Alchemical Odysseys: A Journal of Inner Transmutation

Thought I might as well track my progress and start a journal.

A full loop of New Alchemist later (9th of June) and can definitely feel a new reality setting in, there is a lot of inner guidance in this one. New Alchemist unlocks your subconscious mind to guide you on your spiritual path.

Too much processing is going on right now to really give a first impression of it. Beneath the surface, something is boiling that is for sure. I wish to track my progress with this journal because I want to run New Aeon in the future and New Alchemist felt like the most natural preparation for it.

A new journey is about to begin…

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Just food for thought

Did you run KB before?
Fire stated that Alchemist is much easier to run after a full run of KB.
KB is like the engine and Alchemist is for driving the car. Learning to drive a car is easier if the car actually is able to move around.

Yeah I’ve done a few runs of Khan Black but it is not of any significance to me right now and will revisit it potentially after New Alchemist.

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Ran a full loop like 3 days ago and still processing a lot. Reconciliation wise literally nothing. Never felt as light and balanced. A long forgotten sense of balance has unfolded from within me.

I can feel what it means like to be totally and perfectly at ease within myself. Love this feeling I have to say. This is just from one loop I can only imagine the long-term effects :exploding_head::exploding_head::exploding_head:

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If these programs here did not take such a toll on my mind, emotions, desires and energies then I can only imagine how amazing it would be.

I can see how Alchemist can just completely transform my life but it is very much in a higher mental state and not really felt, integrated or experienced, it is just subtly in the air or I can mentally tap into the contents of the program.

Also I am exhausted from the processing so perhaps when I eventually get on top of this it may lead to a much stronger effect rather than just being a mental process somewhere in the background of the unconscious.

Because all this whole issue with the processing and results cycle I am having I decided just to do one program and stick with it to see if it will eventually enable me to make use of the programs without having the terrible side-effects of nervous load and exhaustion that I am constantly having. Plus I feel like results come days if not weeks later and there is a huge delay on them. So if I just run one program for months and months eventually the delayed results should be consistent and bring constant results, in theory?

This is my last go at it, if it does not workout I will have to stop using them indefinitely as this is simply not beneficial for me at this point. It sucks out all the energy for me to even do anything.

My nervous system just cannot handle it.

But at the same time I have a strong feeling I will get on top of it eventually. Most people here seem to do just fine with the programs so eventually I must get myself to a level where that is also possible for me!

What I mean to say is that since using New Alchemist Stage 1, something is definitely growing, building, developing within myself, I can clearly feel it somewhere deep down if I pay attention, but it really requires me to pay attention and take a good look that is how hidden it is. For the sheer amount I am processing and the load on my nervous system energies and brain the results are not in proportion. The results are subtle and I expect more for the amount of work that my whole system is doing here.

It does not feel like a fair exchange. The amount I am processing is meteoric and the results I am experiencing very little compared to that. It will build-up overtime, I am sure of that, and a lot of subtle work is being done but since it is so intangible I may as well be fooling myself here and may be under an illusion, like going through a process of thinking something is changing and happening while in reality it is not.

At the end of the day I will have to measure by my results and then see if it is worth it! At the end of the day I am fairly patient do not require volcanic eruptions right out of the gate but the main issue is that the overload is inescapable whatever listening approach I take and for me that is just not proportional to the progress I am making at all.

I will reassess after one cycle, if I see momentum and intensity of results coming I will be very satisfied! I like to have intense results it means my life forces are intense and that is all I want. Give me all the money in the world I will not take it if I do not have the fullness of life to enjoy it.

So the processing thing taking so much life out if me and not showing a transformation in equal proportion sounds more like there is a leakage for me or the processing is not getting used properly. So then what is the point of all this overload?

Just like a well-refined machine I do not like to waste my potential and energy, I prefer to have it so refined that every little drip of energy is used with zero leakage or waste. Perhaps Alchemist is leading me to exactly that.

The word I was really looking for here is efficiency.

Results-wise, feeling more peaceful and at ease.

Noticed some random occurances that could move me forward on my spiritual path but nothing big yet. A certain cleansing processing is certainly in action, not sure where it will lead yet.

I have also taken a deeper interest in the science and art of Alchemy but can’t do anymore information right now so no books for me. I would love to see if this improves my energy sensitive and my spiritual practices, no obvious results in that so far. My energies have calmed a lot I must say, and I am feeling more centred and grounded. This is all on the surface though so my thought is that it should become deeper overtime and lead to some intense and profound effects instead of the subtle and barely noticeable ones I am having right now.

I like to see some sparks!

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First time in a long time I wake up at 6 o’ clock in the morning and feel totally ready for the day. Still feel some load at the back of my mind but my desire for life is back.

I am starting a meditation retreat for the next 3-months so I can do deep inner work, I will pair this with the first stage and run it solo so I can really dissolve and shed anything out of the unconscious mind that is causing this heaviness.

Because I feel all of this in the crown and third eye chakra those areas of my energy body feel very overloaded, in long extensive meditations in the right space it will undo itself very quickly, this seems what New Alchemist is guiding me towards now. Energetic cleansing to prepare for the next stages and to build a foundation for my spiritual path.

This program seems to align better with me than anything I have ever used before, I am surprised I did not get to it earlier. Things feel smooth. I think more the load is from past scripting rather than from this program here. Somehow I am not integrating, or releasing certain scripting that I ran in the past and rejected, instead it remained stuck in my nervous and energy systems causing a build-up of mental load. I did do week-long washouts but to no avail.

Now with New Alchemist St1 I can transform all of that into wisdom.

In general I seem to be very susceptible and sensitive to subliminal programming as I can see myself here writing many things relating to the programs objectives but also I can interact with that programming in my subconscious mind very consciously. It is just there, available, and I can do with it whatever I want or make use of it, however I want. Most people in the past used a singular self-development book and read it so many times, engraved it so deeply upon their subconscious that it lead them to tremendous success. And now in this technological age we do not even have to read we can just download a book in our subconscious and make use of it, in the same way and to the same extends of success can be attained.

Cosmos unfolding inside of me.

It has been what, 9 days since using this? Well, a lot can happen in those few days. Many changes have unfolded within me and I am working tirelessly to adapt to them and integrate myself into a completely new life.

I wish my practices to become more intense and effective, not sure if that scripting is in Stage 1 and since I will be using this Stage until I truly get a firm foundation with my Spiritual path it might be that I add Alchemist Singularity as the only title, however, I preferred to run this Alchemist completely solo so will keep it as an idea in the back of my mind and look at it again after the first cycle.

Having a variety of interesting dreams. Yesterday after the 3th loop was very difficult, today woke-up going through similar symptoms but after my spiritual practice I started to feel a lot better.

Not sure if this is exactly an unfolding title but I do feel some form of unfolding happening within me?

Some deep processes have been transforming me inside out, last few days where not easy but has brought me into a state of nostalgia right now, I think from a certain healing process. My mind has been flooded with memories of the past, buried memories of the past that I had completely forgotten, these memories remind me of long-forgotten parts of myself and because of it I feel more complete.

Not in any way sure how this even relates to New Alchemist. Memories from when I was very very young sometimes. It is for sure an integrative process making the mind more whole.

The other day had some release of fear that is mentioned in the scripting on the page of New Alchemist.

This seems it will be a deep and grand journey leading to an unimaginable transformation. For now it is just an unknown path, I am not sure where I am going or where it is leading but it feels deep.

Processing has gone down quite a bit as well since a few hours ago I feel more at ease mentally. This morning as I awoke from sleep I looked out of the window and was in awe of how beautiful the surrounding mountains and nature are and what a blessing it is to feel alive.

My desire for change and transformation is relentless. I wish nothing more than to reach a state of permanent happiness, joy, bliss and peace that I can just shake off in my environment. I would love to be a beacon of light for the people around me. I want to be a true alchemist, one who changes the very vibrations in the air and space around him.

A lot of love vibes in air lately. Must be the love bomb stuff I was running before. It was good and terrible at the same time. The reconciliation made me stop it but now it seems to come back with some good results and it has been like a few months.

Makes me think overexposure is just the main cause of all ill generating results of subliminal programming and anything that one considers disruptive, non-constructive and non-beneficial. A break can do wonders. Overexposure can come quicker than one can expect sometimes though.

Sometimes one full loop gets you there and it takes a few weeks to really work through all that input before the cloud of disorientation and confusion fades.

One of the reason why I decided to stick with just one program and take enough days breaks and even then I am still struggling at times. But many changes are for sure rapidly developing!

Yay! Love and good vibes floating around, one can never have enough of those!

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Even someone tells me just now my heart feels so open and full of love. Only if it could just stay that way right? Why does it always have to follow lows and reconciliation of various kinds closing my chakras back down.

My goal with Alchemist definitely is to have the balance and stability to have consistent results and a gradual increase in growth. Not highs and lows. Just consistency of results. My heart should stay open like this all the time and not suddenly shut down completely.

Even just life itself, if your energy centers are wide open you will live fully and truly enjoy the flow of the universal currents.

I am someone who is able to get into intense states and states that can be considered blissful and ecstatic but I wish to stay there and not get back down. This in itself can transform an individual. Once you are in that high your best self comes out for sure!

Are you using microloops?

Since the start of New Alchemist I have kept solely to full loops.

@RVconsultant any reason you ask?

I did 4 full loops so far leaving 3-4 processing days in between.

Because I didn’t know if you were using microloops.

Are you listening to the AEON Alchemist title?

Noo just the regular “New Alchemist”, definitely I have been pondering the last few days about doing microloops again as this morning was genuinely the last straw for me and I was completely fed-up with the hellish overexposure.

My entire system feels under an extreme load but I do not feel like the scripting is being processed and expressed at all. Also, I am not feeling tired from processing. What I am experiencing may be something different than what is generally considered overexposure or reconciliation so I am trying different listening schedules and approaches to see if something changes.

I might try and do 1 min loops 3x a day for several days and then take a break. One thing I noticed is that more frequent listening was far more beneficial compared to high loads and less frequent. The more frequent I can listen the more results I seem to get. Otherwise with the higher loads somehow it stops processing or it gets stuck and I tend to get brain and nervous pressures.

One more reason why I tend to stick with one program now. I have had extreme states of flow with the programs here so I know the potential they hold just for me the results are very inconsistent I will get a good week and then followed by several weeks of headaches and nervous overload. So my only goal right now is just to make it work consistently.

Alchemist is a nice program though I have not had any reconciliation on it so it is better for me to test listening approaches and schedules with it to see if I can overcome these stubborn mental blockages that seem to keep appearing!

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Actually @RVconsultant the first loop I had great flow with the processing and then almost immediatedly the program started to build pressure in my mind. Results became less and less and my need for rest days more and more, which I obliged to but then results usually did not reappear much just a mild decrease in pressure as I took more of the rest days.

To me it looks like I am stonewalling the moment I go beyond even 3-5 minutes of listening.

So thanks for reminding me to try the microloops again hopefully that helps. Now will do a few days off and then start with the microloop strategy.

From my experience and observations of how I process these audios, very frequent listening of a small amount will be most conducive to progress and growth. Which is why I will be testing 1-min 3x a day. Instead of going for 3 mins straight. Processing small bits delivers instant results for me instead of processing high loads (which definitely does not act the same at all) delivering instant pressure and results come with a massive delay for me, and until they come my mind will be in some sort of inertia. And inertia is never good it is sort of like having a full stomach but indigestion at the same time. None of that is beneficial. Say I do a full loop and take a week off I will be having that indigestion (meaning here basically inertia on the mind or not feeling like anything is processing just a head pressure) for perhaps a few days until results will finally start to show and then the scripting has already faded mostly out of the conscious mind anyway.

So definitely in my case, it is much better to do many microloops instead of a full loop because my mind simply does not seem to process the full loops at all and just blocks the scripting which may be the actual cause for why it creates tensions in my mind and nervous system.

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Just keep the official listening recommendations in mind. Not more than 2 loops a day, every second day (at most). Even a Microloop counts as a loop. So 1 minute two times a day every two days is recommended.
Or three minutes.

Of course you can experiment, but this is at least the official recommendation from Saint and Fire.

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When official recommendations do not work I think it is fine to experiment a little bit especially if exposure does not exceed the amounts recommended.

I am very sensitive to what happens within my system when listening to an audio like this and I instantly sense that a full loop is too much, despite this I have kept to official recommendations here and it has not been with the effectiveness that I consider worthwhile as you can see from my posts above. It is now time to experiment a little bit and see if there is any improvement.

There is no doubt that my mind is taking in the subliminal suggestions and that it is trying to process the changes but once a certain amount of input is exceeded a blockage occurs in my mind and a tangible pressure manifests in my brain that is giving me diminishing returns. At this amount of exposure it is just being wasted as the information is just not being converted into results but instead remains stuck in my mind.

As described before it can be compared to overeating, you will get lethargy and inertia on the body and your physical activity will stagnate because of indigestion you will not be processing the food eaten and may even get a stomach ache. Well, similarly headaches, head pressures, mental lethargy and inertia occurs when taking in a certain amount of information that for some reason exceeds your capacity to process and put it to use within your system. To my knowledge everyone has flow, if you take in a small easily digestible meal you will get a quick boost in energy and you will have empty stomach again within an hour and half, the food will be assimilated in your body and will have become part of you. In the same way, a small amount of information that is easily processed for you, say topics you can easily deal with and is not too heavy will process easily and assimilate in your system, be integrated in your mind fast and quickly while producing instant results with high flow. If you exceed a certain amount you will notice a reduction in flow and an increase in inertia upon the mind, results will get delayed and pressure will decrease on rest days but that does not mean it is being integrated or assimilated, just like food which is not properly digested it may be excreted without the nutrients being absorbed. Your mind may just discard the information, do nothing whatsoever with it and slowly reduce the pressure as you give your mind a break from processing on rest days, now if it is not integrated or assimilated, or even only partially all this load on the mind has been without aim and with little efficiency, so essentially for nothing! I do not want to put strain on my system without a high conversion in results. If I am going through extreme states of overexposure with low results it just means exposure is not managed properly and can lead to just a waste of time and energy. I prefer to be efficient so it is absolutely essential to be able to manage exposure properly so one can capitalise on the processing instead of getting into a state of inertia where the results will diminish and you may not even be assimilated or integrating the great amount of information processing within the mind, at least that is how it feels to me. How much of this information is really being put into action, even if that action is psychological such as with changes in your inner life; desires, emotions, feelings, sensations, perceptions, etc…

If this conversion is not high you are doing too much and not only wasting a lot of time but also energy. You want high conversion of information into results. This is how you manifest change quickly, by keeping your mind into a state of flow and ease so it can take action effortlessly, smoothly and easily without too much weight upon it. A light head and mind always functions best.

I have done almost a cycle of full loops now and every time I listen the same day and day after I would not be tired physically from processing but feel a certain depression and a blockage upon the mind where everything feels like a drag, where I feel like doing nothing besides “resting” but even the resting feels like you are not really resting and relaxed, instead it is more like your nervous system is overwhelmed, the nerves are high and the system is overpressurised so the body and mind are demanding rest so it can release.

My take on this is I will avoid this at all costs because this is not healthy whatsoever nor is it beneficial. It just gets you stuck and your momentum will be gone. It does not lead to great changes or results.

Imagine overeating every day thinking you will get lots of protein and nutrients so you can grow your muscles in the gym but what ends up happening is you being in lethargy in your bed, with a stomach ache, perhaps even puking the food out as it is simply too much and you skipping your workout session plus feeling bad until the internal damages have been recovered by your body.

Some people do intermittent fasting, others eat 4-5 meals a day, they are all different approaches to working with the body for different outcomes and since I seem to have some blockages that make me block out the subliminal programs I will find a workaround.

I do see how New Alchemist deems this a problem in my life and it is helping me to construct this theory to see how I can resolve this.

Managing exposure and subliminal intake for me is the biggest concern for me right now. If I can get this right I can keep my results high consistently while managing my energy levels properly without ever overconsuming to a degree where you see diminishing returns.

And now it is time for Yoga :wink::person_in_lotus_position:t3::ok_hand:

To be fair I can see how these 4 loops have greatly impacted me but I can feel I am behind on results. I think integration happens a lot during action so if I can keep my mind light and inspired to take a lot of action perhaps I can integrate these 4 loops quicker.

This is also my thought pattern behind the 1 min loops as they give instant conscious results and effects compared to full loops where consciously not much happens but you can feel deeper parts of your mind being affected and the unconscious mind seems to process a lot. It is interesting to see how the impact of this is so different.

With 1 min loops few times a day I will go for breakthroughs and bring my conscious mind more in alignment with the unconscious processing.

The full loops also engage the conscious mind but then as time passes (hours, especially after a nights sleep your conscious mind seems to sort of reset to a certain degree as a lot of daily impressions get processed during the night) this influence fades, so if you want to keep conscious mind engaged you need more consistent influence during the day is what I realised. Just a light influence to keep your conscious mind fixated on the goals and stimulated or engaged.

Action / reaction, chain reaction kind of happening.

Remember even supplement companies are all about absorption, how efficient their products are and how much of the nutrients put into the body are actually absorbed and assimilated instead of wasted.

Same thing would be true for mental impressions, how much of an impact do you get out of your loop and how greatly does it affect you inside, without putting pressure on your system.

“If you are not willing to learn, none can help you. If you are determined to learn, none can stop you.” ~ Many Palmer Hall.

One minute loop later and can instantly feel the numbness leave my system. For the most part of the cycle I was unable to feel deeply or to feel anything at all. I had a variety of emotions but deep down there was a numbness.

Now I can actually start to feel the subliminal, and feeling pretty mystical right now, that is all I will say for now :wink: