Alchemical Odysseys: A Journal of Inner Transmutation

[Adi]

Feeling very content and happy today. My body is heating up a lot. Something that I used to have a few years ago when intense energy was rushing through my system. I notice now that something may have been overcome internally allowing all my intense energy to have a space for release and allowing life inside of me to flow again.

The pressures I was talking about in this journal have been reduced a lot. Biggest reduction since the beginning of this journal and since as long as I can remember and suddenly feel very good. I noticed this correlation where whenever it goes away I suddenly feel an exhilarating sense of happiness and life surging within me. A state I am not unfamiliar with. It used to be natural to me for years…

I don’t have any reason to feel as suppressed as I did. I don’t hold my focus on negative things in life and have not much to complain about but deep within something deeply bothered me and probably led to a deep blockage that was blocking all my intense energy and suppressing my life causing a sort of spiritual depression where nothing mattered anymore and I did not
Care about anything or anyone.

I am a being of tremendous love but I stopped caring about anyone and everything. On some level I must have been hurt deeply by something and was never able to truly give it rest within my soul.

Seems I am slowly giving it space for healing and finding my inner life blossoming again, and having that refreshed feeling of willing to lift people up around me and putting smiles of joy on their faces (something I have always been known for).

Still even when I was stuck like this I was doing it but inside I was grippling with something all the time.

My goal for this year is to completely purify any internal blockages so that next year I can set my Soul on fire again and become intensily magnetically charged with tremendous amounts of energy. I would love to be an inspiration for others and make people around me feel charged and uplifted when I am around.

[Adi]

Not sure what happened but since about a week of feeling absolutely at ease and fantastic my trading in the financial market has been just totally on point.

I have a 85% success rate with my trades and making awesome profits. My capital is growing and I am looking to buy a house potentially somewhere next summer. Not to live in but in cyprus you can buy a house with crypto and benefit from low tax rates. This would be good for my financial growth and can finally reinvest time and money into my hobbies. I would love to become a collector of rare esoteric books.

I don’t feel like settling down at all, want to travel to places that have a spiritual significance to me and I feel drawn to.

Financial freedom has been on my mind for a long time just never found an avenue I feel truly dedicated towards and never got anywhere basically. Add to that a deep revulsion against societally based jobs and government jobs, I just never acquired much financial growth. I am free spirited and love to creatively innovate to improve society and make the place better for everyone.

Perhaps in the future I wish to start a proper business, I know that it would resonate with me but for now I just feel like I want to have financial freedom and grow my capital so I never have to worry about finances to have my basic survival needs met.

My focus is solely on personal and spiritual growth, at a certain point perhaps this journey will culminate in my endeavouring something in the entrepreneurship or business realm.

Well, with trading for me what I love about it is that it reflects my state of mind and since the markets are constantly fluctuating it requires a certain sense of discipline, alertness, clarity and mastery to not only get swept by emotions but to remain calm and manifest the outcomes you wish to see. Manifestation in the market is very real, if you do not align with abundance you will just self-sabotage thinking it is impossible for you while there are plenty of highly successful traders making a huge amount of bank. Most people never succeed in the market, the data proves this, to me this is just a reflection of deeply ingrained subconscious societal beliefs that keep people in poverty and make people self-sabotage or give up before any significant financial breakthrough is achieved.

This just shows in how when people go from demo to real accounts suddenly cannot make profits. Nothing changed, it is the same market, the same market insight and trading strategy… but… somehow they cannot make profits anymore? This is a psychological, manifestation and subconscious aspect where suddenly when it becomes real you do not truly believe you deserve to make lots of money or that you are actually capable of making high amounts of money without having to do hard labour.

I see this myself in how I can suddenly make a huge amount after losing a huge amount while regularly I don’t come close to making such profits because whenever I lose this much I just have a strong feeling that I will earn it back, and I do. It’s just all a reflection of the mind at the end of the day. Money is just numbers on a screen in the market.

[Adi]

Ready for another Spiritual deep dive soon, combining Alchemist St2 with the new Godlike Masculinity.

This should lead to unparalleled self-mastery and wisdom.

Made a lot of progress during this washout, just generally much calmer, more balanced and at ease, far less stress on my mind and things just suddenly seem like they workout, naturally, effortlessly. Nothing has changed but the inner workings of my mind and some subtle shifts in my believe system has totally reoriented my life towards expecting the best and manifesting what I now believe I truly deserve!

[Adi]

- YouTube

[Adi]

True sovereignty lies in self‑mastery, and the ability to govern one’s own thoughts, emotions, and actions.

[Adi]

Of humanities grand and majestic history, the mental fortitude of the stoics was unmatched nevertheless their understanding of the spiritual truths ended there not unlike co-existing and previous streams of philosophy that surpassed and stood completely apart in their understanding of human Spiritual nature such as was found with Plato and his followers who amassed a vast understanding of the natural and Divine worlds.

In such a society, beauty was present everywhere to bring the Soul in awe of higher principles and ideals.

My search with New Alchemist will continue soon.

I feel I am standing at a crossroads as a devoted seeker in the modern world where much of the greatness of past civilisation has whithered away and faded in a barely visible shade of memory.

I will climb up the ladder again by taking true care of my body, mind and soul, assuring that each part of myself is fully prepared for Spiritual growth and revelation. I can see how the stoic philosophy, not as a standalone, but as a solid foundation for my own further spiritual growth and transformation. My quest for self-transformation is only just beginning…

[Adi]

I came to a point in my life where I don’t react to anything. I know reacting out of a certain state and emotion leads me no further to my goals and dreams.

My life has not been easy the last few years to say the least. I am worn out and tired. But giving up is not within my paradigm. I don’t feel like giving up at all, and I never have. I can see that it is pointless. I will forever keep going. But at the same time I am tired of being held back, tired of not achieving my desires, tired of many things. At the same time I can see I am going through a process of difficulties and with each one overcome I become not only stronger but also wiser. Eventually this will lead to me taking responsibilities that many people would not feel ready for, but my path and my journey, the many difficulties that had beset it took me exactly to where it needed to take me so I am in acceptance of all of it, whether easy whether hard whether confusion, I am there for the entire ride and take it as it comes.

21-days is what it takes to begin to see a change that has the potency to become permanent, after 21-days it the changes begin to change and break structures that are inimical to it. From there on, 12 times 21-days and you will be well on your way to never experiencing that old side of you again… different layers of our subconscious mind are there to keep us limited in our lives. Consistency, and sticking to a certain path eventually gets us beyond these limiting structures. Along the way you may taste the beyond but it will fade again, these are only signs of something new coming to birth in your life. Signs of the birth does not equate to the actual birth, keep the process going and eventually a birth of a new self will take place. Keep going further and this new self will overlay the old self. Keep going and you are changed forever.

To discontinue any process of change before the transformation has been completed just dissipates the invested energies without any returns to show for it. This is the worst harm that one can do to oneself. Therefore it is important to make sure any process you start is really what you want and need and then follow through on it, anytime you stop before reaching the end you weaken yourself, keep this in mind.

All of this being said, I can see the potential benefits the new Godlike Masculinity could have for me in supporting me to have true resilience and endurance to finally demolish all obstacles in my life. It would strengthen me to take on even the most hard and difficult of challenges that I would otherwise falter behind. Another part of me is a bit trepidatious about it because I like to have my balance and the programs here have shown me in the past of how much it puts me through and while I can see absolutely powerful changes bowling up beneath the surface I always end up giving in due to exhaustion and overwhelm.

For some reason even after a long washout I don’t feel like I have mental space for much, perhaps it is due to the pressures of life or other reasons. Whatever happens… I will come out of all of this brighter, better and completely transformed. Change does not occur overnight, even though it can, usually it requires a few years of hardship until a definite breakthrough leads you to a complete metamorphosis and in others perception you may have transformed there and then, as if overnight, but in reality the transformation was happening within your shadow, within the hidden parts of your subconscious before it finally came into consciousness and released you from your burdens.

One reason I am tired is because it has not given me a break. It has been continuous for a long while. This tiredness is not of the body. I barely sleep and I don’t need much sleep. It is more of a psychological and spiritual tiredness. But it will come to an end and I will be blessed with returns on my investment, an investment in myself, one that not even death can takeaway from me.

[Adi]

During all of this I have never felt like connecting with anyone or talking about any of this to anyone.

I don’t see the point in seeking emotional support from anybody, I don’t see the point, I don’t need anything from anyone and most people will not understand so I am alone in this process and I think it is good this way. Any journey you have done alone you can be sure that you did not get to the finish line by anyone else’s support and the whole of your efforts will be yours.

With this thought in mind I don’t take anyones advice or help, nor do I take anyones support. This I do consciously. I want my journey to be mine and to overcome all difficulties myself, otherwise I would be undeserving of the outcome. You cannot steal from life. If someone gives you 10 million tomorrow and you have not in someway or another earned, then you will lose it, this is the law of life. All things are paid for at the end of the day, nothing is free.

I will ask for something when I really have no other choice, but then I will repay whatever aid provided to me threefold. This is how I work. I don’t take from anybody. At the moment of my passing my “spiritual bank account” will not have any debts. I won’t come back another life to pay those and that is what I live by.

[Adi]

In life’s journey, when things get tough and when you are grasping for clarity in darkness. Light an oil lamp.

Oil lamps emanate a sphere of spiritual energy around it can provide you calming and serene energies. Then sit for meditation and allow yourself to reside within the spacious sphere of energy, drifting into deep states of exuberant tranquility.

The serenity this little lamp provides to me cannot be captured by words.

In this part of my journey, I am somewhat midway of the climb of what seems like mountain Everest, tired but in acceptance of everything, knowing that the journey I have started has to be continued until the mountain peak has been reached.

While the tiredness is almost constant, I have never for a moment doubted my decisions nor have I even for a second thought of giving up the torturous mountain climb. Most of this I attribute to meditation. Not a day goes by that I do not meditate. Once you keep up a habit of meditation you will slowly notice impurities of life clogging onto you, and through meditation you can easily disassemble these and clarify your thoughts and emotions with a pure energy arriving from the origin of all, the source.

I will meditate every day even if it is only for 20-minutes. To me it feels like brushing teeth, if I have not done it I will feel unclean. Whenever I will feel unwell I will just sit unmoving, for one hour straight and whatever is happening inside of me will naturally fade away, or I will come to a realisation or to an acceptance of all that is going on inside of myself.

[Adi]

RICH Trader + New Godlike Masculinity + New Alchemist.

Looking at a long term commitment.

Later I want to do Revelation of Spirit, New Æon, maybe revisit Khan Black if and when it gets updated. These I will swap for New Alchemist.

[Adi]

The entire reality is truly self-created. Earlier I was feeling “tired” did not feel like doing much or had no energy to work with. Then just by shifting my mind I entered a completely new reality, one where I am supercharged with happiness and joy and where life is just pure ease and flow.

I felt instantly recharged. While otherwise I may have felt tired for hours I just shifted out of it within minutes. This is the true capability of the mind.

I have always believed in the powers of the mind, I have seen its tremendous effects on the body, our state of being and on the reality within and around us.

Once human beings truly begin to master the mind and energies I believe we can rise to a completely different standard of living and accomplishment as a race.

For a long time something has been weighing me down, it is very much subconscious. Beyond this weight I am a completely different person. People have often remarked on how I can change by the snap of a finger and that I extremely dynamic. I felt very highs and lows in my life. Life has been both hell and heaven for me. I experienced life on both spectrums.

Something has been trying to bury me down for years. Whenever I feel like I am moving beyond this I feel exuberantly happy and manifestations begin to swing from left and right. Then when I eventually don’t overcome it I fall into depression and feel like nothing can help me anymore. So I know only two states but nothing in between haha…

At the end of my life for sure I will look back on this and think that it was funny. We take life very serious when things are happening to us that we find hard and difficult but once overcome it is difficult to relate to those experiences.

Who I am beyond this weight is someone who cares so deeply for his fellow human beings that he will make them break down in happiness, self-believe and joy for seeing them as more then they believe to be. People used to love me for it. I want to see everyone succeed and I want to see everyone happy in doing so. That is my quality. I love everyone.

I hope that in the next few years I can finally be that person on a large scale as I always had a vision for becoming a public speak of sorts or someone who is a medium for transformation in others. Large or small scale I don’t think once I feel ready to start with this I can be held back.

Whenever you feel that “real” thing inside of you, where emotion and passion truly collide you don’t look away but go towards it. This is your talent.

Everyone is born with a unique destiny and talents to fulfil it within this reality. Finding your path and vision in this world is where true satisfaction for life comes from.

This post here also opens a new beginning for me I feel like. Likely this journal will take a new form and shape as I move forward. I don’t even know what I have been doing with this journal for the last few months. It is more like a deep soul searching rather than anything concrete.

I am looking at potentially creating a Customised subliminal with the upcoming New Godlike Masculinity and calling it “Augustus”…

[Adi]

All that I have been seeking is myself, my Soul, my life, my happiness. Nothing else is of any consequence and importance to me. Nothing means anything without the meaning you assign to it and if you are not even in touch with yourself then life is surely meaningless.

Life is a wonderful journey filled with all kinds of lessons and experiences. All for us to grow and have an experience on this lively, lush planet.

[Adi]

Been absolutely vibing since Godlike Masculinity release and suddenly have a lot of energy, someone also remarked upon it. Feeling literally charged with life energy.

A lot of desire to things and make constructive changes in my life. Then yesterday had a magical NSE manifestation that will possibly change the course of my entire life. Time just faded out of existence and suddenly it was just me and my friend talking until 3 am without even a second of going out of a flow state. It seemed like we talked for 15-minutes but ended up being 4 hours.

Incredible moment filled with life changing insights and just a release of repressed energies inside of me.

[Adi]

Feels like New GLM is activating some parts of the New Alchemist script that never saw the light of day.

Experiencing some intense energy phenomena within my system.

[Adi]

Just about an hour after typing this I had the biggest energy release I have ever had. My system feels intense and activated unlike anything I have experienced before.

[Adi]

Today have some anxiety or anxiousness in my gut, which is unusual for me I normally never have that. Wondering if it is caused by the New GLM and why.

A feeling of impending doom even though there is nothing that I can correlate to this.

Myeah. Also was exceptionally tired today somehow,

[Adi]

Energy wise or not I feel something is physically happening in my gut.

May or may not be related to GLM. Masculine individuals usually are known for having “gut” or courage.

Did some yoga and it improved a lot but still there.

Could also be from eating the wrong food not sure. Feel like I am going through a lot of changes right now so taking a few steps back to allow them all to unfold and integrate before using more.

No need to overload myself.

[SoulFire]

It could be the sub, I got stomach pain on last two listening days with GLM and a lot of energetic movement in my belly, like emotions moving around almost like a snake trying to find a way out

[Adi]

Very interesting. Today it is mostly gone but the vivid and lucid dreams I have been having on this program are unreal.

[Adi]

Something very deep is working itself out in me, perhaps I was so long disconnected from the ground beneath my feet that I forgot the down to earth parts of myself and after a long sleep they are coming alive again with Godlike Masculinity.

Would love to add New Alchemist back into the mix but do not feel like doing that before I am somewhat integrated with New Godlike Masculinity. I have a strong feeling it will make my Spirituality more efficient by adding a remarkable masculine edge. Sort of like of an ancient Greece archetype.