Abundance's Journal

did you move the mouse over the post count number and waited a second? Then a small window with the exact number is shown.

i just tried this and nothing pops up. i tried on google chrome is that wat u use?

no using firefox

ok ill try that rn

well its getting weirder. when im logged out i see i have 405 but when i log in its back to 400. i had to test it on safari because i dont have firefox. but on safari the pop up number still isnt there.

thats weird. maybe you can try firefox in the future

just downloaded it and its still the same thing.

strange. running latest firefox on win 11.
you are running it under ios i think because you are using safari. Seems to be that there is a difference.

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ohh ok. i am using a mac. thats probably it

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i noticed ive been paying more attention to the meaning of words and comparing their synonyms. i also reflect on things and try to analyze my behavior and mind. but i always did before RoM. the past day or two i have been trying to figure out wat effects i am getting from RoM. i think having it along side DR may make it difficult to see the difference. maybe they are complimenting each other. this could be DR but i feel much more balanced and stable minded. not strong minded. ive been very compulsive and unhealthy. its just my mind is more settled, like calm water resting in a hole undisturbed by the wind and rocks thrown into it.

i realized i fight and resist my thoughts a lot. i do it in the name of figuring things out. hoping i would realizes something that would negate my wrong thoughts and beliefs. its simply a fantasy to think that i can alter something innate or unmoldable. the best i can do is relax into everything that comes up even if i feel it is something to be solved. things do feel like they are unraveling a little. i have always expected at some point if i reflect enough i will reveal the missing piece of the puzzle. but now i question how relevant that really is to do.

ive realized i am not wat i “want” to be because deep down my priorities are different than my dreams. the core of how i function is not aligned to wat is needed to achieve wat i want now. when i resist i am fighting with superficial thoughts. im am not changing wat is at the core misaligned to wat i want. i may have been fighting for nothing. i need to change the core bases of how i am probably from changing my core values. idk how to really do this. i think subliminals are probably key in changing someone at that depth.

ive been reflecting more. things seem to unravel a little. not sure what it will lead to. i realized that i validate myself through my actions being aligned to my goals and any time is anticipated something hindering my ability to take action that lead to it it triggers me. all the validation i want comes from myself giving it under certain circumstances. if i can see myself reach my end goals i can accept myself but if i cant see it as absolute i dont. i was thinking it of desires and fears but never saw my motivators as self validation. idk wat to do with this new interpretation along with the other things that have unfolded. ill give it time.

ive had a low appetite for over a month. i consider it a good thing and i believe its DR stage im on.

all year ive been contemplating subs thinking this one or that one would be perfect and ill really want to run it but then later at some point it passes and i move on to the next thing. today i was thinking a future stack and i just thought its going to change by the time im ready to change my stack. i just stopped caring about changing it.

im glad i have this year to run a long term committed stack. it allows me time to learn a lot about the different subs and by the time im done with DR ill have a way better understanding of myself, wat i need and knowledge of what is the best options to satisfy those needs.

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ive been working around everything. postponing things just because i didnt feel healed enough to handle the obstacles that would come up if i went straight towards wat i want. i can heal all i want but im not going to get where i want until i drop the healing and focus getting wat i want. i didmt think i could go directly for wat i want. i had to go around and prepare. i had to go through DR. but now if i see if i extend DR for too long i would be postponing too much. rn im going to continue to postpone. if i replace DR with EoG or Khan, it would actually make the biggest changes in my life. that would be an approach of directly changing things instead of the softer passive approach i have been doing. healing then more healing then more…

ive been giving too much authority to healing. the only thing is that i may get blocked or inhibited by something that comes up so its better to clean things out now then go. other than that i would be ready to move on. when i visualize wat i want, i see myself blocked. idk when im ready. but i chose to delay things and when im ready to change things fr, i will know i will have to stop healing and just focus my stack on taking direct actions.

i would love to switch now. but i want to complete DR and get wat i can from it until im done.

i decided to shorten my DR journey. i will be doing 2 more cycles, both stage 4 so i can move on to the next thing. im on my 3rd st3 cycle. ive been reflecting on this a lot and it doesnt seem like i will be able to achieve wat i want in the timeframe i have so i need as much time as possible.

im going to cut out PZ because i realized even if i improve my sleep it will only be consistent if i am consistently taking action. i need to focus on action based subliminals for that type of consistency. if its healing its got to be action based. what i mean is KBST1 or DRLD or even EoGST1 or KhanST1 are healing but they heal in a way that makes u or prepares you to take action.

so the next 2 cycles i will be doing DR4 + RoM. i realized this is probably the best move because of changes in circumstances in my personal life and RoM revealing a few things to me.

i have a little more than a couple weeks to think about it before the next cycle and if anything comes up that makes me really question this decision, then ill consider it. but i think this is going to be it.

the only thing that makes me want to extend my DR run is thinking what if something was missed something that needed healing but i missed it cus i didnt run DR long enough. idk if this worry is really valid or its just mind games. i cant think of anything specifically that i absolutely need DR for. anything important left to work on i wonder if DR is necessary for it. just realized this by typing, its oddly comfort seeking. i want to run away from challenging situations by focusing on healing. if i heal enough ill be able to face any challenge. i dont want to face any challenge that im not already prepared for. which means i constantly in a state where want to prepare but not take action. preping is the action and thats why im not going anywhere… yet.

if i had more time id probably just do the extra healing but under the circumstances im going to reduce delaying moving on. 2 more cycles

rough draft stack:
after DR i am thinking KB + EoG + T$ as a long term stack. open to changes. i am interested in other titles but i have to think about wat my goals are and the time frame i have for each goal so i can prioritize things and have a clear idea of wat to commit to. it needs to be solid or i might jump ship and try another stack. although these are 2 multistages i think this is a very concentrated stack. all of it can be centered on generating wealth.

…or i could take T$ out make a custom for each EoG and include the true sell module along with other modules for sales or result enhancement to make it as light as possible. that way i would be listening to a 2 title stack. KB + Q(EoG). it could cost around 600 bucks but even if its more ill get the money. only 2 question i have to get the answer to which basically mean will i get better results or worse.
KB + EoG + T$ → KB + Q(EoG)

  1. would this actually reduce the load of the stack?
  2. would it still be as effective even though i havent ran main T$ or the EoG titles?

if anyone has advice on this lmk. im thinking i might make a question thread on this but i want to sit on my future stack ideas for a while

i decided to change my profile pic. im now looking in another direction and i wanted to be reminded of that. its a jar of coins with a plant growing in it. it represents wat my intended goal is. its not to become crazy rich. its to get things started. its the beginning. hence its just a sprouted plant. although my stack is still healing rn, my intention has changed away from healing and just finishing it up so i can focus on getting my career to really start moving.

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somebody taught me something today and was impressed with how i picked it up so quickly and didnt forget anything. when she complimented me it reminded me of RoM’s description on the sales page. i didnt really think it was that hard to learn. the only thing is being focused enough to learn it. i wonder if RoM has scripting to manifest situations that affirm the sub is working for u. its something i would be good at learning and picking up quickly even w/o RoM

ive been figuring out wat stack im going to do. i still havent come to a clear decision. im very attached to DR and kinda dont want to let it go. im already doing 3 loops a cycle but i wonder if 2 would still work. 21 day cycle 5 rest days is 26 days so i would listen to DR for one loop every 13 days. i wonder if that works

i was originally going to replace DR with KB cus i was thinking DR would slow me down too much but if i barely listen, would it really slow me down that much. if i run it slowly, 2 times per cycle, i could possibly run it for the rest of the year and potentially not have it get in the way. maybe a ‘DR4 + EoG + ???’ stack

i almost forgot to listen today. 5 min of RoM. usually im on it as soon as i can.

i want to heal more but it isnt really directly aligned to my goals anymore. but im conflicted about how i will transition from healing to building wealth. i want both at the same time. DR and EoG.

my appetite has been so good this stage of DR. i barely want to eat most of the day so its easy to control my diet for the most part. i hope i keep this effect when i go to stage 4.

i have doubts about my capacity to be successful and my work ethic. i know that it will need to be worked on. im doing the minimum. the confidence isnt there. im confident that with enough time things will come together but thats longer term. i dont have confidence that i can pull things off now. theres impossibilities to break. like learn how to do things right when i have little idea of how. with enough time eventually i would sort everything out but i just am not learning as fast as i wanted. its frustrating and RoM showed me that incorporating subs for my financial goals are a must asap. healing wont achieve my goals. but healing could help indirectly. i am attached to healing. it feels good and is very relieving to know things are healing but its frustrating that im not doing my best. i want to have both external growth and internal growth.