So much the same. I want to challenge my limits, but I don’t want to get my head so far up in the clouds I lose grounding.
I think that is why ZP is important. That tunneling to your core self and from that core self the life unfolds outward. But getting there can be tough because we don’t always like to acknowledge the truths of who we are.
I have tried 30s every day, it wasn’t for me. I faced the same overexposure/overload patterns. 30s is enough sometimes to have me processing day of and into the next day. It’s kinda crazy how such a short loop is so dense for me. I can feel it as it passes through phases in my mind too. From surface level then downward, each level is like a different world. Some accessible to me, some deeper unknown areas I just feel but can’t really interact with.