Your honesty with yourself is admirable. Some part of the recon is there so that does make things a bit difficult.
You did have a plan to go to college. What about that? You could pursue that with full attention for 4 years and get a job after that. You could even work part-time while studying.
I think being on the edge of tech is everything for an Alpha male
The more you know tech the better
I think I need to get out of my comfort regarding studying.
Of course I will work during my study period, since I don’t wanna waste my potential
All the best bro. You can do it!
I think jerking off subsides my recon, I have running WANTED here and there lately
Perhaps visiting a doctor would be a wise idea. Also please enter a support ticket to make sure you get proper guidance.
Rv just edited my post, me swearing myself😂
My custom has , fearsome, edge of danger, fenrir and furious ascent modules and PCC, GLM, The commander cores.
So today I did something very brave infront of some people here, it was very brave and confrontational.
When the thing started I had this feeling of being light and ready to strike, with fearsome there were two or three times where someone disrespected me and others bullied me, when it activated my body was kinda pulsating, it was also that light feeling of (maybe adrenaline or testosterone) in my body. But this time I DID NOT FEEL THAT PULSATING, it was more a light feeling, those government guys were pushing and touching my little brother and other but NEVER touched me( I touched one of them and the other said don’t touch and I touched himself 
) and I was the one who started the conflict, since he ordered one of my friends to bring sth from his car(a STRANGER) and he went to bring and I told him stop 
you are not supposed to do his shit. That is how ut started. Well I personally think edge of danger, fenrir, fearsome and furious ascent activated simultaneously, I dunno.
HERE COME MY QUESTION:
After that I gained more respect in the place where I stay.
And when I look at the mirror that edge of danger eyes is there, that mischievous and dangerous eyes are there. And also after that I went under the sun and after some minutes my eyes got super open(dominant) no one was near me.
Question: can it be me establishing dominance on the area? Since I did sth brave and it created a space in their to respect, fear and love(I saved them) me more? So I just push it, since I have godlike ambition?
Those dangerous eyes is still here, it has been like an hour.
What you guys think?
I would guess the modules are doing what they are intended to do.
life is beautiful on Khan st1+Khan st4+(PCC, GLM, The Commander) custom is beautiful.
I just realized now, recon faded(disappeared gradually) and I am in my 4th rest day, I listened to 3 min of each in 1 day, and I realized 1 rest day is not enough.
But I am sure it’s not gone completely.
Diet, discipline…is better and on next level.
I remember someone once said Khan makes you into a great man. And with this combo of mine I am quite conservative, not cocky and stuff, it’s complicated hahah. just know you will have women and social power, that is something special about khan.
Pcc, glm and the commander together sounds like a menacing war machine subliminal, care to share the modules?
Panic attacks are often caused by a Vitamin B1 deficiency.
honestly I don’t remember them 
search: Alpha of alpha in this thread, it’s one of the modules
@Alphamale, I have to agree with @friday — whatever the initial cause may be; chronic anxiety and panic are caused by malnutrition in the body.
Thank you, I am aware of the causes.
Mine was limiting beliefs which were healed by Khan ST1.
End of 7th rest day and still a mild headache 
, but I can feel recon fading, sometimes in BIG CHUNKS and sometimes as a small resentment from someone in my mind(swearing and everything) and it disappears fast. But the big chunk can be noticed “less often” and bring more anger, lethargy and irritation with them.
BUT I came back to what I needed to do after 7 recon days. Despite the fact which I mentioned above.
Whaaaaaattttt theeeeee hellll just happened ?
My mind is blown!
It was 11 pm, I got out of my room(as planned) and took my brother’s laptop and put him to bed, after that I did A LOT of things! Like an hour of things! Eg, I cooked! And once I put the timer to 6 minutes, after that for 3 mins(9 mins here) and A LOT of things happened, I ate. My mother came to my room for sth. And I see my clock, guess how many minutes are passed 11? 13 f*king minutes, JUST 13 minute, whaaat?!?!
Damn!
There is NO way that I could think of which says less than 45 minutes is passed, WHAT?!
@SaintSovereign any khronos key elements in Khan?
Ascended Mogul is soooo underrated.
People are anxious in my presence.
I finally decided to put my complete efforts on money for now, stacking AM, RICH and EOG ST1.
Before AM I ran Khan ST1 for sometime, and yesterday after 2 rest days, I listened to AM, RICH, EOG ST1 (1 min each) and slept.
When I woke up I had good manifestations.
Ascended mogul gives me a better vibe than Khan, it’s like the description when it says: people are compelled to admire you.
On Khan they were giving me challenges(overcoming challenges of course gives you more greatness than AM) for now I prefer AM. Although when I woke up today there was more of synergistic effect of Khan+AM and I don’t like it:sweat_smile:. I prefer that sole AM vibe since people are more receptive. Anyways. Thank for your attention 
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@SaintSovereign
Why did my Alpha personality changed when I listened to AM? I mean Khan kinda contains all of attention, if I listen to it again; it should be more a redundancy than some new archetype. Maybe I am wrong and AM is a completely independent archetype.
@Floridianninja I listened to my (PCC, GLM and the commander) custom from 18th may to 21 sep.
at first I was following the guidelines, then I started to lower the exposure. mixed 1 or 2 subs in between. but that was the main one.
I was taking long washouts and exposure was less than what was recommended
and I still have the result, like the fearsome module
but when I ran a microloop of the titles few days ago
The result came back very much powerful
