This Spiritual journey is unbelievable I never expected my life to take a U-turn like this. Like the Divine has redirected my course and my life is filled with happiness, joy and unexpected blessings suddenly.
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The bliss of an empty mind is something everyone should experience at least once in there life.
After that the striving for enlightenment will be a constant. Having experienced a experienced a droplet of the ecstatic experience such a state comes with the desire to strive for it becomes only natural.
Once you have experienced something of the “beyond” then there is no more question. Your entire thought becomes clear about everything.
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Currently going through a process of clearing unresolved emotional pain from my being with Alchemist St2. The experience is so profound that when I simply close my eyes tears will start to flow.
I am feeling a potent energy within myself awakening, a drive for Spiritual progress and acceleration on my path. All things related to this process are coming together quite magically in my life.
Whatever pressure was there within my system is being released by transforming the emotional pains, grudges and unprocessed energies that got stuck and held back in my system.
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A hard man who never allows his pain to be transformed and processed will never touch the Shakti or feminine within himself again and will feel an eternal void within the carcass of his being.
Allow your emotions to flow and flourish into a Divine possibility and then you will see that life will become beautiful beyond proportion.
The power of manhood will live inside of you only fully when you allow the Divine to shine through without remorse. Living within the Truth of existence and never overlooking it due to ignorance.
Once you have found this and follow through your until it becomes a living part of you, your life will never be the same again. No suffering will exist within you, obstacles will be removed as if by Grace and you very life will by a thunderous expression of the possibility that lies hidden within every human being.
Today has been nothing but pure Joy and Happiness, getting lost in the moment with a music band.
Feeling blessed 
Yesterday became quite late and woke-up this morning feel really tired. I already felt in the morning like something was off, took a shower, freshened up and then I felt like I was being pulled into the mind. Just chatter going and going about nonsense, fears and other things which made me feel kind of disconnected. I was outside so I went home and laid down on my back closed my eyes, went deep inside of myself and after about 15-minutes of clearing my mind it dissolved.
I don’t want to question all of this but this seems to happen often after sleep, especially in the past, now since GLM cycle I started it reduced away by approximately 75%…
This thing made me feel like oh we are back here but not really. I don’t allow anything to dictate my reality anymore. I am the sole governor of my family inner state.
Over the years I have come quite psychic and I think while I am sleeping something is happening where the energy centers in my head are getting out of balance. So if I just sit down in lotus posture and focus my mind on those centers it usually quickly dissipates. The meditative mind is free from all such nonsense.
Now I am at peace and feel wonderfully energetic 
I just mention this here to check up on my progress as this has been a common pattern, nothing outside is happening that could cause such a response but it feels like from inside certain forces are trying to divert my path and or sabotage me.
I have realised this for awhile just never knew how to properly deal with it. It has been a learning phase.
With Godlike Masculinity I have in mind to an unbelievable foundation for my the lower energy centers and become deeply connected to the earth and grounded. Alchemist also kinds of takes care of balance and stabilising component, both of them work well together.
Later on when I feel like I have progressed beyond all my difficulties and become strong and developed well I am considering exploring with Revelation of Spirit a bit.
Though only when I feel like all my biggest issues and karmic knots have been completely overcome. This may take awhile but also can go very fast since the sheer amount of intensity I focus in this direction.
I’d like to study some of the more important books of the most auspicious writers in the fields of Spirituality but right now mainly focusing on inner-growth, energy development and mastery. It does not make sense to accumulate more knowledge without reaching a certain state of development and mastery to even apply it.
Now feeling the same blessed feeling as yesterday and the whole last week or so. Truly blessed, happy, jolly feeling. Like I am floating.
To make this a constant is the goal now, whatever is interfering with this state needs to be dissolved or shed like how a snake sheds skin.
Ill leave it behind for nature to take it back as nothing is created or destroyed only transformed.
No need for me to work through it, even if it is mine and not just some forces trying to divert me on my path. Ill just leave it all behind and I won’t look back.
Life, death, rebirth equals transformation.
Tears are coming to my eyes again, my whole body feels light and filled with love of a different kind of nature.
You are only a slave to your own compulsions and triggers not of outside forces.
My results are getting so good and positive that now a moderate fear of self-sabotage is surfacing.
I have been prone to self-sabotaging. Whenever things start to work very well, the fear of success and the fear of failure combined have always caused me to allow myself to whither my progress away. The subconscious mind then seems to take me back to the state before all progress was made.
This will not happen this time around. I have become too aware of this pattern and will use a spiritual process to take of this for me so that I can once and for all be released from this karmic cycle.
All boundaries of identity and limitations shall be progressively released within myself, one at a time.
There is also an aspect to it where once I have tasted of some profound state of joy and bliss within myself, I think I have reached the apex of experience while nothing could be shorter from the truth. Sometimes it is difficult to comprehend whatever lies beyond our current states and we think we have reached our full potential when in reality our journey is just starting.
Woke-up this morning with energy blockages all over the place as if I was attacked by something at night again.
Instantly went to my yoga and tried working through them which was somewhat successful.
Always get hit in the same weak spots it seems.
During this episode I found myself going back to some old realities which I was suffering from, as if the old self came knocking back at the door.
Not allowed! Bye! Out!
I vow to be the sole governor of my own inner world. My own will and volition will fully rule that inner space and no forces will have any power over that.
Okay I figured out what happened. Without sharing too many details something happened to someone who is very close to me. In meditation I was able to get this nudge and insight and after contacting this particular individual my intuition was spot on. The connection with this person is so deep that if he or she goes down I also go down. Now trying to resolve the situation and move forward again.
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I just figured I have only done 3 loops of Alchemist this entire cycle which is literally nothing. This new listening patterns will be much much better.
I should have 15 listens each or more for both programs. Per cycle.
Disconnection from life I was experiencing earlier fully gone after a loop of Alchemist, back into the mix back into the flow, let’s go’w! Ahha
I ran St1 in the past as well but I don’t feel I go any integration with that either. Probably have to revisit it in the future.
Been integrating a lot of New Alchemist last few days. This will be an interesting journey for sure. The programs are powerful and effective but at times I seem to go through some phases of deeper integration. Which is not only demanding upon mental resources and the subconscious mind but seems to require of me not to be too involved into activity, as in, being in public spaces and other energies but be in a space contained space where I am peaceful and calm.
Things are shifting inside of me. I can feel it. This year will bring such tremendous growth and a release from my biggest karmic burdens, after this process it will be a smooth transition for me to live a completely different kind of life and with a completely different kind of intensity and presence.
To be more clear on what I said earlier is that I like my alone time. Especially when I am doing inner-work, as during such processes being alone in a secluded space is best. If you are with other people or in a non-private and public space your awareness is automatically more drawn outwards for various reasons.
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I’m right there with you, this year has already brought a lot of release and I also sense major deep and old burdens will soon be done with and shift my life like never before.
Layer after layer,
My soul the devoted warrior,
Continues its descent into matter.
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Today energies are flying. Started out a bit rough and tired this morning, worked my way through in meditation then the whole day been very active and by the evening I’m charged and energised. Feeling confident, relaxed, calm, at ease and with a slight tinge of Spiritual wisdom peering through.
Three days washout done just for the sake of processing a bit of the backlog now continuing the cycle.
Was an interesting one.
After listening I felt a shift in perception again back with the focus on the programs, also some mild subconscious reconciliation going on that happens within the first hours of listening a loop but most noticeably is the sleepiness. Suddenly my nervous system feels fully down to go in a but of a slumber.
Perhaps this is an indicator to start doing the loops before sleep.
Did 3m of each program.
Gonna try and see if I can finish the 30 day listening cycle with the regular pattern of one day off one day one, maybe taking two days off here and there as I feel like it.
The washout was not as bad as usual which may showcase that there is some integration. Glm is definitely more integrated than alchemist.
What a great nap I just had. Feels like I am tip toe’ing on the edge of a massive breakthrough in my subconscious mind. The brain fog, tiredness, subtle demotivation can finally be fully released and be converted into an endless supply of energy and wellspring of inner desire and creativity.
Can literally feel the energy blockage in my subtle body finally giving in, almost there.
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Feeling sort of depressed today. Not sure what this feeling is. Just feeling kind of meh. Almost a full 31 day month since running Godlike Masculinity.
And approaching 3 full weeks with New Alchemist.
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Finally home so I have sometime to check what is going in with me.
My entire energy system feels stuck. Too much processing in the brain as well. Will sit for some meditation until it has released, whatever it is.
What a weird day. Not fun at all. Felt very bad and weird. Lots of recon and weird states I didn’t need in the moment.