Thanks
Very nicely said.
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This si about the past
I was talking to someone in pv and I. Posting some parts of my messgae hereI had a fight with my father and I slept in park in cold weather and everything. So yeah. Shit has been tough.
It is what it is.
Mehn I have been through some serious shit now that I remember.
I dunno, struggling but ery calm at the same time.
Now that I am thinking, I am in recon RN.
Although I forgave my father with an intense crying on EB. But I guess now that I remember that how I was contained with him 20 years of my life. And how much possibilities I missed and now all of a sudden I am exposed to the world gives me pain. It was not supposed to be like this.
It’s not than anger towards him anymore, but more of a pain or being kind of weak. Maybe there is another healing going on, but I am in pain. In pain of weakness and not being productive. It is recon and for sure I know that after the recon good things will happen. I am kind of frustrated, living at my friend’s, although he is good with me. But there is always a certain about of authority over me.
And damn that hits hard.
I am just planning to go abroad to study and nothing else. I put a cross over women for now. Just wanna get things going
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Are you back in a warmer place to sleep now?
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Yeah the story is from 2 months ago I guess.
I manage better for now
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Another shadow aspect(I dunno if I should call it shadow aspect) of mine which I discovered is the fact that I always want to find a structured approach to situations.
For example: when I was studying english grammar just now, I realized that I am looking for structures to learn. What do I mean?
Present tense is used for repeating action and general fact.
Present progressive is used for actions which happen around the time when we speak.
For example: 1-I am going to school right now, 2-I am working hard these days.
For the second example: what I catched my mind doing was that it wanted to connect it to that “repeated action” characteristic of simple present tense.
Although in this example that might be true, but I found that this “want to find structure” approach sometimes sent me to rabbit holes which I came without any good results out them.
This can be from my fear of memorization, or me being lazy which would result in searching for easy ways. It’s like I wanna go deep into the topic. Like when memorizing vocab or even just studying it, I tend to read ablut the origins of the word.
OR OR OR
This tendency to find definite structure for the “HOW” 's of certain subject can a strength for me which I can use it in structured subjects such as mathematics.
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I am getting a very strong urge to run primal seduction.
But I don’t have empty space on my stack
Except the RICH crypto
Anyways, I am going to sleep on it tonight.
I think I like women a lot.
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LMAOO i can;t
Did QL give you clarity on your sexuality 
?
Believe me luther
I thought about how ridiculous saying this would be
But I was facing crazy urge to listen to PS and every now and then thought of: I am not the ambition guy, I am the “have a job and seduce women” type of guy. But I went for a jog and just thought that I will try seduci g women without PS or any seduction oriented sub. Just with EB, let’s try.
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lol yeah ps is kind of pro-active like a panther or something lol
Hello,
I’ve run EB:ToG and WANTED sice 5th of Novomber of 2022. Sometimes I ditched WANTED and added some other subs, but WANTED was there.
Regarding EB:ToG, I observes some changes. But the discipline part was not the most significant one for me. I also tried using microloops and while the recon got lighter but the productivity part was not so obvious. EB:ToG provided a lot of good value for me.
On 27th of January I listed to 3 min of Khan ST1 followed by 30 seconds of WANTED and EB:ToG.
Additional to the whole status amplification and shallow aspect of the social dominance and insane attraction to women; the deep aspects of social dominance which is mainly discipline is truly magnificient. Today I finally UNLEASHED my power like really taking up space by my hands and also being truly arrogant like i deserve to be respected more. And people were responsive.
Also with a flavor of EB:ToG I am more courteous and this amplifies the dominance and turn you into more of a mastermind. Like the whole reality has changed. Those who united against me are having conflicts between themselves and I am consciouly projecting attention to those points and the become emphasized in the reality. I have been disciplined myself.
I listened to 3 mins on 27th and listened to 1.5 mins on the next listening session. It’s pretty good. I have been having unsusual coincidences of sexual manifestations, I have been listening to pocast on how emperors raise to power. Before Khan ST1 my highest jogging duration was 14 minutes. But after 4.5 minutes of Khan ST1 in 4 days. This evening I ran for 34 minutes. And at the same time I was listening to a podcast on Julius Caesar. I AM TAKING ACTION FURIOUSLY.
I took my coldest shower in a long time for a long time.
My custom with 7 cores which is heavily focused on conflict and alpha power will be ready at most in 2 days. But I am planning to run Khan ST1 for a long time and not touch the custom in a long time. Since I know I am not ready for that level of adversity which Khan ST4 creates. HEALING IS TRULY UNDERRATED
I think the reason I am more productive on Khan is the fact that it instills ambition in you. And that is a fuel. Since listening to Khan I quit porn and I have been masturbating on my imagination. It was hard the first time and got slightly better the seconf time, after the masturbation when I slept I felt bad and I KNEW I SHOULD TAKING, OTHERWISE I WOULD GET RECON. I GOT ACTION AND GOT A LOT DONE.
I think EB:ToG was also having an effect on the feel bad part. Like I was literally willing to sleep, but I woke up and got stuff done. Today I ran for 24 minutes just after 3 hours of masturbation hahha, That is quite fascinating. Since my inner gasoline is amplified and I love it. I listened to podcasts on Putin, Caesar and Napoleon. I KNOW I SHOULD BE PRODUCTIVE OTHERWISE I WILL SINK IN RECON an once you sink, It’s hard to come back. AND DON’T OVEREXPOSE SINCE YOU WILL DROWN IN RECON and as I said, it will be hard to come back.
I also found a job and am feeling the proper vigor to give it a go.
Khan ST1 is AMAZING and you can run if life long, period.
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I am so happy for you brother, that’s amazing progress to hear. I think you really just want to see some tangible, concrete manifestations, feel the power, and you’ve figured out the formula towards that aspiration. @Alphamale
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thank you brother
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Just ran the first loop of my custom which has 7 cores.
Damn. ZPv2 is super subtle. More steady, slower and permanent results though.
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I am surprisingly having much less reconciliation from this custom than I expected.
It’s very light.
For caution, I am taking one more rest day which is today to see if the main reconciliation was about to come.
I have read your heated argument and I am astounded how much you have grown @Alphamale. You might lack some social intelligence but you are more of a true man than many here are or ever will be. Keep up the great work.
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good to see your growthFor those who are interested in my 7 cores custom’s results.
Results are tremendous, but at first it will be tumultuous like removing toxic and limiting people. There will be conflict.
Today I had the first close of my life, she is pretty.
I was returning back from my job(thanks to RICH) and I just automatically sat in-front of two girls. They had two perfumes paper testers which they give it to you in the subway. They started giggling and and I started the talk and I asked I f I can take one of those papers. Now as you know, most of the time one of them is ugly, bad mannered and limiting. So you gotta entertain and charm her. I was giving most of the attention to the ugly one since if she doesn’t like me. I am F**. They did not give me IOI’s but they were so friendly. Some men were looking in a bad manner, some others were Like thumbs up to you and I kinda said loud that anyone got problems with me?
So it happened that me and the pretty one should change the route and the ugly one which I charmed and complimented(not in a creepy way, subs take care of that). we started talking on the way to another bus and damn my flirting and VALUE was another level. I asked her for her number and she rejected a bit and I told it very unlikely that we see each other again and have this good of a conversation. And AFTER the rejection I told her if I had a pen and a paper, I would’ve written my number(holding the frame) and also you memory is not that good to remember my number😂(another spike or sth) she took out her phone and told me you most likely wanted my another friend’s number, If you want I can give her your number(in a very innocent way😂) I looked at her and said: If I wanted her number I would’ve asked her. And she nervously said ok and started writing my number and SHE CALLED ME, I didn’t expect that. My phone had 3 percent charge, I told her you are lucky my phone has charge😂(premise)By this time I knew she was invested. I did crazy coquetry.
look guys, this is NOT detailed and DON’T take me as an example. except the part that you should charm the ugly one and Isolate and spike the victim more often.
She was so invested like damn.
This is my custom:
EB:ToG
The commander —
Khan ST4
GLM—
PCC—
inner circle
WANTED
furious ascent—-
Fenrir—
fearsome—
power unleashed
last stand
gloryseeker—
Dragon tongue
Achilles
Victory calls
Righteous ire
lifeblood fable
void of creation
Edge of danger
guys this custom is really aggressive and intimidating. Women get intimidated. even men. You will emit crazy brooding vibe while smiling enchantingly.
PCC and WANTED take care of that aspect. And Inner circle and lifeblood fable work wonders. EVERYTHING is perfect. Just yesternight I was thinking that how every woman rejects me and I was wondering if this custom makes me too intimidating for them and serial killer vibes. But seducing on text is much much harder than call and in person. And today before meeting those women I JUST reconciled a belief. On the entrance I saw a girl which I like and I wimped out and just kept moving. So after that I was thinking of how a loser I am I JUST reconciled. And after that realization I knew that sth in me changed like the way I was walking and the demeanor. The funny part is that this thought cane to my mind that I reconciled this belief and I started walking with swagger and literally the thought popped up: I CAN APPROACH ANY WOMAN AT ANY TIME.A few minutes later I meet these women and I MAKE my move. Isn’t that amazing?
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