Alchemical Odysseys: A Journal of Inner Transmutation

Contemplating on moving onto St3 or revisting St1, having an intuition to shift to another stage of alchemist to let this St2 work a little bit more in the background passively with processing the info and whatnot. Meanwhile I work on another stage. St3 awakening would be interesting for its spiritual protection and other aspects that could lead me towards some significant breakthroughs on my spiritual path.

Speaking personally about my own attempts to learn from other channels, books or individuals, it’s not a cut and dried process, or a one size fits all thing. Even if you find what you might call a “true source”, the source might not have the capacity to explain what they have learned accurately in English. Or they might have inaccurate information about tangential topics they discuss in the course of teaching.

The types of sources I’ve consulted in the last couple of years, to give an example, include:

  • Scholars (eg scholars of Taoism or Biblical Studies) and translators.
  • Masters in a lineage, for example Wang Li Ping, Baba Ganesh, various swamis
  • Paranormal researchers, for example Steve Mera, Nathaniel Gillis, Jacques Vallee, etc.
  • Multiple different translations or interpretations of Gnostic and Essene texts, including texts whose provinence can not be adequately proved - eg Bruce and Askew Codices, Essene Gospel of peace etc.
  • Data from hypnotic regressions eg Dolores Cannon
  • NDE or astral projection experiencers.

These are only a few examples. Each of these sources has to be vetted in a different way and to me each of them have a different level of credibility depending on the individual or group sharing them. I have to follow the rules of evidence, logic, and sometimes just plain old intuition.

I haven’t watched the videos in question, and frankly I’m familiar with heart rate variability studies, HRV has some usefulness, but from what I understand you’re currently on a different path. Looking at the guys thumbnail tbh he doesn’t look like the type of person I would learn a lot from, I don’t get a sense of confidence in learning from someone who looks like the Doctor/Analyst in Matrix IV :stuck_out_tongue: but I know appearances can be deceiving.

Speaking on why I draw from such a large variety of sources, unfortunately that’s just the nature of the level of development of spiritual ideas that exists in our culture today. You have to piece together the smaller details, even some of the larger details, through comparing different sources, knowing what the symptoms or effects of correct practice are, seeing where descriptions repeat or are spoken about almost identically but with different nuances etc.

I know this is a vague description, and doesn’t even begin to fully describe my own process. The reason for this annoying long description was to say:

  • Most of the sources which provide good information are going to be incomplete in what they provide
  • In trying to reach certainty in your data there’s going to be a lot of overlap in material, and sometimes one source will provide a piece of data no-one else does while all the rest is presented virtually the same.
  • Almost invariably every source will have their own personal baggage which they bring to what they provide, whether they have deep/useful knowledge or not
  • Some of the most useful information often comes from the weirdest or most unverifiable of sources.

This is just an expected consequence of investigating a field of knowledge that has been often been deliberately obfuscated for thousands of years. Of studying knowledge which empowers within a culture whose archons (rulers) prefer the disempowerment of the greater population, in order to keep in place a control structure which will not survive in a world with a critical mass of individuals who are not bound by false/limited perception and incomplete knowledge of the world.

On the topic of the subliminal recon (if that is what it is), I’m going to stay quiet for now. I get the sense that its not the script itself but other material you’re working on. Have to see more posts to really have an opinion I can share.

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I feel like I want to do an extensive washout only problem is each time I do a washout I start to feel so good mentally that I don’t want to come back to subliminal programs at all…

Woke up feeling blessed and peaceful, the feeling went away after I ate food … Alchemist usually gives me this kind of feeling about life and I love it!

Taking a washout right now and continuing until my tiredness improves. Definitely will add Revelation of Spirit to my stack when it gets updated this season, considering adding Khan Black update at a certain point to but I think best only after finishing Alchemist and running through it once more so I can swap Alchemist for Khan Black or remove Godlike Masculinity for Khan black or build a custom to open up more space Ill have to decide on all of that.

Something has to change. I am noticing that I not going through ordinary recon phases, I am always talking about overexposure and feel a constant pressure on my nervous system. Something may be wrong with my actual physiology like stuck trauma and fear causing me to be in the wrong states for processing information well.

I can see good results with programs but it always hits me nervous system in a weird way. I think running Quantum Limitless St1 and St2 could resolve this and make subliminal programming easier for me. I have been battling with some nervous problem for awhile so perhaps QL can solve this.

See I read the Quantum Limitless description and again the same phenomena occurs that I usually have, I begin to have instant results, I suddenly noticed a quantum focus where all my thoughts became more streamlined and organised, my entire mind shifted into a state of unprecedented focus, my nervous system seemed to calm and relax in a state for optimal functioning, even twitching is happening in my body and muscles?! This is so common for me, I seem to consciously tap into the program, have results that would blow someones mind, but then when I start running the program after 2-3 loops I feel exhausted and get stuck in a nervous state and get brain pressures and my mind will stop flowing. I don’t know what is the cause of it only that I want to resolve it.

So I am thinking of testing Quantum Limitless now to see if it is really a nervous system problem and how I can rewire my entire nervous system to fix this issue and move forward with subliminal programming without my nervous system getting blocked or exhausted.

I literally can’t sit and read for long or focus on anything related to information processing because I am feeling overloaded all the time. This is very likely a nervous system problem now looking into it. I will give QL a chance to see improvements for one cycle and then reassess!

I have been ignoring this as nervous pressure but this may actually be nerve pain and damage which I believe is easily fixed. I trust and believe and have faith that with using Quantum Limitless this debilitating condition will be fully healed.

Anyone who reads this please know this is a situation peculiar to me and has nothing to do with the programs directly.

I want to actually make a custom for health that will support me to eradicate tension, nervousness, stress and heal my body from chronic stress. Might start with Quantum Limitless and then go from there. My body feels like it is often in fight or flight for no reason. While Godlike Masculinity has helped me to how to respond to things it did not deal with the underlying problem of possibility of my nervous system being stuck because of psychological trauma.

St1 of Quantum Limitless offers a reset and healing. Lets see.

I had noticed there was a cycle going on when I went back to the start of this journal and started seeing the same cycle that showed up near the end.

With that said, you’re probably not the only one experiencing release/surfacing of trauma or odd nervous sensations. Perhaps this is the result of the anti-recon scripting in GLM making an existing problem more clearly obvious than it would otherwise be. The anti recon scripting is supposed to show you what things are holding you back from achieving results. In that respect, it’s clear at least that the scripting is executing correctly, as you’ve become aware of a limiting pattern.

But even though you’ve set out the nature of the problem very clearly in the previous posts, the specific location or nature of the blockage seems to still be not being spoken verbally. What makes you think that it’s nervous system related and not for example muscular or in some other body part? If you focus on the recon, does it feel like it’s in a particular bodily location? If so, some combination of NLP, vipassana and/or physical treatment of the effected part could help in finding the solution. And if you feel it in multiple places, seeking out where it is clearest or most rooted is an option. Just some ideas.

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You know I have experienced before that it went away COMPLETELY, on multiple occasions and when this happen I was transplanted into a state of complete freedom and a sense of expansion.

I do not want to get into all the details why I know it is neurological and not muscular, and it is for sure both but the main thing is neurological. Yes the issue has come to the surface and I will try to clear it with Quantum Limitless.

@emperor_obewan I am going to rewire myself and see what happens after that! :slight_smile:

Thanks for sharing your ideas @emperor_obewan kenobi ! I think what I am experiencing it neurological and trauma based, related to deep psychological pain and trauma that I have experienced, keeping certain parts of me frozen and stuck.

More noteworthy is that yes I practice vipassana daily, other forms of meditation as well they are natural for me, when going in these states I find relieve but it comes back when I go out of them and resume my ordinary life.

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I was going to say Hero: Earth based on my intuition on your post

Just stood out on looking at how make your body more aligned for these things

Let me check it out! @MAkh

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I think a big deal when using these kind of subliminal programs is to have a proper mental framework and paradigm to work from, having a right understanding how the way life actually works and what is possible is a huge part of getting the results one aspires towards without being kept back by limiting and false beliefs that can lead to a lot of resistance and reconciliation in the process.

It is no mystery that subliminal will start to reconcile with the believe system in our subconscious mind so if the believe system there is already in the right shape things should go smooth and without too much friction, if anything at all results should flow!

Well, somehow and I think I am pretty sure of the reason I have developed a firm blockage that does not seem to want to bend. But I will now just try to rewire it directly using Quantum Limitless and see how that will change my results, processing and reconciliation process because whatever has been going on with me is not normal.

I am someone with an extraordinary ability to sacrifice himself, to sacrifice in general to achieve something, to focus, to use all my willpower till the last essence of my energy has been exterminated, to give away 10 dollars to someone in need when I only have 5! Maybe I have just forgotten how good of a person I am and totally fell for the impressions people had about me which has been very hurtful! I have developed a false identity based on how people have seen me, mostly through misunderstanding. People in the world who walk a path that is strange in the eyes of the masses are usually people who have a perception that is far more expansive, most people will not understand them, they are misunderstood to the core, not accepted, scorned at at and anyone who does not see what they see will have an opinion about them or is ever ready to judge what they do not perceive!

I stopped connecting with people out of fear for the same thing to happen, out of pain. I thought if I let anyone in they will not understand me and it will lead to suffering.

Behind all this pain is just me seeing the best in everybody, believing everyone will do the right thing. Last time I loaned someone 100 euro and later I found out he was an alcoholic gambler and manipulator and never saw my money back, when he came to me in need I gave him another 40 euros and never heard of him again. I know he was a scammer but I saw his suffering and I did what I felt was the right thing to do. I give give give and never see anything back.

I just get drained and forgotten and misperceived with the idea that humanity has just totally lost its humanity. Only here and there I can find a very few characters who have not been taken over by this disease. People where I just feel at home; who I know I can trust and actually are real. Who would do the same to me as I would do to them.

My mind is just tired!

And despite all this my heart is filled with love. I never lacked that but my mind is in pain. People around me who I cared deeply about have hurt me deeply. I don’t let anyone in or make connections anymore and I don’t know who I am anymore. I am without identity. My identity has been pulverised by people ready to point fingers, authorities and the like, people who have absolutely no clue what I am, what I stand for, what I care about.

And in all this there is silence. I don’t express myself. I have kept quiet about my pain and kept going because in the end it will not matter and I will let go of all this baggage. I will learn from everything that happened in my life.

I am seriously at a crossroads in my life I can just feel it.

I am going to do the work of the Gods and overcome just about everything that has been holding me back. Be kind and patient to everyone but allow none to dictate my life and who I am. I will rule my own life and none will have a single say about it.

I will be interested to see how it pans out.

However, my gut / intuition says that using a subliminal to resolve a problem that you’re having running a subliminal, isn’t going to work the way you’re expecting.

You write that you “do not want to get into all the details of why I know” etc. Moreover, you do not seem that sure of yourself, as literally the next clause in the sentence you contradict “it is neurological and not muscular” with “and it is for sure both”. I think you’re more likely to find your solution through action taking rather than adding another subliminal to your existing list of at least 4 “primary” programs. But hey, that’s just me. I’ve only been running these things since 2020 so what would I know :crazy_face:

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I am only using Godlike Masculinity and Alchemist and have been for awhile. With primary programs I mean what I intent to run in the future because the objectives of these programs align with me, I don’t run all 4 right now.

I am feeling too tired mentally to think through on giving you a wide explanation of all the symptoms and why. When I was writing this I was looking at the situation and I know the muscles in my brain are also tense that is why I said it is both but the main culprit is still neurology.

I don’t know why thinking about this issue and writing about it seems so tiring to me. Perhaps because it has been so chronic that I rather avoid it.

Yes action taking is always a solution to something but sometimes internal action needs to happen to open up the resistance and create a free flow of energy. I have tried action taking, using will power and all that, nothing changed, if anything I felt like I was running against a wall, in circles, with the perceived idea of going somewhere but getting nowhere. What I have always realised and what has happened to me on more than one occasion, in fact so many times that I know it is true and real, is that once BELIEF shifts everything else shifts. We create our own reality. I am creating all this nonsense. I need to fix it within, inside myself, in the subjective realm where all of this is taking place and happening. There is no such thing as an external world it is all created by the mind.

Action happens physically, mentally, emotionally, energetically. Not just physical. I think I need to do some internal action to fix the issue that is in my mind and being to take this traumatic load off from my body.

This is all just one big spiritual lesson for me!

I need to bring some things back from my old life which was going quite well and merge it with the things I learned from my new life and bring it altogether. I am consciously guiding this journey, every step of it, whatever I have been repeating and saying in this journal which has been holding me back is just my own creation, I have been doing it to myself, I have to undo it at the same time!

This is my life, it is in my hands. I decide upon what is happening to me.

I feel like only now, after spending all this time with Godlike Masculinity and Alchemist that I am beginning to integrate them and I am now suddenly seeing an upsurge of results during washout. Whereas before it was mostly a mental experiencing, a change in thoughts, ideas and desires mostly, a subtle shift in my mind orienting itself around the program, now suddenly the entire program has become somewhat experiential. It has become a living experience, I can actually feel the programs more now. This can only mean it has begun integrating into my system, at least partially, to a certain extent.

Still on a washout but I becoming fairly convinced now that what I need is to work on my physical body with Quantum Limitless, the tiredness and nervous exhaustion from processing can easily be improved with that program and it would be a blessing also to see this program be upgraded in the near future taking some of the innovations from Emperor Executive and the Limitless series into account, especially the energy scripting for the brain that is in Emperor Executive, the neurodivergent and dopamine scripting.

I can already see how Quantum Limitless will benefit me and will elaborate on this later. Today has been a day of brainstorming and insight. I have not run the program yet but I feel I am totally in flow with it already.

Will have to update this at a later time, the connection with Quantum Limitless has passed and a sudden outburst of integration and results from my cycle of Godlike Masculinity and Alchemist has come to the surface.

Feeling such remarkable things happening right now, both internal healing and transformations, with a sense of things coming together that I have long been waiting for. This is not the destination of course, but the beginning of something new and not just something, the beginning of an absolutely magical journey with Alchemist. Alchemist is just like magic, it seems to aid in cosmic synchronicity and things just working out in ways that cannot be understood by logic, there is a field of consciousness permeating every atom of existence and Alchemist puts one in touch with this field.

Also was accepted to participate in a new kriya practice two months from now that will bring order to and stimulate all the “vayus”, it is pretty clear to me if by that time my nervous system issues have not been resolved then after a fair amount of practice it cannot help but to be fixed as at the basis of every health problem lies energy at its source. This practice will give me charge over my vital energies and allow proper circulation, unblock stuck and dense energies and bring balance, harmony and stability to the system.

This event is happening in about one month and two weeks from now so until then I am focusing on preparing my mind and body through hatha yoga and other preparatory exercises. I can see how Alchemist is slowly manifesting into a wonderful journey one of boundless possibilities and of a transformation that goes far beyond what can deems possible and impossible for ones life.

The silence, calmness, serenity, positivity and wisdom I feel from this program truly have added a new dimension of ease and peace to my life. And I can feel this is only the start and beginning, as once I reach the final stage and running it for awhile I should be ready and capable to do the full 15-minutes and will revisit the entire thing (hopefully by that time in name embedded format to take the changes even deeper) by that time we should be at least 7 to 9-months in the future from now and then the changes would have so deepened that there should be no resistance to taking it to the next level.

I am currently at 1m each of New Alchemist and New Godlike Masculinity thinking of getting a sprinkle of 30s Quantum Limitless in there and see how it affects me. Letting it slowly and quietly unfold seeing where it takes me. At an easy pace just one slow step at a time I can change my reality no need to hurry beyond proportion the smoothest progress is always beyond friction.

So now it came to me that one of the profound aspects of Quantum Limitless will be the wholesome development of every faculty of mind and the corresponding regions of the brain, a dual approach for complete mental, intellectual and brain related development. On top of that it feels like Alchemist develops the religious or spiritual aspects of the brain and develops my psychic faculty, imagination, consciousness more more.