it kinda hard to know exactly which sub to attribute different results. i ran more than recommended then reduced shortly then got rid of GLM. i remember being frustrated that i wasnt doing more. my friends were being very masculine influences that rubbed off on me. as well as other influences around me. i manifested masculine influences. i had this feeling in my chest than pushed me forward. like a current. caught in a wave that just keeps going. it made working harder more automatic less forced. it was easier to work more and focus on wat i felt important to me. not exactly wat i thought was important. it was wat i felt was important, personally. i had a period of being intense, working out and learning about fitness and exercises. it fizzled out i think partly because i had a dense stack and there was already a lot of rewiring and healing needed to be consistent. but i did contiously get pushed to work out and it became overwhelmingly stressful not to do something. there was a sense of stoicism and self confidence that i will make things work. i think there was a big influence with DR for that. i was afraid to stop GLM for a while because i thought i might not work as hard enough as i needed to if i stopped so i waited a little longer. i have developed some things that could easily be DR. like being more centered on myself. a lot of validation i wanted from others reduced greatly. i forgot how much until just now. that was a huge difference. my mindset changed to being more empowered by myself and not external things. i became less fazed by external situations ppl and things. ohh i do act in a way that is slightly more leader like or confident it the way that i talk. the things i say not so much but the strength of my voice at times is much more assertive. not all times but i noticed this in certain situations. i didnt realized that i was taking the lead a little bit more than usual.
im starting to get to the point where i wonder if i really need healing as intense as DR. except KB would be good so i can transmute that energy or DR:LB to take action. but i think the reason i feel so bad about my situation isnât that i need healing. its that i need to upgrade my life and lifestyle and focus on building things up instead of breaking things down. but i know i wouldnt have felt this way last year. i think im getting close to a level of healing where i wont need much more. it kinda just hit me today. healing isnt the exact thing i need. its healing/pushing myself towards action. thats when i truly will feel better. i am close but i need to continue. i still get moments every once in a while that get me to realize im glad that im still on DR and im still healing. but this is becoming less frequent. and i feel if i wait too long i will be holding myself back. im committed to the year. and in that time i should have more than enough clarity for the next step.
things are happening and i want to keep running DR but its starting to feel like the wrong thing. yes the healing will happen. thats good. but hmmm. im finding it harder and harder to find reasons to keep running DR. my goals my not really need DR any more. if i do need some healling it would probably be DR:LD. that would actually help me reach my goals. im going to wait for RoM next cycle and see wat it shows me. but im wondering how long do i need DR. do i really need stage 4? it has had such a powerful effect on me and i want to have more but its so dense its likely going to distract me from my goals. i got to think about this well. i. havent decided to drop DR yet im going to think this through. if its recon its a type of recon i havent had before. i will have to give this time.
You could always run a small loop of DRST4 once every 7-14 days so itâs on the back burner.
ST4 is the unifier & sustainer of the other three titles, so, while I wouldnât skip it entirely, itâs okay to go much much slower just to sustain & solidify the results youâve gotten and focus on other things.
i thought a lot about this last night. I should still keep DR. i might take stage 4 real slow and focus on the other subs. im going to make a custom. after posting this post im going to check all the modules to see if i can take any out.
as of right now im looking at:
Ro$ales
- RoM Core
- T$ module
- Deep Sleep
- Edit: Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy
- Edit: Furious Ascent
- Dragon Tongue
- Emperorâs Voice
- Voice Master
- Gentlemanâs Speech
- Power Talk
- Story Teller
- Whispered Power
- Sacred Words
- Subconscious Flow
- Submodel Alpha
- Plateau Transcendent
Edit: i went through each module. i kept each one. this will probably be my next custom. im thinking after a cycle of regular RoM i will rotate it out with this custom.
i thought about adding the Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy module to my custom. considered it, looked it up, read the copy and i definitely want to add it. so im going to put it in. now its a 15 module custom.
my sleep has been messed up. PZ was working well for a while. idk wat happened. my only guess is its recon and i should take more action. im going to workout harder and see if that will make a difference. it could also be that i havnt ran a loop of PZ in a while except a 30s microloop 2 days ago to experiment. either recon or not enough listeningâŚ
just checked its been 10 days since the last time i listened to PZ besides the microloop. that could be the reason. i guess 2 cycles is not enough to even last 10 days without it. this shows me the importance of keeping PZ in my stack. i was thinking wat ifâs about replacing PZ but thats a no go for now.
ive been going through all the modules and i added one more, Furious Ascent.
âAscent will also work on eliminating your desire for constant excessive comfort that holds you back from your potential.â
prioritizing comfort has slowed me down. i really need this. its kinda why i made a question answer thread on willingness to suffer.
Unrelenting Wealth Motivation & Energy + Furious Ascent sounds like a good combo. Motivation and energy to get moving fast then Furious Ascent to eliminate speed bumps. this could accelerate things quite a bit.
Im debating adding informaticon in my custom. i am at a stage of learning a lot and it could help speed things along by getting the right info and answers to my questions quickly. idk if i should cus its already at 16 modules rn. this could save time but idk if it would if i get to much scripting to process because it might slow everything else down. ill have to sit on this one. i ask on the the RoM thread about this so ill wait for ppls responses
theres also raikov but theres another version of raikov in RoM so it probably isnt a good idea to add it.
im listening to my first loop of RoM. i was going to start with only 3min but im doing this first loop with 7min. i wanted to see if it will be obviously effecting me with 7min. 3 might be to little and if its too much i can just lower it next time. lets see how it goes.
today has been unproductive for work. i did everything i needed. i pushed myself farther than normal with exercise i started my day with momentum. i stopped dead in my tracks once work came up. i wasted hours of my day doing nothing. i think if i had furious ascent rn i might of not have dealt with such unproductive use of my time.
7 minutes is up. i feel a very slightly intense focus while i type. i feel a little pumped up to move. im excited to see how this sub works. i want to a way to measure or evaluate what its affecting but i dont know what exactly to focus on yet. i really want to experience this âunfolding effectâ. i want to do something to make it happen but its a no action required effect. ill have to wait.
i definitely feel different but i cant really put it into words. its calming. i feel more aware of my body. i can see that i get distracted not from distracting things but simply im bored and i didnt want to do any of the things i was supposed to. if i fight the distractions it wouldnt do any good cus i dont think they are the problem. im seeing more ambition and willingness to get out of my comfort zone will take me to doing the right actions. low drive, not wanting to do anything leads to discomfort with not doing enough. that leads to comfort seeking behavior that is not ideal. maybe theres more to unfold.
Sounds like you simply do not like what you do. 
Maybe Rom will help find something better aligned with who you are.
its more of a âi donât want to do anythingâ type of mood. its like depression without the sadness and sorrow. i get this a lot. and if i had a trillion dollars rn id still do the same work so i think its very aligned to me rn. i hope RoM gives me clarity on this but so far the only thing i can think of is more ambition. but i think theres a piece missing to this puzzle that im not seeing. im not entirely confident that ambition alone will fix it.
Edit: now i thought about it, it could be a couple other things
lack of ability to focus. RoM and Meditation could help
lack of energy. more exercise and improved fitness and diet
This state improved after DR. DR definitely compounds this while running it, you canât really escape it, at least in my experience. But once you finish DR, I think youâll be pleasantly surprised.
im glad u said that. i do feel like this pattern has healed quite a bit but its not gone. it makes sense wat ur saying even tho i havent stopped yet. it been really bothering me for a long time that im not doing enough. i am faced with challenging moments where i have to make a decision on doing the right thing or doing wat i want. when im tested i often do wat i want but somethings different i cant really explain it but i think DR has done some work on this behavior pattern as well as RoM. i just go with the flow too much. like a current that sometimes pushes me to do the right thing and sometimes it pushes me not to. sometimes i have to go against the flow and im stuck in the current. it feels like over time the current has gotten weaker and im getting stronger but just not enough to go against the current and pass the testing challenges yet.
this morning i had this body high it felt like the feeling after uve been out doing physical activity all day and u finally sit down. all the endorphins released type of feeling except i wasnt tired nor sore. it made it much easier to focus less restless and impatiently wanting to change wat i was focusing on. this must be RoM.
i am re-checking the things i have mentally analyzed before hoping to get new insight but nothing. im waiting for this unfolding effect. im waiting to see if it will make me smarter too. 1 loop and 1 day i cant expect everything to happen.
i also ran PZ yesterday. sleep improved and im trying different matresses. i thought about some things i could do that i didnt think about before. i got to get my sleep to be high quality and keep it that way long enough so i wont need PZ any more. my sleep was a mess when i went just 10 days without it.
i decided to slow things down with DR. i made a schedule where i listen to it 3 times in a cycle. i havent decided loop length but this will probably make the stack easier to process.
i know i cant do this now but ive been thinking that there are titles that ppl listen to once and it causes a major shift for them and they dont need to run it any more. im wondering if there are any titles that would do that for me. if im only having long term stacks i may miss on a opportunity to experience that. when my stack is lighter i might experiment with titles for this purpose.
i just reread the copy for DRLD. this would address the recon i have been having for so long. if i replace PZ and RoM with my RoM custom with Deep Sleep i could do a stack of DR3 + DRLD + RoM custom. it would take a few cycles to rotate this all in. I could run DR + DRLD together 3 times and the rest of the cycle would be the custom.
i just have to make sure my sleep is good. if i take more action on executing PZ script i might be alright with just Deep Sleep. which i havent tried yet. but i feel if i do this, i should stall on moving to stage 4. st4 could be too much with a big custom and DRLD. i think DRLD could be run for a few months. if it does wat im looking for this would be huge. but this feels like a risk.
would DRLD contradict DR? would it compliment it? would it be effective with my stack? theres a lot of questions that i cant really answer which makes it a risk for me. but i really want to start taking more action. im under more pressure now and i want to take my life to the next level asap.
i got to review this custom.
Ro$
- RoM Core
- T$ module
- Deep Sleep
- Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy
- Furious Ascent
- Dragon Tongue
- Emperorâs Voice
- Voice Master
- Gentlemanâs Speech
- Power Talk
- Story Teller
- Whispered Power
- Sacred Words
- Subconscious Flow
- Submodel Alpha
- Plateau Transcendent
wat i could do is run RoM for a few cycles. drop it when im ready and make the custom with a PZ core instead. i hope it wouldnât be considered a kitchen sink. i dont know how many cycles ill need with RoM it could be 2-6+ so i cant be sure if that will work
there are too many different angles i can go about this to have a clear plan. ill have to wait. what i can do now is rule things out.
PZ? - i can do research and take action. if i run the custom without listening to PZ i can tell if deep sleep will work or not. so i can do that
RoM? - the best thing i can do for this is to maximize results with this. i will run RoM the most compared to DR and possibly more than PZ. also mediation
Custom? - review modules try to eliminate any.
DR? - test out the 3 loops a cycle schedule
DR + DRLD? - run them together when im able to. 3 loops per cycle to see how they work together
DR4? - wait till everything is sorted out. extend st3 if needed
Actually i cant drag it out i might have to test everything after ive switched to st4
Custom + DRLD? - the custom may give enough push by itself. run it first. if its not, i can test it with DRLD
Man, thatâs a lot.
Be careful with drld, I ran it at 7 mins, then 5 mins last cycle and it was heavy (for me) 3 mins max once a week.
Honestly, Iâd run Pzz, DR and DRLD. Leave Rom/custom for after DR is done. I think DRLD will help bust through these limits and plateaus youâre dealing with and help sleep.
But I would not run a rom custom, pzz, DR, thatâs a lot.
Just my opinion.
How many cycle of each stage of DR are you running?
You could just move to stage 4 next cycle after washout with DRLD and Pzz. Stage 4 is all stages, you wonât be missing anything.
But your rushing/impatient, do it all vibe is concerning. I would just run 2 subs, I think youâre in perpetual over exposure with all this âtest runsâ custom ideas and match making.
Dr Stage 4 is DENSE, 2 more subs/custom or not is going to take much longer to integrate than if you just ran one sub or 2 max.
Youâre trying to address too many things at once. Focus on a goal, work towards it, leave the rest until later.
i want to run it for the whole year. i started in dec so i might go up til dec this year.
im on my 3rd cycle of stage 3 so i could move to the next stage if i want. i would have 1 extra cycle of st4 if i do. but im thinking of doing 4 cycles before st4.
well ya. its the urgency and pressure to make a change that keeps coming up. maybe its coming up for a reason. maybe this is DR working on it by bringing this up. i feel like im just sitting around put on the bench waiting while opportunities pass by and more doors close the longer i wait. Ill focus on RoM more for now so i can get wat i was looking for and after it may not be as useful to keep in my stack. i could take it out after that.
why do u think it will help with sleep? does it effect your focus as well?
weird i check my post count all the time and just posted a few things and its not going up. its stuck a 400 rn.
its becoming more and more clear that because im not living aligned to wat i want to be and live like, i am comforting myself with a lifestyle that is contradictory to what i want to be and live like. it directs me in the opposite direction. SubClub is redirecting my path towards where i want to go slowly. i dont really want to spend time on time wasting activities but its a reaction to not doing what i should be doing. its a similar concept as someone who believes they have depression when actually they dont. their life is just depressing. so they go on treating the depression like is a real thing. they cant solve that problem because ur fighting something imaginary. its becoming clearer and clearer i need build myself up and live to the fullest.