Commitment to Commitment.
More than often I am going through phases where the mental growth is so overwhelming that my nervous system gets confronted with exhaustion.
I am being made aware to find more balanced in my growth process and not to go about things with so much intensity, it is not that intensity is wrong but you must not exceed the intensity that your system is capable of handling. Take it at your own pace.
Sometimes I find it hard to get a pace going with the subliminal programs that is completely in balance with my own capacity for growth. Because the microloops already hit so deep, so hard and to powerful you inevitably have to match that growth outwardly. And most of the time it does not happen and I lag behind which is where the tiredness sets in I think.
At the same time since Godlike Masculinity I am noticing increased discipline and willingness to work on tasks and activities that are important for my progress without falling behind on them. I just happen to have more Will to act on things and seem not to get hung up much on mentalities which keep me stuck. The mind seems to grow increasingly stronger from using this program and it has only been a good week.
But then again? Why so much pressure on the mind.
Most subliminal producers state it takes a week to start seeing results, sometimes up to a month and even 2-3 months to solidify these results. While on sub club the sheer amount of results that occur even after the first microloop is often difficult for me to assemble in so little time.
I prefer to take a slower and more comfortable pace where I do not get tired from having to work through all the mental pressure and changes. This will allow me to have a more stable amount of growth, results and energy.
Not to say that fast growth is wrong, everyones capacity is different and fundamentally fast or slow are relative, for one individual stretching the limits is just a comfortable pace for another, those parameters are not set in stone.
I notice my memory and perception have difficulty catching up with the changes it is only a few weeks later I begin to realise oh wow so much has happened, like I went through a wormhole and completely shifted to a different reality which can be somewhat disorienting at first.
Hence why being committed is important, committed to something so that you do not constantly change direction and never land steadily on your feet going a direction, a new beginning is always much but from there the changes are more like refinements and not a complete upside down and inside out from where you where at. Your mind is still oriented towards the same direction. Increasing the pace from there is not like picking up a completely new direction which comes with a lot of work, the beginning of anything new is always the hardest, from there on momentum is on your side and it gets easier as you keep going.
Currently stacking Alchemist St2 with Godlike Masculinity.
