Thank you @Billions
Very encouraging!
Definitely adds to my journey and motivation!
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Felt and urge to upgrade all my items to masculine items. Like get my self a toolbox and personalised mug etc.
I have also noticed that people seem very intimidated by my presence. Women steal glances at me but as soon as I look at them they turn away.
People keep coming to me to validate themselves. People also come to me to hear my opinion on the matter. As if I have some strange knowledge of the unknown lol.
People are always apologizing to me when they don’t need to lol. This is funny. People move out of my way and say sorry sorry. 
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This is better than Emperor 
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Update :
At work we have a what’s app group for the staff. People were posting irrelevant stuff and stuff that doesn’t benefit me. So I left the group. Today morning I had two female coworkers tell me that they applaud me for what I have done…I was like what did I do? They said you did what everyone else wishes. And that is I left the group. To me it didn’t seem like a big deal.
Later today the union representative came to ask me why I had left the group…I gave him my reasons and he asked if he could rectify those things and pleaded to have me back on the group. I said yes only if those things are corrected.
The aura is definitely executing because the ladies are definitely stealing glances everywhere I go. Even men stare at me lol.
Ladies look at me like they had seen a prince.
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Why don’t women show more interest rather than just steal glances?
I have been noticing this a lot…women act uninterested but when I great or smile then they seem interested…
To add to that when ever I run Elixir Rebirth Regeneration or any healing title I keep seeing my ex girlfriend from back at school. Infact that’s my first girl friend…I don’t understand why…
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I seriously have the urge to apply for a new better paying job and end my services with government as a teacher…
What do you guys think ?
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Women “show interest” by stealing glances. What else do you want them to do? I’m sure that if you engaged them in conversation and showed an interest in them, they’d respond very positively to you and start showing lots more interest. But until you engage, they won’t show more interest then that. They ARE inviting you to come talk, if they’re giving glances.
Love it. Ascension is showing you it’s time to get better pay! You could do this while also applying for a promotion and use both as leverage. Tell your current job that you’re applying to other companies, and tell other companies that you’re getting a promotion and need a good salary package if you’re going to walk away from your current place of employment.
Just a thought.
Also, keep on rocking Ascension!
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Yes when I do start conversations then they seem to light up.
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And IIRC you’re actually in a relationship. So are you actively pursuing these conversations of interest, or are you just noting the fact that they’re more interested, having a chuckle, and moving on?
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Started now to pursue them.
Infact that’s the most action I am taking lately 
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Got some Q’s for you bro I just sent you a DM. No need to bog down your thread !
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Just wanted to point this out. I don’t know what the reason might be that healing subs bring back your ex.
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Had a major bloom on Ascension.
All you guys that did run Ascension before…did you get a Soldier kind of vibe?
Or like a police officer kind of vibe?
Noticedy voice getting really deep aswell.
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oh boy Khan st1 did a lot of good for you!
Yeah I get what you mean only I always described it as a strong and brave person, but I guess that would describe a real police vibe
voice deeper? yes definitely!
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Strong and bold are understatements lol
It’s more godlike!
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awesome bro
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How is the job search going?
One thing I really liked is the increase in respect. I got the initial high of ascension which was a difference between day and night, but later on it kind of normalized it and I was more used to the changes. When taking rest days or wash-out days it really makes me understand how I am on the subs and how positive those changes are compared to the old me. I always felt like a strong gorilla… It is funny how our words describe almost the same thing but are still different
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I’m just waiting for the interviews to come up.
Yes Ascension is extremely powerful. I also noticed that it blooms like crazy after about a week off. That bold presence kind of confidence. People stare at me. They look at me from top to bottom.
This is really interesting!
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How does it make you feel? Does so much good for ones self esteem right?
yeah it is, really interesting.
I just remembered when I went out for drinks with the first time listening to ascenion. We were sitting at the table that had spilled drinks on it and broken glass. The waiter was cleaning and my friend was teasing him about blaming me more. Then he said multiple times no I do not, he looks really strong and when he looked at me I just felt that sense of I respect you. This was my first week of listening to ascenion, that moment really sank in deeply.
Later on at work before I took a managerial position I had a customer be very rude to me. He wouldn’t listen to my explanation until he heard that he would get a fine. Then it got worse! At that moment I just told him loudly ‘behave normally’, then he became all timid and started to blabla, and I repeated again ‘behave normally!’ you know in that ascension way. I have never seen someone change their tone and approach so quickly and apologize when leaving…he was like…‘Sir I don’t really like what happend’ and you know that ascenion kicks in when you feel so strong and just say ‘Good…have a nice day’ … outside of my customer receiving role I would have never let him talk to me like that. But fuck I was so scared to be fired
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I can relate to exactly what you are saying!
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