Alchemical Odysseys: A Journal of Inner Transmutation

[Adi]

Reading a book on karma and another book on enlightenment.

The progress on this New Alchemist has been somewhat slow, I wish it was more explosive but I nurture myself and the time needed to truly integrate these changes, explosive experiences will come after the preparatory work has been done. That being said, the more spiritual programs here truly resonate with me, I have and always will be a profound aspirant, a seeker of truth in a world where ignorance reigns.

One thing that stands out from New Alchemist is it has instilled within me a sense of patience and commitment. I realise very deep within myself that to be permanently in spiritual ecstasies one not only needs a firm and established foundation, but also balance and more importantly, stability. If one is not stable if you reach bliss tomorrow, the next day you will be down again. If little by little every day your raise yourself up to higher levels of living and experience, without falling short one day to another, with real balanced and compounding progress you will become anchored in that growth and not fall back.

In nature many forces are constantly working against us, if this were not so then why most people are not effortlessly and naturally living their dream life or accomplishing their goals? A lot of work is required, weakness and a lack of will causes us to succumb to impulses and compulsions that we know are not doing us any favours. Excuses live in our mind and takeover our lives.

With discipline one can slowly gain strength and overcome. Jesus said it wisely, “let him who thinks he stands heed lest he fall” one interpretation of this could be that once you have worked diligently to reach a certain amount of empowerment within yourself do not believe you are incapable of falling back, you should be even more aware to not be pulled back and grow further.

If one thing holds true about New Alchemist for me it has encouraged me with perseverance and diligence. I feel driven to keep going knowing that eventually certain weaknesses will invariably lose their grip. Moreover, no never look back, life itself is a spiritual journey, you make it your absolute choice to thrive and live out a destiny of your choosing or to be one of the many who has given up and lets the forces who command their lives to live for them.

This is a path of growing in strength, wisdom and the volition to carve out your own destiny by self-mastery.

I have many times wondered, looking back upon the months that make up a year what a man can truly accomplish if he sets his mind upon something and keeps focused. If I set my mind upon transformation for even 3-4 months how much growth would I be capable of? Would I still be struggling with the same karmas (actions) taking a toll of my life or will I have been liberated and free’d from many of them and live a totally different and new inner and outer life.

The beginning of the journey is often most difficult because of inertia but ones you start going and take the first few steps you will soon find out you will not want to stop walking, it is simply too satisfy to realise you have left behind a life that is and never was to your liking.

Now all that I said here are changes inspired by New Alchemist but that does not mean it has found depth within me, it is new, it is novel, I have to hang in tight and commit to these new ideals so they can become a rock solid part of myself that will not bend the knee even under the most harsh of circumstances and this naturally takes time and commitment, a big lesson that this program has taught me so far.

Rome also was not build overnight.

[Adi]

A few more realisations today. It is not that I am overexposing myself nor that I am having an extensive amount of reconciliation. The right momentum is not being build. I have certain unconscious blockages that are pressuring me, to remove these the right amount of stimuli that gives me a clear a noticeable effect inside and that I can act upon day by day is necessary.

This momentum is absolutely essential. I have been think oh a head pressure means I am overexposing but it is not so. Then I take a washout and all momentum deceases and now I have to build up again the power and momentum until the blockages begin to reveal themselves, this is not the moment to discontinue exposure, also not necessarily to increase exposure but to continue exposure. So that a breakthrough occurs!

I will try this now. Anyway I am only using Stage 1 so it is very focused.

Right now I am also focusing very hard on my spiritual practices to overcome these energetic blockages and to build enough intensity to force them out. The subliminal programming should be very supportive of this.

[Adi]

Only 14 days since starting this journal? Started Alchemist 9th of June. Almost 21 days on this program.

I have achieved many benefits described on the page.

1. Began having thoughts about discipline and my practice since day 1, after the first week of having this at the back of mind I finally started to work on a morning practice which I have stuck to, without interruption ever since. Even on days where I felt like my mind was not working in accordance with my will I was still able to exert myself and start my practice.

2. I began to realise that whatever happens if I stick to my practice everything will work out. My sadhana is meant to get me to the top of the mountain and so long I am absolutely diligent, dedicated and disciplined doing my practice every day it will eventually lead me to reaching the top of the mountain, attaining to moksha, or liberation and freedom and enlightenment.

This has also come into other aspects of my life. I began to see that everything in life is truly a ritual or a practice everything that you do you should do with all that you are. If you slack your results in life will also slack. Slacking is weakness, it is the desire not to put in your fullest because other forces thoughts and emotions are derailing you. This is not mastery. You give everything your fullest.

3. I began manifesting various situations which is a good beginning of getting me closer to my spiritual goals. No details here due to the confidentiality of the situations. Besides manifesting a book on karma and on enlightenment, karma being the wheel of actions from the past present and future that keep us in bondage, understanding the mechanisms of it and how to liberate ourselves from it. Enlightenment being the goal of all our spiritual motivations and practices. Not to be confused with the final destination however. Enlightenment is the state attained once a human being transforms himself from a lower and animalistic creature driven by impulses and forces around him to a wilful creator being conscious of his soul and his divinity, then developing his soul further and further. Once attained to such a state one can accomplish great feats and become a positive contributor to human evolution. While many dwell around here and there losing track of time and forsaking their own development and time for a job in big companies the seeker knows that time is limited and fixates himself on his goals beyond all distractions, forces and influences that impede with his progress.

Time is limited. A firm foundation is necessary not to be swept of course. All efforts are wasted once the momentum of the development is discontinued prematurely. The goal is to fly high enough one reaches the divine mind. To overcome karmas within ourselves that lead to the illusion of separation.

4. Balance, steadiness of purpose and stability are key. Consistent daily improvement and development towards ones goals lead to success. This does NOT mean slow. Everyone has their own pace. Some may consistently improve on a daily basis but at an incredible pace, everyones development is unique and depending upon their inner desire, will and the power of their spirit to accomplish.

Everyone has experienced the emptiness of life. Being lost one gets driven by the will of forces around them and drained of life. Spirituality leads you to a state where happiness exists within as a state of being, not requiring anything outside of himself. Our human body is a chemical factory capable of creating states of bliss and peace reflecting the divine vibrations of the cosmos itself.

5. I have become more acquainted with various aspects of my path and the traditions I find interesting and a calling towards. I can feel it is guiding and leading me towards this but essentially other foundational cornerstones are more important which is why I have not had the mental space to really deeply explore and learn. But I am confident this will come in the future.

I have some deeply rooted karmas which have to be unburied, dissolved and transform to liberate my into higher and deeper states of life and spirituality. The progress is definitely still in the early stages and because of that the developments made here are guided by my own subconscious mind to be most prominent in building a strong foundation for further growth.

None is ever done building a foundation. But everyone should at least assure their foundation can withstand the pressures of life and that one is firmly rooted in the path, otherwise whatever efforts have been made may go wasted and the seeds of his actions may not flower and blossom but wither away. Then he commences on yet another path that leads nowhere. This is why spirituality leads to true mastery. The quest for the holy grail, or to find the Soul is an aim and goal of self perfection, a constant purpose the human being can keep within his mind and heart to never forsake himself and his precious life, you will forever burn with the spirit of accomplishment if your goal is non-spiritual, knowing that it is the only thing you can take beyond death and as all material things and possessions including your body you anyway leave the world.

This whole compendium of understanding is being formed into my unconscious mind a profound structure of spiritual growth and development. When I am finally confident I can move on, I will move on to the next stage but I feel this stage has soooo much in store for me that I would do a profound disservice to myself not to stick with it until I CAN FEEL IN MY BONES that my foundation has become sturdy as the taj mahal. Or the Grand Pyramid standing for god knows how long?

My foundation should be so strong it will still stand even until the end of the earth. This is how serious I am about this path and anyone who wishes to undertake a path like this should be equally serious.

This is a complete change in life and in direction.

I strongly feel and know great changes will unfold within me on the next few stages but I will not deter from my path and move on without having build the necessary foundation.

6. Situations have manifested that have opened my mind to far great possibilities and to a different understanding of reality. Also still in its early stages I think with time it will lead to a great mental transformation.

7. I feel a deepening confidence in my path and the studies & practices that are part of it. A desire and willingness to make sure I do my practices correctly and that I understand everything properly.

Some of these ideas and concepts are still not deeply integrated but I can feel it entering my being and become alive within me in bits and pieces.

Anything with great momentum and depth should eventually flourish in a great possibility and change. All things are mental first before they become physical. The entire world was created first in the minds and hearts of people before it became manifest.

One more thing I am noticing and it may be more of a conscious guidance thing is that I seem to be cleaning up unconscious nonsense that is not in the slightest relevant to my path and life, some things I have picked up on my journey in this life that is not beneficial or not constructive, or not in alignment with this new direction I am taking.

Dissolution of subconscious aspects that I am no longer interested in pursuing or embodying.

END of todays journal entry, time to step out of the mind now and back into life!

[Adi]

Last few days have been nothing short of miraculous with certain events unfolding that have led to major changes in my life and the unburdening of some long lasting problems with people very close to me resolving out of suddenly nowhere, without me even doing anything or intending anything. Thing seem to go in a very positive direction for me. Not even sure if I can relate this to New Alchemist but perhaps this is some sort of Spiritual obstacle removal or Spiritual healing?

[Adi]

Different states explained by ChatGPT.

“ The terms Dharana, Dhyana, and Samyama are key stages in yogic meditation, described in Patanjali’s Yoga Sutras. They form the deeper limbs of Ashtanga Yoga (the 8-limbed path), and are progressively more refined states of concentration and awareness.

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🧘‍♂️ 1. Dharana (धारणा) – Concentration
• Meaning: “To hold” or “to focus.”
• Definition: Dharana is the practice of fixing the mind on a single object — such as the breath, a mantra, a chakra, or an image.
• Experience: The mind still wanders, but you keep bringing it back.
• Goal: Build mental discipline and focus.

Example: Gazing at a candle flame (tratak), or silently repeating a mantra.

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2. Dhyana (ध्यान) – Meditation
• Meaning: “Meditation” or “contemplation.”
• Definition: A steady, uninterrupted flow of attention toward the object.
• Experience: The mind becomes calm and absorbed — less effort is needed.
• Goal: Maintain continuous awareness without distraction.

Think of Dharana as holding focus — and Dhyana as being effortlessly absorbed in it.

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3. Samyama (संयम) – Integration or Perfect Discipline
• Meaning: “Complete control” or “union.”
• Definition: Samyama is the combined practice of Dharana, Dhyana, and Samadhi (the next and final limb).
• Experience: When practiced together, they lead to deep insight, intuition, and even extraordinary perception (called siddhis).
• Goal: Self-realization and access to higher wisdom.

Example: Meditating on the heart chakra with total focus (dharana), becoming deeply absorbed in it (dhyana), and then merging with the object of meditation in samadhi — this full process is called samyama on the heart.”

[Adi]

Washout completed.

Feel like I lose all momentum during washouts.

Want to add Alchemist Singularity because I am doing intense yoga practices to help and support with clearing the energy channels as the same blockages are still there in my system. It is not improving with Alchemist St1 even though it is supposed to have NSE energy scripting.

This cycle will add Alchemist Singularity but will see after first listening again. My thought is still to keep it to one program.

[Adi]

All one needs is Grace for ones own inner intelligence to blossom. The perception of truth within oneself, the divine omnipotence of life to fill him up to such extend that life becomes a divine play instead of a struggle. In such a state synchronicity becomes the standard and life is filled with an overwhelming sense of joy.

[Adi]

Integration.

This one word. It is the most essential thing. If you use a program, any kind of subliminal program, do you allow it to integrate in your mind or not?

[Risky]

I love that word!

[Adi]

I seem not be integrating anything whatsoever thats for sure

Whenever I try to get somewhere with a program something inside of me forcefully starts fighting against it and my head starts becoming heavy. Its time for me to take a little break and figure out what that is.

Actually I would say I get very good results in the beginning of running any program but once it starts to get deeper as the cycle continuous I begin to face a lot of blockages which I probably then relate to overprocessing but it seems obvious to me now after a 8 day washout that I cannot still be processing this much to get the reconciliation I had today. So it is probably just my rejecting the script from wanting to stop subliminal use for now.

[Risky]

It’s a journey, do you what you need to do. A break is a good idea and part of the journey.

[Adi]

Yeah for sure!

[Adi]

I dont know what is happening today nor which day of the washout we are but I am finding myself breaking through a lot of blocks and suddenly scripts are executing big time. If only this could be the standard for my journey! I don’t like how it gets stuck and I get stuck!

[Adi]

I think it took me 9 days to start feeling some flow again but still there is a lot of load on my mind so I am just continuing the washout until everything is processed.

So much processing I actually cannot even remember what I wrote here in this journal. My mind is just full of overload and blockages. The programs themselves are truly amazing though… when they do work and execute. The recon is hell and overexposure is even worse so this makes me doubt whether it is worth it. I just want to find a way to make it work consistently not go through hell for 9 days before I start to feel better that is absolutely ridiculous to me.

There is people around me who depend upon me and who I should be available to every day and not once every so many days when reconciliation recedes.

Perhaps after the full washout one full cycle of 30 seconds which sounds like a joke but I’ll just try it for the sake of it. Whenever I did 30 seconds before I barely felt anything from it, it felt very weak in results and I still had all the same overexposure and reconciliation symptoms strangely enough!

[Adi]

Feeling SO AMAZING. You can’t fake this feeling & my entire reality has shifted. I am just scared if and when I listen again it will be the same-old deep cry of the Soul.

I want to avoid that at all costs.

All kinds of scripts are executing right now and I am really having lots of fun with it.

My feeling is just to fully washout for however I like and enjoy the ride. Hopefully it will last for a long time. This feeling is good! Life feels great, happiness, wow!

[Adi]

Still on a washout, will continue until all things have been processed and worked out. Well I have not noticed anymore processing of New Alchemist since almost a week. Instead previous programs that I have ran in the past have begun to show themselves in the process. This is interesting.

.:.

I really love New Alchemist and would like to seriously dedicate myself to this program and resume it in the future. For now I would like to just workout any blockages I may have using other tools and then see if I come back to subs it is a smoother journey for me.

Above all I wish to fully unburden myself with some sort of mental blockage or mental load that I am noticing even after New Alchemist stopped executing and processing. I think there is load from past programs that have also not processed so I wish to clear my mind of all of this.

Will be doing a lot of yoga

[Adi]

Talked to a pranic healer today my subconscious is very heavy and the biggest reason for my processing issue may actually be due to a subconscious weight that is not being released and deeply rooted blockages.

My goal now is to undo this before moving forward because if I put more mental pressure upon my mind it always becomes worse. One thing worth mentioning however is why my listening schedule never makes sense is that whenever I do 15-minutes or more regular listening I feel like I gain the momentum and traction for a strong breakthrough while if I do lower amounts such as with microloops the pressures get less for sure but the momentum and power is not there to deliver any breakthroughs and I inevitably always lead myself towards higher loops.

Both ends lead to strange issues that I do not understand so perhaps it is good to let my mind do its thing a little bit before introducing even more information.

I have very strong and intense energy so when it is blocked the pain is almost equally intense.

Will take a few sessions with this women her energy was very nice and soft I feel confident she may be able to bring a certain amount of progress in my system.

Taking a look at Dragon Reborn: Limit Destroyer as well it might be the perfect tool for overcoming these mental blocks within and help me to move beyond them.

I would think that New Alchemist St1 would do the same due to the energy healing but these blocks are simply not giving in somehow so perhaps it needs a more direct approach. This is a future plan since for now I want to try things without subliminal programs.

Yet I can still very much feel them in my system.

[Adi]

I can clearly see the work New Alchemist has done for me and I wish to continue this progress because all I am right now noticing is old patterns and old aspects and parts of me resurfacing. (I really like how New Alchemist makes me feels actually, I truly see how anything you have once run if you have the needed sensitivity you can connect back with and use).

things I struggled with maybe 4-5 months ago that I thought lost its grip coming back. This is why I writing earlier in this journal why we should not ever give-up on our progress. So if all processing from New Alchemist has stopped and I have fully integrated whatever progress I have made then why do I still feel like I am processing? Is the mind always processing? I think it is. These blockages will not yield unless they are someway or another devoured by more grandiose unconscious paradigm that takes precedence.

Today a lot of insights are coming after feeling very unwell for about two days.

I had a lot of sneezing for about 4 days, could this be energy releasing?

[Adi]

Am I still processing what the hell? Wake-up EVERY SINGLE DAY utterly destroyed. Like my mind has worked all night trying to processing something. Completely dazed out. If I do not meditate to get out of it my days are just an absolute drag.

This is nonsense. It has been almost two weeks or idk even not keeping count actually.

Today was particularly bad. Even when I stop listening I cannot stop this reconciliation/processing hell?!

[Adi]

Absolutely wonderful day today. Came to a point with the processing where I could clearly see New alchemist has all processed, whatever I ran of it. Then I noticed the backlog of past programs surfacing, I think this is was causing me to go through reconciliation still as I started listening new programs while never having had full breakthroughs and integration with those programs and doing a washout long enough to fully process (I guess?!).

So today I was just showered with love. I felt love bomb completely reactivate. I feel super light and loving. Easy to make connections. Actually I believe I have quite integrated this because many people have often commented on how easy I connect with people and how approachable I am. I always make new friends and connections everywhere easily. So yeah that’s amazing!

Just had a whole session where this girl I commented about in the Khan Black thread and me sat down and she talked for almost an hour about how many people tell her how special I am and how much potential I have and how much they love me and love being around me, how fun I am, etc etc.

This really made me feel great about myself and appreciate myself more. These are just traits I have always had but sometimes I am so deep in reconciliation I just forget about all the good things. Reconciliation just completely faded after this chat, before I was literally ready to take rest and sleep as I went for a little hike today.

Wow!

So now after this I am thinking to just keep going and see what else I will discover by continuing a washout perhaps I can just eliminate all the overload and blockages by working through them bit by bit and allowing everything to express.

When I return to subliminal programs will just continue with New Alchemist as I really love this program. All the progress I have made is still there tho, my practices have become deeper, more profound, I feel more ambitious with my spiritual goals and more inspired to work hard for them, I am more detailed and precise with my practices and am just starting a new yoga class in a week from now actually where I will be taught some additional yoga asanas.

I love when life flows like this. Just have to figure out what keeps me blocked.

Might do that pranic healing I talked about before but not sure. I usually don’t like to pay for healers what I can do myself but sometimes some energetic assistance can be good as other people outside of ourselves can do things we often feel too blocked to have access to.

I’ll see, for now just letting it all unfold and smile! I feel super light can’t believe it.

Always after huge density in my field something processes and then it releases like this. The after effect is certainly worthwhile!