Day 8: No Listening
So far in this cycle, I’m happy with my stack. Paragon is a new addition and hasn’t been in too long. But between NE Primal and GLM, I’m very happy.
They even seem to be providing some light healing. Definitely don’t feel the need for a healing title. I think it would be too much at this time anyway.
I took someone to their appt. Ended up waiting in my car for like an hour. Didn’t see too many people. A couple nice ladies. I really liked one, she was older than me. With her mom I think and it just wasn’t the right situation to talk to her. I’m pretty sure I have some limiting stories/beliefs around dating older women. lol. I’ve always like the older ladies, now I’m approaching the age where it wouldn’t be a big deal at all. But also the window is closing, soon I’ll be their age, lol. I mean not so soon but another story that makes me feel like I have a time limit. On the other hand they say live your life like you do have a time limit.
I saw another alright chick, she was checking me out but she had her small kid with her. I just felt like she was a little young. But maybe the same difference as the older woman, just on the younger side. lol. After awhile I decided to stand outside my car so the person could see me when they came out. Vehicles blocking and stuff, and full lot. But I didn’t get to see any ladies walk by to say hi to. Saw a couple nurses, but they were not vibing at all. A few people gave me the respectful head nods and acknowledgement though. That’s what I felt like people had some respect for me. Not fearful or anything just like yea, that’s a respectable man or something, lol.
Was feeling nice and good in my body. Like light like yea this feels good. But now that I’m home again, still got some aches and pains. I feel like it’s time to get back on foundation training again. My back/core routine to prevent those chiropractor visits. Since the athletic explosive movements are now on hold. Plus foundation seems like it ramps up the metabolism as well. Since interval training seems out of the question for now. Can’t do too intense of leg based cardio, so maybe I’ll find a good weight circuit workout I can do.
Saw a cool quote today: “If you see a flaw in someone, it’s not theirs.” - Abraham Hicks
There’s this woman who I used to really like and watch. Then I stopped watching her because the way she presents just creates resistance in me. My philosophy is basically, do what you enjoy, feel good, keep letting go of resistance. She’s a manifestation person. She’s all about no techniques. Don’t do anything to get anything we don’t want to be in that energy. Even though I’m not the action, action, action, guy either. To me the highest action is letting go. Like Ho’opono’pono, they constantly clear data so they can have a pure connection to the divine, the intelligence of all things. So they get those inspirations. Of course they act on them. It’s also like the sages say, at the low levels theres no choice. at the higher levels there’s choice. at the highest level there’s no choice. Because when you know what to do you do it. Sort of that whole zen type thing of when you sit, sit. When you drink water, drink water. If you’re sad be sad.
But what I was getting at was. It’s like anything else. If you enjoy it do it. Take an athlete for example. How many times have you heard them say they hate training. But they do it for the results of being the best. They may also visualize and do affirmations as well. I guess for me is yea the highest technique is to let go which is to drop the resistance and everything not in alignment. It’s about being free more than getting things. And the more free you get, the more everything that’s right for you, comes to you and happens. Goal or no goal. But say I’d use a goal or affirmation to bring up the non-alignment stuff. That’s why people say affirmations don’t work. Because they have beliefs and stuff that are not in alignment with their stated reality.
Or like listening to subs. Whatever is not in alignment comes up. And I either surrender or do a technique to discharge those feelings so they’re not running my life.
