Day 1 of 21. New LB, KB 2, CWON.
15 mins of the New Love Bomb.
Day 2.
No listening.
This is the 4th cycle of CWON. 2nd of KB 2. And first with New Love Bomb.
I haven’t had any dramatic results yet. But I know I’ll be like a new person after I finish my first run through of Khan Black with CWON.
I would say the main results are more grounded and am quicker to pull myself out of any anxiety. Easier to just move on. I have yet to see any big external results yet but I’m okay with that.
I sometimes still get into trying to figure out my next stack. I do want to do heartsong and SSX, and even the new Khan has been calling to me. Yet I don’t want to give up the New LB or CWON. And I’d like to just keep Khan Black in my stack from here on out. I even want to do Primal. But none of that matters for 5 more cycles. Only my 1x week slot is up for switching. And SSX is the only other title that I’d put in that spot for the next 5 cycles.
Day 3 of 21.
15 mins KB 2, 15 mins CWON.
Day 5. 15 mins KB 2, 15 mins CWON.
I finally got some more external feedback. I think it’s the CWON doing its thing. People are quick to look away if I go to make eye contact. I’m not feeling overly confident, or dominant or anything like that. Just like the roles are flipped more of the time. Where I used to be the one to look away when people would make eye contact. Now they’re looking away before I get a chance to make eye contact. I even saw a couple ladies walking their dogs, and normally I would check them out but I noticed their body language and was like oh, I’ll just keep minding my business I don’t want to scare you or whatever.
I think NSE is going to make CWON even better. I kind of see it as NSE-like in terms of the experience. Like I can just be me, and that’s fine. I do think the New Love Bomb will bring out maybe more positive and social aspects to the table. I don’t have any room for another title in my stack- something to lighten things up. Heartsong would be what I’d want to add to the mix, for the relationship stuff. I don’t know, I’m sure the New LB will be doing good things as time goes on.
I am starting to see how Primal would be a good stacker with CWON, even though I haven’t tried Primal yet. I liked the social stuff in regular Chosen but I didn’t want to be seen as a leader and didn’t want or need people to look at me like that. But I do miss the hot business woman who were checking me out manifestations from regular Chosen.
Edit: I decided to do 3 mins KB 2, and CWON instead of 15 today.
End of night update:
I’m feeling like next cycle I’m going to consider changing out CWON. I think it’s been good for me, but it’s the title I needed when I first found subs. At this time I don’t have to deal with any negative attacks, and that stuff is no longer on my radar anymore. I haven’t gotten any of the nature stuff, but I spend time in nature already.
I’ll be looking at finally getting to the new Primal, or maybe even take Wanted for another spin. I’m in a much better place for Wanted. First time I tried it it was coming off a bad breakup, so it was really tough for me. I should have gone with Heartsong at that time probably. I think Primal will be like a stage 2 for me of whatever my current progression is.
Day 6- no listening.
I’m feeling really good about going with Primal starting next cycle. I think that’s my next step for sure. I just started my 4th cycle of CWON. I will probably have a few more surprises. I just feel that Primal has more growth potential for me.
The only variable is if I want to take another cycle of DRLD before starting Primal. I plan to move new LB into CWON’s slot and do Primal at 1x weekly for 15 mins.
Evening Update: I am feeling a little down today. I was feeling good most of the day. I’ve started a habit of flipping thoughts. What I mean is that it’s my awareness practice. Everytime I catch myself entertaining unwanted stories or feelings I go back to letting go of it then I state my affirmation. I have one that I’ve been making the habit of just for when I’m work, that’s the money one of course. The one at home is more geared towards something else.
So just as I noticed I was feeling down just now, that automatically kind of flipped it since I’ve been building that habit. Now I’ve got to workout.
As far as CWON, I already research supplements, enjoy nature and animals, and learning things. So Primal is going to break down walls for me in terms of the social arena. I feel like that’s the next step for me, that will lead to dating, money etc. Which will bring me back to wanting to spend more time in nature and relax.
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Day 7. 30 seconds KB 2, 30 seconds CWON.
Feeling a little down today. I guess that just means another breakthrough at some point. I haven’t slept yet but I just wanted to post before I go to bed. According to the clock it’s officially day 7, but when I post again it’ll be after a full night’s sleep.
Evening update: was up all night. So naturally that left me pretty lethargic for the day. I’d been planning to start doing my work out earlier in the day so I can’t procrastinate before work.
I’m considering at least a cycle with Phoenix before I start Primal. I think I have one more cycle before I want to be getting into the swing of things with Primal for the summer. Although with it being an election year in America, I have been considering throwing my Survival Instinct/Spartan custom back in the mix instead.
End of night update:
I think I’m getting some bloom from my Survival Instinct/Spartan custom. Mostly the modules I added to steer it in the direction of negative people removal and associated modules. That’s why the repel negative attacks stuff from CWON seems to be most prominent. I was expecting more positivity and seeing and experiencing the beauty in nature and more of the oneness of life. But that hasn’t been the case with me after 3 cycles and 1 week of CWON. So CWON was the missing ingredient during my time on the SI/Spartan custom.
I think new LB will bring out more of the positive type effects from CWON. I’m still planning to trade CWON for new Primal. I just think I’m ready to tackle the more social aspects and zeroing out any social anxiety.
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Day 8 no listening.
I’ve still been having this thing where woman I had chemistry with and were into, then the next time I see them it’s just not there anymore. To me this is a side effect of constant growth. So it has me thinking about maybe a Love Bomb/Inner Circle custom. At the same time maybe Heartsong would still be the best. Just find at least the one person who is on my level.
I also think once the new LB really kicks in it won’t be such a big deal anymore. And new Primal will do wonders, I’m sure.
Day 9- was 15 mins of new LB. I forgot to post.
Now that I’m into cycle 4 with CWON, I’m kind of over it. I think new LB will have enough overlap that I won’t miss it. Plus I think the latest generation of titles is too good to pass up on. So I’m still planning to remove CWON and put Primal into my stack. I plan on 4 cycles with Primal. Then I would be looking at replacing new LB with Heartsong finally.
I’ve only done two listens of new LB so far. I’ve seen glimmers that let me know I won’t miss CWON, but still looking forward to the update of the Chosen line for sure.
Day 10 no listening.
I think regular Chosen is my favorite title. CWON has had its moments but overall regular Chosen is just the better package for me. If I wanted to use my SI/Spartan custom again and wanted to get rid of negativity and drama I’d put CWON in the mix.
I think new LB is just all around better for positivity and self love and appreciating and enjoying nature and life. Until the CWON update, at least from what I’ve experienced.
Afternoon update: I have had some moments lately of insights that I can’t put into words. Just being able to see how people get caught up and identified with roles, but they don’t know that they’re just roles, that there’s something beyond that. In the past when I started to see that I actually just went with it and knew I was playing a role, but the other people didn’t and it was real for them. I mean like I was playing the role externally but yet internally and consciously I was not identified with it and I guess it kind of scared me to see that most people don’t have that awareness or aren’t at that level of consciousness. So that’s kind of another reason I’ve been hermit mode for many years.
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Day 11- 30 seconds of KB 2, and 30 seconds of CWON.
End of night update: I’ve been outside daily. I don’t think I’ve fully embodied all the CWON objectives. So on the one hand I’d chalk that up to recon. I’d say I need to keep going with it. On the other hand, I do feel like I no longer need from CWON what I did need. So it could also be that CWON has shown me that I am ready for the next step, which is the new Primal. Being that Primal is an updated title, I’m going forward with it. Next cycle or the one after that. I start KB 3 next cycle, so there’s potential that I’d stay put with CWON for one more cycle, or do a cycle of just KB 3 and new LB.
Day 12- no listening.
I ended my night of sleep with a good dream. But it ended scary but I woke up and wasn’t bothered in any way. So growth is still occurring.
I’m still really checked out on CWON. I’m eagerly looking forward to Primal. The Primal copy makes me laugh a bit. To me it’s like taking a jab at anyone who is kind of set in their ways, or coming from one paradigm. Me, I’ve always taken the Bruce Lee approach of take whatever works, I’m not really dogmatic about anything besides not having things forced up me, or imposing upon others.
I’m happy with 4 cycles of CWON. I got to test it out and it’s shown me some good things. I feel like I got more of the repel negative attacks and people. I guess I wanted to experience that yes, I could have that and I think I’ve gotten that out of CWON. Definitely the one title I needed when I first came to subliminals for help. I was expecting more of an experience of oneness and connectedness to nature and the universe. But at the same time I feel like I’m more in a season of getting in touch with Primal. Being left alone was the base I needed. Primal will be me taking the wheel of my ship again. It’ll give me more freedom in navigating the world from a more social side.
Day 13, 3 mins KB 2, 3 mins CWON.
I was reminded by reading a post that I was starting to get glimpses of the CWON goodness. I don’t know if I’m stonewalling or what. I don’t feel frustrated with my progress. I just feel like it’s time to move on form CWON. I absolutely look forward to coming back to it when it’s updated. For now I will finish out the cycle of course, but if anything I’d go back to regular Chosen before CWON.
I still would benefit greatly from the Heartsong healing. So Primal and Heartsong would be my best combo to get me past my sticking points.
Evening update: I have been kind of busy lately. Taking more action on things in terms of getting them done now instead of putting it off. I just got done doing some organizing and noticed I’m feeling a little down again. I started browsing internet instead of getting my workout checked off the list.
Probably experiencing some new LB healing properties. Lol I do think I’m procrastinating Heartsong, but I think I want to have my Primal foundation first. 4 cycles of new LB and then switch over to Heartsong.
I’m also trying to come up with a resolution for myself where I would just continue CWON. I’m not attached to new LB at this point. I was just looking at it as a precursor to Heartsong. I could move CWON to to 1x week spot at 15 mins.
Then I could feed in new Primal for 30 seconds the entire first cycle. I don’t want to lose out on any of the negativity repellent of CWON, and I wouldn’t because of the bloom effect, even if I did stop it. And my plan makes most sense to just take a break on CWON. LB for 4 cycles and that’d give me 4 cycles on new Primal, then I’d be ready for Heartsong finally, and Chosen line would probably be updated by then. Primal also would be way more beneficial right now to overcome social anxiety and it seems fear of rejection, so it’d be hitting the repel negativity from others in a different way- making me more immune to it.
Day 14 no listening.
I plan to listen to all titles in my stack for 15 minutes for the rest of this cycle. Then I switch out KB 2 for KB 3, and switch out CWON for Primal. Either way I think Primal will shake things lose and make CWON even better for me if I decide to come back to it after it gets the update.
Day 15, 15 mins KB2, 15 mins CWON.
I was feeling some of that goodness again today. After listening I still feel pretty good. I wouldn’t call it a high but just nice.
I had one of those moments where I wasn’t trying but my mind was just quiet. I was driving and just noticed that the mind junk was silent.
Day 16 no listening.
I think I’m going to go with Heartsong next cycle, in place of Primal, as planned. Heartsong just seems more suited to what comes up as my emotional junk yet. I resist doing Heartsong because I don’t want a soulmate, or have all these limiting beliefs around it. Which is why I’ve decided to just face the music and get started with it, next cycle.
I really want to do Primal but it’ll have to wait. I think Primal was the base I wanted but Heartsong healing is the base I need right now. I’ll stop putting it off and Primal seems like the more fun option but I’m sure Heartsong will do me a lot of good.
End of night update: It came to me that I can keep CWON and still bring Heartsong onboard next cycle. I’ll just drop new LB. I feel like Heartsong healing is more urgent for lack of a better word. I’d like to continue on with CWON. Heartsong and LB have crossover for sure and it still seems like I need to get started with Heartsong already. I’ve definitely done LB in the past and Heartsong is a title I’ve been putting off for at least a year now.
PS. Just finished reading through the threads again. I think I will move forward with Heartsong and CWON and KB 3 next cycle.
CWON and Heartsong might synergize to help me go deeper into discovering what I’m really about and what I really want.
Primal would just top things off and be the ultimate stack for me. But I’m on KB and that one isn’t going anywhere.
Day 17- 15 mins new LB.
I have been making great changes. Sometimes it is so subtle that I’ve gotten caught up in thinking I need more. But luckily a self assessment has proven to me that CWON is still a great title for me. So that’s why I will continue it. I’ve also done the previous version of LB for like at least 4 cycles. So I’m just gonna dive in with Heartsong and benefit from some of that healing finally. I really wanted Primal but in 4 cycles I could once again decide to get on Primal. I think my next step would be like a Primal and EOG.
Evening update:
I came up with a hack for myself. I used to think taking caffeine before workout would get me to workout. Well I’ve since realized that I tend to procrastinate and instead of getting pumped and focused to workout I tended to spend that time scrolling mindless social media. So today I decided to start taking caffeine post work out if I feel like it. That way I can maintain the momentum and use that focus for things I need to get done. Or maybe reading,studying,learning.
End of night update: I think I’ve been going through some more healing effects of new LB. I was trying to come up with a way to stick with it. But after reading through the copy, I just think that Heartsong brings more to the table for me at this time. Focusing on relationships and connection and communication. It still has the self love component also and the much needed relationship healing.
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Day 18 - no listening.
I’m still feeling solid in my decision to go with Heartsong, CWON, KB 3 next cycle. It’s finally a nice day again with great temperature, and I’ve seen some nice looking women wearing the summer clothes. So I think it’s a win either way if I go with Heartsong or Primal. It’ll be a fun summer I’m thinking.
Evening update: Having some thoughts of wanting to keep new LB in the mix. But I decided I’m keeping CWON because I’ve done 4 cycles, why not make it 2 more? LB I can definitely come back to and will. I think Heartsong is still the best course of action. Ideally it would have been new LB for 4 cycles and then Heartsong/Primal. But I still think Heartsong is the way to go, healing and fun in one package and in 2 more cycles I can bring on Primal or regular LB again if I feel the need.
End of night update: I realized I don’t have Love Bomb under my belt yet. I have at least 4 cycles of the previous version of LBFH under my belt! So I’m now bound to keeping my stack the same for 2 more cycles. Only change will be switching to KB 3 next cycle. At the time I was so excited about LBFH because I thought it was the ultimate self love title. I was looking for that self love/healing. That’s what new LB is.
I also came up with a solution for working out. I decided to start the simple and sinister program again. It’s just kettlebell swings and turkish get ups. I won’t be doing the turkish getups. Just the warm ups and swings. I only had 10 minutes until work but I was set on doing something. So I decided to do one set of the 3 warm up exercises. Then 1 set of swings. Then I realized I can do that every single day. It won’t make me sore, it’ll let me adjust slowly at whatever pace I want. I also need to focus on exercises to help my elbow tendon pain. So while I slowly build up my volume on the swings I can get my elbows up to snuff and pain free hopefully.
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Day 19- 15 mins KB 2, 15 mins CWON.
Day 20- No Listening.
I was having some insight yesterday. I’ve been feeling like I want to get back into the people world. But then I started realizing kind of why I left it and why I’m happy not being in it. I was seeing how maybe I didn’t want that after all, I mean, with all the social pressures and programming and resulting conflict and disharmony. I guess I do want a people world with more authenticity and free from the social programming and pressures. So I realized that yea, Primal is going to be a good title for me definitely. Just could be awhile. I do want to do stack new LB and Heartsong together.
I was doing some more reading on the forums. I decided to switch out CWON. I only have one of the updated titles in my stack now, new LB. So I think I will take Phoenix for a spin finally. I think there is some crossover with what CWON does in terms of emotions, but it probably expands on it. Even more, I want to be on the newest tech subs. So I’ll still get the bloom from my time off CWON. I’ll also get more of the NSE with Phoenix and that’s just going to clear my path for Heartsong or Primal in two more cycles.
But actually I will probably take my LBFH/DRLD custom for a 2 cycle run.
Evening update: Nope. I think Primal is the best choice. Primal will get me ready for Heartsong best. What really got me thinking Primal again is a post where somebody said they ran Primal and Phoenix for a few months and then the seduction titles worked better for them. But I’m going with LB and Primal and KB 3.
It just came to mind that I’ve had great periods in life. Before subliminals. So I may task my mind with reminding me what books, audios and things I was into during those times. That was before I had it in me that reading books multiple times is the way to really master the information and make it your own.
Day 21- 15 mins KB 2, 15 mins CWON.
I’m leaning towards CWON, Primal, with KB 3. That stack of CWON and Primal is more attractive to me than Primal, LB. I think new LB might be the better title, but since I am on a 4 cycle streak with CWON, I’m going to keep it going.