Alchemical Odysseys: A Journal of Inner Transmutation

Journals - Major Programs
#345

Now on GLM, Pathfinder and Singularity.

Got a GLM Custom with Harmonic Conflux to help release even more stress, tension and make my energy absolutely free flowing and alive, with the support of this stress mitigation and GLM as a resilience enhancer I will face everything in my life and explore beyond all my boundaries and mental barriers to attain true freedom.

I want to embody a lot the essence of the earth element, calm, grounded, relaxed, at ease, unmovable, unshakeable, radiating presence and exuding silence. Like mountain Kailash. Absolutely competent and having a clear, focused, bright mind with unparalleled clarity.

Godlike masculinity has already given me plenty of those and now it is time to take the development even deeper.

Since through practice of Shakti Chalana Kriya my energy got flowing so well I feel like all the suppressed forces within myself are expressing and now I feel like an explosion of energy. Fullness of life. Loving life. Living life. All of it hee hee

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#346

Then one more thing is I strongly feel I need to revisit Khan Black St1 at some point. I want to master my sexual energy and overcome all sexual compulsion and uncontrolled desires, fantasies, ideas. I want to essentially attain sexual purity.

Sexual energy is one of those forces in us which have the potential to be transformed into something much higher, more subtle and supportive.

I will post contemplate a bit on this and post some ideas on this in the Khan Black thread as to why sexual energy should become completely under our controlled, under the control of our will and mind and not to become a slave to it as it will and can destroy all our potential and our life completely.

Sexual purity, clearing and cleansing is of very big importance before we can ever start to control it through our mind. If we do not first purify and cleanse ourselves our minds will be filled will all kinds of impure thoughts and desires which if we have to bring under our control, will only lead to suppression. First we should cleanse ourselves of them and then control becomes easy and natural.

To have a more pure expression of sexual energy if we want to and otherwise to completely transmute and transform it in a higher force or energy.

#347

Not sure why, but while processing Singularity it totally brought me back to a state I was in long before my cycles with Alchemist Pathfinder and Godlike Masculinity. As if suddenly all my progress is gone. Or not gone exactly but like I was pulled back into an old state, with all the same thoughts, feelings, desires, beliefs, habits, etc

Like mental I shifted back into my previous paradigm and suddenly accessed all the memories or my mind was flooded with all the memories related or attached to the times I was running Singularity in the past.

I wouldn’t say it is exactly the same state. I have overcome a lot of things since then. It is more of a remembrance and certain things came back but not sure why. I think it is a good reminder of how far I have come. But I don’t want to run a program and get pulled back into the times and the nostalgic feelings and all that, related to when I was running it in the past. I want only forward momentum and not to look back at all.

I am sure after a week or two it will settle but this takes me a bit of track with my focus and whatnot as my thought patterns, desires, etc literally shifted

Probably a loop of Pathfinder and GLM will set me back into my foundation and the progress I was building with it. But just not sure why adding a program I ran in the past just pulls me back like that I had let go of all of those things.

One positive aspect however is it reminds me of how much growth I have undergone with these two programs that was previously not really visible to me because it became so normal, at least not to the same extend and with such huge contrast to it.

GLM is the BEST THING EVER! Can’t wait to start running my name embed of it.

#348

Not sure what is causing this but for the longest time I have this weird feeling in my tummy almost a fear-like feeling. Wish to expell this. It is probably some subconscious fear manifesting physically in that specific area.

It is kind of like a strange stress due to some unconscious fears I hold. I am thinking with my new Name Embed of GLM that has Harmonic Conflux I can eliminate this completely. Facing it head-on and then dissolving it. And not just this particular fear and stress response but all of them.

I want to become so unperturbed that stress and tensions no longer exist within my reality and instead I am an unmovable force, silent, and having absolute presence, like a mountain.

#349

Another huge shift in my inner life today. After sitting with a load of things about sexuality since using Khan Black in the past, the last few days that program came strongly back into my consciousness and with it many of the things I at that time dealt with within myself. Now back then I did not really take proper action. Today I decided to get out of my comfort zone, face some of my fears, go place and meet people I would never do otherwise and eventually it ended up being a manifestation where I could come to closure with something that troubled me on the inside and caused some destructive sexual stimulations within me from time to time. This is all connected to my history with sexuality, intimacy and dating, romance in general. Khan Black brought all of that to the surface so quick and since I never felt like meeting anyone or discussing this topic with anyone I probably really didnt get any outer experience that could shift and change what was inside of me. Now a significant change has occurred that I know and feel will lead to greater changes across the board. A certain freedom of mind since a burden has been taken off.

Actually it is very surprising to me that only since using Alchemist Singularity all of this suddenly resurfaced. And also how many of these things can lay dormant or unconscious and weigh us down or limit us unconsciously without us being much aware of it. It is there beneath the surface but not enough attention is being called towards it so that it can be seen, witnessed, observed and transformed. Most of the time these things stick with us until death. Unless you are on the path of growth and shadow work where you have to look at even the most daunting parts of the subconscious mind and transform them.

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#350

I have a dream and vision of eventually, step by step, gradually get through all the stages of Alchemist — properly, with enough patience, care and dedication so that the full scope of the program integrates within my being, and then graduate with a Custom of which I have already created the template and this Custom is so magnificent, so absolutely complete and wholesome for what I have set out to do in my life that I can guarantee myself the trade off in value will be astronomical. By far I don’t think even after a few years of continuously using it it will even come close to giving me a feeling that I got “all out of it” that I could.

#351

Music is such a good way to get through music just pop those jams and transmute all that no longer matters

Ashemmmm

Or become the music drip drip

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#352

So many old memories are dwirling in, parts of my and aspects of me I thought I had completely lost and disconnected from and wanted to call back in for a very long time but it just didn’t. Now it is streaming back in. It feels like a homecoming. To my best self. The part of my that I always loved and appreciated. And who others loved and enjoyed being around.

Let’s see if this continues, it would be nice if it did. I want all of that back integrated and part of my subconscious so I can step into that and access it at any time!! :slight_smile:

#353

One of my goals with subliminal programs is to build within my psyche an extremely positive paradigm that breeds success and attracts our desires and wishes naturally and effortlessly in our lives.

Having this kind of mindset engrained, on how to act, how to think, how to behave, how to operate in the world and how to approach life scenarios; difficulties, tribulations, goals, projects, etc in the right way is absolutely essential—and if this comes natural, almost as if an unconscious impulse, then success is nearly guaranteed as everything within you is simply aligned with it.

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#354

I want to be a Poet, Philosopher, Wisemen, Musician, Magician, Counselor, Spiritual Leader, Visionary and do something in the realm of human transformation, growth and evolution.

I am a humanitarian at Heart. I care for all human beings and wish us to thrive on this planet. I want to see everyone well, peaceful, happy and satisfied with their lives. I want to abolish suffering, hate, division and disease.

Once I touch my CORE, that CORE I had lost and have been searching for, I will be right back into action. I will be unstoppable because it is the only thing I live for. I want everyone to THRIVE.

I want the whole of my subconscious mind to come together and unify, which I am using Alchemist Singularity for and for my subconscious to be ruled, dominated and guided by my Spirit and higher self. Not the other way around. The mind shall become under my ruling.

My Heart beats with the Heart of the Earth and that’s how I am connected to all living beings upon this spinning globe.

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#355

I had some severe damages or problems in the lower chakras making it difficult for me to be fully grounded in my body. Not sure if it is because of Singularity but I seem to moving through a lot of subconscious structures, traumatic or non integrated and processed ones that were causing me not to be fully down to earth and embodied.

Well Singularity has As Above and As Below right so it helps us to connect with both energies and planes of life.

I have always leaned more towards As Above naturally, I feel drawn towards everything cosmic but it is important for me to bring both sides into equal activity.

In a way I was stagnating and stuck in certain parts of my life because these lower energy centers where malfunctioning or not fully expressing themselves because certain subconscious structures where unprocessed and not integrated or expelled from my system.

With Alchemist, the full program, not just Singularity, I will do all the necessary work to bring everything back together—heal, transform and empower myself.

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#356

Some absolutely radical shifts have occurred in these last few weeks. This feel like the point for me where EVERYTHING comes together. Where all the entire past and future comes together into the now, into the present, as wisdom, as a deep inner knowing and understanding that is just there, available.

I don’t need to think much when I can KNOW! I don’t need to figure out or analyse when I can know. The mind has to become still, expanded, aware and in that space many more things are available and accessible that are not in a mindscape that is scattered with endless thought. It can’t see through anything, let alone its own mental walls forged by identity and ego.

The ego and identity has to dissolve for the true reality to become visible, to be felt, to be lived.

It Is All Around Us … The Matrix

Free Your Mind

Return To The Source

~ Free Your Mind of ALL Disbelieve, Doubt, Fear ~

YOU CAN CREATE ANYTHING YOU WANT.

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#357

Since something broke some of my mental barriers I suddenly experience so many financial opportunities. Like the craziest things you wouldn’t believe are manifesting for me. Absolutely ridiculous of you think of it.

I don’t want to say anything because I believe that before things manifest we shouldn’t talk too much about it. Even saying this, but I trust this community only has good thoughts and intentions reading posts like that.

One thing I can say is that we do live in a matrix and that matrix is entirely mental, our minds tap into mental worlds and these worlds keep us tied to limited realities or a specific collective realities which everyone is fueling unknowingly.

Once you can break out of this prison literally anything is possible, within the boundaries of certain natural and universal laws that keep everything in order, but at a certain level even those can bend and change I believe.

We should always be open for higher possibilities!

I don’t want to switch my stack at all as I don’t want to be in danger of falling back into that same mental loop or prison I was stuck in, I want to break out completely. But am I think at a certain point if I unlock limitless finances then so much power would be in my hands to make certain dreams and desires come true, with huge sums of money a lot more is suddenly possible it gives a certain sense of freedom and capability to get things done. I don’t care about much lavish and luxury even though it is nice I just want to get done wants needs to get done, any excess is unnecessary for me right now as I don’t desire 5 bentleys. Just the money to achieve my goals and dreams in life which as I said in a previous post are very humanitarian and I already know what needs to be worked on as I have build a large puzzle for many many many years but beyond the expansion of that mental image and how everything ties together I have not been able to really make any progress in realising it.

And I don’t think the time was ripe for it.

I think we are nearing a zone now in the world where the time will be ripe for huge cataclysmic changes and thats where many of these puzzle pieces will suddenly become relevant. I have always been on the edge with another world, not really feeling like I belong to this world, or to this world but in a more advanced state and form and this is where I want us to move towards!

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#358

Curious if this is something about manifestation you’ve been taught or your own personal belief

I get the same thought but not sure if it is just my personal worry and limitation I’m putting on myself

#359

It is a combination of personal believe coming from real and direct experience and also about what is talked about in certain circles. Everything is connected and interconnected all kinds of exchanges of energy are happening and if reveal provide unfinished manifestations to someone it is like giving them direct access to alter that reality.

What happens in private and secret is untouched, only your own thoughts and emotions can affect it. Unless you tell someone about it, it is yours only. Untouched by the influence of others.

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#360

Interesting, thanks for sharing :+1:

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#361

Always welcome!

#362

Something absolutely massive has shifted inside of me and it is noticeable not just in the way I am, the way I walk and talk but my reality is also different and the most unusual possibilities are suddenly coming on my path.

Nothing new for me tho but sort of a distant long forgotten reality that I could somehow no longer access. Seems reviving parts of my unconscious has been the most beneficial thing I have ever done.

Like jumping into alternate realities kind of.

This entire journal is literally just me walking around in circles and not getting deep inside of myself, not accessing me true hidden power that I always accessed. And why was it difficult? Simply because of some “invisible” walls and barriers that got programmed and implanted into me at some point. All kinds of unconscious hocus pocus that completely detached me from myself. And the self is where the magic is.

Ive always been capable of creating the most magical things in myself, things others deem completely and utterly irrational and impossible I tend to make true. This is my gift and my talent. I can make things happen that are so unordinary people think I am not even from this planet.

But all this got lost somewhere. The experience itself however bad and daunting it was is going to bring me a new sense of wisdom and understanding of life for sure! Now it is time to grow beyond all my limitations and find my true power again and fully embody it once and for all! I will never leave it behind again.

I know exactly what I want and will make a masterplan and how to create it. Most of it is about inner growth but some part of it is financial and material as that will be needed to get where I want to get.

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#363

Heading towards yet another country. This time I except a lot of breaks in my mental structures, and once one breaks many more will tumble I saw Saint talking about this he says it is like a house of cards falling.

On the other hand if you strongly build a new positive believe structure it can also have a deep impact on many layers of the unconscious, but that is a different approach one is breaking down another is building, this is a dual approach to transformation solve et coagula.

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#364

Craziest manifestations happening in my life right now.

And most importantly because of GLM I literally feel so unfazed even though I am totally out of my comfort zone chilling with multi multi millionaires in dubai.

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