Hmm…just realized from today that the LB inspired IDGAF attitude came from me feeling absolutely no desperation or anxiety from getting or experiencing anything outside of my own self-love and self-generated positive energy. I honestly thought I wasn’t gonna sell a single thing today, and even if I hadn’t, I would’ve been just fine. I was in a true state of peace and indifference.
I also realized that there were times in life that I’d be thrilled to solve problems at work because it led to making money. But in my personal life it often led to spending money which is why I’d hate solving personal problems sometimes, depending on the issue. Then I had the epiphany that taking action to solve personal problems can lead to reestablishing peace on my personal life, which can be a reward in and of itself.