ABC333 Khan Black

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I jumped off everything in favor of Khan Black. It’s a title that was not on my radar at all. I’d never been interested in it whatsoever.

I purchased Heartsong planning to do a few cycles with it. However somebody suggested Khan Black to me. I finally took a look at the thread and took the dive.

Today was my first listen of KB 1, at 30 seconds. I plan to increase 30 seconds each listen and will definitely be using stage 1 solo for this cycle.

I was deadset on Primal and then decided on Heartsong because I definitely could use the healing and clarity. But KB showed up my radar and just seems like this could be just what I need to start a new phase in my life.

I’m not looking at it as something to get me laid. I’m looking at it as something that will be amazing in it’s energy/sex transmutation. I think that it has the potential to affect every area of my life. I’m looking forward to having more energy as well. I seem to be in hibernation season and this’ll be good.

I also have some prep work with my LBFH/DRLD custom. It had me at times getting physical/somatic releases from the body. So I think that will go a long way in helping make KB as smooth as possible. I still expect some turbulence and am taking the conservative approach by starting at 30 seconds.

Nothing to report yet. I feel positive and optimistic about what lay ahead.

[IRON]

Khan Black + Heartsong will change your life in question of few cycles for forever in possibly the biggest ways out of all subs. Please give each stage of Khan Black at least few cycles to really get those gems out of it. Especially the first stage. Youre doing something spectacular here. I look forward to your journey.

The people you’ll meet will be healed by your presence and this will be a lasting long term effect. You will be someone people will feel safe and understood by. In return, many will do their best to make you feel good and show their best behavior. It’s amazing when you can clear up all the blockages and traumas that prevent others to form great, loving and lasting bonds.

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Today was 3 min 30 secs of KB 1.

Definitely noticing the healing and stuff coming up but it’s definitely smoothest recon yet. I don’t even call it recon it’s like a refined recon, if you will.

Some frustrations coming up and still has me confident that Heartsong is going to be a very good thing for me.

Getting into action again definitely brings stuff to the surface so I can work on it and let it play itself out, thus setting it and myself free. So that I can get in touch with my deeper wants, desires, purpose. For me it still seems to be a clearning/healing journey. When I clear up the old stuff my naturalness can shine through and I live and act more in harmony with what’s truer for me.

PS: Been feeling a little cranky today. It’s the coldest part of the year and so getting motivated to work out isn’t easy. I am noticing that since focusing more on conditioning and mobility, I’m less worn out after a hard day’s work. So I’ll just continue on that way. I’m also going to take an extra rest day and go to four workouts a week. But I’ll still get in a short walk and 10 mins of mobility work on those days off.

I’m also thinking maybe I should just dive in with Phoenix but keep it to 30 seconds for the first cycle. I think it could accelerate the clearing out of whatever KB 1 is doing. The bonus is that whatever comes after Phoenix is just going to work better for me.

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Kind of considering going one more cycle of KB 1 solo before I’d add anything else.

I’ve still been going over what title would be best, not all the time just keeps coming up. I kind of want to go with Chosen From Within, but Phoenix seems to be the smart choice for the time being.

The self love portion of Heartsong is attractive and the healing, but I’m not sure that I’m after a partner or partners just yet. Ideally I’d want to custom Chosen and Heartsong because I did like the quality of women who were checking me out on Chosen. Plus it would also be a great combo for when I need to be more social and get more opportunities.

I’ve been having some luck and “roadblocks” just parting for me at times. That’s always been why I go back to healing. Whether it’s with releasing or a healing title ( I always do both) things just seem to align for me and I’m in the flow of harmony.

But it’s not a big deal. Like today I had to run out for a bit and on my way home I was hitting every single green light but I wasn’t excited it was just like a normal thing.

It’s like when you don’t have to wait in line and all the right things just line up but you didn’t even set the intention and weren’t even looking for it kind of thing.

I definitely attribute that to any energy clearing/healing properties of Khan Black for sure, it’s like whatever you put in it (or drop, might be more appropriate) just has more juice.

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I think my new plan is to phase back in my LBFH/DRLD custom. I feel like maybe I ran away from it. I have some good modules in there and I think I’ll just run with that for the rest of KB 1.

PS: After sleeping on it. I have a big resistance to going back to LBFH/DRLD custom. So on one hand that says I need to just dive right in and confront it.

On the other hand I’m not really 100% on what title to add. The resistance seems to be if I add the custom back then I’m missing out on something else.

So I guess if anything that’s how the recon is showing up for me since being on KB 1 solo. I feel like I’m ready to try out 4 mins of KB 1 on my next listen though.

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I’ve got 2 more listens left in this cycle.

I’m thinking I might just make a move on Heartsong. That’s still my number one recon or stuff that comes up that I get in my feelings about. So I might as well just go for it and clear that out. Then I can see what’s there without it. I’m sure I’ll have more clarity on other goals I’d like to pursue.

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Today 4 mins of KB 1.

One more listen and I wrap up this 21 day cycle. I’ll take 5 days off before starting cycle number 2 KB 1. It seems that I’m just gonna go with Heartsong for at least a couple cycles.

I’m feeling better in my body. Was a little tired at times. I could probably sleep 10 hours the past week. So no trouble sleeping. When I finally get to my workout and get moving I feel better.

I notice that my ability to take care of things instead of procrastinate is increasing. I’ll get something done way quicker now. I still have improvements to be made but there’s progress in that direction.

I’d say I feel more grounded. Mind is a bit more clear. If I’m past when I should be in bed sleeping I get some anxiety but other than that anxiety is pretty low.

I’ve started to care more about my appearance. Instead of wearing a tank top and a zip top over if I have to go out. I put on a regular t-shirt under to give a better appearance, even though I’m just going to the store.

I had one couple staring at me while I was shopping the other day. Other than that no major outward signs. I think those will pick up in the next cycle and definitely in later stages of KB.

I think KB is a great all around title. I would think it would be great as a stand alone title as others have said. For now I’ll add in HS next cycle and stick to two titles for KB 1.

The plan is to alternate with HS and KB 1. So I title on each listening day. From reading the threads it seems a few people get better results with KB when it’s listened to solo on a listening day. I’m planning to go to 5 minutes next cycle since I’ll be alternating.

PS: I think now I’m just going to do another cycle of KB 1 solo. I think this is the first time I’ve done a title solo. So my next cycle will be more of a “clean” run, as it’ll have that 30 day buffer period of having used any other titles. So I think that’s what I’m gonna do. I’ll hold off on Heartsong and I think one more cycle with KB 1 will definitely give me a clearer picture of how I want to proceed.

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I’m feeling a little frustrated tonight.

I want to add a second title but I keep coming back to settling into what is going to be best for me. Rather than what I want and adding more recon, it still seems like Phoenix will win out. I’ll plan on only 30 second loops. I don’t really want to go through lots of recon and I’d even consider Khan regular if i had it.

I was thinking Ascended Mogul. Ideally a Chosen Mogul is what I’d like. I still am gonna put off heartsong. The only thing holding me back is consciously I don’t want to get into a relationship right now. Money is most important but I don’t want to be working longer. I love having free time. Freedom is what I want but still having the practical things paid for of course.

I’ve tried LBFH and I certainly believe that Love is the way. It just seems Phoenix will win for now. At least I’m sure I’ll feel a little better after more of this junk gets taken care of.

Friday is my last listening day. I don’t know. I think I’ll just go for it with 15 mins. At least it’ll give me some feedback if nothing else. Do I need to take it slower or can I tolerate 15 mins. I’ll also be alternating next cycle with Phoenix most likely. But Phoenix will stay at 30 seconds.

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I got ahead of myself and did 15 mins of KB 1 today. So that wraps up my 21 day cycle. Tomorrow was supposed to be my last listening day.

PS: I just purchased Stark Black. I think it will shake things up for me. It’s just way more attractive than Ascended Mogul. I’m looking forward to the cognitive benefits and getting things done. Also will appreciate the boost in the social arena. I want to go towards the seduction titles but this might be more what I really need. Also the wealth stuff will be good. So for me it’s a total package and not looking for fame but I’ve had times in the past where I got a lot of attention. This will help me deal with that better. So either way I think it’s going to be a good title for me.

I plan on doing 30 second loops only for the first cycle with it. I plan to take it really slow and keep KB at the forefront.

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It was okay that I did 15 minutes on a day that was supposed to be my last day off before my last listen of the cycle.

Feel like I’ll have a little extra to process and unravel. Luckily it’s my washout now. Initial impressions are that I might be fine on 15 mins. But not with another major title stacked.

So I finalized my plan for the rest of KB 1. I’m going with Sanguine. I don’t have Sanguine: The Elixir, so it’ll be the regular Sanguine.

If I was doing a run of Khan or any other multi stager, I’d pick Sanguine to go with the first cycle. At no more than 5 mins.

KB2, is when I’d stack Phoenix.

KB 3, I’d go with Limitless Executive.

KB 4 would be a toss up and one of the Love Bomb’s would be in contention.Dragon Reborn: Limit Destroyer would be ideal maybe.

For me that’s a clean run of KB instead of adding in another major. Those would be support titles and I’d keep em to 5 mins or less. So that’s the plan with KB for me.

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Today I’m feeling some recon. Stirred up a bit. So I’m really happy with my decision to bring Sanguine back into the mix as I move forward with KB 1.

I don’t think I’d move on after 1 cycle. I’m thinking 3 cycles of each stage of KB 1. I probably wouldn’t run 15 mins of KB 1 all the time, but Sanguine will probably lighten things up a bit. Make it smoother.

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Work went pretty good. Nothing much came of the recon. Definitely smoother than past versions. In past versions the recon would end up in catharsis. But it didn’t really come to a peak and I really didn’t do much. I was just in physical action mostly today so that helped.

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I don’t remember if it was yesterday or today. But I had a slight perceptual shift- like I’m different but I couldn’t tell you what exactly. Just like this is gonna be good. That was after I woke up and was standing up just getting out of bed.

I definitely plan to run 3 cycles per stage of KB. I’m in no rush and I want to maximize the gains. Sanguine will just add that boost of positivity into the mix.

Also I think my results will start to be more noticeable with women I’m attracted to. After clearing out some of that pre-KB. I haven’t seen a lot of women I like so to them I’ve seemed pretty neutral. To the ladies I do like, I’m starting to see signs that yea, things are moving in a good direction.

PS: Still feel like my creativity is coming back. I was making myself laugh with some jokes today. So I think it’s bringing out some of my favorite parts again. Humor, fun, creativity. Not in masses yet but I’m seeing positive momentum.

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It’s been a pretty smooth 5 days off. It’s day 3. I might take 6 days off so I can restart on the 1st.

PS: I’m thinking for KB 3 I want to be on one of the wealth titles. Ideally EOG. KB and a wealth title would be a dynamic duo in overcoming some of my most basic issues. If I have those taken care of everything else will just come more naturally, dating, lifestyle etc. I’ve always tried to jump ahead with seduction titles. I also don’t think status is a necessity for me, not yet anyway.

KB and EOG would be my ideal stack for the year.

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2 days until I start cycle number 2 of KB 1.

I’m adding another title. I think I’ve come back to Chosen: Way of Nature. That was my original plan from what I remember. I think it will suit me better for the rest of KB 1 than anything else. It doesn’t have any wealth scripting but I think it’ll help me gain more clarity on my goals and aspirations.

I can’t say it’s a Primal, but to me it’s like a Primal, just more from the natural world standpoint rather than the social world. I was almost going to do Primal too. CWON seems to meet all my wants and needs for KB 1. Intuition, Nature, Positivity, health, great all around inner game and clarity. I’m expecting to have a fun time with CWON.

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We’ve been experiencing unseasonably warm temps lately. Coupled with the lack of snow cover, I’ve been hanging out at my favorite nature spots for like an hour daily. Today I definitely noticed that just my sense of being out in nature is increased again. Yesterday I was more interested in nature than scrolling on my phone. So I’m really excited to get started on CWON.

PS: Today it’s just clicking that I want to try out Legacy of The Spartan. I’m thinking that’d be my next custom depending on how I like CWON. CWON/LOS custom.

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After 5 days off I started back up today. I went with 5 mins of KB 1 followed by 5 mins of CWON.

I have to say while I was listening to CWON it seemed like a few tensions in my body started to melt away and I was feeling pretty relaxed during the listen. So I think it’s gonna be good.

I wasn’t sure if I wanted to jump into 15 mins of both titles just yet. So I’m not sure how my listening times will go this cycle. At some point I will definitely try out 15 mins of both. But I’m thinking I might alternate. 1 day 15 mins of KB and 5 mins of CWON, Then the next listening day, after a day off try out 5 mins of KB and 15 mins of CWON.

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I napped for like two hours yesterday evening. So I ended up staying up all night last night. That’s due to my nap rather than KB.

So I’m on 5 hours sleep right now. I’m sure I’ll be able to nap later, if it’s not too late I probably will. It’s not really a big deal for me as I don’t have a set schedule like most people. I work late at night anyway and just for a couple hours.

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I didn’t get to nap today. I also had some more of the old relationship recon come up. It came on pretty intensely. So I’ve been through the gauntlet so far. Feeling like I was over it finally. I had moments where I felt confident and solid.

Then I guess I’d call this maybe the rubberband effect. I was thinking I maybe made a mistake and should have just gone with Heartsong for that relationship healing. But it did pass and now I’m feeling better. I’ll be sure to get a good night’s sleep now.

Tomorrow I’m going with 15 mins KB 1 and 5 mins CWON.

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Today was 15 mins KB 1 and 5 mins CWON.

Felt pretty normal, nothing out of the ordinary after listening. Then I went to the store and I got some anxiety. So I chalk that up to changes being made on that internal level. A little bit of rubber band effect. It’s been awhile since I got anxious around people like that.

I even saw this cute woman who I could have chatted up, but I was feeling off. I was pretty resilient about it. I took a drive after and took maybe half hour before the thoughts settled down. So I experienced my resiliency. Driving to the store I had zero anxiety and that was something I used to get, anticipatory anxiety, just kind of overthinking ahead of time. But that was just not there. So maybe that’s what triggered the anxiety, not having anxiety when I normally would!

I do think the attention is starting to pick up. So when it all comes together my confidence is there I’m sure I’ll be at least opening up strangers just for fun and to start building those social skills and confidence.

Physically I’m not missing my SI/Spartan custom. My training is transferring over to real world nicely. Normally I’m beat up at the end of the week and worn out. I can tell my body is better conditioned. So in a month it’ll just be another day at the office, but maybe not since I’m always improving each work out. I add reps until I hit 25 then I’m going to add weight and just rinse and repeat. I find that it just carries over to my daily life better than the way I used to work out.

Oh! And I’m on day 5 of 30 days no caffeine. I was concerned how I was going to get through my toughest days at work with no caffeine. Well it was easy. Yesterday I had a headache but got to work and it went away. Today I had a nap before work, and I work earlier on weekends. So I handled it just fine. Was in the flow a lot even though my body is sore. I felt good. That’s why I’m looking forward to a month from now, work will probably be really easy.