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Lately I’ve been feeling much more grounded and able to handle situations most would consider stressful with ease. This is starting to grant me insight on how easily others give away their power to situations and other ppl easily and without a 2nd thought.
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Sometimes it feels like time slows down when I need to get things done the most.
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My emotional detachment towards people, their emotions (including my own), outcomes, expectations and events is becoming stronger at a rapid rate. This is also causing me to become more blunt. I never had much of a problem saying what needed to be said but now it’s just really starting not to matter. I say what has to be stated, even if i know it could lead to me to an outcome I may not find pleasant. I feel like all 3 ZP’s are playing a part in this in their own way, like emperor’s way of increasing my sense of invincibility and inner strength, Stark inspired reality-bending confidence and commander increasing my internal status and ability to stick to decisions I make more often. Up until recently there were times that I may have temporarily hesitated for a couple seconds but now I just have a natural way of expressing myself with a “they either take it or leave it” mentality.
I literally couldn’t care less to how ppl respond to what I say, nor when or how I say it. It’s even showing up in the way I sell to ppl. In fact I sound a bit more natural on the phone instead of going out of my way to sound how I would think corporate executives would want me to. Even then, I’m still consistently selling at a high level. Maybe one day I’ll figure out why things work out better for me when I either stop giving a damn, or just never do in the first place.