i keep getting recon of wanting to switch with thoughts like i am not ready to change that much i should focus on something else. i am not taking action. i should switch to something else. do i really want more of this do i really need to take this stack any further or should i focus on something else.
i was going to end the short break im on from listening but i realized ive been going through recon throughout the day. if i just start back up again, it could just cause more recon. its better to just wait things out see wat happens.
i was so convinced to completely switch up my subliminal plans. i thought of a convincing argument on why i should skip some of the foundational plans and run something like emperor next. im not clear on the best plan but it definitely gave me something to reflect on. wat really are my priorities and if i try to be a perfectionist about my subliminal journey i could spend years delaying fixing important problems that can be fix a lot quicker. i have a lot to think about. but really i believe my intuition knows better than my own thought process and its telling me to stick with the stack i have rn. but after…
Wanting to switch is definitely a recon symptom. I’m surprised how common it is. Everything was perfect before starting it, then suddenly in the middle people change their minds.
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frustrated with the lack of effort i could be putting in different areas of my life. i could do more but i know that i can address the things that are holding me back with long term subliminal use.
next stack i should focus on the blocks i have on taking action. spartan seems to be the one. its script pushes u to exercise and develop mental and physical discipline. i wont be using it any time soon tho. i got to stick with my stack
im doing an extended washout rn. im wondering when itll be time to get back into it. i could just skip this whole cycle
Spartan is exactly wat i needed. i just added it and got immediate results. i have increased drive and automatically have been exercising throughout the day without even trying to push myself to do it. my body has been buzzing and im getting things done. less procrastination.
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today was a relatively bad day. usually days like this exercise is the last thing on my mind but i still snuck it in and got my heart rate up. i im going to fit some more in before the end of the night. if i keep feeling like this i dont think ill miss one day without exercise from now on.
as much as i want to run bigger success titles like AM Emperor Khan or EoG i think its too much to run one of these. i think my health and smarts needs to be a higher priority. when i visualize khan eog or emperor i think about wat would block me from getting full results. one is discipline & drive for taking action. SAW helps with that from a health and fitness angle that i really need. two is intelligence. QL would help with my ability to learn & think quickly and better focus.
im listening to SAW rn but not QL. im not able to put it in my stack rn but im hopping i will achieve some of the goals im looking for soon this year then i can have a free slot in my stack.
since i ran SAW i feel energy in my body like i a small burning to do something. its like fuel to push me to do things. its similar to wat i felt with GLM. GLM pushed me to get more things done and when i dropped it i got lazy. i cant make that mistake again. or at least i dont want to. im going to stick with SAW for a long time and even after im done with it i should make sure i always have some title in my stack that gives me fuel to get things done. ive been wondering about executive
ive been working out everyday but i think i pushed myself too hard. maybe not. last couple days i got really tired. it could be diet sleep dehydration subliminals or something else. i never exercise this much and i ignored the idea of doing rest days and just tried doing lighter workouts. im going to slow down today.
i still feel a push to be actively doing something. this is definitely SAW.
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I just slept another 8 hrs shortly after awaking up. its been about of 16 hrs of sleep plus a couple hrs of napping. idk wat happened. i feel like its a good thing and i feel really refreshed. i still dont know why i needed this much sleep but i think it is giving my body time to repair any damages and subconscious programming.
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still exercising everyday because of SAW. theres still some motivation to workout coming from SAW but not as intense.
ive been pushing myself to do more. theres moments where i could choose between 2 things, one is wat i should do and the other isnt. i end up doing wat i should do more easily. its like theres a increase my ability to pick doing the right things.
if theres a task that needs just a small amount of extra discipline then i do it
if its a medium increase i may do it
if it a big increase i still wont
i hope this threshold of how much discipline i am using increases over time
i kinda dont want to listen to my subs tomorrow. maybe its recon. but if dont listen i wont have my subs listened to at a once a week rate. idk if i really want to spread the listening days that far a part.
ive been a little more easily irritated triggered and stressed lately (past few days). i have my normal go-to’s to destress but now exercise is a go-to too. i dont feel right if i dont exercise. if i avoid it i will keep thinking about how i need to get it done until i finally do. exercise has started to become what i need to feel balanced. i feel like its mostly SAW doing it not me.
1st cycle with SAW completed. i just have rest days left.
im impressed by how much it affected me. i was not overwhelmed yet i got results that would have been overwhelming to do myself without subs.
i did face lots of impatience for my stack in general. i wish i could run 4 titles together. i would add QL. i tend to have difficulty focusing which impairs my ability to take action. SAW helps with taking action but it’s more for physical tasks that doesn’t really need much thinking. QL is on my to do list.
some reasons i am listening to SAW.
make exercising normal for me
provide a path for manifestation of physical shifting
more energy
to be fit and healthy
disciplined mindset
i realized i dont have enough healthy outlets. if im angry i just suppress it or distract myself from it. i dont use it as a motivator. im thinking i can use exercise and fighting together for this and it could work very nicely.
i got my workout done today but after i procrastinated on other things. i felt off but not bad. im just going to have to do the things i need to do late. normally i would strongly consider forgetting about it and relax for the rest of the night. i am considering a nap but its easier to choose not to and get things done. at the very least im motivated to get the simple tasks done and build at least that little bit of extra discipline.
Before SAW i would not take any of the little opportunities to exercise discipline. even today i pushed myself a little farther in my set. i added a few extra reps after finishing my set. i kept adding more exercises until i felt i covered everything and got a good workout.