adaption/recon it makes the same mistake the Emperor does: it messes with the skill set to produce the result. The mindset becomes so linear and binary that skillsets that require nuance, flow, subtlety, social or creative engagement seem to be much harder to engage with.
3 years of Emperor never resolved this for me, with the feeling being so similar I have concerns for C&C adapting out of this. It may just be Emperor style. Previously all the Emperor titles were steps down from that Emperor intensist and linearity. This title is a step up.
agreed with this, it makes it more a stack driver then an addition, I personally see the great value in this, but am sad to see the ease of HOM compatibility gone in new tech. This is a VERY EMPEROR title imo, it lands better socially, but it is not highly compatible or add a flavor and social mastery the way HOM did.
Lastly what would have made all this is irrelevant, of the 70 people I spoke to this week, a larger portion being highly qualified good, high prospective leads, but in addition to the play down in on call ability. The lead quality was also down.
Now I am not writing this sub off, becuase I recognize Iām still adapting. The plan for now is to retur to previous stack, introducing several seconds of C&C to recalibrate and then once in suprlus again rotate C&C/ASBR custom replacement to directly test the same stack with C&C
Edit: Iāll also add there is this Will to Power like effect, where I am acculetly aware of when leads, prospect stand and where I feel powerful and where they feel more powerful. This is different than alignment. Alignment can have power disparity and it still works. Without alignment power on my end is the only thing that can bring alignment. I also feel more withheld in speaking freely in many situations as a way of not losing power, fxxing up. This is the opposite of ASBR, HOM, Khan, True Sell, where stepping into a void and risking is a way to prouce a result.
