Day 19 - No listening.
Feeling pretty light. I had some get up and go energy today.
Day 20- 15 mins KB 2, 15 mins CWON.
I’m trying to wrap my head around how my listening cycle ends on day 20, if it’s 21 days and I started on day 1.
So that makes today the last day. Now for 5 days of no listening to start up again. I definitely feel like 5 days off is more than enough this time. Last time I took 10 days off because I felt like I needed it.
I found the error in my 21 day listening schedule. It is day 21. I accidentally entered day 12 twice so the second day 12 was actually day 13.
Day 1 of 5 days off.
Now that this 21 day cycle is over. I can say I am feeling lighter. At the end of last cycle I took 10 days off because I felt like I needed it, but I think after about 3-5 days I was feeling like I was ready again. This time it’s just a matter of taking the standard 5 days before I start the next cycle.
I think my next cycle could be more challenging. Since I’ll be using my LBFH/DRLD custom 1x a week. But I’m planning to listen to KB2, and CWON at just 3 minutes each, maybe run them both for full 15 min loops 1x a week, and keep all the other listens to 3 mins.
Day 2 5 day break.
Change of plans. I’m going with CWON in the support slot, 1x per week at 15 mins. And then I’m going with KB 2 and the New Love Bomb as my main course. I wanted to keep on with DRLD but New LB is too tempting and to me it’s still destroying limits just in another way.
Day 5 off.
I’m feeling mostly lighter and better. More positive and good. Still kind of trying to hash things out consciously, like what title should I really go with? Should I stay the course?
That’s what I like about the 1x weekly slot in my stack. If I wanted to switch that one title every cycle, I could. So it’s no big deal to go with the new Love Bomb for a cycle. But since I’m feeling so good, I’ve started to consider trying out Phoenix. Ride this wave into Phoenix instead of coming from a low place where healing sounds like what I need and maybe it is.
I know from my experience if you’re already going through the shit, healing is not what you need most immediately. It makes things way worse and instead of riding out a temporary storm say in a job or something, well you might realize you just need to walk away even if you don’t have plans for what’s next.
So considering that, I don’t think I’ve ever been on a high and went I need more healing. I tend to think I need the healing when I’m already in the middle of the storm. So I might actually go for Phoenix, I think it’s the perfect opportunity. In a couple months summer will be in full swing and I think I’d want maybe SSX in the mix.
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Lol it’s day 4 off. I got confused on my last post. Day 4 of 5.
Decided on the New Love Bomb at 15 mins 1x a week. I’ll stick with CWON and KB 2. Probably alternating between 15 mins and 3 mins.
Day 1 of 21. New LB, KB 2, CWON.
15 mins of the New Love Bomb.
Day 2.
No listening.
This is the 4th cycle of CWON. 2nd of KB 2. And first with New Love Bomb.
I haven’t had any dramatic results yet. But I know I’ll be like a new person after I finish my first run through of Khan Black with CWON.
I would say the main results are more grounded and am quicker to pull myself out of any anxiety. Easier to just move on. I have yet to see any big external results yet but I’m okay with that.
I sometimes still get into trying to figure out my next stack. I do want to do heartsong and SSX, and even the new Khan has been calling to me. Yet I don’t want to give up the New LB or CWON. And I’d like to just keep Khan Black in my stack from here on out. I even want to do Primal. But none of that matters for 5 more cycles. Only my 1x week slot is up for switching. And SSX is the only other title that I’d put in that spot for the next 5 cycles.
Day 3 of 21.
15 mins KB 2, 15 mins CWON.
Day 5. 15 mins KB 2, 15 mins CWON.
I finally got some more external feedback. I think it’s the CWON doing its thing. People are quick to look away if I go to make eye contact. I’m not feeling overly confident, or dominant or anything like that. Just like the roles are flipped more of the time. Where I used to be the one to look away when people would make eye contact. Now they’re looking away before I get a chance to make eye contact. I even saw a couple ladies walking their dogs, and normally I would check them out but I noticed their body language and was like oh, I’ll just keep minding my business I don’t want to scare you or whatever.
I think NSE is going to make CWON even better. I kind of see it as NSE-like in terms of the experience. Like I can just be me, and that’s fine. I do think the New Love Bomb will bring out maybe more positive and social aspects to the table. I don’t have any room for another title in my stack- something to lighten things up. Heartsong would be what I’d want to add to the mix, for the relationship stuff. I don’t know, I’m sure the New LB will be doing good things as time goes on.
I am starting to see how Primal would be a good stacker with CWON, even though I haven’t tried Primal yet. I liked the social stuff in regular Chosen but I didn’t want to be seen as a leader and didn’t want or need people to look at me like that. But I do miss the hot business woman who were checking me out manifestations from regular Chosen.
Edit: I decided to do 3 mins KB 2, and CWON instead of 15 today.
End of night update:
I’m feeling like next cycle I’m going to consider changing out CWON. I think it’s been good for me, but it’s the title I needed when I first found subs. At this time I don’t have to deal with any negative attacks, and that stuff is no longer on my radar anymore. I haven’t gotten any of the nature stuff, but I spend time in nature already.
I’ll be looking at finally getting to the new Primal, or maybe even take Wanted for another spin. I’m in a much better place for Wanted. First time I tried it it was coming off a bad breakup, so it was really tough for me. I should have gone with Heartsong at that time probably. I think Primal will be like a stage 2 for me of whatever my current progression is.
Day 6- no listening.
I’m feeling really good about going with Primal starting next cycle. I think that’s my next step for sure. I just started my 4th cycle of CWON. I will probably have a few more surprises. I just feel that Primal has more growth potential for me.
The only variable is if I want to take another cycle of DRLD before starting Primal. I plan to move new LB into CWON’s slot and do Primal at 1x weekly for 15 mins.
Evening Update: I am feeling a little down today. I was feeling good most of the day. I’ve started a habit of flipping thoughts. What I mean is that it’s my awareness practice. Everytime I catch myself entertaining unwanted stories or feelings I go back to letting go of it then I state my affirmation. I have one that I’ve been making the habit of just for when I’m work, that’s the money one of course. The one at home is more geared towards something else.
So just as I noticed I was feeling down just now, that automatically kind of flipped it since I’ve been building that habit. Now I’ve got to workout.
As far as CWON, I already research supplements, enjoy nature and animals, and learning things. So Primal is going to break down walls for me in terms of the social arena. I feel like that’s the next step for me, that will lead to dating, money etc. Which will bring me back to wanting to spend more time in nature and relax.
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Day 7. 30 seconds KB 2, 30 seconds CWON.
Feeling a little down today. I guess that just means another breakthrough at some point. I haven’t slept yet but I just wanted to post before I go to bed. According to the clock it’s officially day 7, but when I post again it’ll be after a full night’s sleep.
Evening update: was up all night. So naturally that left me pretty lethargic for the day. I’d been planning to start doing my work out earlier in the day so I can’t procrastinate before work.
I’m considering at least a cycle with Phoenix before I start Primal. I think I have one more cycle before I want to be getting into the swing of things with Primal for the summer. Although with it being an election year in America, I have been considering throwing my Survival Instinct/Spartan custom back in the mix instead.
End of night update:
I think I’m getting some bloom from my Survival Instinct/Spartan custom. Mostly the modules I added to steer it in the direction of negative people removal and associated modules. That’s why the repel negative attacks stuff from CWON seems to be most prominent. I was expecting more positivity and seeing and experiencing the beauty in nature and more of the oneness of life. But that hasn’t been the case with me after 3 cycles and 1 week of CWON. So CWON was the missing ingredient during my time on the SI/Spartan custom.
I think new LB will bring out more of the positive type effects from CWON. I’m still planning to trade CWON for new Primal. I just think I’m ready to tackle the more social aspects and zeroing out any social anxiety.
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Day 8 no listening.
I’ve still been having this thing where woman I had chemistry with and were into, then the next time I see them it’s just not there anymore. To me this is a side effect of constant growth. So it has me thinking about maybe a Love Bomb/Inner Circle custom. At the same time maybe Heartsong would still be the best. Just find at least the one person who is on my level.
I also think once the new LB really kicks in it won’t be such a big deal anymore. And new Primal will do wonders, I’m sure.
Day 9- was 15 mins of new LB. I forgot to post.
Now that I’m into cycle 4 with CWON, I’m kind of over it. I think new LB will have enough overlap that I won’t miss it. Plus I think the latest generation of titles is too good to pass up on. So I’m still planning to remove CWON and put Primal into my stack. I plan on 4 cycles with Primal. Then I would be looking at replacing new LB with Heartsong finally.
I’ve only done two listens of new LB so far. I’ve seen glimmers that let me know I won’t miss CWON, but still looking forward to the update of the Chosen line for sure.
Day 10 no listening.
I think regular Chosen is my favorite title. CWON has had its moments but overall regular Chosen is just the better package for me. If I wanted to use my SI/Spartan custom again and wanted to get rid of negativity and drama I’d put CWON in the mix.
I think new LB is just all around better for positivity and self love and appreciating and enjoying nature and life. Until the CWON update, at least from what I’ve experienced.
Afternoon update: I have had some moments lately of insights that I can’t put into words. Just being able to see how people get caught up and identified with roles, but they don’t know that they’re just roles, that there’s something beyond that. In the past when I started to see that I actually just went with it and knew I was playing a role, but the other people didn’t and it was real for them. I mean like I was playing the role externally but yet internally and consciously I was not identified with it and I guess it kind of scared me to see that most people don’t have that awareness or aren’t at that level of consciousness. So that’s kind of another reason I’ve been hermit mode for many years.
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Day 11- 30 seconds of KB 2, and 30 seconds of CWON.
End of night update: I’ve been outside daily. I don’t think I’ve fully embodied all the CWON objectives. So on the one hand I’d chalk that up to recon. I’d say I need to keep going with it. On the other hand, I do feel like I no longer need from CWON what I did need. So it could also be that CWON has shown me that I am ready for the next step, which is the new Primal. Being that Primal is an updated title, I’m going forward with it. Next cycle or the one after that. I start KB 3 next cycle, so there’s potential that I’d stay put with CWON for one more cycle, or do a cycle of just KB 3 and new LB.
Day 12- no listening.
I ended my night of sleep with a good dream. But it ended scary but I woke up and wasn’t bothered in any way. So growth is still occurring.
I’m still really checked out on CWON. I’m eagerly looking forward to Primal. The Primal copy makes me laugh a bit. To me it’s like taking a jab at anyone who is kind of set in their ways, or coming from one paradigm. Me, I’ve always taken the Bruce Lee approach of take whatever works, I’m not really dogmatic about anything besides not having things forced up me, or imposing upon others.
I’m happy with 4 cycles of CWON. I got to test it out and it’s shown me some good things. I feel like I got more of the repel negative attacks and people. I guess I wanted to experience that yes, I could have that and I think I’ve gotten that out of CWON. Definitely the one title I needed when I first came to subliminals for help. I was expecting more of an experience of oneness and connectedness to nature and the universe. But at the same time I feel like I’m more in a season of getting in touch with Primal. Being left alone was the base I needed. Primal will be me taking the wheel of my ship again. It’ll give me more freedom in navigating the world from a more social side.
Day 13, 3 mins KB 2, 3 mins CWON.
I was reminded by reading a post that I was starting to get glimpses of the CWON goodness. I don’t know if I’m stonewalling or what. I don’t feel frustrated with my progress. I just feel like it’s time to move on form CWON. I absolutely look forward to coming back to it when it’s updated. For now I will finish out the cycle of course, but if anything I’d go back to regular Chosen before CWON.
I still would benefit greatly from the Heartsong healing. So Primal and Heartsong would be my best combo to get me past my sticking points.
Evening update: I have been kind of busy lately. Taking more action on things in terms of getting them done now instead of putting it off. I just got done doing some organizing and noticed I’m feeling a little down again. I started browsing internet instead of getting my workout checked off the list.
Probably experiencing some new LB healing properties. Lol I do think I’m procrastinating Heartsong, but I think I want to have my Primal foundation first. 4 cycles of new LB and then switch over to Heartsong.
I’m also trying to come up with a resolution for myself where I would just continue CWON. I’m not attached to new LB at this point. I was just looking at it as a precursor to Heartsong. I could move CWON to to 1x week spot at 15 mins.
Then I could feed in new Primal for 30 seconds the entire first cycle. I don’t want to lose out on any of the negativity repellent of CWON, and I wouldn’t because of the bloom effect, even if I did stop it. And my plan makes most sense to just take a break on CWON. LB for 4 cycles and that’d give me 4 cycles on new Primal, then I’d be ready for Heartsong finally, and Chosen line would probably be updated by then. Primal also would be way more beneficial right now to overcome social anxiety and it seems fear of rejection, so it’d be hitting the repel negativity from others in a different way- making me more immune to it.
Day 14 no listening.
I plan to listen to all titles in my stack for 15 minutes for the rest of this cycle. Then I switch out KB 2 for KB 3, and switch out CWON for Primal. Either way I think Primal will shake things lose and make CWON even better for me if I decide to come back to it after it gets the update.
Day 15, 15 mins KB2, 15 mins CWON.
I was feeling some of that goodness again today. After listening I still feel pretty good. I wouldn’t call it a high but just nice.
I had one of those moments where I wasn’t trying but my mind was just quiet. I was driving and just noticed that the mind junk was silent.