Alchemical Odysseys: A Journal of Inner Transmutation

Journals - Major Programs
#325

The weird part is I am not even sure if all the other scripting is doing much. I feel like GLM the joy scripting hits often but then other aspects I am not noticing, I do notice the stoicism, the silence, masculine presence and leadership.

I ran it since release and still don’t got the whole program I feel like.

Also with running Alchemist Pathfinder the program does not always have the space to fully shine since Pathfinder is a cleansing stage, it takes me through states where a lot is being purified and released; during this I do not notice much from other programs. It comes and goes in phases. When I ran St2 the results of other programs became enhanced instead. That is fine by me though. I will still run it for a significant time looking at 3 months or longer and then if I switch to St2 again perhaps some hidden progress with GLM will strongly surface.

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#326

From what I’ve read, there’s script that makes subconscious focus and execute the easiest concepts in the whole program first, while harder concepts will obviously take more time and action. Seems like those parts are the easiest for you to execute

Yep, it’s one of the challenges the subclub is trying to solve with new DR Regeneration, it seems. That healing subs overpower everything else in the stack

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#327

Yeah and also what we consciously prioritise I believe.

Since my conscious guidance will always takes precedence while the programs are there in the subconscious working to support our will and desires, and conscious focus.

Yeah. I am thinking whether I should run this solo or not or whether GLM is doing something in the background and will surface after I switch stages. If I were to for example washout Pathfinder for a bit and continue with GLM I think I would see a lot of results suddenly with GLM. Even now because the healing or purification whatever it is comes in waves. So a wave where I feel like layers are falling off and then where I integrate those shifts and changes where also GLM shows some wonderful effects. Also GLM is always there in the background though I can sense it, but it is more subtle because like you said the healing really does dominate. But that also normal.

I am not bothered by it I think. I have ran this stack for quite awhile now and I think once I finally go to St2 the results will be really amazingly promising.

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#328

Alchemist is going very deep now and I will enter Shoonya program soon which will be 4 days of no phones. I think when I come out of this nothing will be same for me. I already felt for two three weeks anticipating this program huge changes in my life which I feel were only preparation and without which I don’t think I would been able to go through it even.

#329

It definitely does

I’d maybe even say that the results are just normal, it’s just that the healing results are much easier to perceive because it deals with traumatic topics which are more triggering and catch more attention, and that creates the illusion that healing dominates the whole stack

And on washouts you are not pumped of scripting that encourages you to face and integrate your traumas and you notice results from other subs easier

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#330

St1 of Alchemist is not that much of a healing title but it is right now creating a peculiar effect in me where I am peeling of many layers and undoing the effects of subliminal programming that no longer resonates with me. This effect is so dominant right now that it takes over the other program.

GLM is still there in the background and sometimes it surfaces giving me a great and wonderful source of joy, among other aspects.

I think the next two months will be an extreme time of growth for me as I continue with these two programs.

Its more of the energetics of this whole situation are sort of numbing the GLM aura and effects but I can still notice it coming out from time to time. Everything is still there in the background, more subtle to perceive. But I feel so grounded and stable like nothing can phase me. This was a new feeling in the very beginning now it has become so deep and normal that I really don’t go off my emotions at all. I don’t get affected by pretty much anything so far, but also haven’t put it too much too the test either. Anyway the stoic mindset can absolutely forge someone into a stable source of clarity and strength.

I feel im now at a stage with my progress where massive breakthroughs are about to unfold in my life and everything is gonna improve for the better.

With Pathfinder suddenly im finding myself back into a state of who I was long before I ever did any subliminal programming. It feels more natural and authentic and more real as the individual or the identity I naturally and organically grow true my life experiences and interactions with people around me. Like everything else is stripped away. Probably a temporary effect until I disintegrate and integrate some aspects and a new whole manifests from inside of me where anything I no longer wish to be evaporates and everything else gets fully integrated within myself. Which was always my goal as I felt I had so much unintegrated subliminal processes which where weighing me down or seemed like constantly processing.

But lets see how it all unfolds!

I am blessed either way. Still want to add a wealth title either rich trader or EOG St1 could be good but also don’t want to dilute this process with anything right now. My psychological and spiritual transformation takes precedence.

I did not have this experience with Alchemist Pathfinder before probably since now I consciously wanted to work with this particular scripting and it got activated. It almost feels like a reset, fresh start and new beginning. Also in how I feel. I don’t feel as much scripting on my mind and more like clear and clean like nothing being overwhelmed and all. Subliminal reset of sorts.

I am thinking if ill do a few months more of this not only will I have a clean slate but also a complete and sturdy foundation to continue my spiritual journey.

I want a name embed actually so I can include the anti-recon core with it.

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#331

After reading GLM description today. Coming to some acceptance. I am just suddenly experiencing a profound experience of love, awareness, presence and a deep sense of bliss within myself. A fire burns within my Heart. I feel and wish to best to everyone. I can almost cry in tears from how profound and beautiful this experience is. And yet I am completely relaxed and calm. I feel so calm it is amazing. Feeling once again blissed, blessed and grateful!

One cannot help but to wish everyone the best in a state like this.

#332

I feel like I have been literally just one karmic block, push or breakthrough away from a profound internal awakening and transformation that has been growing for such a long time. Not sure when it will come but I hope soon.

#333

Today is interesting and weird at the same time. My entire perception feels different.

The same it was before I started this stack. It is good in a way at it shows me just how far I have come. Sometimes changes become step by step so normal to us that it seems like we are not different but then when my perception changed back into my original state I realised just how far I have come.

In just a few months I have become far more strong, independent, resilient, self-reliant and embody masculinity more than what I started with. Now I think I will integrate it even deeper with the vivid experience of what I used to be like in the past I can now take things even deeper.

Also some anger has come in the past few days, and I feel like irritated a bit. Not something common to me but me strength and assertiveness is also slowly beginning to surface which is a good thing if I temper it with my compassion and care.

#334

I am getting a bit impatient though. I want faster progress and a bit more push. I like to see cataclysmic changes in my life. I feel like life is short and at this pace, I need 5 lifetimes to reach my goals.

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#335

Next few months I will focus on using the NSE Tech in Alchemist Pathfinder to clear any remaining blockages in my system and integrating even deeper my practises into my daily life.

Purification, balancing, stabilising, grounding, energising, and clearing practices.

#336

I want to explore more the outer edges of my comfort zone and what I fear. I want to face all my fears. Fears are holding us back so much even if we think they are not there. They can hide in the shadows of our mind and limit us and our actions and dreams in so many ways.

#337

There is so much out there in the world for me, why am I keeping myself limited? I can be so much, do so much.

I feel like if I just let go off my comfort zone and face all my fears directly in the eye profound changes will unfold in me and my perception will totally shift of life. These fears are like invisible chains holding me back and keeping me tied to limitations and restrictions. To roam within a circle of possibilities but not cross them.

This is what I like to overcome in next few months. My head blockage I think is also just related to fear and once I face it, it will dissolve and I will transform internally.

My mind is full of impossibilities and limitations, but what if I can go beyond them, what all I could create, do and and become. The possibilities would become limitless and so would be the potential for my life and my creation.

This is all a reaction to Pathfinder and the fear plus limitations scripting. With the Stoic strength of Godlike Masculinity on my side, the grounding, discipline, perseverance, dedication, commitment and endurance on my side all of these fears and limitations will falter, and I will become limitless in my expression and ability and find to freedom within myself.

Wow this is an unreal breakthrough!

Now entering the Shoonya program, 3 days of no phone in an intense space. Let’s see what will happen. I am so ready and excited for this. Zero expectations but I know it will be life-transforming.

#338

The program was beyond words.

All the next steps in my life have become clear, the path has been laid now, all left for me to do is just take the steps.

Subliminal wise, I now fully see how these programs can support my Spiritual, physical, financial, and social life and support me to progress in any area at an accelerated rate.

Whatever I have been grasping at and whatever illusions were there they have become visible to me. Some deep karmas have been lifted. Whatever is left to workout I have been provided all the tools to take on myself. I always had the vision for something in my life but never felt the capability to actually materialise it. Now I finally feel the capability to make things possible, or at least it is in seed form, if I make this seed grow into a tree my capability will become boundless, beyond restrictions and limitations.

Next advanced program I will do will be another leap.

#339

I have some clear steps now towards a certain goal. Æon; Alchemist Royal and the regular Alchemist will both become fundamental to that journey.

I am taking my time with Alchemist to get to a certain state of being and of course graduating the 4th stage for a significant time before adding Æon later on. Some small things have to move into place for certain things to happen that will make this journey very beneficial.

#340

Life is simply incredible. Everything is so perfect right now.

If now only a few small wishes fall into place, which I am sure they will, a very great unfolding can finally begin to happen in my life. I will be needing some small tools to work with this and next year so something special can happen for me in 2027.

If one plans so “far” in advance what he wishes to achieve and does not let go of his plans and desires then nature will make it happen, it has to, by law and function of how life operates. This is also dependant upon the strength and power of the individual however. Now this can be cultivated through Spiritual growth and practice, where if one will something to occur it must and will happen. The forces of nature will bend to one wish and desire.

If used for good it is a great blessing, if used for bad it will be ones ultimate destruction. You can create and manifest anything you want but certain operations have big consequences, this is karma or divine law. Even if one circumvents this it will eventually catch up.

I have to go through a complete transfiguration, transmutation and transformation; the meaning of trans comes from transitionary, because it deals with a dimension or world that is in between this and another, above the mind and the body, hence why it can induce incredible changes in both, often through energetic means but then again anything is energetic in nature even the physical substance of the material world but this is even more so true for the subtler dimensions and forces.

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#341

Wish I could put this in BIG LETTERS, because while it so rudimentary and basic, it is absolutely fundamental to journaling. Know what you journal and where you journal. The mind is a vast scape filled with information, awareness and clarity are key to share and journal in the right way, some things are private, others are public.

So many profound realisations are coming to me and I am beginning to realise why I am journaling all these things online on some forum. Journaling is very important, but it should be kept private. Why sharing my most precious and internal processes and thoughts with people online who it is not in the slightest relevant to.

So I am feeling it is important from now on I keep my main journal private and my journal here I can talk about more public things which are more program and development relevant as I wish to support this subliminal community project here.

Have a strong feeling nothing will be same for me from this point onwards.

#342

I am at 7 mins with New Alchemist, it feels good.

#343

One thing I noticed about Pathfinder is the cleansing component can sometimes drain energy a bit temporarily but if you knew how to upkeep energy properly, manage it and generate it or absorb it from somewhere this need to be a serious problem.

Could be good for going to sleep though. If you have a lot of excess you can just get sleepy a bit and go out cold haha.

#344

Stagnation is our worst enemy, as long as we stay constantly engaged, active and fixated upon a goal we keep our energies moving and flowing, otherwise lethargy can ensue and negativity can clog our energy fields.

Swift thinking and quick action is a result of our constant engagement with activities without even a single moment of stagnation. As a tool meditation, the right forms and initiations of them can help us to get our energies moving and flowing properly and open us up to higher possibilities and potentials within ourselves. Where there was once resistance will be ignited a previously hidden drive and desire to achieve.