Still on a washout but I becoming fairly convinced now that what I need is to work on my physical body with Quantum Limitless, the tiredness and nervous exhaustion from processing can easily be improved with that program and it would be a blessing also to see this program be upgraded in the near future taking some of the innovations from Emperor Executive and the Limitless series into account, especially the energy scripting for the brain that is in Emperor Executive, the neurodivergent and dopamine scripting.
I can already see how Quantum Limitless will benefit me and will elaborate on this later. Today has been a day of brainstorming and insight. I have not run the program yet but I feel I am totally in flow with it already.
Will have to update this at a later time, the connection with Quantum Limitless has passed and a sudden outburst of integration and results from my cycle of Godlike Masculinity and Alchemist has come to the surface.
Feeling such remarkable things happening right now, both internal healing and transformations, with a sense of things coming together that I have long been waiting for. This is not the destination of course, but the beginning of something new and not just something, the beginning of an absolutely magical journey with Alchemist. Alchemist is just like magic, it seems to aid in cosmic synchronicity and things just working out in ways that cannot be understood by logic, there is a field of consciousness permeating every atom of existence and Alchemist puts one in touch with this field.
Also was accepted to participate in a new kriya practice two months from now that will bring order to and stimulate all the “vayus”, it is pretty clear to me if by that time my nervous system issues have not been resolved then after a fair amount of practice it cannot help but to be fixed as at the basis of every health problem lies energy at its source. This practice will give me charge over my vital energies and allow proper circulation, unblock stuck and dense energies and bring balance, harmony and stability to the system.
This event is happening in about one month and two weeks from now so until then I am focusing on preparing my mind and body through hatha yoga and other preparatory exercises. I can see how Alchemist is slowly manifesting into a wonderful journey one of boundless possibilities and of a transformation that goes far beyond what can deems possible and impossible for ones life.
The silence, calmness, serenity, positivity and wisdom I feel from this program truly have added a new dimension of ease and peace to my life. And I can feel this is only the start and beginning, as once I reach the final stage and running it for awhile I should be ready and capable to do the full 15-minutes and will revisit the entire thing (hopefully by that time in name embedded format to take the changes even deeper) by that time we should be at least 7 to 9-months in the future from now and then the changes would have so deepened that there should be no resistance to taking it to the next level.
I am currently at 1m each of New Alchemist and New Godlike Masculinity thinking of getting a sprinkle of 30s Quantum Limitless in there and see how it affects me. Letting it slowly and quietly unfold seeing where it takes me. At an easy pace just one slow step at a time I can change my reality no need to hurry beyond proportion the smoothest progress is always beyond friction.
So now it came to me that one of the profound aspects of Quantum Limitless will be the wholesome development of every faculty of mind and the corresponding regions of the brain, a dual approach for complete mental, intellectual and brain related development. On top of that it feels like Alchemist develops the religious or spiritual aspects of the brain and develops my psychic faculty, imagination, consciousness more more.
Seems like I need to get my hands on L Threonate minerals
What It Is
Magnesium L-Threonate is a compound of:
• Magnesium (Mg²⁺) — a mineral crucial for nerve signaling, relaxation, and enzyme activity.
• L-Threonic acid — a metabolite of Vitamin C that helps magnesium cross the blood–brain barrier efficiently.
This ability to reach the brain is what makes it special.
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1. Increases Brain Magnesium Levels
Most magnesium supplements (oxide, citrate, glycinate, etc.) raise magnesium in the body, but not much enters the brain.
Magnesium L-Threonate is the only form shown in animal and human studies to significantly raise magnesium concentration in the cerebrospinal fluid — by roughly 15–20%.
This means:
• Neurons have more magnesium inside their synapses.
• It directly influences how brain cells communicate and adapt.
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2. Enhances Synaptic Plasticity
Magnesium plays a critical role in synaptic plasticity — the ability of neurons to form and strengthen connections (the biological basis of learning and memory).
When brain magnesium levels rise:
• It activates NMDA receptors (in a balanced way).
• Increases density and stability of synapses in the hippocampus — the memory center of the brain.
• Promotes long-term potentiation (LTP), the process underlying learning.
In short: L-Threonate doesn’t “stimulate” you like caffeine — it optimizes the brain’s adaptability and learning machinery.
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3. Supports Memory and Cognitive Function
Animal and clinical studies (notably from MIT and the journal Neuron) found that Magnesium L-Threonate:
• Improved working memory and short-term recall.
• Enhanced learning speed and pattern recognition.
• Helped older subjects regain youthful brain plasticity.
In human trials, it’s shown to:
• Improve executive function (planning, focus, reasoning).
• Reduce age-related memory decline.
• Possibly support post-stress cognitive recovery.
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4. Reduces Neural Excitability and Anxiety
Magnesium calms the nervous system by:
• Regulating calcium flow in neurons.
• Inhibiting excessive glutamate (excitatory neurotransmitter) activity.
• Supporting GABAergic (calming) transmission.
Because L-Threonate delivers magnesium directly into the brain, it can:
• Lower stress sensitivity,
• Reduce anxiety and insomnia, and
• Enhance emotional stability.
This is why many users report mental clarity + calm alertness.
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5. Protects Against Neurodegeneration
Higher brain magnesium supports:
• Mitochondrial function (better energy in neurons).
• DNA repair and synaptic maintenance.
• Reduced oxidative stress and neuroinflammation.
Some studies suggest potential benefits in:
• Mild cognitive impairment (early Alzheimer’s)
• Age-related cognitive decline
• Recovery after brain injury (as adjunct support)
Combined with Magnesium Taurate
Excellent follow-up 
— Magnesium Taurinate (also called Magnesium Taurate) is another very interesting compound, but it behaves quite differently from Magnesium L-Threonate.
Both deliver magnesium to the body, but their partner molecules (taurine vs. threonate) change where and how they work — especially in the brain and cardiovascular system.
Let’s compare and then look closely at what magnesium taurinate does inside the brain 
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What It Is
Magnesium Taurinate = Magnesium + Taurine
• Magnesium → essential mineral that calms neurons and stabilizes electrical activity.
• Taurine → an amino acid-like compound found in the brain and heart, known for its neuroprotective and anti-anxiety effects.
Together they form a chelate (a bonded pair) that is very gentle on the body and efficiently absorbed.
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1. How It Acts in the Brain
Calms Neural Excitability
Taurine is a GABA-mimetic neurotransmitter — it activates some of the same inhibitory receptors that GABA does.
When magnesium and taurine combine:
• Magnesium blocks excessive glutamate activity (the “accelerator”).
• Taurine increases GABAergic tone (the “brake”).
Result → a balanced, calm, and focused nervous system — less overstimulation, fewer racing thoughts.
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Supports Neuroprotection and Energy
Taurine protects neurons by:
• Reducing oxidative stress and calcium overload (which can damage brain cells).
• Supporting mitochondrial energy metabolism.
• Maintaining cell membrane stability during stress or inflammation.
This makes magnesium taurinate valuable for:
• Neuroprotection (aging, neurotoxins, chronic stress).
• Mood stabilization and resilience.
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May Improve Sleep and Emotional Balance
Because both magnesium and taurine lower cortisol and adrenaline responses, this form tends to:
• Promote deeper, calmer sleep.
• Reduce restlessness, irritability, or anxiety.
• Support parasympathetic (rest-digest) dominance — great for nervous system repair.
Many people report it as more soothing and “heart-calming,” rather than cognitively stimulating like L-Threonate.
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2. Strong Effects on the Cardiovascular System
Taurine itself:
• Regulates heart rhythm and blood pressure.
• Improves magnesium uptake into cardiac cells.
• Enhances vascular relaxation (endothelial nitric oxide).
Because of this synergy, Magnesium Taurinate is often recommended for:
• Arrhythmia, palpitations, or high blood pressure.
• Stress-induced heart strain.
• People who want both mental calm and cardiovascular support.
Lastly,
Excellent — that’s a deep and important topic
Let’s unpack Lithium Orotate carefully, because it’s often misunderstood. It’s not the same as prescription lithium carbonate used for bipolar disorder — but it does affect the brain, and in subtle but real ways.
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What It Is
Lithium Orotate = Lithium (Li⁺) + Orotic acid (a natural compound in the body).
It’s a low-dose, nutraceutical form of lithium designed to:
• Deliver trace amounts of lithium to the brain and nervous system,
• Without the toxicity risk associated with high-dose medical lithium salts (like lithium carbonate or citrate).
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1. How It Acts in the Brain
Even in microdoses, lithium affects several key neurological systems:
a) Neurotransmitter Modulation
• Increases serotonin activity and dopamine stability — leading to better emotional balance.
• Regulates glutamate (the main excitatory neurotransmitter), preventing overstimulation and neurotoxicity.
• Enhances GABAergic tone, producing a subtle calming effect.
The result: mood stabilization, emotional steadiness, and reduced anxiety or irritability.
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b) Neuroprotective Effects
Lithium is one of the most studied neuroprotective elements known. It:
• Increases BDNF (Brain-Derived Neurotrophic Factor) and NGF (Nerve Growth Factor) — molecules that help neurons grow, repair, and form new connections.
• Inhibits GSK-3β (Glycogen Synthase Kinase-3 beta) — an enzyme that, when overactive, contributes to mood disorders, neurodegeneration, and inflammation.
• Promotes neurogenesis in the hippocampus, the center of learning and memory.
Over time, this can lead to better resilience to stress and improved cognitive stability.
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c) Mood and Stress Regulation
Lithium microdoses help:
• Smooth out emotional “peaks and crashes.”
• Reduce impulsive reactivity and ruminative thinking.
• Support calm focus under pressure.
Some studies and anecdotal reports suggest benefits for:
• Mild anxiety or irritability,
• Premenstrual mood swings,
• Low mood related to chronic stress or sleep disruption.
It’s not a sedative, but tends to make emotional energy more even and less chaotic.
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🧘♂️ 2. Microdose vs. Prescription Lithium
| So, lithium orotate provides trace lithium, often closer to what’s found naturally in drinking water in certain regions known for better mood stability.
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3. Possible Benefits Noted in Research
Although human data is limited (most are small or observational), potential benefits include:
• Neuroprotection against Alzheimer’s and age-related decline.
• Mood stabilization and reduction of depressive symptoms.
• Improved impulse control and reduced aggression.
• Protection from oxidative stress and mitochondrial dysfunction.
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4. Dosage
• Usually sold in 5 mg elemental lithium capsules (roughly 120 mg lithium orotate salt).
• Typical range: 2.5–10 mg elemental lithium daily (a very small amount compared to prescription lithium).
• Best taken with food to minimize stomach upset.
Do not confuse the “5 mg” supplement label (elemental lithium) with prescription doses of 300–1200 mg lithium carbonate — those are much, much stronger.
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5. Safety & Cautions
Although much safer at low doses, lithium still affects kidneys, thyroid, and electrolytes if misused.
Precautions:
• Avoid combining with prescription lithium or NSAIDs, as these can raise lithium levels.
• Stay hydrated; dehydration increases lithium concentration.
• If used long-term (>6 months), consider checking kidney (creatinine) and thyroid function (TSH) occasionally.
• Not recommended during pregnancy or breastfeeding.
Side effects (if overused or in sensitive individuals) can include:
• Mild tremor,
• Thirst or increased urination,
• Fatigue or metallic taste.
At proper microdoses, however, these are uncommon.
| Increases BDNF & neurogenesis | Activates CREB pathway, inhibits GSK-3β | Brain repair & resilience |
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| Stabilizes serotonin & dopamine | Neurotransmitter balance | Emotional steadiness |
| Regulates glutamate & GABA | Prevents overexcitation | Calming, anti-anxiety effect |
| Protects mitochondria | Reduces oxidative stress | Neuroprotection & longevity |
In short:
• Lithium L-Threonate → cognitive support
• Magnesium Taurinate → calm and heart support
• Lithium Orotate → mood stability and neuroprotection
I will need to get these to provide nutrition for the neurological growth I will go through. Really feel like I am about to make a Quantum Jump to a completely alternate universe lol
I can already feel a huge relieve of neurological tension lifting from my system, like it was never there.
What lovely tunes are these.
I am just beginning to realise that Quantum Limitless St1 can have a similar effect to how psychedelics can heal trauma on a very deep level by rewiring the nervous system itself, our entire mind is encoded in our nervous system, every trauma, believe and impression is imprinted upon it. If those traumatic neurological networks are properly neutralised and transformed then mental healing will also naturally ensue.
Also this — “ 
Scientists Say “Luck” Is Not Random — And Your Mind Shapes It
In 2019, Oxford physicists ran an experiment with electrons and found particles behaved differently depending on whether the observer expected a certain result. This confirmed a long-standing hypothesis: expectation itself changes outcomes.
Scientists call this the observer coherence effect. When you’re confident you’ll “get lucky,” your brain filters reality to highlight opportunities others ignore.
Research in Zurich found that people who believe in their luck are 3x more likely to find money, land jobs, and close deals — not because of magic, but because their brains are tuned to spot signals others miss.
Even quantum experiments with random numbers showed a strange pattern: participants’ focused intention nudged probabilities beyond statistical norms.
The lesson? Luck isn’t mysticism — it’s the power of focus aligning quantum possibilities in your favor. Every moment holds countless outcomes. Your mind helps decide which one becomes real.”
Our mind creates our reality. Reshaping it & remodelling it, can alter our very perception, perspective and by extension or very life and reality. Just a deep rooted belief, a knowing that everything is possible can completely reshape ones life allowing him to now take choices and choose realities of a far greater nature.
If we want to live a life of complete choice, everything in our life should become consciously, voluntary and intentional as an extension of our will and desire this is especially true for the mind, it being the director of our entire being.
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Last few days have been interesting and today something just dawned upon me, I know with full conviction, beyond any shadow of a doubt that I have found the solution to all my problems.
Just taking out the time to enjoy this moment hehe celebrating hehe!
I found my ultimate stack, my roadmap towards building that stack, how I will achieve my goals in life easily and effortlessly, what has been holding me back and why I have been so tired and burned out over the last few years and how to overcome that easily within the next few months.
2026 will be started by me fully refreshed, unaffected be the strains of the past and completely recharged with a purpose and desire of life that is seldom seen in modern society.
I had a very interesting dream last night of going to a endocrinologist and neurologist combined and he was doing tests on me to see what is going on with my body and give me a protocol for healing. Then somehow his assistant started making out with me what a strange turn of events lol. Eventually we did not get to the results of the blood tests and other tests and scans he took.
But today I woke-up and I feel quite… different, and I had such a great sleep after a long time.
A new chapter opening now, will continuing this journey with Quantum Re-Balance and already having some interesting results.
Yesterday before sleep I listened 3m of Ql, Glm and Alchemist St2. First thing I noticed when waking up is how sharp my senses suddenly are, especially for now sound and touch, I am much more aware of these senses and they seem enhanced bringing me a richer experience of life… this may be due to the nervous system healing component in Quantum Limitless, and since my sense of smell is very low it would be interesting if it can enhance this sense as well.
Sometimes all we need is a radical change in perspective. To see things wildly different from how we used to see them. We only react and see the world through the lens of our own subjective mental landscape, once this is transformed life can be filled possibilities and new potentials that we never saw before!
I am a very strong believer in Subliminal Programming as a tool to initiate that inner change, to reprogram ourselves to live out a completely different reality, one where mental limitations, fears and boundaries of what we can create and do no longer hold us back but instead we step into a reality where confidence feels natural and achieving our dreams feel possible and within our grasp… in such a state moving towards our goals becomes easy and effortless as while we are living the reality of the goals being achieved inside of us, the progress is being made on the outside! It is the co-creation between two worlds, subjective and objective, and nothing can be achieved without first opening up the possibilities deep inside of us!
My goals with Quantum Limitless are quite extensive and they are not just for learning, for me it is about going beyond what is possible as a human being and to attain to a state of limitlessness within myself, reach peak human performance, whether mentally, physically or spiritually.
One aspect is the my desire to completely reprogram myself and manifest a completely new paradigm, a very positive one to look at the world and to experience the world through, one that leads to success and achievement in every part of my life.
Someone shared this in the Quantum Limitless thread and it is full of fascinating information that can be applied in my process.
The things shared in this video are unbelievable but at the same time so possible it just shows how different we are all experiencing reality and how we can totally change our internal experience through programming and changing our very genetics.
Would be cool if Quantum Limitless can also help me to develop a Superior Autobiographical Memory alongside an photographic memory which it already does. Being able to fully recall my life in complete detail, what I did what day, where I went, who I talked to, what they where telling me with absolute detail, what clothes I wore, and how I felt during those experiences. And with the photographic memory being able to recall information like bank notes and numbers and the details about my surroundings would be absolutely profound.
Actually it is known that yogis of the past had this kind of memory, there are stories about how they can recall events from a decade ago and talk about it in full detail as if it was only yesterday. To the degree where they can paraphrase an entire conversation they had word by word.
These people with this kind of memory are very impressive and I think this is totally possible for everyone. Something is different about there bodies, something they have been gifted with from birth and anyone can unlock. So much information is stored in our mind, in fact, everything is stored it is just a matter of access and of how much we are consciously ignoring and unwilling to access because of programming!
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Just came to my awareness that it is not as much about reprogramming, about functioning from another program less limited program, it is about a journey where consciousness expands into the infinite where things are possible we have never fathomed before, where beliefs and the underlying structures of mind are automatically changed and altered by the experience of an expanded consciousness. Our neurology, the very imprint upon our body is the encoding our of experiences and the traces of memory left to us by our ancestors. The only way to go beyond this and not just end up in another illusion and limitation is not a pursuit of novel thought, but an expansion of consciousness itself, of perception, true intelligence (not memory) and awareness. For such a thing to occur, humanity will have to innovate in the realms of energy and quantum, because right now we are suffering a huge deficiency— the whole world is tired and exhausted from living out the same cycles and want to move beyond, in a new existence altogether and this is where we jump in the realm of energy, time and boundlessness, an existence of life beyond the 5 senses and what is usually known as the mind, into a realm where we become more psychic, life becomes more vivid and alive, our intelligence more fluid and our Soul can finally breathe. Out of the denseness and into the light.
And while I am exploring these concepts, overthinking definitely does not help, the linear path towards the truths of the universe will take light years and time like this we do not have. It is always in meditation, in that space of silence that insight comes to me, insight and understanding of concepts that I otherwise have no clue about, or most of the time have not learned about, this is the means of perceiving reality as it is beyond the filters and dogmas of the mind, through direct perception.
So while normally I would not feel so drawn to Quantum Limitless, it does actually provide a completely new edge to my life. I am usually very connected to the cosmic, the subtle and especially after my runs with Alchemist to perception beyond the physical world, but Quantum Limitless enhances my physical reality, my physical senses, the attributes of mind more relating to the physical and allows me to see the details with a focus and concentration that it is very different from what I am used from with Alchemist… my brain already seems to work better either, I can notice less friction between my neurons and brain impulses and everything crackle better together. I just seem to have more mental attention to notice things that I did not notice before, especially details for now. I never saw details like this before as if my eyesight has improved. Alchemist gives me more space for awareness to blossom which is an entirely different experience. One enhances my energies, spiritual life and the other my physical senses and my ability to perform in the physical world as even driving my motorbike has improved I can feel more in the flow state of the moment while driving it and the having more attention towards my activities than ever before, so unlike doing everything on automation as a background task my attention is fully called towards it, which actually allows me to learn and perform better in the moment. Most people would call this tiring, and it is, but many of us live without the excess of energy to be utilised and both Alchemist and Quantum Limitless provide me with these, both in there unique ways. To me they are like merging science and Spirituality although Quantum Limitless is a bit on the edge of science, like the absolute edge where science starts to meet the non-physical, where most things that have been called pseudoscience are now being discovered as realities.
I am still using Godlike Masculinity and Alchemist but since I introduced Quantum Limitless in the mix it has dominated my conscience and results a little bit. The wow factor of it all is that the problems I had before have disappeared and I feel COMPLETELY different and with complete I mean literally like I have been catapulted into a different part of my mind, an older programming that was in someways more suitable and in other ways was lacking. I can see my life as a transitioning process, every year memories where made based upon things I experienced and these memories shaped my thought process and created neurological pathways. My goal now with Quantum Re-Balance is to integrate this older part of my mind the best parts of it, when the best part of my newer state of my and disintegrate whatever is not serving me. Creating a completely new state of mind and framework to live and function from.
Like a good period in ones life can create a very different state of mind than a bad period but when one can always go back to a previous programming and resume from there, these experiences don’t have to get stuck in us and we don’t have to get stuck in that state of mind. We can choose to live the life of our dreams if we can create new mental structures that align with that. To develop our programming to become limitless, empowered and effective in the world. While removing programming that limits us, such as for example people who believe they cannot communicate, always fail at something specific, can’t do xyz, life has given them an experience and it becomes a believe and then it becomes a constant reality which the mind is creating and generating from within. These things can easily be altered ones those mental structures are proven wrong and disintegrated which I think Quantum Limitless can help and support with. Once strong and beneficial core beliefs are deeply programmed within us they can likewise also become a constant reality for us, if we imprint upon ourselves beliefs of self-growth and development, of easily attracting abundance, good luck, positivity, and whatever you can possibility imagine our mind becomes a magnet of attracting such experiences to us as it will be our living and breathing state, it will essentially become natural, we will emit a vibe of energy which the universe will respond to. We will create a reality that reflects those beliefs, this is simply how reality works. When a belief becomes integrated in the subconscious like a seed of power then it will manifest automatically by the subconscious almost at all times. This is all a form of NLP. And I want to become an NLP master and completely rewire myself for success and effortless achievement in life.
So this old identity that I have taken hold of again it comes with old habit structures also, I can see this but through conscious living I don’t have to fall for them again. While my life has been a progression of various kinds along the way I have picked up on things which have stuck with me, sometimes things which have given me beliefs that are not quite beneficial and positive it is important for me to dissolve these and let them go completely so I can move beyond them and become free from their impact as they can create outcomes in my life that might not be very helpful and positive.
So to redefine this science because it is not solely linked to language, I would just call it Neurological Programming, essentially our very psyche and mind is imprinted upon and encoded within the very cells of the nervous system spreading all across the body to leave information and memory in every corresponding area.
If one has a fear of something, every time this experience is relived the fear networks relating to that experience and emotions are reinforced, keeping the individual in a perpetual cycle that is difficult to overcome unless you reprogram those circuits or create new circuits and beliefs on demand, usually by repetition but powerful experience can also encode instantaneously; essentially you have the power to rule your life, take out the trash of the subconscious mind and put in seeds of positivity and your mind will become a miracle and your life will reflect this becoming a miracle also.
Finally, the more you start to live consciously and live a space between your thought process and you, your awareness the more you can consciously direct your life, take charge of it, intentionally, voluntarily and through your will and volition make it as you like it to be, over time this will also completely alter your neurology.
Consciousness → change your mind → change your brain & neurology ~> change your life!
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Currently in some reconciliation from Quantum Limitless where I am being confronted with all the memories that are associated with a lack of intelligence or correlate with the belief that I am not intelligent or don’t have an high IQ. Not always sure why this process is necessary as during the presults I have perfectly fine results without needing to overview these memories but yeah. I think since this program also inspires me towards innovation I am always looking to see things from a different perspective and to see possibilities that lie beyond our current grasp and understanding how things work, this is how things evolve and improve after all.
Feeling a bit of depression right now actually, I hope with this anti recon tech we can completely alleviate these depressive phases of the mind when in deep reconciliation episodes. Also a bit lethargic today, I know it will pass but I was to attain mastery over my inner state, that is my goal and recon still controls my inner state.
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I am getting the absolutely deepest sleep since running QL. Waking up in the morning can barely open my eyes, just how it used to be when I was younger. The dreams are also crazy, endless dreaming the whole night and they are super lucid and vivid.
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I’ve been working with AEON + RoD etc in the process of improving my access to the higher realms. I found a long ass video with a technique present some 56 minutes into the podcast on a method of astral travel used by someone who has done it for 60 years, per my recent Black journal entries. There was no need for me to remember events that happened when I was still in primary school in order to use the technique, as I already knew the technique from reading other books previously. But what it did was provide me with some certainty on what I was shying away from.
At the time, probably grade 4 or 5, we had been learning the heal and toe polka in physical education class, led by a muscly butch lady called Mrs Wally. I was called up in front of the class to serve as the guinea pig / person who would demonstrate the dance, presumably either with Mrs Wally or some other class member, and for whatever reason as a young kid this was highly embarrassing for me. Filled with this embarrassment energy, my eyes rolled backward in my head for a minute as I stood in front of the class showing the whites. Certain other non physical events happened at that moment, but after I returned to “reality”, everyone seeing the whites of my eyes like someone having a seizure did not sit well with everyone and I was subjected to a battery of tests, on the basis that whatever happened to me in the class was “not normal”. Ironically enough this led to me being more open to learning about such psychic things, but also installed in me the idea that this vision of people showing the whites of their eyes or being able to roll their eyes backward like people often do when staring at the third eye was associated with “abnormal” behavior. As a result I strayed away from fully performing movements that would recreate this type of state.
Although I had the full technique, there was a difference between certain “safe” variations of this exercise, versus the type where you really are looking “inward”. It’s possible I would not understand that going further than I usually would was not only safe but necessary to achieve the visual phenomena described. This is because the illusion was further solidified by seeing images of people where only the whites of their eyes showed where it appeared they were either possessed or in some form of seizure, both of which would be “bad”.
I think we don’t always understand why our past memories are limiting us, and so nature has somehow evolved us to give us more insight than we would ordinarily have viewing the past through a Cartesian anaesthetic lens (or not viewing it at all). YMMV of course.
Are you sure that the depressive phase is a bad thing? The momentary depression seems to indicate the experience is being felt viscerally as if it was occurring in the present moment, which is what you need in order to let go of the past event. It sounds like you are coming close to what my guru used to call dealing with “incompletions”, ie reliving the trace memory of your past experience so its samskaras can be dropped and you can have a chance to act from a new vantage point, rather than new events putting you back in the old state.
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Until we cannot take control of our inner life we are the mercy of forces and powers delegating our destiny I wish no part in that and to evolve beyond this.
And it will be impossible to make anything happen in our lives because if we can’t even direct our thoughts and emotions or control our inner state how can we expect things to come together properly for some achievement to happen? It will be a sluggish process of wanting to get things done but getting nowhere because we are getting steered everywhere but in the direction we need to go.
I strive for something different…
Everything that is mine or part of me should come under my influence.
It is a bad thing it is caused by something I keep ruminating on and while I have some idea of what it is it is not even conscious. It is disrupting my life and my ability to act on my goals and live to my full potential.
Anyway I am feeling greater after my yoga it all disappeared lol, yeah that’s the power of yoga—take charge of your life! Take life in your hands. You are always one practice away from cleaning up your energies, reorganising them in such a way that tension and the accumulated filth from negative thoughts and emotions simply evaporate.
And also I would have thought the same way if after the depressive phase something changed but nothing changes. It comes back on and off which means nothing is being released. It is an endless cycle. So yes I think it is a bad thing. Anyone who thinks depression is good is out of their mind lol. It is a big signal that something is VERY off. Human beings are not supposed to be in a depressive state. It is not by any means normal, it is an indicator that at some level of the psychology something is wrong and that needs to be fixed. Fixing that is not creating depression it should create the opposite that is the only way you get out of it.
Once someone is joyful and happy they don’t see life in the same way and that in itself is healing. The whole reason people remain stuck in depression is they keep ruminating on that phase of their life instead of moving on. This is already a thing no need to create more of that.
I don’t think your conclusions are off but it is not momentary. So it has been there for a good amount of time.